that is me on the very top

anonymous asked:

Hi! I really love your blog!! I just feel like recently the fandom has felt discouraging especially with hearing how bap are so underrated and just might not make it to the top anymore. I'm so worried about their future in the industry and really hope they will stay as 6 and as bap. Just hearing the news of sistar disbanding and groups in Kpop disbanding its very worrisome. I feel like even the fandom feels bap will die quickly in the music scene. What are your thought? Hope I'm not bothering u!

I always say this but OF COURSE YOU’RE NOT BOTHERING ME! Thank you for being so kind about my silly little blog - i’m so happy you enjoy my constant on-the-verge-of-hysteria B.A.P-stanning ^^ understanding of the very recent BABY dilemma (and maybe every BABY dilemma lol) is that it stems from the fact that BABYz are fiercely loyal people with soft, easily-hurt hearts. But I kind of like that, because to me it means that even fans that mete out the harshest, most unfair-sounding criticism of our boys do it from a place of genuine concern, about their health, their mental well-being, the prejudices (real or perceived) they might face, and of course, their long-term career prospects. 

We are the very definition of the angsty teenager. We love hard, we are good people, we surround ourselves with good people but no one seems to care about any of this, they don’t even care to know. So, like any textbook teen, we take that neglect, that negativity, and turn in inwards: “They don’t like me, so there must be something wrong with me.” 

They don’t pay attention to B.A.P, so what are the boys/fans/TS doing wrong?” 

And my answer to this is simple, don’t sell our boys down the river, don’t take what they have achieved for granted. I say this constantly, but if you are fan who lived through the lawsuit you know, we lost them, they were gone, we had almost no hope. And then somehow they were back. They’re dropping albums (good albums) every other day, they’re doing music shows, variety shows, musicals (!!), producing, choreography, world tours (that are actually world tours), they win awards and top charts worldwide and they achieved all of this on their own terms, and in such a tightly controlled industry this is rare, to say the least. Could things be easier? Yes, but life doesn’t work like that, for anybody.

Honestly, I’m thankful everyday that this is their life, their career. They get all the perks of being an established, respected, popular (yes, popular) group without many of the pitfalls that come with immense, uncontrollable fame. 

B.A.P have so much more to offer than simply being trendy or popular, they are so much more than that. Things can go from 0 to 100 to 0 again, but talent and hard work will always be appreciated in the end. I sincerely believe that.

People always cite NOIR as the perfect example of their talent being ‘slept on’ and they’re right, of course they’re right…but I don’t care. The fact they got to make NOIR - or Carnival or Kingdom or ROSE - is a miracle itself. What magnificent pieces of artistry, and we get to listen to them everyday, ten times a day if we want. We’re so lucky, and the boys seem happy and so that’s it. Those two things are totally enough for full, rich, stan life ^^

The most important thing is that they’re here, we’re here, and we have this time. Why waste it worrying about the wholly unpredictable future? Trust Yongguk when he says, one way or another, “the 6 of us will always be together.

I have never needed articles, awards or opinions to validate my love for B.A.P and especially their music. It sounds naive, but my key to a happy fan life is to simply support them, in any way you can and things will work themselves out.  

So just enjoy it, enjoy every tweet, every Insta post, every vlive, MV, album, live performance, every solo, everything - wrap yourself in a blanket of B.A.P.

And stay there, where it’s safe and warm ^^

the best parts of the dream thieves (featuring me crying pt. 2)

part one

- “Ronan was everything that was left: molten eyes and a smile made for war” 

- Ronan’s second secret #gay

- Gansey: “i would have thought you had more muscles. Don’t feminist have big muscles?” i just want to punch him can someone please punch him

- gansey calling ronan an incredible creature #gay 

- “The elderly made ronan anxious” bitch me too!!!

- Ronan wanting to race kavinsky in the pig and adam is like dude no there is like 5 people in here we weigh too much and ronan goes: “noah doesn’t count” “Hey!” “You’re dead!” i love these nerds

- Gansey: “am I in your dreams?” Ronan: “Oh yes, baby” i hate him jsjksksk

- “Ronan sometimes dreamt of Adam, too” #gay

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thebloodbaymare  asked:

Every time I start to recover from this game I remember that V exists and then I am ABOARD THE FEELS TRAIN. FYI your headcanons are important. Anyway. I would be so incredibly psyched if you could write RFA + Minor Trio learning that MC has a horse, and their reaction to MC's Very Important Very Large Pet.

