that keychain

Post 4x17 Linstead

This took me WAY too long to write and I’m not even that happy with it

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It was when she heard the rattle of his keys against the bullet casing on his keychain and the soft click of the front door, that she knew he was gone. She didn’t let the tears fall until she knew he wouldn’t be back. That he was already in his car, driving towards Will’s. At first, all she felt was utter shock. Sure, she was disappointed in him, but she knew how he wasn’t forthcoming about his life. But then again, he left, like all good things in her life did. Erin Lindsay was definitely used to this feeling.

She didn’t sleep much that night, not feeling the warmth of another body radiating onto her. So at 4 am, she called the one person she knew would never leave her. He had dealt with her stubborn teen years and then again being her boss. She knew she could confide in him, no matter how bad things got.

/

He walked into the bullpen late that morning after a night of restless sleep. His eyes automatically drifted to her desk, which he found vacant. Consequently, his eyes scanned over to the break room, hoping he would find her making coffee. When he didn’t find her there, Voight’s office was his next option. He turned towards the locker room, stowing away his gym bag, but he too, found the room empty. Walking back into the bullpen, Voight ushered him into his office, clearly annoyed.

“What’s up Sarge?”

“Where’s Erin?” He knew where she was, he just wanted to hear Jay say it, especially since he turned a blind eye to him dating his daughter.

“I-I don’t know. I thought she’d be here by now.” He stuttered over his words and his voice sounded weak but gruff.


“Hmm.”

“I’m sorry but did I do something to upset you?”

“I don’t know Halstead, did you do something that would piss me off?”

He breathed out a sigh of annoyance, he didn’t need to play games with his boss.

“So I’m guessing she called you.”

“At 4 am.”

“Look, I’m sorry. I didn’t break up with her if that’s what you think. I just need some time to figure myself out.”

“And you did that by leaving?”

“I didn’t want to hurt her more than I already have.”

“Did you at least talk about it with her?”

Jay was silent. He was aware that Hank knew about everything that went down between him, Erin and his ‘wife’. 

“Where’s Erin?” He finally said after a few moments of silence.

“Took a personal day… Don’t ask me for one, I’m already short one detective I don’t need another one gone. Whatever you need to fix can be done on your own time. Now get outta here.”


/

Work was absolute torture. He sat in the car in silence, not having anyone else there with him. When he sat at his desk in the bullpen, he would occasionally look up to look at her, only to see a chair. When he would go to the break room to get coffee, he would grab her mug from the rack, realizing too late that she wasn’t there, forcing him to dump the coffee. 

He had texted her a couple of times, asking if she was okay, but she never replied. She must have her phone off, because that’s what she always did when she didn’t want to be bothered by anyone. Or she was just straight up ignoring him.


/

After work, he only had one place he where he needed to go. To her. After likely breaking every traffic law in the City of Chicago, he parked outside of their apartment.

Was this really the right move?

After going up the stairs to the third floor, he stood outside the door, waiting, listening. The TV wasn’t on and there didn’t seem to be anyone home. The hallway light was on, he could see it coming from underneath the door. He couldn’t decide whether or not he should knock, or unlock the door with his key. After careful consideration, he chose the latter. 

It looked the same way he left it. There was no evidence that anything had changed or if even the night before had happened. The living room and kitchen were empty, but there were new dishes in the sink. At least she was eating.

As he walked towards their bedroom, where he had asked her for some space and watched her whole world break apart, his footsteps faltered. He could hear the sniffling coming from their room, and it automatically brought tears into his eyes.

She wasn’t aware of his presence, so she continued to sob into her pillow. It was when the bed dipped down at the side, that she knew she wasn’t alone. She didn’t know how to react, nor did she pick up her face from the pillow. When his warm hand found it’s way to her leg, she knew that this moment was real.

“Erin…”

“Erin please look at me.” It took everything out of her to pick up the broken pieces, just like she has done countless of times, but she did and looked him dead in the eyes.

His heart broke when he saw her face. Her eyes and cheeks were pink and puffy, signalling that she had been crying for a while, probably since last night. His hands seemed to have a mind of it’s own, as they came up to her face and dried her cheeks. 

“Why’d you come back?” She didn’t want to sound as if she didn’t want him here, but regardless, her voice came out cold.

“Missed you at work today.”

She scoffed.

“Yeah, just needed a personal day.”

He held her hand as they stayed in each other’s presence in silence. Neither wanting to speak, just to be with each other. 

“You left me.” When she finally did speak, her voice was nothing but broken.

“I-I’m-”

“I guess I shouldn’t even be complaining though, everyone me leaves at some point in my life. I should’ve known that you were too good to be true…”

The words hurt, and as she kept talking about him leaving, he couldn’t hold back the tears that were threatening to fall. 

