that last one just kills me

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Remembered (Big Hero 6, Tadashi)

I stupidly injured my arm last weekend (it’s not serious, just sore), and have been taking it easy on drawing. Rewatched Big Hero 6 on Friday, so here’s a quick series of Tadashi pics.  

*spoiler warning*

On a repeat viewing, it strikes me that Callaghan/Yokai is one of the most disturbing villains out there. For someone in higher education, so well-respected, to think nothing of killing his students is pretty horrifying.

anonymous asked:

*slides into your inbox with sabo h/cs) one thing ive noticed about asl is that while luffy is a future person ('IM GONNA BE KING OF THE PIRATES'), ace is a present person ('just living for today is enough') and sabo is a past person (remembering his brothers and fighting with a pipe like he did when he was a kid) and that intensifies the irony for me of him being the one to lose his memory and?? just??? the parallels kill me ok ;_;

OOOOHHH……SHIT….. 

i can’t believe i’ve never thought of this before but you’re right, they do really exemplify those.  sabo has the line about ~agonizing over what ace’s last thoughts must’ve been every night since he died~ too so he’s definitely got a running theme of being stuck in the past/memory, whereas luffy is all about moving forward to his dreams and goals.

ace’s true dream- to know if it was good that he was born- is very present-orientated too.  he didn’t really want to achieve anything, he just wanted to be able to feel good about himself and feel loved by those around him currently.

damn i just….this information’s got me shaken but i don’t know what to do with it lol it deserves a cool edit/art related to it but idk how 

finally watched the last shadowhunters ep and after the one that came before i really needed /something/ - some acknowledgment of magnus in some way - that i just didn’t get. it was more alec-weighted malec, from the shovel talk to the thing with maryse and max, it’s always the relationship in light of alec’s feelings, his growth and struggles and family, which is great development don’t get me wrong but where’s magnus’s agency in all this? who’s checking up on /him/? how much does it kill me that there was more pre- and post-sex talk between alec and izzy than with magnus himself, you know the other guy actually involved?? and while it feels that every ep has had poor handling of poc lately, i feel this one, this setup, was particularly telling in how. 

because as much as i love and tout the whole 4/7 poc mains thing, you have what really amounts to the 3 main all-whites whose insecurities we delve into this ep, because of course we do, because the entire show is geared towards their perspectives with the other ‘mains’ there to prop them up and further their storylines, while getting sidelined in the meantime. you get the requisite luke cameo out of the way. then you have izzy shuffled off on her own fucked up sideplot, which previously included victor and now has thrown raphael into the mix, the implications of which are, uh, pretty fucking glaring. you have simon/maia written off before it starts so simon’s sole focus can be clary again, and who actually never lost that focus even during simon and maia’s date (and btw clary ‘tonight we’re all downworlders’ fray’s insecurity being how she’ll never understand what it’s like to be a downworlder?? i just.)

4/7 poc mains is great in theory, but it really doesn’t stack up when one’s written out of the story almost completely and the other three are all sidelined for the White in their life and idk if i’m reaching that breaking point or if this ep really made things especially clear but i’m tired™

like im just. screams into hands i hate being traumatized i hate that i cant go to my mama for Help with ANY OF MY TRAUMA because she has turned one (1) of my varying assaults into, in her words, “[her] story of utter devastation” and that she “can only handle one thing at a time when it comes to [me]” and that she is “still dealing with this.” like i would fucking love it if i could put off any new issues until i was done dealing with the last one but it’s been like twelve years and A Few Other Issues Have Come Up Thanks

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aka. the moment Rory wants to say something and Logan’s waiting for her to say it and she just doesn’t

Media with LGBT Characters

I promised I’d put together a list of tv show and films based on everyone’s recs last night. This isn’t extensive, just what people said would be gay things to watch in the middle of this tough time. 