Fun fact my dad actually tried to get me to like horses as a child. I never really took to them. I have a healthy fear of large, muscly animals who can step on me. I only really like being stepped on by large, muscly women


  • oh god being on top of a horse is scary they’re so tall
  • h e l p
  • You giggle as you lead Bloomington the III around the pasture with a terrified, squirming Yoosung on top of him. He tries to pretend that he’s Cool with this, because he wants to be a Cool Man, but he’s not cool.
  • he’s super not cool.
  • Luckily Bloomington is the chillest of horses, and he does not freak out with this strange blond wiggle-man being on top of him. He manages to stay on him for a good fifteen minutes before needing to get off and hyperventilate.
  • Despite being terrified, Yoosung also thought the experience was great, and wants to continue trying to get used to your horse. Eventually, you teach him how to ride your baby, and Yoosung is SO HAPPY.
  • can the three of you join the SCA please


  • Zen is less thrilled with your very important, very large pet, because your very important, very large pet keeps trying to eat his hair.
  • He puts up with it, however, because your very important, very large pet is beautiful, and he loves posing with him.
  • The internet proceeds to blow up with photos of Zen the Prince on your gorgeous white horse, and you giggle when Bloomington the III becomes a minor celebrity for awhile.
  • People keep sending him treats. It’s adorable. You tell him how handsome he is and Zen gets a little jealous that he’s not getting all of your attention.
  • zen can deal with it. 
  • bloomy deseves it.


  • she. she doesn’t know how to feel about this’.
  • like. just.
  • he’s so big.
  • and so large.
  • and requires so much maintenance. 
  • But you love him dearly, and she loves you dearly, so she tries to get used to his presence.
  • At first, she won’t even come near him. She doesn’t say she isn’t interested, but she slips out of every offer you make to spend time together with him. She’ll watch him, but not much else, until one Valentine’s day when - in an effort to please you - she agrees to go on a walk with you and him.
  • It goes well. You see her smile. She says maybe another day like this wouldn’t be so bad.
  • Slowly, very very slowly, you get Jaehee acclimated to him. You have her feed him, have her pet him, and inch by inch, she starts falling in love with those big, brown eyes of his…
  • and the way you look in a jockey outfit, because HOOOOO DAMN DO THOSE RIDING BOOTS MAKE YOU LOOK MIGHTY FINE.
  • (like tbh her favorite part of horse maintenance is seeing you in your riding gear.)


  • Jumin doesn’t Get horses, but he loves you, so he showers Bloomington the III with all the things a hose could want. It only increases in volume when you mention how hard it was growing up, and how you felt like Bloomy was the only creature in the world who understood you. Jumin gets it. He empathizes. And so, he wants to reward your horse for all of the company and comfort he’s given you throughout the years.
  • Toys, premium food, the best horse finery he can find… seriously, his man buys him a huge mcfreakin plot of land to do his horsey thing on.
  • He even tries to RIDE him, once you give him some lessons, though Jumin is a little absentminded and useless, so that doesn’t go entirely well.
  • He loves watching you with him, though, because you look so happy, and you’re always so very lovely when you’re happy.


  • are you kidding me
  • seven LOVES HORSES
  • you own a HORSE???!?
  • You kinda have to reign Seven in around Bloomington tbh, because he’s a bit too hyperactive and horses don’t really like that. But oh man, once you get him calm
  • seven feeds him treats out of the palm of his hand and he has never looked happier in his entire life.
  • (seven, no.)


  • he’s pretty shy around your horse tbh. He can’t see very well, and he’s not used to animals beyond cats and dogs, but Bloomy is so gentle and so good and V just melts when he nuzzles his hand and snorts on him.
  • He gets really interested in trying to photograph your precious equine pal. There’s some pretty interesting history with horse photography - people didn’t really get how horses moved until they could be captured on camera - and V thinks that historical background is neat.
  • You gallop and trot Bloomington around for V, letting him take his pictures, and you’re pretty sure that your diva of a pet enjoys the attention.
  • V eventually publishes a book of his horse photographs, and right on the very front page there’s a picture of you, riding him, and smiling with the sun in your hair.
  • (he says that one is his favorite.)

