that i stopped reading

led by your beating heart by missandrogyny - E, 29k

Nick leans over. “Oh,” he says, his voice smug. “Who is that?”

Harry just blinks at his phone. “Um,” he manages to stammer out.

“Who’s that, Harry?” Nick asks again, but this time he raises his eyebrows and smirks. Harry knows Nick is just teasing, and that he’s not really looking for new Harry Styles gossip, but, um. He might have found something. Accidentally.

Harry opens his mouth to speak, but all that comes out is another ‘um’. He really needs to work on translating his thoughts into words. But then it probably wouldn’t be any helpful right now, would it? His mind is as blank as a newly erased etch-a-sketch.

“Oh,” Nick says again, this time gleefully, seemingly having picked up on Harry’s distress. “Looks like we’ve got a story here! Are you going to call or delete her number?”

Her number. So Nick thinks it’s a girl. Well, Harry can’t blame him: ‘Lou’ is kind of an androgynous nickname. His stylist’s name is Lou.

But this Lou, well, Louis, he’s kind of, really, really not a girl. He’s really pretty though, which, is something.

(Or: AU where Harry’s in One Direction, Louis isn’t, and they reconnect over a game of 'Call or Delete’.)

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luluherondale  asked:

Oi, Cassie! I was reading TotSA and I stopped to think about the Herondale family. We know that Kit is a Shadowhunter. But I was thinking... Is Johnny Rook a Shadowhunter too? I can't remember if this fact was clear in LM. And if the Shadowhunter one was his mom? We don't know much about her. And I don't know if we will explore more about Kit's past in the next books... I'm just a little confused about it. Was Kit's mom just a mundane?

Johnny Rook was I guess what you would call a dormant or latent Shadowhunter. As Shadowhunter blood is dominant, he could have been a Shadowhunter had he ever chosen to be Marked or trained or anything like that but as we know from, for instance, Tessa’s mother, you can spend your whole life not knowing you’re a a Shadowhunter and not being too affected. 

We don’t know anything about Kit’s mom – yet.

Yes, but what if? (Yoonmin masterpost/prompt)

Okay so a few months ago I read this fanfiction. In a few words IT WAS THE BEST YOONMIN FANFICTION I’VE READ IN THE ENTIRETY OF MY LIFE. It’s based on real events and the only thing I can say is that ever since I read it my brain is convinced that this actually happened between Yoonmin. If you haven’t read it I insist you do.

This fanfic describes how Yoonmin were in love since they met but hadn’t realized it until the period Yoongi had written/recorded First Love. The writer (Hello, by the way, if you are reading this! I hope you don’t mind me promoting your awesome work. I asked for permission in your comments, but if you have a problem just tell me and I’ll take it down.) bless them, talks about how the rest of Bangtan found out Yoongi and Jimin were in love before the two of them did. If I continue I probably won’t stop. So please read it! Especially if you are a Yoonmin stan.

So as I said, my fantasy world is set in a reality where this actually happened. And in this reality, (also in the fanfic, according to the time it’s placed in) Yoongi and Jimin got together on the day Yoongi recorded First Love. So that means that in this picture

they have just begun dating. *Reminder: This is all happening in my brain. I have formed my own reality. Nothing is true* Okay so, because  my brain needed more of this story, I began putting real events into this fantasy world in a way that would seem like the two are actually together. Do you get me? Like, I’d watch/read whatever happened on twitter or in Bangtan Bombs, having in mind that the two of them were actually together. I’m weird I know. I hope I’m not the only one who does this, or else it’d be really awkward. Here are some of these moments.

*Credits to the owners*

I’d watch these and think that when they were filming this, they were actually together. It made my heart flutter every time. Again I hope other shippers do that too.

So, because I needed to convince my self that this fantasy world really existed, I began making audios, writing fics, drawing fanart based on this world. I wanted to make something like Behind The Scenes moments that didn’t actually exist. I hope anyone out there can relate. Yoonmin has taken over my life and it’s the only thing that occupies my mind ever since I read that fanfic.

During this period I’ve come up with the following. It’s more of a prompt for a fanfic. It’s extremely stupid but I can’t help my self.


So Yoonmin supposedly got together some time in August. Suga’s mixtape was released around that time (correct me if I’m wrong), but the songs were written long before. Here’s a fanfic that fits this story line. Then their WINGS comeback was in October. During that time Yoongi and Jimin were still exploring this new territory.

Their first time was some time in early November.  

And the talk was in early December. I’m shit at writing fanfics but I’ll try my best to explain what was said during the talk. It went a little like this:

Yoongi and Jimin were lying on the couch in their dorm living room at night chatting about different things (because in reality that’s what Yoonmin loves to do with each other)

when Yoongi said.(for a second time that night)

“I can’t imagine my life without you” or “I wouldn’t mind spending the rest of my life with you.”

Jimin sat in silence for a while, scrunching up his nose (in that cute way he does) in confusion.

