thanks for the advice on the cover guys!

Double Team

Title: Double Team

Summary: Sam and Dean get rough when they double team you in the shower. Inspired by this imagine (x).

Author:  Dean’s Dirty Little Secret

Characters:  Sam Winchester x female reader x Dean Winchester (no Wincest)

Word Count:  1883

Warnings:  nsfw, threesome, explicit language, explicit sexual content, unprotected sex, fingering,

Author’s Notes:  Thank you @mamapeterson for the advice and being my always awesome beta. I wrote this because my brain needed a break from the plot driven piece I’m working on, so I hope you guys enjoy some gratuitous smut. Let’s just put it out there that this is going to be one seriously cold shower by they time they’re done, I know that. Suspend your disbelief and pretend it’s a never ending hot shower. :-)

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Produce 101 Kang Daniel Friend to Boyfriend Scenario

Here’s the next part of the Wanna-One Boyfriend scenarios, enjoy! (You + Kang Daniel)

  • You and Daniel had always been acquaintances, there was some brief overlap in your friend group
  • You didn’t talk that much and were rarely alone together, but he was charming and friendly 
  • And of course you harbored a cute little crush on him
  • Ever since you saw him at a pet store, playing through the glass with some shelter cats
  • It was really nothing more than a crush, and you didn’t actively pursue your feelings, they just popped up sometimes
  • When you two were alone together, you pretty much just small talked
  • “hey y/n”
  • “hey dan how are you”
  • You always got super blushy and nervous when talking to him, but he didn’t seem to notice (which was good)
  • He was just a sweet guy who just happened to be very attractive
  • One day you were all hanging out together with friends in a park
  • And you were sitting with your friends, trying to lowkey/secretly watch Daniel on his skateboard, fooling around with his own friends
  • Your friends had already clearly figured out you liked him (you were way more obvious than you had thought rip you)
  • At some point Daniel had fallen off his board while trying to do some trick and you gasped out loud, making it super obvious that you had been watching him hahahahaha you dumbo
  • You tried to cover yourself up, but your friends just pretended like they didn’t hear anything, leaving you to internally sigh in relief
  • Your friends weren’t the type to tease/encourage you ever since you confessed to a guy that didn’t like you thanks to their wrong advice (i’m imagining a reply 1988 kind of thing here lmao)
  • But what you didn’t know was that also nearby was Daniel’s best friend, Sungwoo (everyone just called him Ong though)
  • He very-obviously ran around to look you in the eye, catching you by surprise
  • He caught sight of your red face and wiggled his eyebrows at you, before giggling and skipping away to the rest of the boys, heading to Daniel
  • Shit. Ong was definitely up to no good (like usual)
  • You watched in dismay as Ong whispered something to Daniel, and then Daniel glanced right in your direcTION
  • Embarrassed and almost scared, you got up and quickly said goodbye to your friends, fleeing the scene of the crime
  • You got home as fast as possible and immediately ran to your room, burying your head under your pillow and curling up as worries drowned you
  • Ong wouldn’t say anything, right?? Why did you have to be so obvious y/n seriously why did you do this to yourself
  • But over time, your thoughts started changing, gaining some confidence
  • So what if Ong tells him?? He’s just a human boy, he’s not better or greater than me in any way, liking someone isn’t a crime, I can do whatever the hell I want, I can like whoever the hell I want!!
  • With your newfound confidence, you got up the next day and decided to treAT YOURSELF to some new clothes from the mall
  • After picking up some new clothes, you dropped by a cute little street stand that sold keychains and other trinkets
  • You were admiring a cute little peach keychain, but it dropped back to the table when you heard a familiar deep voice
  • “Y/N? Oh, what a coincidence!”
  • Kang Daniel.
  • You winced, eyes tightly closing before you collected yourself, turning around to see him right behind you
  • Literally right behind you.
  • Like you ran right into him.
  • Shocked, you tripped backwards, stumbling over your own feet before he caught you by the small of your back
  • sldkfjsldfjklsdjfksjdlsdjfsljdfkljdskfjkslfj ← your mind
  • He pulled you up straight
  • You quickly stumbled around out of his arms, failing to notice Daniel’s own cheeks and eaRS REDDENING 
  • You forgot all about the keychain, and quickly managed to muster out a “what are you doing here?”
  • “I’m just hanging out, went shopping for a bit,” he replied, holding up a couple of bags with a toothy grin