“… I knew dating Jay Halstead would just-” She couldn’t finish her sentence before she felt his lips on hers, shushing her. She kissed him back, and savoured it, just in case she wouldn’t be able to be in this moment again.

“If you think I left because of you, you’re wrong.” He was breathless.

“That’s what they always say. Do you know how many times Bunny has said that to me?”

“But I’m not Bunny. Babe, I left because I’ve hurt you, a lot, and I can’t hurt you more than I already have.”

“But you never had the intention of telling me about you being married. Would you have ever told me about her if I didn’t find out she was texting you or if she dropped by the district?”

“Erin it’s not about her. When I was married to her, I told you I was in a bad place. I can barely remember anything about those times. And when I do remember it was because I was so hungover I was thinking that I was going to die. Coming back… it wasn’t easy.” He got choked up as he finished his sentence, mentally reliving the person he was when he got back.

“Jay… you know you can come to me and talk about it at any time. Bottling up feelings isn’t really healthy. Over the past 2 years now, I’ve learned to let you in, to let you help me. There’s nothing wrong to ask for help.” He took a deep breath out as she finished speaking.

“It’s not that easy Erin…” His voice was barely above a whisper. She sat up and cupped his face in her hands and placed a soft kiss on his forehead.

“I know… I know…” She moved her hands from his face towards his back as she pushed his head into her chest. She rubbed her hand up and down his back, hoping to bring him comfort, only to be heartbroken when she felt his tears wetting her shirt. She held him tight, making sure he didn’t fall apart, but maybe she had been too late. Maybe he waited too long to talk about it.

She lost track of time, not knowing how long they sat there, feeling each other’s breath of their skin, but she relaxed her grip a little when he stopped crying. She imitated his earlier moments and wiped his cheeks.

“Do you want to talk about it now?”

He smiled and nodded his head. She knew it took a lot out of him to become this vulnerable in front of her, letting himself breakdown and cry. But she would be there for him, no matter how high the walls he had built would be, because one day, those walls will be non-existent, and if need be, she’d pick up the pieces for him.  

/

Okay reading this again made me hate this piece even more… but whatever I took time out to write it so I’m posting it

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Weird/Fun Places for Sigils✨

Sigils are so much fun, man, and there are thousands of uses and places to put them. Personally, I’m a big fan of ones that are a bit more hidden, just because it gets tiring to have to explain to everyone what it is, and sometimes they relate to personal things. 

Here are some suggestions for places to put sigils and their possible meanings!

  1. Under your study/work desk to enhance motivation and to promote calmness
  2. On your keychain! Use the little name tags that you always seem to randomly have, and charge it to protect your home when you use the keys on the keychain :)
  3. Makeup bottles/containers, to help with glamours and self-confidence
  4. Nametags–some dorms have nametags on the doors. Try writing a protection sigil on the backside of it, so whoever enters your room means you no harm (and so you don’t get robbed, which has been happening a lot in my dorm lmao yikes)
  5. Textbooks! Sigils for letting everything you read fully sink into your brain!
  6. Notebooks, either for school or for other things! For when you’re reviewing for a test, or to make sure that your notes are organized and easy to understand.
  7. On your water bottle
  8. SNAPCHAT YOUR SIGILS!! I know this isn’t necessarily a place, but snapchatting to your coven/friends is an easy and efficient way of getting sigils to them fast. Screenshotting them is a possible way to charge them, too.
  9. If you’re feeling particularly crafty, some mechanical pencils have enough space that you can slip a piece of paper into them! Create your sigil, slip it into your pencil, and charge it or feel its effects as you write
  10. Another crafty place, if you’re so inclined, is the inside of your jackets/sweaters. You can sew a sigil into the inner layer of your jacket, hidden from view but still on your person :)
  11. More sewing! If you’re feeling EVEN MORE adventurous and artsy, make a quilt/blanket and imbue it with peaceful sigils
  12. Under your cups/on drink coasters (Like how Rylee does with this tea recipe)
  13. Backpaaaacks. To help make sure you never forget an assignment or lose anything
  14. Slip a sigil into your pillowcase for good dreams and fitful sleep, or even under your roommate’s bed to try to encourage them to have a restful sleep so they don’t wake you up (can you tell I’m a bit bitter)
  15. You can put them behind posters, too, for when you want a sigil to affect the room but don’t want people to keep asking questions about it.
  16. On your medication bottles, or those little weekly planning things for your medicine, so you don’t forget to take them and remember to refill them before you run out!
  17. On the corners of flashcards, to help you remember what you’re studying
  18. In the front of your book of shadows! To keep away nosy people, to ensure your spells/rituals will retain their powers when redone, or to help you remember what that darn shorthand you used means
  19. When I’m feeling nervous on the bus or any other public place, I draw out sigils just with my finger on any surface, focusing on not letting anyone bother me or get too close
  20. In the glove compartment of your car!
  21. On your laptop, so it may never crash and have you lose hours’ worth of work :’)))