“Hyung, are you proposing?” he asked looking up at Yoongi. Yoongi was confused by the question but then said something like:

“I know we can’t get married in Korea, but if we could would, you marry me?” or like “I know it’s impossible because no1 we are idols no2 no one knows about us(*supposedly they hadn’t ‘come out’ to the rest of BTS, despite the fact that BTS knew they’d end up together before them*) and no3 we live in a country where marriage between men is not allowed, but lets say non of these were in the way. Would you want to spend the rest of your life with me?”

And then Jimin kissed him softly and ran his fingers through Yoongi’s black hair.

“Of course I’d marry you, Yoongi. I love you way too much. And even if we can’t get married, I’d still want to spend the rest of my life with you, no matter what.” And they kissed again.

They exchanged gentle kisses for a couple of minutes until Jimin pulled back and said.

“Yoongi? I think we can.”

“What?” Yoongi asked, a little light-headed from Jimin’s kisses.

“I think we can get married. I have an idea.” Jimin said.

So Jimin explained his idea, that being them going to the United States for their Wings Tour and getting married there. They’d do it in private, just the two of them and a witness *they later decided on RM, because no1 he was the leader and deserved to know, no2 he wouldn’t judge them(none of the boys would but those were Jimin’s insecurities talking) and no3 he could speak english so they would be able to communicate with the people there*. They’d do it on their second day in New Ark, NJ, in the morning before they started getting ready for the concert. When I tell you I did research for this I’m not kidding. I literally looked up ‘how can gay couples get married in Newark?’. I don’t even know what I’m doing with my life anymore.

“No one has to know. We won’t cause a scandal, because no one will find out. We’ll tell management that we went out to get coffee or whatever. We’ll just go and sign the papers. And in the future, if marriage gets legal back at home and we can be who we really are without fear, we can actually have a ceremony there.” Jimin said.

Anyways, during the next week they did their own research, filling out marriage license applications, talking with Namjoon (RM told them that they all knew and would all be present that day). Everything was settled before they left for the tour. They had even booked the appointment with the center.

Then I got inspiration and created this, which happened during their stop in NY before heading to Chile. During the rest of the tour they were pretty much occupied with rehearsals and sleep. They got the same room in hotels and, even though they were really tired every night, they always kissed each other good night and whispered a ‘saranghe’ before falling asleep in each other’s arms.

So as I said, this is all in my brain. I know it’s fake and I know that ‘of course Yoongi and Jimin aren’t getting married in real life and you are stupid for thinking it can actually happen.’ That’s what I told my self a week ago and I had almost forgotten about it, when Day 2 of the Newark concert came around and I saw this:

The photo was taken after their concert on their second day in Newark.

Then I noticed the ring on Jimin’s finger.

Jimin’s been wearing this ring for quite a while now, but the fact that it was on his fourth finger and the fact that Yoongi

had the same one on his fourth finger got me going crazy. Of course it’s a coincidence but I can’t help but think of this other reality. I’m mean, yes nothing’s real, but what if?

Anyways I wanted to share this, because

1. I wanted to know if anyone else in this world had the same thoughts (please tell me, I want to know)

2. I am Yoonmin trash and just can’t help it.

3. I hope someone writes a fanfic about this.  I’d do it but I can’t write. And if you do let me know!

4. I don’t know what I’m doing with my life anymore…

Anyways thanks for reading! I hope I didn’t tire you. But then again if I did you wouldn’t be reading this now. ;)

Have a wonderful rest of the day!! And enjoy this married couple.

Credits to the owners of the pictures.

anonymous asked:

Hi, there's a fic I read a while ago where yuuri stopped skating due to a mayor injury despite that he still mets viktor when he's traveling with Mari (I think in the US) and after falling for him he moves to Russia but never tells viktor about his past and never goes near any skate rink and that confuses viktor, so one time viktor forces him to go and yuuri ends up having a panic attack and there's a big fight after that, if you know the tittle it would make my day (also I love your Tumblr <3)

I think I’ve read this, but I can’t remember the title! 

Anyone know what this fic is?

anonymous asked:

It's getting harder and harder to enjoy these confessions. I should just stop reading the comments at least. All of these sjw complain and attack people for no other reason than they like to be angry at the smallest things. Most of the time, they didn't even read the confession. They just took what they wanted, twist it into their own agenda and then whine. I'm so sorry you have to put up with this. This blog is wonderful and makes me laugh every day.

i’m sorry i have to read it all too! ~Taiga

sorry, this is just a quick note about how much percy jackson means to me~

when i first started reading the lightning thief, i was eight years old. i was instantly hooked. me and my three best friends would play percy jackson at recess (i was always a daughter of aphrodite…hopeless romantic from day one). with each new book, percy aged a year and so did i. it was special, growing up with him. while everyone else stopped reading the books, set them aside because they were too “childish,” i stayed home and read them. i stopped playing percy jackson and started writing fanfiction instead. i grew up reading about him, read as he grew and changed and growing and changing with him. it’s been a seven year journey. the eight year old me who first picked up the lightning thief has evolved into fifteen year old me, older and wiser and different. i truly believe the books helped shape me as i left childhood. so all i can say now?

thank you.