Unknown (Saeran)

  • Much like Seven, Saeran thinks your horse is great, but he’s way shyer about expressing his affection due to his severe emotional issues. With some coaxing, though, he consents to an introduction, and forming a relationship with Bloomington the III just… really… helps.
  • It’s healing for him, taking care of such an intelligent creature. He helps you clean his hooves, brush him, muck his stables, and you can see that he’s happy. It’s good work. Honest work. And at the end of the day, Saeran is rewarded with the love of an innocent, pure creature that doesn’t even understand the concept of evil.
  • Saeran gets so into horses, and when you start teaching him how to ride… it’s like the world has opened up for him.
  • After some time, he gets a horse of his own, and the two of you go on rides together through the countryside. It’s where Saeran belongs, out in nature, far away from the people who hurt him…
  • And he finally finds some measure of peace.


  • “uh,” vanderwood says, swallowing something that is definitely not fear. “no thanks.”
  • To Vanderwood, horses are big, stinky, and smelly. They’re unpredictable, dangerous, and they just don’t get the appeal. And… they never really do get the appeal. Vandy just isn’t an animal person.
  • But they’re a YOU person, so they’re going to be as supportive as they can.
  • You can never really get them interacting with him, but they do go to every single one of your horse shows. You do dressage, and while they don’t really like Bloomington on his own, with you riding him? Oh boy
  • oh boy howdy
  • it’s impressive. the two of you are impressive.
  • They can appreciate that, at least, and the bond the two of you share. Vanderwood might not want to directly interact with your horse… but they’re never once unhappy that he exists.

anonymous asked:

dont you think jjk has gotten so healthy and bulky recently? like he had always been but particularly in bbma his chest and shoulder semeed so full underneath all that suit. he's only a young man for god's sakes and damn him im thirsty.

Originally posted by jeonies

I must have let out the most dramatic sigh of relief when I first saw him on the magenta carpet that day. He was perfectly dressed and styled, and listen, this is the most important part ok - they released his forehead and brows. But yes, he’s looking very healthy and filled out these days and as a JK stan, that shit makes me super happy.

Somebody asked me last time if I also ran the alpha Kook account. No, I unfortunately(?) do not own either. But when I leave tumblr, I will probably make another blog dedicated to top!Kook/KM. Don’t worry, you’ll know if it’s meㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Avengers headcannon: you're on your period

A/n: I have PCOS and terrible cramps so this is from my period experiences…which is so awkward to talk about in my head since I’m reading over this

- It starts off as a normal ass day for the avengers till you’re grumpy ass woke up. walking in the kitchen wrapped in a blanket and it’s like nat and Wanda just know. you just wanted you’re fucking cereal, but Steve had to be an ass and put it on the top shelf, so you just turn and glare at the super solider. “I’m very uncomfortable” he coughed. And oh god he had absolutely NO room to say that he’s uncomfortable like tf! YOU ARE THE ONE WITH SORE BOOBS, A DEMONIC HUNGER, BLOOD GUSHING OUT OF YOU, AND THE FUCKING CRAMPS! But you still stared a him and if looks could kill our poor little capsicle would be dead….“I’m on my period you asshat, NOW HAND ME MY GOD DAMN CEREAL!” And since you said that here’s how the rest of the week went;

- Thor didn’t understand what was wrong with lady (y/n) so he just kept his distance unless he was called
- Bruce was like ‘NAH BRUH SHE SCARY IM OUT’ and spent the rest of the week in the lab
-Wanda made sure you got all the things you needed. Along with her brother pietro who gave you all the attention you wanted
-Steve was hiding behind the couch with Bucky as you growled at tony. To be fair tony ate YOUR sandwich.
- you screamed and slapped Steve and the next minute you asking Bucky to love you and rub your tummy ( lets face it he’s a human furnace)
- you cried because peter Parker is the sweetest baby and you love him so much
- “MY SMOL BEAN” *dramatic sobs*
- tony is very concerned for Steve
- cause honestly the whole time it’s like “fuck you steve or fuck me steve” cause periods make people horny af don’t deny it
- sleepy time with nat
- watching movies with Clint
- using Thor as a personal pillow
- pietro and sam cooking you yummy things
- girls night
- you and Wanda sync up
- run pietro….run
Time article: How the new Lara Croft can sidestep her sexist baggage

Alright, let’s do this.

