now that i’ve gotten quite a few new followers lately and am closely approaching my first 1000, i wanted to do a “follow forever” thing (is that still a thing people do? idk i’ve been on this site for way too long)
anyway, yeah you all are amazing and thank you so much for supporting my shitposting and anti yoda metas. (also i am a very unorganized person, so if we’re friends and you’re not on here it was a mistake and i still love you)
I was tagged by the beautiful, the amazing… @milky-curls!!! Thank you for tagging me darling, I love you so much!
Name : Gary
Nickname(s) Gare-bear, boobs, darling, sweetheart, sweetpea, sweetie, babe, baby, babyboy, babygirl, gopher, sweet prince, prince, piece of shit, pain in the ass, fuwafuwa, etc.
Gender : Freshly Baked Bread
Starsign : Aries
Height : 157cm
Sexual orientation : pansexual, polyamorous? (I’m still figuring it out)
Hogwarts house : Slytherin
Favorite colour : Apricot? Warm honey? I’m not sure. Wait. Those are foods. What am I thinking.
Favourite colour to paint the walls : Yellow or creamy colors!
Favourite colour lipstick : um.. whatever color lipstick gets smeared on my face after a kiss from a cutie? I’m not very fond of wearing lipstick so iduno
Favorite animal : That’s so hard to say. I like goats a lot. Pigs are cute. Bees? BEES!
Time right now : 6AM ugh why am I awake so early today??
Cat or dog person : why do you do me like that? the fuck
Favourite fictional characters : Super Sonico, Mirai Kuriyama, Madoka Kaname, Kanna, Francesca Lucchini, Miyuki Takara, Howl, Princess Mononoke, Marnie (from when marnie was there), Ariel, Meg (from hercules), Smaug (yes, the dragon), Gilgamesh (the fate series), Shiro (ngnl), Okami Ryouko, Kaori Miyazono, there’s probably more but I give up on listing them all!
Number of blankets I sleep with : Usually 2… sometimes it can be up to 4 oops
Favourite singer/band : Um.. I don’t have one?
Dream trip : Tahiti? Um. Osaka? A trip to the bakery
Dream job : trophy husband who takes care of the house and many pets
When was this blog created : Mid January or early February!
What made you decide to get a tumblr : My friends made me one at a sleepover because they said it would be fun (those fuckers, they got me trapped now. It has been years. Pls send help)
Why did you pick your URL : I like the sound of fluffy stuffs + I’m a prince
Last film you watched : Moana but I fell asleep halfway through ; u ;
Your anons are wild. Literally if your art wasn't already amazing enough I'd probably just follow for them and your replies. Can you imagine the quality anons you'd be missing out on if you had anon turned off? Like, yeah sometimes I hate the anon function but its time like this when youre getting your Big Dick Shiro (or BDS) asks that I'm just living and so thankful it exists lmao.
OMG, yeah i mean I do turn off anon/asks every now and then to take a break but i genuinely enjoy reading the things people send me it’s really nice talking to people hearing what everyone has to say/thinks AND some of things i receive are enough to light up my whole day !! Some of y’all are really fucking funny also
I hope you are doing fine!!!! 💛💛💛 I am so happy for you that you made out with that girl that you have a massive crush on (even though it was not in the way you wanted it)!! But I am sure you will figure it out 😘😘😘 wishing you the best of luck with that and also your blog is amazing and you seem like such a cool person and you're so pretty ☺️☺️☺️☺️ have an amazing day!!! now i'll shut up 🤐 bye
THANK U SO MUCH DEAR THAT MADE MY WHOLE DAY!! I am sorry everyone for posting things that don’t make a lot of sense (lol). Tell me if I should make this into a storytime because I think I’m gathering my thoughts and will be able to post an explanation to make things… make more sense… your kind words made me smile so much :’)
Hi darling just want to leave a quick note here and say Hi to tumblr real Cinderella 😉 i hope you are doing Well, and remember have courage and be kind
Hey :) thank you so much for that, that nickname is really something I will never get tired of, and will never stop being amazed that you guys want to call me that <333 I’m doing just fine, all things considered. I hope you are, too! and yes, have courage and be kind indeed :)
Just so you guys know, I hit 2,000 followers a while ago and I know I haven’t done anything yet!!! I’m a bit busy so I’ll most likely do the lil follower thing at the beginning of summer ^^ I’ll try to make sure it doesn’t conflict with the F-Games tho obviously!!!