I could honestly go on and on, and there would still be things I’m forgetting. Feel free to add more ideas!! It’s always so fun seeing where people put their sigils :)

-Em

one of my classmates from last semester calls me pikachu whenever i see her? bc apparently she saw my keychain of patamon and thought it was pikachu… she’s a qt lol. 

anonymous asked:

To be fair, I think we all had a shitty crush on Sasuke lol

  • BUT I HAD A BAD ONE A REALLY BAD ONE I HAD SASUKE KEYCHAINS I WAS SASUKE IS ONLY A WOUNDED SOUL UWU I HAD HIS FACE ON MY NOTEBOOKS STICKERS AND SHIT
  • AND I THOUGHT HIS DUCK HAIR WAS CUTE
  • AND LET US NOT FORGET THAT TIME I ACCIDENTALLY SAW SASUSAKU PORN WHEN I WAS LIKE 11 BECAUSE I TRIED PLAYING THIS NARUTO DATING SIM TO GET SASUKE FUCKING UCHIHA

giljethepinkgrinch  asked:

Oh my gods the nude tea chibis!! Yuuuuuuu I DON'T TJINK I'VE SEEN CUTER THAN THISSSS

Thank you so much.

That was when I design the keychain.

At first I thought about their back, they are nude but you will see the back and butt ( *\\*). But then I changed my mind, I want to see their blushed face so they’re nude but at front side, and something small help them hide *it* xD

I was tagged by @cyrilconnelly(Thank you lovely!)

Rules: tag 9 people you want to know better

How old are you?

23

What are you talented at?

I’m good at procrastinating.

What’s a big goal you’re working towards (or have already achieved)?

I’m working toward a more stable job, and hopefully eventually writing my own book!

What’s your aesthetic?

Red leather jacket, dark blue jeans, a plaid shirt with an army green tank underneath, worn brown boots, whiskey, a tube of matte red lipstick, chipped nail polish, and windswept hair.

Do you collect anything?

I used to collect bouncy balls and rocks, but now my collections are limited to makeup and keychains.

What’s a topic you always talk about?

Supernatural. It truly has taken over my life- but you can always talk Marvel with me and I’m down with that too.

What’s a pet peeve of yours?

I hate when people touch my stuff. If it ain’t yours, don’t touch it!

Good advice to give?

Let go of the anger- it’s not helping you. Anger clouds your judgement, and it’s only a temporary feeling. Decisions you make when angry though, are often times permanent. Let it go, Elsa.

What are three songs you’d recommend?

  1. Of Monsters And Men - Wolves Without Teeth
  2. Poison - Nothin’ But A Good Time
  3. Ricky Martin - La Mordidita

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One doll is $20.00
Two is $35.00
dressup dolls are $25 for one and $40 for two, that includes an extra outfit. 

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KNOWING YOUR PARTNER CAN POTENTIALLY MAKE WRITING TOGETHER A LOT EASIER. REPOST. DON’T REBLOG.

– BASICS.
•  NAME: Arden
•   PRONOUNS:  she/her
•   SEXUALITY: Bisexual/ maybe homoromantic? idk this shit is hard
•   TAKEN OR SINGLE: Single

– THREE FACTS.

1. I love girls???? so much???? as both a gay and a feminist girls are so good <33 AND LIZARDS HERE IS MY LIZARD SON LOOK

2. I do tarot readings and make crafts! hit me up if you want a reading or some clay critter keychains lol
3. I cannot handle rping canon characters. The only one I might consider is Sansa Stark, because I really really really love her

– EXPERIENCE.
•   HOW LONG (MONTHS / YEARS?): Approximately 11 years. I started when I was about 10.
•   PLATFORMS YOU’VE USED:  oh jesus. nutrinopets, subeta, neopets, various third-party boards, mycandylove, skype, google hangouts, email (A Lot), probably more but i can’t remember right now
•   BEST EXPERIENCE:  Uh… probably over email with some of my lovely gay rp partners. Really great times. That or on MCL, where I did some really epic roleplaying with great people.

– MUSE PREFERENCES.
•   FEMALE OR MALE: Either, doesn’t matter
•   FLUFF, ANGST OR SMUT: ALL THREE
•   PLOTS OR MEMES:  Definitely both
•   LONG OR SHORT REPLIES:  Also definitely both lol
•   BEST TIME TO WRITE:  Whenever, but mostly mornings.
•   ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S):  In places, yes. Modern surana is basically me but unmedicated lmao

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