TV Shows

  • Skam
  • Eyewitness
  • The Get Down
  • Brooklyn Nine Nine
  • In the Flesh
  • Cucumber
  • Banana
  • OITNB (be careful with this one)
  • How To Get Away With Murder
  • Carmilla
  • Sense8
  • The L Word 
  • One Day At A Time 
  • Wynonna Earp
  • Yuri On Ice
  • Shadowhunters
  • Please Like Me
  • Buffy the Vampire Slayer (later seasons)
  • Queer As Folk
  • Supergirl
  • Crazy Ex Girlfriend (supporting cast)
  • Orphan Black
  • Cuffs
  • San Junipero episode of Black Mirror
  • The OA

Films

  • Pride
  • Carol 
  • Blue Is the Warmest Colour 
  • Wilde
  • Brokeback Mountain (sad)
  • Total Eclipse 
  • Imagine Me and You
  • Saving Face
  • Rent
  • But I’m A Cheerleader
  • A Single Man 
  • 4th Man Out
  • The Way He Looks
  • The Celluloid Closet
  • Happy Together 
  • Paris Is Burning
  • I Killed My Mother 
  • Weekend 
  • Big Eden
  • Moonlight
  • Shelter
  • Show Me Love
  • Lilting
  • Holding the Man
  • The Normal Heart (very sad)

I know not every single one is happy so please ask me and I can tell you about the ones I’ve seen. Feel free to add to this post or let me know if you have shows or films to rec! 

yoonbum isn’t crying out of fear in this frame like we have seen him do before. He just sits on the ground after rejection. This frame breaks me, because i relate. 

This type of crying is reflecting years of loneliness, being and outcast, depression, mental illness, little to no self love. Bum crying here, is after rejection, of being treated like he is unworthy, and for people to not care. He is blatantly pushed to the ground like he is some underserving creep. This kind of crying i have experienced a lot in my life. Of course bum is in a worse situation so his crying is probably more stress filled.

But in this frame i see myself a lot: The lonely outkast kid, who so desperately wants to be part of something with someone, so much that people being kind once can make love appear in their head out of the blue. The child who is rejected again and again, constantly and forever reaffirmed that he is not welcome, that he is gross and disgusting and wrong. His tiredness, his stress, his hopelessness. He is in this frame sensing that there might not be another alternative outcome; nobody wants to save the loner with poor social skills.

It’s no explosive crying, but it’s the rawest most heartfelt of them. There he sits, rejected again. I see myself in that and it breaks my fucking heart to at any point acknowledge these feelings myself. 

What an amazing artist koogi is, to convey this exact emotion of hopelessness and real raw sadness. 

Workout (m)

inspired by this particular gif (credit to @/natka9721)

i swear this boy is out to kill all of us but stay strong just like that last button on his shirt 

Rated M 

Word Count: 3469

Jeongguk x Reader

Part 1 | Part 2

Summary: Jeongguk’s under strict instructions not to work out because it’s eating into the wardrobe budget and causing one too many malfunctions. As his stylist, you’re responsible for making sure he fits into his stage outfits, but when his urge to workout is unstoppable, you’re left with only one other choice to save your job.


The situation is dire, but Jeongguk doesn’t seem to be aware of even an inkling of your desperation as you run your hands over his chest frantically.

“Damn it Jeon Jeongguk, did you work out again? I literally just replaced all the dress shirts in your stage outfits with a size up just last week! And Jungyeon unnie will kill me if I tell her your blazer needs to be altered, again. Didn’t manager Sejin tell you that you weren’t allowed to work out anymore??”

He doesn’t seem to be listening to your mini rant as he checks himself out in the mirror behind you, admiring the smokiness of the eyeshadow smudged on his lids, and running a finger along the sharp crease of his jaw before adjusting the mic headset around his ear.

You give his nipple a sharp pinch and he yelps in response. He has the decency to look a little guilty as he shifts his gaze to your face, and fiddles with his bottom lip in hesitation.

