Having a pretty shit day. Kinda struggling with the feeling of how I never seem to get beyond ‘meh’ for other people. (When it comes to dating - I do know I have friends who consider me more than meh). The few people I’ve connected with on some level over the past years have all dropped contact as soon as I stopped trying. The guy I was supposed to meet tomorrow probably never had any interest but wanted to keep his options open or something. The guy I was talking to before WW and had plans to meet up with never replied to my message after I got back. It’s hard not to believe I’m either very offputting or only extant in this reality when I consciously put my mind to it. Like I just fade away out of mind the moment I’m not interacting with somebody.
You know how when a guy is hard and it doesn't wanna go down? What about Y/n being horny and keeps going back at Harry to touch her? and he teases her like "What's wrong baby, you've been getting in me pants all day,am I that irresistible?" and she'll just roll her eyes and starts undressing