  • “Oh, me too,” you replied, holding up the bags of your own
  • Something you bought caught Daniel’s eye as he peeked into one of your shopping bags
  • “Whoa… is that Stussy?? (AKA THE BRAND DANIEL ALWAYS FUCKING WEARS) That’s so cool oh my gosh I also bought some streetwear–” he excitedly rambled, attempting to out his own clothes from his bag when you grabbed his hand and stopped him
  • “Uhh Daniel we probably shouldn’t do this here in the middle of the sidewalk, why don’t we just sit down somewhere first”
  • “Oh, okay,” he responded, grabbing your wrist and quickly leading you to a nearby coffee shop
  • You burned at the contact from the soft skin of his hands that easily wrapped around your wrist
  • Rationality told you that he was probably just really excited to discuss clothes but you couldn’t help but believe in the worst and most likely scenario: he knew you liked him (thanks to Ong). 
  • You couldn’t help but think negative thoughts: Is he teasing me right now? Seriously… why should I have to deal with this… 
  • You both plopped down on a couch in the shop, not bothering to order anything
  • He excitedly looked through your clothes, and showing his to you, giggling and laughing away as you pretended you were okay, completely believing that he was making a fool of you
  • There was no way he would be talking to you like a friend if Ong hadn’t told him you liked him.
  • “And this dark green is just so gorgeous, it totally works in the short sleeve, maybe accessorize it with a cap or–”
  • “Daniel.” You spoke sharply, cutting him off
  • He immediately stopped, looking up to you in confusion, seeing your face that was warming up in anger and embarrassment
  • “You don’t have to act like this. It’s just making everything harder for me. We should just go back to normal, I don’t think I can take this even for a minute more.”
  • “W-wait, what?” Daniel looked completely confused, but you wouldn’t let his innocent act fool you, causing you to sigh
  • “I know Ong told you, please. I know he told you that I like you, it’s really not that big of a deal so can’t we just go back–”
  • “Wait, you like me?” Daniel said, stopping you
  • Oh.
  • Shit.
  • You lost all of your confidence and structure, whimpering out “wait… he didn’t tell you?? Then what was that at the park????”
  • Daniel’s face morphed from confusion into a sheepish laugh, scratching his face in embarrassment
  • “Oh… oh that…” He cleared his throat, with a deep ahem
  • “Yeah uhh Ong was teasing me that I fell off my board in front of you,” he finished quickly, scratching his face again
  • You stared at him in confusion, unable to comprehend why this was a problem
  • “You know… *cough* cause I like you…”
  • sdklfjsdfjslkdjfsldjfsldjfsjlsdfjlkjsdjflksdfjlksjflsj ← your mind
  • And you both just sat there next to each other, clothes draped everywhere, just staring at each others’ blushing faces
  • You finally managed out, “wait, you like me, since when??” (LATE REACTION Y/N WYD)
  • “Umm… it’s been a while… it was at the pet store, when you started playing with the kittens with me,” he confessed
  • “Oh, same here actually!” you exclaimed, before realizing that this was the most casual conversation you have ever had with him… and it was litERALLY ABOUT TELLING EACH OTHER YOUR SECRET CRUSHES
  • what a concept
  • "I can’t believe we are really talking about this, we haven’t really talked much before in the past,” you giggled, letting out your thoughts freely
  • Daniel laughed in return, “Yeah sorry about that… I always wanted to approach you and there were so many times I could have but I’m kinda awkward with people I want to get closer to I guess… lol” (he said lol out loud,,, awkward confirmed)
  • “I always got embarrassed when I talked to you”
  • *snickers* “same here, (y/n)”
  • For the rest of the day, you just got closer to one another, learning about each other
  • You visited the pet store again and saw more cats LOL
  • You both got more comfortable with one another
  • Matching Stussy shirts LOL
  • Your friend group and Daniel’s friend group were both relieved and satisfied (both having known about your crushes)
  • Lots of teasing from Ong he took credit for your entire relationship even happening (LMAOOO)
  • Told that you both should worship him and that he would “officiate your marriage” because it was all his doing in the first place
  • You both still made each other’s heart skip beats a lot of the times
  • Both of you still couldn’t believe sometimes that the other liked you
  • Y’ALL CUTE OKAY
  • kav is dead from this adorableness goodBYE
  • :’)))))))

Originally posted by dxnghyuns

A/N: Thanks for 200 followers! ♥︎

It’s not so bad, my darling. Being dead. It’s like being alive, only colder. Things taste less. They feel less. You forget, little by little, who you were. - Catherynne M. Valente