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There was also a really awesome match last night where yeah, my team lost (their team was frighteningly good okay) and we lost by a large enough margin that I didn’t even manage to get to the objective to have any objective time, but there was a Blackwatch Reyes on the other team. And I seriously got the impression that me and this other dude (each of us was the highest level person on our team) were just in our own little world trying to kill or one-up each other.

AND THEN. And then. He had to go and be a good sport about it so I can’t even get annoyed. Blargh.

(wherever you are, dude, I love you. GGWP.)

so since donald trump might totally fuck up women’s access to birth control, may i recommend the iud

the iud is like a t shaped device that they put up in your uterus they have strings attached to them that you can feel if you stick your fingers up in your vagina, they kind of feel like fishing lines. but theres a hormonal one and a copper one, with no hormones. i’m on the copper iud bc i have bipolar disorder and cant do hormonal birth control of any kind. and basically what the copper iud does is that, it kills sperm. so if you were to get pregnant on the iud, the iud literally terminates the pregnancy bc copper stops egg fertilization and implantation. and it lasts longer, mine is gonna last me 12 years!

the hormonal iud just thickens up your cervical mucus and makes it harder for sperm to get up in there. hormonal iuds typically last 3-5 years but sometimes longer, it depends on where you go. and i think they stop you from ovulating in some cases. and they do make your cycle lighter and and sometimes they can make them light and infrequent the longer you have it in. 

in the first month, avoid using tampons as it could pull the iud out. also check your strings regularly at first to make sure its in the correct place. theres a small risk of it falling out/puncturing your uterus within the first couple of months, but it’s rare. it occurs in one in 20 people. expulsion is most common if you normally have really bad cramps, a heavy flow, have recently given birth or gotten an abortion, and people who have not had babies yet. 

but basically its the most effective form of birth control out there with i think like a 99.8% success rate and its super easy to get, just go to planned parenthood and they’ll do it there

 sometimes it can affect your flow, making it heavier and more painful cramps, that happens with the copper iud. but i have experienced none of that. in fact, it’s completely regulated my cycle and my bleeding is WAY less than usual cause i used to have really bad bleeding before i got on birth control and bad cramps, and tbh the iud helped with that shit. but i really recommend the copper iud bc no hormones. and like i said, if you DO get pregnant on the iud the copper in the iud is lethal to sperm and prevents the pregnancy from even happening. 

but just go to planned parenthood or your doc and see what you can do about getting on one, like i said, mine’s gonna last me 12 years.  and mine cost nothing bc i got funding from the state

the insertion itself tho, is super painful. some of the most intense and painful experiences i’ve ever had, but it takes all of about 5 minutes. and make sure you go to a gyno or your doctor once a year to get your strings checked and to make sure that it’s still in place. there is a slight risk of it puncturing your uterine wall but like i said it is rare

if anyone’s got any more questions, feel free to direct them my way! i love my iud and it’s helped me quite a bit!

EDIT: I forgot to mention they are VERY expensive, sometimes $300-$500 but most of the time you can get funds from the state that will provide it for you for free or at a reduced cost! also check with your insurance provider!

  • Derek falling asleep in his loft at 7 am after running all night under the full moon in wolf form
  • Derek curling up in a patch of sunlight on the floor because it’s warm
  • Derek shifting back to human from in his sleep and mumbling incoherent things about beards, bunnies and big teeth
  • Dere waking up at noon covered with a blanket and a pillow half tucked under his head
  • Derek trudging groggily to the kitchen to find hot coffee on the counter and Stiles reading some online article on another supernatural creature
  • Derek kissing Stiles on the nose and sipping his coffee blissfully
  • Derek being dragged to the couch for cuddles because it’s Sunday and Stiles is lazy and they have all the time in the world
  • Derek falling asleep again with no nightmares to haunt him because this, this is home and it’s warm and it’s safe and it’s Stiles
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“No, no, he would never be that disappointing. He’s planned something, something long-term”
“It has to be him. It’s too bizarre, it’s too baroque. It’s designed to beguile me, tease me and lure me in. At last, a noose for me to put my neck into”


Sherlock remembered Moriarty 13 times in just one episode.
It’s killing me.

