How does one go about moving out when they have no means to do so?
*sigh* it’s been a long time coming. I’m turning 25 this year and there’s so much I wanna do. One of it would be moving out of my parents’. I can’t tho. I literally have nothing to my name save a few possessions I could sell but would be loath to part with. I know moving out requires sacrifice and it requires a level of personal discipline to get your act together and take on bigger things. But damn that scares me.
I don’t have the means to leave. I have everything I need. But I can’t progress if I’m stuck being dependent on my parents. People say, leave the nest learn to fly, but I’ve been raised much like dogs are. In a family group. You grow up, you accept the duties of the family and you stick together.
Man I wish it were easier. I wish I knew were to go. But I don’t and it’s upsetting. This year is a year of growth. I need to move and get going. What the hell am I so scared of?? The unknown? Failure? Starving? Those are simple side effects to real growth. So what’s holding me back?
Just a little tidbit - the money that I spent on Void and their lies was my financial aid refund. I CANT AFFORD COLLEGE THIS SEMESTER BC MY GPA ISNT GIGH ENOUGH ANYMORE LOLOLO L ITS A FUCKING LOAN I HAVE TO PAY BACK
Went to the hospital July 2016, tried to jump back into school in September, didn’t fucking work bc my ass was too fucked up for structured education
Also I had to use my hospital visit as a plea bargain for the school to even let me in again in September cause i was UCKING WORKING!!! THE ENTIRE FIRST HALF OF 2016 !! AND COULDNT FOCUS ON MY STUDIES !! CAUSE VOID HAD ME BELIEVING THEY WERE IN AN ABUSIVE HOUSEHOLD AND I COULD GET THE MEANS TO HELP THEM MOVE OUT LOLOL
I got played hard as fuck by this white racist shitstain but if yall wanna continue to get played too then be my guest, they’re damn good at what they do (that sweet, sweet manipulation)
As for the future of this blog, I plan on returning. Im doing a JoJo rewatch (since u know i have all the time in the world now bc i dont have a job or school – thanks again shitstain ) so I will probably tweak my theme and rules a little in the next couple of days.
At roughly 11 p.m. on Tuesday, Canada’s immigration website crashed — possibly due to increased traffic to the page. Some on Twitter were quick to condemn the idea, pointing out that having the means to move to Canada implies a lot of privilege.
I'm placing my bets on 2017 being the year they a) move out and away from each other, b) do less and less vids together, c) reveal they're either single or have been in relationships the whole time. I can't help but think SO many people are convinced something MASSIVE is going to happen in 2017 that is will actually be the opposite.
Are they really trying to say Louis is allegedly paying Breep $15k a month and she can’t be bothered to find a new place for herself and her kid so she is just staying at a family friend’s house, or that Louis wouldn’t place them in a freaking hotel at the very least if the situation was normal, genuine, and organic? Suuure Jan.
Not sure which moving out you’re asking about but, there was a video posted that shows Danielle and a friend (Lane) where the friend refers to Danielle as her “future roomie”. So people are speculating that the new narrative is that D is no longer meant to look like she’s living at Louis’. https://mobile.twitter.com/teamdaniellecam/status/820035932254511106
Also, there was some Snapchat (that I didn’t see, so I have no link) of Briana and Ashley supposedly in a UHaul parking lot I think? And the house that B has been living in with “Freddie” is up for sale. Whether that is a coincidence or not, and whether the owner of that house is selling it because the contract for the stunt is over, remains to be seen.
Clarke and Lexa adopt 2 year old Aden, and Lexa becomes the most overprotective, doting mom in existence. Less than a year aftwerward they decide to keep expanding the family -which comes with a surprise.
You were bored so you decided to pay a visit to Liz at the bar. Walking up the stairs towards the bar, you notice the bar is pretty empty. Liz is behind the bar hand drying glasses. You see James sitting at a table nearby chatting with a girl you’ve never met. He’s sitting down smoking a cigarette and she’s standing up. You didn’t really think any of it, thinking she was just passing by or something. Then, you see her laugh and she rests her hand on his shoulder.
James knows better, so immediately he removes her hand.
You almost reach the top of the stairs, so you stop and move your fingers along the railway while mean mugging the hell out of her. You’re thinking to yourself, who does she think she is? does she not see the ring on his finger that he’s a married man?
For safety reasons, James always tells you to have a pocket knife with you. You were still standing at the stairs thinking and you just remembered you have one in your back pocket.
You had an idea and said to yourself, “fuck it.”
You pulled out your pocket knife, having it out and ready to use. Immediately, you walked up to their table. The girl looks at you, but before she has a chance to say anything to you, you slit her throat.
She slowly starts falling to the ground with blood gushing out of her throat while you stared at her with your poker face on the entire time. James sat there surprised, not saying a word. His eyes were widened. Liz still stood behind the bar with one brow raised.
“Now, clean that shit up James.” You looked at James, then walked away, heading back downstairs and into the elevator.