❖ for my sophia ❖

HIDDEN UNDER LOCK AND KEY - SONGS FOR BLUEBEARD’S LATE WIVES

i. shankill butchers - sarah jarosz // ii. the master’s house - alexandre desplat // iii. bird song - florence + the machine // iv. flesh and blood - the waifs // v. devil’s resting place - laura marling // vi. secret garden - patrick wolf // vii o master -  susanne sundfør // viii dig a grave - dark dark dark // ix the ghost who walks - karen elson // x dance of death - andrew bird // xi bang bang (feat. 2 cellos) - sky ferreira // xii identity tokens - rasputina // xiii keeley - emily jane white

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Smile Always

Summary: The reader is going to a meet up to see Mark, Ethan, and Tyler. 

Word Count: 660

Pairing: Tyler Scheid x Reader

Originally posted by markiprince



My nerves were really getting to me. The sight of the three men were exciting yet it was also enough to make me want to throw up on the sidewalk. I stared ahead at them as they stood in the park, fans crowded around them in anticipation. My friend lightly pushed me forward and I clenched my jaw. It was taking every thing I had in me to keep my cool because all I wanted to do was cry and maybe even scream a little. I could feel my chest getting heavy as I walked closer to where Ethan and Mark were getting some fans lined up in a conga line as Tyler filmed them.

 
I gripped my right wrist briefly, trying to find something to calm my nerves, but the action only caused me to flinch. The dark ink on my skin was still fresh and scarred. “Smile Always” was permanently etched into my arm and although it still hurt, seeing it made me feel a little better. 


It was when my friend snapped her fingers in front of my face that I realized that I had stopped walking. My eyes were still glued in front of me but I could feel my breath coming in short gasps and something warm dripped down my cheek. I brought my hand up and wiped it off, only for more to fall. 


Suddenly someone took my shoulders and pulled me into their chest as I began to sob, soaking their shirt. They rubbed my back and they were joined my more hands but all I could do was cling to the stranger for dear life. This went on until I could finally breath normally and my eyes were red and puffy. I pulled my head up and gasped when I saw that the people holding me were the same people who had unknowingly supported me through the most difficult times of my life. 


Tyler, who was the one that was hugging me from the front, said something but I was still in too much shock to say anything. I could feel more tears breaking through but as Tyler put his hands on each side of my face, the weight on my chest got a lot lighter. 


“Are you okay?”


It must have been weird for some random person to just show up to their meet up and start crying like their dog had died. My cheeks heated up and I nodded. 

“Yeah! Um, sorry…sorry. I just-” I could feel my bottom lip start to quiver and Tyler brought me into his arms once again. Mark and Ethan moved behind Tyler so that I could see them and the sight of them made me lose my shit all over again.


“Hey, hey, it’s okay. Everything’s alright. We love you so much.”


“Oh god I love you too. So much you have no idea. You guys have helped me so much. I went through so much shit in the past couple months and watching you three be idiots helped me to stay grounded. I love you guys so much I can never thank you enough, I just-I just-thank you.”


At the end of my confession I started crying all over again. After a few more seconds, Tyler grabbed my wrist and brought it up so he could read it. A wide smile covered his face and he pressed his lips to the tattoo and then wrapped his arm around my shoulder, pressing a small kiss to the top of my head as well.


“That’s good advice, whoever said that must be a genius.”


At first I was confused but when I realized what he was talking about, laughter bubbled out of my chest. Well, more like half laughter/ half sob. I was still sniffling but the smile on Tyler’s face made it impossible for me not to smile, that and the fact that I was surrounded my my three favorite people.  


SosososososOSOSO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG   

anonymous asked:

Hi :) I'd like to make a Victor S . Court (from Bravely Default) cosplay. Do you have any advice for the wig (how to make the spikes) and the staff, in particular the top/lower parts? Thanks in advance!

HOLY BEEJUSSUS this guys hair is an ORDEAL. 

After the base wig, your gonna need to buy a ton more wigs and create a base. 

Ryoko demon has an amazing write up to a similar proces for how she made her Jesse wig. You’ll need to pattern and frame up his poytails, and stuff the base before covering it in wigs. 

This is how most Platinum cosplayers make her hair too. So you are in good company! It can be done!

As for the spikes of his spear…Foam Core will be your best friend for both ends. 

Hiding from the pain (Montgomery De La Cruz/ reader) Part 6

Now this part will be long and have many couples. Hopefully you enjoy it and let me know what to add to this story. 