The last fanart I reblogged just reminded me.  I used to type up little “fun facts” about W2H and then save them as drafts and never get around to posting them, haha.  But since that jogged my memory, I’ll indulge in one!

So the line “I’d kill my parents too if they named me Sock” was not only written by Neil, but it was also his audition for Mephistopheles.  

Welcome to Hell in it’s current animated form started life as a project in a film class I took in junior year, where we had to put together an animatic.  Most of the class was animation students, and a lot of us used that opportunity to get a head start on the idea we’d eventually work into our graduation film.  

When I presented my animatic to the class, it didn’t have any sound or official dialogue yet, I was basically just pitching the story beats.  After class Neil came up to me and asked if I needed a voice for the devil character, and volunteered himself.  He rattled off that line, “yeahaha, well, I’d kill my parents too if they named me Sock”.  

And I just remember being so excited and baffled.  Like that feeling when someone tells you they like your characters?  Like that, but doubled, because it was someone who really wanted to bring something to the table and help me develop it, without me even asking.  That wasn’t AT ALL what I had in mind for Mephistopheles’ voice, but I just thought it was so funny and fitting, and he was so enthusiastic about doing it, that it was like… okay, yeah, yeah, that’s perfect.  You got the job dude.  The rest is history!


GILMORE GIRLS SENTENCE STARTERS

  • there have been very few moments in my life where I have actually wished I had one of those enormous cream pies you can just smash in someone’s face, but this is definitely one of them.
  • if you need some love, get a hooker. ’  
  • i’m the perfect storm of caffeine and genetics
  • red meat kills, enjoy.
  • i can go from zero to studying in less than sixty seconds.
  • i don’t think you had a childhood. i think you came out a bitter, surly killjoy.
  •  are you going to kiss me now? you are so incredibly predictable.
  • okay, see, last night when i said to you: “tomorrow, no matter what, make sure i get up at seven,” what i actually meant was: “tomorrow, no matter what, make sure I have the option of getting up seven, in case, when seven comes, I actually wanna get up.” which, as it happens, I didn’t. 
  • that’s the last time i buy something just because it’s furry.
  • give me a burger, onion rings, and a list of people who killed their parents and got away with it. i need some heroes.
  • jerk! ass, arrogant, inconsiderate, mindless, frat-boy, low-life, butt-face, miscreant ! ’
  • this town is like one big outpatient mental institution.
  • i think it’s good to be adopted. if you get sick of them, you just dump this set and go find the originals. ’ 
  • i love you, you idiot ! ’ 
  • now, did anyone ever to tell you to picture the audience in their underwear? well, don’t do it. i did it once and i had nightmares for a week. bulgarians in speedos. ’ 
  • i feel like a used car.
  • my life stinks. hey, let’s look into each other’s eyes and say “i wish i were you” at exactly the same time - maybe we’ll pull a freaky friday. ’ 
  • i just… like to see you happy.
  • it’s a friday night. we should be out, i don’t know, partying with the homies.
  • i can’t date. i’m not genetically set up for it.
  • ‘ god, you’re like a pop-up book from hell !
  • you lost me at carrots, which was the first draft of ‘you had me at hello’. ’
  • every day that you breathe you make my life harder. ’ 
  • dude, what’s a bulwark?
  • ladies never get their own eggrolls. ladies never get their own anything. they don’t even get their own ideas. ’
  • you can’t always control who you’re attracted to, you know? i think the whole angelina jolie/billy bob thornton thing really proves that.
  • only prostitutes have two glasses of wine at lunch !
  • i pierced my nose. and within an hour of having it done, my nose swelled up to four times its normal size, blocking all nasal passage, making it impossible to breathe. i went to the emergency room, where they pried the thing out of my nose and shot me up with antibiotics. i spent the night with an ice pack strapped to my face. ’ 
  • it takes a remarkable person to inspire all of this. ’ 