“And yet, the character has often been portrayed as a sex object”

Often according to… who? Overly-dramatic social justice warriors? For her clothes? Because if you ask me, wearing tank tops and shorts is perfectly natural for a woman, especially one with a great body shape like Lara Croft used to be. I see women wearing outfits like classic Lara did every single day, darn even I wear very similar “revealing” outfits, that doesn’t make me any less credible just for showing a bit more skin. We are not talking about going around butt naked or other exaggerated situations, this never happened once if we have to be completely honest. Not even the renders MADE BY EIDOS showed questionable body parts, and bunch of them were incredibly sultry and sexy.
Not to mention… last time I checked, a sex object is a woman that exist only in relation to a man for his personal satisfaction. Have you ever seen classic Lara flirting with her enemies to get an artifact or being overpowered by a man in any of the classic games? The closer we got to something like this is when she’s occasionally knocked down for story purposes only to wake up in another setting (mostly a prison). Stop. And that makes perfect sense in relation to gameplay. Other than that (but it doesn’t even count IMO) she is always in FULL control of herself, no matter what. No object, neither sexual nor any other kind.

“Fifteen years later, we’re finally reaching an era when women can be both empowered onscreen and wear an outfit someone could actually run/climb/jump in.”

Didn’t know you can’t run and jump while wearing tops and short pants? Geez, you learn something new every day :D

“The original animated Croft from 1996 was designed for heterosexual men—or, perhaps more accurately, hormonal teenage boys. (Just Google “Lara Croft sexy” if you don’t believe me.)”

Could you also please google Tomb Raider pRon (we know what I mean) or search the Lara croft and tomb raider tag on tumblr? What do you say? There’s a lot of extreme pRon scenes featuring rebooted Lara? Precisely. If you know how to use google, use it properly at least.
Maybe the sheer fact that human beings tend to sexualize the things they like no matter the way they dress is a concept too elaborated and complex to grasp.

“Say the name Lara Croft, and the first thing that likely pops into your head are her gigantic breasts and total lack of a supportive bra.”

Sorry, the first thing that comes to mind is how independent, brave, strong, witty, determined and adventurous she is. Missed that part?

“In Lara Croft 2, the animated character—which looks nothing like a human being because it was 1997—is about to get into the shower when she says flirtatiously, “Don’t you think you’ve seen enough?” Ick.”

Ahhh interesting that the article mentions this. Because THIS specific scene was a subtle joke made for those “ho rny teens” who kept requesting an official nude Raider patch to CORE Design, so they thought about showing the fact that Lara is more than just a bunch of sexy polygons for the male pleasure directly in the game, with a cutscene that implies to look away because that’s nothing more to see there. Again, if journalist actually did research before jumping to inaccurate conclusions, that would be infinitely better for everyone.
Also, it’s called Tomb Raider 2.

“Shockingly, giving Croft a more athletic physique did not send gamers fleeing. In fact, it boosted the game’s sales, with over 1 million games reportedly flying off the shelves in just 48 hours”

Sorry, but you are incredibly delusional if you truly believe the game sold that well just for Lara Croft’s body proportions. It sold well and was critically acclaimed because it caters to what the masses want nowadays: an action-packed third person adventure full of explosions and set pieces.

“But it’s not just Croft’s body, it’s her clothes: Poor Lara often traipses around the arctic without a jacket because a proper puffy coat would cover up her curves.”

When did she go to the artic without a jacket on? Enlighten me. The closer we got to reaching ridiculous way of dressing according to the weather is Tibet in TR2. But she wore a heavy jacket there, so I have no clue what this article is talking about. Remember TR chronicles too? Russia? I do. Because I played the games before spewing nonsense around.

