that sound you are hearing is my heart breaking

I wish i could go back to the exact moment you fell out of love with me, i want to pause there so you could hear the sound of my heart breaking in your hands as your tore it out of my chest.
A bloody mess of my love for you
I wish i could go back to the exact moment i fell in love with you, i would pause there just for you. I want you to see the way my heartbeats lit up like stars and it didn’t hurt anymore.
I spent my entire life with my heart wanting to stop beating but i didn’t feel that when i was with you. 
The stars have been dead for a long time, just the dreams of being with you forever.
—  You were a dream i never wanted to wake up from

i remember watching this episode for the first time thinking it’d be really good because of the fact that it started with true american but then it ended with my heart being ripped out so, what’s good, new girl writers? wanna repair my heart in these upcoming episodes?



I can’t believe you. You “try to reach out” to me, and “try to call” me and make yourself so many excuses. Finally, you have the chance to see me. I knock. I knock again. I ring the doorbell. You leave me on your doorstep as I hear you and your new wife turn off everything to sound like you aren’t home. You turn the doorbell off to not hear me, an hour later. You weren’t worth the bruises on my knuckles. You weren’t supposed to be the first man to break my heart; you were supposed to be my dad.
—  Excerpt from a book I will never write #1159 

I listen for you.
There are sounds that you make,

sounds that could always
cause my heart to break.


I listen for you.

Your special sound
that is always there
and can somehow travel
like light
through the air.

As if
molecules of resistance
step out of the way

to grant special passage
to the words that you say.

Somehow through time,
somehow through space,
I hear them faintly,
there is always a trace
of that special sound

that I could never take
thus I lay myself down
and offer my heart
to break.

I’m over you.
But then, I see a reminder of something you loved and I think of you instantly. I hear a song you loved fiercely that made you want to dance all day until you got tired and fell asleep humming the lyrics. I smell the scent of your perfume on other women and look around for a familiar face I know I won’t find. My muscles tense up at the sound of your name. I hear a voice similar to yours and always hope it’s you. Then, I see you, and wonder what it would be like if we hadn’t ended.
I may be into you still.
—  Male perspective

I have finally rewatched this amazing musical and this is just a perfect crossover for these two, okay?

And I believe, there’s good in everybody’s heart,
Keep it safe and sound.
(Listen close to everybody’s heart,
And hear that breaking sound.)
With hope you can do your part
To turn a life around!
(Hopes and dreams are shattering apart
And crashing to the ground!)

(Dr. Horrible’s Sing-Along Blog – I Cannot Believe My Eyes)

Favourite lines from Made In The A.M.
  • Hey Angel: I come alive when I hear your voice, It's a beautiful sound, it's a beautiful noise
  • Drag Me Down: I got a river for a soul, And baby you're a boat
  • Perfect: RENDEZVOUS
  • Infinity: And now I'm one step closer to being two steps far from you
  • End of the Day: And you'll follow your heart even though it'll break
  • If I Could Fly: For your eyes only, I show you my heart
  • Long Way Down: Built a cathedral, But we never prayed
  • Never Enough: Lips so good I forget my name
  • Olivia: The summertime and butterflies, All belong to your creation
  • What A Feeling: What a feeling to be a king beside you
  • Love You Goodbye: My heart's already breaking, baby, go on, twist the knife
  • I Want To Write You A Song: Everything I need I get from you, Givin' back is all I wanna do
  • History: THIS IS NOT THE END
  • Temporary Fix: We can call this what you like
  • Walking In The Wind: But it's not the end, I'll see your face again
  • Wolves: Headed straight for your heart like a bullet in the dark
  • A.M.: Won't you stay till the AM? All my favourite conversations always made in the AM