Ok, so I have 46 followers??? Why the living fuck would you guys follow this shitty smut blog? it ain’t even that good
Welp thanks for following me anyways
Sorry for being an awkward potato i dont know how to properly express my thanks
does anybody else get a physical feeling of discomfort when something that makes you jealous or sad happens? idk if this is common for ppl with bpd or just in general but it’s like a little kinda fizz in my chest??? idk how to explain it
to everyone who sent me such kind messages after yesterday’s vent drawing- I was in kind of a bleak state and just wanted to doodle something, and I didn’t expect such a response?! but you’re all super and I’m so grateful there are so many of you looking out for me and other people who might feel the same
I am in the season of waiting in all aspects of my life and it’s been so hard. Iv’e been weeping to God and my cries are full of pain. But the amazing thing is while crying to Him, i feel His comfort and I know that He is hurting with me. How terrible it must be to see your daughter crying and hurting. But He’s been telling me to just wait and stand firm on my faith. He is molding me to be like Abraham, a man full of faith, even though there is no reason to hope he kept on hoping because he believed that God will fulfill all His promises.
So even though i’m in pain, I am also at peace because God is on my side. Iv’e been through a lot in life and He has always been there for me. This too shall pass.