“Who are The Talons?” “They’re mercenary royalty. If Overwatch was Us Weekly, they would always be on the cover.” “That one there, that’s Widowmaker. She is one of the meanest girls you will ever meet. McCree was on a mission with her last year.” “She said she would kill me with my own hat if I talked to her" “And that big one? That’s Reaper.” “He’s totally rich because he helped found Overwatch.” “Reaper knows everybody’s business. He knows everything about everyone.“ “That’s why his thighs are so big. They’re full of secrets.” “And evil takes a human form in Sombra. Don’t be fooled, because she may seem like your typical selfish, back-stabbing, slut-faced ho-bag. But in reality, she is so much more than that.” “She’s the queen bee, and the Queen B. The star. Those other two are nothing compared to her.” “Sombra. How do I even begin to explain Sombra?”

“Sombra is flawless.”

“She has two Gucci purses and a lavender Porsche.”

“I hear her hair’s insured for $10,000.”

“Genji said she does car commercials. In Japan.”

“Her favorite movie is The Devil Pears Prada.”

“One time, she met Beyonce on a plane. And she told her she was pretty.”

“One time, she punched me in the face. It was awesome.”

Look all I’m saying is Sombra literally sent this fandom on an egg hunt, most of the puzzles leading to info we already knew, and probably laughed at all of the angry Reddit comments because it was fun watching people running around trying to find her and if that isn’t the most Mean Girl thing you’ve ever heard I don’t know what to tell you.

A List of Cute Renora Things from 4.10
  • They share a backstory 
  • Ren’s first words to Nora were his father’s last words to him
  • Nora’s Hammer started with Ren giving her the wooden hammer
  • Asking one another if they’re okay
  • “I got you here, don’t I?”
  • Ren’s little SMILE okay that KILLED ME SEND HELP
  • Ren and Nora basically just having one another’s backs 100% physically, mentally, and emotionally
  • The HAND HOLDING I AM DEAD
  • Basically: I officially and wholeheartedly ship Renora and if they die or if one of them dies I will not be okay
  • Let me repeat that: IF RENORA GETS ARKOS’D IM GONNA SET SOMETHING ON FIRE

Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them was like watching magical animal activist Steve Irwin for two hours, and it was really comforting.

Just, like, “This creature is three times my size and could kill me with a sneeze….I’m gonna pet it.”

and “This is one of the most dangerous magical occurrences ever to exist…I’m gonna put it in a bubble.”

and “I saved this beast from traffickers and it loves me now.”

and “These two are the last of their kind but I saved them and will breed them and they’re beautiful.“

and “This kind of creature secretes venom that’s highly dangerous…I carry them in my pockets.”

and “Mommy’s here now. Mommy’s here. I’m mommy.”

and “You know, this is why they think I play favorites.”

I just love him so much.

Sure there was other stuff going on and the magical world was in danger of exposure and people were dying, but mostly it was Newt just loving magical creatures so much and it was beautiful.

I Smoked A Dead Man's Cigarette.

I smoked a dead man’s cigarette,

earlier today.

Pulled it from his rotting hand,

lit up, and puffed away…

It was nice to have some company,

to sit and chat awhile,

Even if even if he was quiet,

and had a bleeding, rat-chewed smile.

I drank some lady’s coffee;

(She was dead. She didn’t care.)

I told her I was lonely,

But she just stared her glazey stare.

I haven’t wanted to eat much,

which is good; there’s not much to eat–

Rats have gotten most of the food,

and the bodies are maggoty meat.

It’s been a week since the bombs rained down,

and I thought everybody was gone,

But tonight I heard sounds–shuffling and growls–

So I’m awake, just waiting for dawn…

Almost wishing something would kill me,

And end all this fear and grief….

When you’re the last one, at the end of the world,

Death just comes as relief.