“she even got to wear cargo pants instead of shorts in the 2015 iteration”

WOW, what a conquer. A respectable woman that lives up to her gender’s name always wears long pants because showing legs is SHAMEFUL. y'all, young ladies who like to wear shorts because you feel comfortable in it or make you feel sexy, you should be ashamed of yourself.
Yes, that’s exactly what the article is teaching, and it’s more sexist than any of the revealing clothes Lara ever wore. “You can be taken seriously only if you dress properly” so that’s what pseudo-feminist stand for these days? How am I not surprised.

“Of course, we ogle our male action heroes too, from that James Bond beach scene to a shirtless Thor. But filmmakers often imbue these men with the sort of power and intelligence female characters in action movies are rarely afforded.”

Wait, did we switch topic? Because we are now talking about films. Or is this a way to imply that classic Lara had no brain or qualities other than her big breasts? Because in that case, please go and educate yourselves on the matter. You couldn’t be more wrong and misinformed.
Power and intelligence are respectively the second and third name of classic Lara.

On a side note… isn’t it funny that the article was written by a woman? This adds the bonus +disgusting x100.


Thank you to @cosmic-witch and the other witches in the community that assisted me with my very first cursing candle! I carved these three sigils into the sides of the candle and sprinkled chili powder on the top. I briefly visualized what harm my enemy had done to me to fuel the curse.

anonymous asked:

Okay but best to worst gorillaz cover art

((long post!! i put the pictures there and explain why. put the (x)-sides there and alt version of demon days there for lols))

the fall - 2d….he pretty….he has the cute bandana…. me gushing over 2d aside it’s very very well drawn and captures the feeling of the album rly well

demon days instrumentals - i REALLY love this….2d lookin at you like a smug bitch, murdoc doin this thing, russel SCREMin, and noodle looking like she saw you steal chips from a middle schooler but isn’t gonna say anything. i love it.

gorillaz - it’s also really pretty….i love how 2d and noodle are drawn here especially. where the “gorillaz” logo is placed really pisses me off as i would put it up on top, but w/e

demon days - iconic…..legendary. i love how everybody here is drawn. russel doesn’t look like himself tho :(

g-sides - noodle is!!!! adorable here!!!! she looks like she could punch me and i’d say thank you. plus russel eating noodles in the background

plastic beach (and all alt covers as well) - very pretty, but rather….plain??? i guess. it’s still VERY pretty

humanz - *sniffing* y’all are so UGLY……

d-sides - what

miss-zei  asked:


Ah, Miss Zei, it’s absolutely true and I think it’s great that you have a style!!

What always impresses me is that your art was very good when we first started chatting ages ago and I think it’s actually improved since–and then on top of that you write well! <3

@miss-zei is both talented and kind and I *love* the Levy she drew for me (with quick-read glasses and a birthday book!).
[Note: this is a small version!]


One Woman’s Encounter with Ted Bundy, Reported to Seattle Police on August 10, 1974:

“I was walking near 16 N.E. and 50th on July 26th at 11:30 in the morning.  There was this man—five foot nine or ten, good build, with brown hair to his collar—and he was wearing blue jeans, but one leg was cut off because he had a cast on his leg all the way up to his hip.  He was on crutches, and he was carrying a kind of old-fashioned briefcase.  It was black, round on the top, with a handle.  He kept dropping it, picking it up, and then dropping it again.  He smiled at me.  He looked like he wanted me to help him and I was almost going to … until I noticed his eyes.  They were very weird and they gave me the creeps.  I began walking very rapidly away until I got to the ‘Ave’ (the main commercial center in the University District).  He was very clean-cut, and his cast was white and fresh; it looked like it had just been put on.”

Part of Ted Bundy’s modus operandi was to feign an injury and act as if he were struggling to carry an object in order to lure young women into ‘helping him.’

((Hey so I’ve noticed a lot of artists are following me so I just wanted to tell you all that whatever you draw or write is really top notch and your work is gorgeous and you should keep working hard at what you do (remember to take breaks tho) because you’re gonna be INCREDIBLE some day))

((Also I apologise for not updating much. I’m trying to catch up with the last load of uni work and it’s taken all the energy out of me. I’ll be back to business by the 27th though.))


