that healthy feeling

I’m really disappointed in myself. I have been staying on top of exercise and cooking at home/eating healthy but I feel like all my other stuff is falling apart.

I keep going to bed way too late at like 11:30 pm.

I haven’t steam mopped the floors in my room in a month or more and there’s cat paw prints all over the hardwood floor.

I get all my work done but I’ve been going to work at odd hours, I was two hours and fifteen minutes later than my official start time today and an hour later than my usual, actual start time. (Cool boss works in a different building than me so there’s no one to notice whether I come in at my designated 7 AM start or not - I usually get in at 8:20.)

My Tumblr queue ran out and I haven’t filled it back up.

I haven’t been on a date or chatted with anyone new on tinder in a month.

I really got to get my shit together starting with going to bed at 10:30 pm but it’s so hard. I feel so burned out between work exercise and trying to maintain a social life there’s like nothing left for other stuff.

The World’s Simplest, Most Secret, and Maybe Most Effective Health and Healing Spell

You will need:

  • A glass of water.
  • Alternatively, a plastic bottle of mineral water.

Timing:

Any health or healing purpose, any place.

The spell:

  • Hold a glass of water between your hands. Because water is pure, you can use it as a magical space and imprint it with whatever you need.
  • For a specific health or healing purpose, say what you most need. For example, say: “My headache is lifting and I am full of energy.
  • Empower the water for health, vitality, and strength for the days or hours ahead.
  • Keep your hands cupped around the glass for about two minutes and then slowly sip the water, thinking about the empowerment.
  • If you always feel tired in the morning, fill a glass of water before you sleep, endowing it with energy and enthusiasm for the day ahead. Drink the water as soon as you wake, saying: “I fill myself with the enthusiasm and joy for the day ahead.


“1001 Spells: A Complete Book Of Spells For Every Purpose,” by Cassandra Eason

This is fanart for @marinette-buginette‘s awesome drabble for Marichat May, which you can read HERE.

Thank you to everyone who watched my streams for this piece, to everyone who encouraged me and gave me feedback and advice and support (especially @dracoskullart) while I embarked on this endeavor! This is my first time doing something like this, and I had a blast over the course of the past week and some XD There are still things I wish I could have improved, and there are some mistakes I won’t make next time, but for now I am proud of me < :D

I haven’t slept in 24 hours… *passes out*

(Also, I have no clue why the quality is so grainy!? =_=)  

EDIT:

Go HERE to see non-grainy version!!!

If you’re overweight and you’re eating healthy food, people will not take you seriously (because they expect that eating healthy food means you should have the perfect “fitness” body already, and if you don’t have it yet, clearly you haven’t succeeded or some shit).

If you’re skinny and eating healthy, people will be “concerned” for you because you need to gain weight.

If you’re overweight and you have a treat (that you counted in your macros and calories) or even a cheat meal that you’re aware of, they’ll ask if you’re sure you should be eating that… because won’t one meal hinder your weight loss? (and if you previously felt good about eating it because you know life is about balance, you begin to feel skeptical).

If you’re skinny and you work out, they will tell you that you don’t need to… because exercise is only for weight loss, apparently, and not strength.

If you’re overweight and you work out, people will not take you seriously (see first point) and they will always try to correct you because they will assume you don’t know what you’re doing.

tldr; people don’t know your goals, they don’t know your progress and they don’t know your body. You will be judged whether you choose to go for that salad or if treat yourself and go with the fries. You will be judged whether you’ve just started your weight loss journey or are ¾ of the way there. You will be judged whether you want to lose weight or if you’re happy with the way you are. trust your body and your goals, and do it for yourself x

Breathe. You’re going to be okay. Breathe and remember that you’ve been in this place before. You’ve been this uncomfortable and anxious and scared, and you’ve survived. Breathe and know that you can survive this too. These feelings can’t break you. They’re painful and debilitating, but you can sit with them and eventually, they will pass. Maybe not immediately, but sometime soon, they are going to fade and when they do, you’ll look back at this moment and laugh for having doubted your resilience. I know it feels unbearable right now, but keep breathing, again and again. This will pass. I promise it will pass.
—  Daniell Koepke (via @wizdomly)
Allow for the colours in your soul to dance the way in which they are meant to, for only you can create such a unique display.
—  Nicole Addison @thepowerwithin

“…”

“Kacchan, I will always be here.”

“… you idiot.”


Kinda an afterward of the “Hug” piece I did? 

Kacchan is recovering from crying/small breakdown and feeling a bit embarrassed about tearing up. Izuku knows that well and decides to sit back-to-back with Bakugou to offer some comfort. 

They’re outside and sitting near a river; the lights are shining from the street lights not far away. It is a quiet place where both of them can stay calm and sort their emotions. 

Butler is basically the most emotionally healthy character in af?? He’s constantly narrating how he needs to process his emotions in situations and how his bonds with his friends affect him. Meanwhile there’s also artemis “if I throw myself into work and toil to the point of physical exhaustion I can avoid thinking abt my problems” fowl and holly “I use violence and morbid humour to avoid deepening my friendships with anyone and risking loosing another person who is dear to me” short?