It’s early morning, the sun is slowly making it’s way into it’s place high in the sky. I love the morning here, so quiet almost as peaceful as back home. Even with the sound of the ocean waves and the wind all through the trees it feels still, trapping me in the illusion of never passing time. 

It’s the best time to go to my favorite spot and read. 

I round the corner with my head down, stopping as soon as I see my sister Alley sitting there. Her eyes are red the corners of her mouth are pulled all the way down and I hate it when she’s not smiling, even though it’s something she seems to do less and less these days. 

“What’s going on Alley.” I ask taking a seat beside her. 

She sniffles before raising her eyes to meet mine, “I’m in big trouble Lulu.” She sounds so sad and broken, nothing like the girl I’ve known my whole life. “I’m pregnant.” 

anonymous asked:

Do you have any good fem!Ten x Rose fic recs? Any rating, but I've yet to see any adult ones.

Hey Nonny! Thanks for stopping by! Oh gosh, I’ve admittedly only read a few bc I’m a really slow reader, but I definitely need to read more. Anyone please feel free to add your own fics or your favorites to this list! 

A New Way to Wake Up by @wordsintimeandspace

And I just read the start of a new one! Who We Are by @wordsintimeandspace

Understanding by @angelandfaith 

Ways to Keep Warm by @perfectlyrose

^^^ These two have written lots I think, I just haven’t read them all yet :)

This one is fem!Eight x Rose but I’ve decided you gotta read it Nonny. Fragility of Memory (Strength of Heart) by @perfectlyrose

You can also find fem!Doctor fics in this tag

anonymous asked:

What are you looking forward to most in the new free movie? :D tbh I still can't believe we're getting more free, I'd nearly stopped hoping! I cried so much when I read the news (who am I kidding, I'm still yelling), hope you have a great day lovely ~

I was so much happy too!! I always miss the characs so much and I wasn’t ready yet to say goodbye ;v; 

Personally, I’m more excited for the third movie since it’s not a recap and is a direct sequel of s2. Tbh, I mostly want the movie to make me accept the fact that Haru will become pro….the end of s2 disappointed me so much on this point, it was so rushed and ruined the end imo. 

My second wish would be that the movie will be stretched out over time, like it would start with graduation and last days in Iwatobi, then we would see Haru’s life in tokyo and it would end with Olympics *v* 
It’s also because I’m curious about Nagisa and Rei’s future after highschool ><

And of course…………..I want makoharu moments xD I can’t help, it’s my favourite OTP, my obsession since years, so of course I would always hope to see more sweet scenes between them <33 LIKE LOVEY DOVEY MH LIFE IN TOKYO FOR EXAMPLE//////////
Since it takes place at the moment of graduation, I hope we’ll get a scene with Haru telling Makoto he will go with him in Tokyo (/v\)/////////

For the rest, I don’t know what to expect yet, since we haven’t got too much infos about the movies for now :)
AH!! I NEED KISUMI!!! if we get to see older asahi and ikuya, I hope our pink bae will appear too >v<) <3

Day 4

Today is Day for since I went and looked at pornography and / or Masturbated.

I admit I went awfully close to the edge last night but didn’t really view or read anything before I stopped.

The Midnight Entity and Goblin Market

i’m working through Midnight in a rewrite of series 4 right now, and when I reached the poem, I finally stopped to actually do a bit of research. I’d never read the entire work before, or looked into literary analysis. 

For reference, the lines Dee Dee quotes are, 

“We must not look at goblin men.
We must not buy their fruits.
Who knows upon what soil they fed
Their hungry, thirsty roots?”

(Christina Rossetti)

The poem is a story of two sisters, both of whom hear the calls from the Goblin market as they do their evening chores together. Laura is being seduced by their wares, Lizzie is trying to warn her to stay safely away. 

Only she fails. Laura eats the goblin fruit, and slowly wastes away. She nearly dies before Lizzie finds a way to save her. 

And I started wondering why, exactly, RTD chose this poem–outside of the fact that the creepy tone fits the episode. The most common interpretation of the work is that it is a warning against falling for seduction. Men who seduce young maidens use pretty words to make sex sound appealing, but once they’ve ensnared you, they won’t let you go. 

The entity doesn’t seduce, though. It gets into your head, stirs up your fear, and then urges you to say things that will incite fear and anger in others. Even the Doctor’s abrasive arrogance is a sign of the entity at work. While he’s never one to deny his own cleverness, he doesn’t typically claim that his life is more important than everyone else’s because he’s clever. 

So. It’s not about seduction. 

But… Just like the fruit of the goblins gets into you and won’t let you go, the entity gets into your mind and won’t let you go. And just like the sister warns against even looking at the goblin men, any form of interaction with the entity makes it stronger. 

The Doctor told Dee Dee the poem wasn’t helping, and it’s definitely true that the creepy tone of it drove the panic higher… but on the other hand, she had a very good point–the same one he was trying to make, in fact. The entity–Sky–was dangerous, and the only way to avoid getting hurt by her was to avoid any interactions with her altogether. 

Now if I could only figure out how the Doctor didn’t realise that the entity was telepathic…