So I thought I would share a some pictures of the lovely furbabies that my wife and I own.

Featured at the top is my sweet, but completely evil, baby girl Luna. She is now 14yo and still very playful and kitten like, when she is not trying to kill things with her mind ….long story.

Next, with the gorgeous blue eyes is Otto, he is my youngest. He loves going on adventures with me and you can follow his blog @octavius-b-thyslewik.

The handsome kitty in the picture with him is his litter mate, Aslan. I got him for my wife as an early Yule/wedding gift. Plus we couldn’t just leave him at the shelter…I mean look at that face and he is sooo silky soft.

Then there is Beelzebub, or Beelze for short. He is a little traitor. I found him as a kitten and raised him, but when I started to date my now wife, he jumped ship and decided she was his. She calls him her “kitty boyfriend ” and he fucking loves every second of it. He also enjoys laying under the covers like he is people…usually between me amd my wife .

I hope you all enjoy a peek into my crazy witchy catlady life.

  • Adventures on H-047c:
  • blackjackkent: I just threw the nomad down a giant crevasse whoops
  • cindymeltzer: lol. I like how everybody screams in terror when you drive close to the edge of the cliff, and then vetra’s just laughing
  • blackjackkent: lmao I managed to get stuck in a crevasse without quite falling down into the abyss
  • blackjackkent: and i'm trying to climb back out but the physics engine doesn't know what to do with me
  • blackjackkent: and as I keep getting near the top again it triggers all of the "oh shit" voice lines
  • blackjackkent: so we're crawling very slowly upwards and sliding back down and peebee keeps going "Oh NOOOOOOOO"
  • cindymeltzer: “ryder. ryder please just drop us so we can respawn on solid ground. please this is awful.”
  • blackjackkent: ahahah
  • blackjackkent: YES I ESCAPED
  • blackjackkent: muahaha
  • blackjackkent: the physics engine got nothin' on me
  • cindymeltzer: yaaaaay
  • blackjackkent: (flex)

avengerpuff  asked:

Heyo! I started knitting about a year ago but I'm still pretty basic, mostly just hats and scarves. I really want to knit socks but people tell me they're really hard. Any tips?

DO IT! I’ve been knitting for 4 years and just made my first pair of socks a few months ago. I was so intimidated by those little needles and how the **** to shape a heal, but it was so much easier than I was expecting!

Start off with a very basic pattern (top down is easiest) just to get a feel because it is a bit awkward at first, but once you get your first one done, you’ll be hooked! (Not a crochet pun)

Anyone else have any tips?

lovelust-and-pixiedust  asked:

Hi! What are mental health services like in South Korea? Only if you know of course and feel comfortable answering, if not just disregard! Love your blog <3

Hey! I hope you don’t mind me answering here but I’m actually not too sure about mental Heath services in Korea. Korea’s healthcare as a whole is reportedly among the top 1-5 in the world, but I would assume (and I’m going out on a limb here) that the mental health services may be moderately behind the mental health services in countries like, say, the US for example. Care tends to very quick and efficient though! Sorry I couldn’t be more helpful “^^


I love Diego. Diego is very funny. He’s a very cool guy, quite a smartass, and I really appreciate smartasses. He used to make fun of me for the stupid backpack I wore. There were a few situations where I couldn’t [wear the stilts]. [When] I was on a cliffside or running in water and stuff like that, I had to wear this backpack with a telescoping head that came off the top, and it was really stupid looking. And the first time I wore it, it was like the first day we shot in Jordan. And he said [Puts on Diego Luna accent.], “Something terrible has happened. Ever since you put on that backpack, you have depressed the entire crew. It’s very sad.” He just went on about, “Please, for God’s sake, please take it off. For the love of God.” Anytime I put it on, “Everyone respected you just one moment ago. But now, it is evaporated.”

Since y'all shipping Jefferson x Lafayette why not

Hercules Mulligan x James Madison

Peggy x Maria

Alexander Hamilton x Usnavi

Alexander Hamilton x Lin Manuel Miranda’s disembodied voice in Moana

Lafayette x Jefferson x Johan

George Washington x Benny x the dad from Moana

King George x Kristoff