And ofc thanks again for helping me hit 2,000!!!! You guys are so amazing ❤️
Hi, 7goodangel. I am here to ask you about PaperJam as a shy, smol and innocent being (mainly thegreatrouge made him be). There has been some conflicts regarding his trait. Some said his canonical personality is a jerk, like what you wrote in his bio / info and some said that is severely wrong and being shy, (which made him shipped with Fresh), is his canonical personality. What are your thoughts about this? I mean, it is your character and people are taking control of it. Don't you disagree?
Well… I have talked to people and seen public
conversations and this has happened several times to me over months. I guess
I’ve gotten a little numb to it now… or maybe it’s due to school that I
haven’t given it the attention that it deserves. Probably due to school.
I just can’t update constantly like others - even though
some others in school were and are able to update constantly. I can’t keep
going around and holding up my bio of PJ and police people. It’s exhausting to
me… it really takes up the small bit of free time I have.
I think after I get a solid job that I’ll be able to go
around better… but anyway - back to your question.
While I love seeing interpretations and do not want people
to be limited by something and have their imaginations go forth… it’s proving
that a huge con comes with that mentality - which you have pointed out. A lot
of people swear that PJ is the cute, innocent interpretation that really, did
get PJ popular in the first place. While I did have him as a jerk from the
beginning - I kinda kept that info to my RP blog - so you could say it is my
fault this is all happening and I do think that. I could of done something to
make it not as bad as it is now…
It’s just like the NSFW stuff… people just assume the
first thing and run with it. And it really does make me feel like I really am
not needed for my own character at points.
It’s a struggle - I don’t want to have people stop
interpreting PJ within AUs… but I also don’t want people to just see him as
an innocent child to ship with Fresh.
And I’m still trying to find the best solution to it.
But… I feel like the damage is already done. It’s too late
for me to talk to all of these people going around swearing on their life that
PJ is canoncally like Rouge’s interpretation/AUs. It feels like an hopeless
battle to me.
And I guess I needed someone to ask me this question so then
I can fully say my thoughts on this.
So in short, while I love creativity and don’t want to snuff
it out (considering some people would probably think I’m doing that already
with saying “No Sin”), I still don’t like it. It irritates me, irks me,
frustrates me, and I feel like even as the person who thought of PJ in the
first place, my voice isn’t enough. Communities seem like they don’t care about
artists unless they reach a ‘certain goal of popularity’ or seem like they
have a more professional style of art. I know I do not reach either of those
People misspell my username all the time - I actually
claimed ‘7goodangle’ on tumblr for that reason.
People still say “I’m too lazy to find who made PJ”
when they clearly mentioned they looked at the bio on the wiki.
People still go around arguing others on the canon ship of
OmniPJ and swearing that FreshPaper is the true canon ship, when all people are
pointing out is that they need to keep the canon ship in mind when going around
Even just basic personality traits… and these things are
happening on sites that I do not nor want an account for.
I still want others to have fun - to be happy; but I don’t
know… I guess I’m cutting out my own happiness to get everyone else happy? I
want to eventually write a version of PJ within his own universe and story…
and he is more like the version I created within the UT verse. Not exact - but
close. Though who knows… I might shove PJ to the side and replace his role
with another character. I’m still weighing options.
Cause PJ was the first character I ever put this much time
and thought into… my first character that was balanced, well rounded…
And what happens?
You said it Anon.
They took it - changed it (initially as an AU but now people
think it’s canon) - and I can’t do much about it. Due to school and not much
free-time… due to how many don’t know the true creator… and just back
talking anyone who is just mentioning it to people who swear by it.
As an artist and a character designer…
It makes me not want to show designs, characters, and
stories ever again online.
Considering if this is how I was treated on the first one…
why even take a chance at a second one? If it has brought me so much stress,
frustration, and time… why even try it again?
I said I was only going to do fanart so if anyone stole it,
it didn’t really matter.
I think I should have stuck with that thought process.
In conclusion, there are some major things to take away
here. First – that yes, I do not like how it has skewed this far to the point
of arguing over a fandom version with the canon. Canon is canon and I get the
different AUs – this is too far. Way too far. I am emotionally drained from
this – from this whole mess that I have been defending throughout majority of
PJ’s lifespan. I will state this – Paper Jam is my character. He is my original
character that I created more than a year ago. And the UT AU fandom took my
character and warped him to something he is not and all of his original meaning
is lost. I do not like to hurt others or make other sad – but I must put my
foot fully down. This miscommunication needs to stop. I am tired of repeating
things over and over and I have past my breaking point time and time again. I
just want people to see PJ how he really is… and I wish that people could be
focusing more on the reality of him instead of the alternate that they all
claim as truth.
Final words: I still like Undertale – I still like creating
characters and having fun – but the Undertale AU fandom is ridiculous now. The Amino
UT community is insanity in an app, and there is a lot of stuff that has made
many artists and creators to their breaking point and leaving the fandom
entirely. Everyone in this fandom needs to take ten steps back and look at what
they are doing. Go back to the game. Play it again – watch your favorite let’s
player’s videos of it again.
And just… food for thought… please don’t jump the gun on someone else’s OC’s
personality and actions.
Looking back on 2016, I’m very glad that I was dragged into Mystic Messenger hell towards the later part of the year. I was able to somehow stick and develop an art style that I really had fun with. I love splashing colors and details around, and I’m glad it fits so well with the crack comics I’ve always been wanting to do. On another note, people say I also look like my art ((im guessing it’s mostly the meme faces maybe HAHA ♥))
I’m very delighted and honored to be able to make you all happier with my art ^__^ Thank you so much for all your support ♥ I hope you will continue supporting me for the next year as well! Happy New Year, everyone, and stay safe!
Some thoughts under the cut to keep things short ♥
I could write a book about how much you’ve helped me through anxiety and panic attacks, my depression and just the amount of times you’ve made me smile to the point of sore cheeks and laugh to the point my stomach hurts ( it’s a good thing I promise!) But since I’m already nervous enough putting this up, thank you for everything you do. Stay amazing Thomas.
(This isn’t on my Instagram, name is in tags for reasons)
so happy with my room right now! some pretty wild things happened on saturday night, and i couldn’t concentrate at all on sunday. needless to say something that only needed a couple of hours of work ended up taking 6 hours. still, very thankful for some of the distractions, like having dinner with my country mates, a productive student council meeting, good people and good conversations. so important to have amazing friends who always forgive you for the stupid things you do.
Thank you, Rebekah. You put so much effort into TJLC Explained and you, more than most of us, didn’t deserve that dumpster fire we got. I know you’ll go on to do many more amazing things. I’m sorry for what I’m sure antis will throw at you just because you stood up to be the face of our community. I’m sorry we didn’t get this. But thank you for all your work and gay dancing and fun for the past year. <3
He was not at ninety-four. Ninety-four was the whispered words, “Thank you. You were amazing.” They echoed inside Andrew’s head over and over, like they were an offering, a prayer, a goodbye, like they were pushed out of his body with his dying breath. It was irritating and he was going to bring it up on the bus. He was going to spell it out nice and slow how Neil needed to stop living like he was dying and start living like the exy junkie he was.
Ninety-five was turning around and seeing nothing. Not nothing in the sense that Neil was nothing, but nothing in the sense of panic, of worry, of standing on the edge of the rooftop looking down thinking “Would it hurt if I fell?” The space where Neil should have been filled with emotions that Andrew swore he would never feel again.
Ninety-six was finding his bag. It wasn’t the bag that held his entire life, that was locked away in the Fox Tower, safe. It was the bag that held his future. A future he knew Neil wanted in the way he clutched the key he gave him back in August. A key that was left in the God forsaken bag with Neil nowhere in sight.
For ninety-seven, Kevin was there. The other foxes were there too but the words Kevin formed with his breath passing over his voice box and the movements of his tongue and jaw, were the only things that mattered. Kevin’s mouth moved, sound traveled in vibrations through the air, hit Andrew’s eardrums, and then his hands were around Kevin’s neck. There were lies and half-truths and Andrew hated those. Again not in the sense he hated Neil but in the sense that he hated the word ‘please’ and ‘misunderstanding’. He hated how he didn’t hate Neil because of all the lies. And for that, ninety-seven.
Ninety-eight was the phone call that Neil had been found.
Ninety-nine was walking through the hotel door and seeing him crumple in agony. It was the hissed “Don’t” as he did his best sooth away the pain. It was the eyes that were Nathaniel’s with hints of Neil peeking out behind his irises. It was the look of a man staring helplessly as the executioner readied the guillotine. It was the words “I’m sorry” like he had something to be sorry for. It was his attitude that no matter how beat up he got, remained impeccably intact. And it was the question he still had the gall to ask: “Am I at ninety-four yet?”
I needed to make something about ep12!!! this is just a doodle ‘cuz I have so many wips now thanks to YOI
I want to say thanks to Kubo and Sayo senseis for making an amazing story about love (loving yourself, loving what you do and loving someone else). I’m going to miss this anime so much! the fandom is so caring and sweet~
I think all the characters of YOI are so relatable aaaahh I love all of them, i cryyyy, YOI makes me want to be a better person and at the things I do~
now, let’s wait for the second season faithfuly like Hachiko the dog!