You guys headed upstairs changed clothes and laid in bed both cuddling. 

It was the next morning. You woke up and alone in bed. You knew Monty would leave before you woke up and you changed. You got ready for school and headed downstairs. You smelled chocolate chip pancakes your favorite and heard something sizzling in the pan. You headed to the kitchen and saw Monty cooking breakfast for you and him. There was freshly made pancakes in the plate, some eggs in another plate, some fruit in another plate, and some toasted bread in another. You looked at everything that Monty prepared. It reminded you of old times. 

Monty: Ohh hey sweetheart I didn’t wanted to wake you up I made some breakfast enjoy!

Monty couldn’t stop smiling while making bacon in the stove. 

You sat down in the kitchen island and got yourself some breakfast and ate. Monty sat next to you and you both just talked about last night and couldn’t stop blushing and smiling. 

Y/n: Ohh it’s 7:30 we have to go, but thank you for the breakfast. 

You gave Monty a kiss. 

Monty: You’re welcome. 

You both headed to the door and to your own cars. You headed to school thinking this could work between Monty and you. You got to school and parked your car. You headed to the cafeteria to look for Sheri and Jessica to tell them what happened last night. 

Y/n: Girls guess what happened last night? 

You gave them both a smirk. 

Jessica: Are you’re parents back? 

Y/n: Yeah, but they are staying in the hospital. My mom has a surgery and has to stay overnight to check on her patient and dad has some patients that aren’t too well and he also has to stay overnight. Why?

You gave Jessica a confused face look. 

Jessica stands up and shouts “Party at Y/n’s house tonight”!!!!! “BOB”!!!

You rolled your eyes and Sheri laughed. 

Sheri: Tell us later at the party. 

Y/n: Yeah, I have to go anyways I need to see Clay and talk to him about Chemistry. Bye girls.

Both Sheri and Jessica said bye and I headed to the library. I saw Clay in a table and headed that way. 

Y/n: Clay, there’s a party in my house tonight. You are invited as always, btw so is Hannah. You should totally ask her to come with you. 

Clay already had the face he makes whenever I bring up Hannah shy face. 

Clay: What if she says no? 

Y/n: She won’t trust me. 

You were good friends with Clay and Hannah and you also knew how much they liked each. You decided to help them in the party for them to get together. 

Clay: Fine I’ll ask her out to the party. 

Y/n: Great now let’s get start on this chemistry work. 

You skipped 1 period you didn’t get to see Monty, but you needed to do your work since it was due tomorrow and since you had a party tonight you had to do the work before the party. You went to your classes and headed to your car. Sheri and Jessica were right behind you and you guys headed to your house to get everything ready for the party. Behind you Zach, Jeff, Justin, and Alex in Zach’s car headed to your house. You guys got out of your car parked in front of your house and got ready for the party. 

You were famous for having your pool party’s. Sure Bryce was famous too, but you had the better playlist and booze to offer. You looked for Zach to talk to him about Sheri. 

You spotted him and headed his way. 

Y/n: Zach I think Sheri needs help. 

Zach with a concern look on his face.

Zach: What? Where is she? 

Y/n: She needs help with a date. You need to ask her out. 

You smirked at Zach. 

Zach looked at you with a defeated face. 

Zach: Did you listen to what I told you in the party? 

Y/n: Yes everything. Go talk to her, She likes you back. I know this since she is my best friend. Don’t worry you’ll do great. 

Zach: Are you sure? I mean I’m a dork in front of her. She makes me so happy when I’m with her. 

You hugged Zach and pushed him to the direction where Sheri was to go talk to her. 

You looked for Monty since you started to get feelings over helping Zach and Sheri. You found Monty and gave him a look to come after you. You saw him get closer and you headed to your stairs and you gave him the look to follow you. Since your room is covered in windows you went inside first and closed them off so no one could see you two. You got Monty and got inside your room and started to kiss him. 

You and Monty weren’t strangers to having sex. He wasn’t your first it was a senior when you were a freshmen. You guys dated, but you broke up it didn’t work between you two. 

You and Monty started making out in your bed. You guys turned and turned while making out. You guys were giggling while making out. You tugged on Monty’s shirt to take it off. You helped him take it off. He started to kiss your neck and you moaned. You were so turned on by his touch. 

Monty: I think we should go public again. 

He was telling you this while he was kissing your neck. 

Y/n: Umm… Monty I don’t think so yet. 

Monty: Why not? 

Y/n: I just think we should stay secretive right now I don’t want people doing rumors. 

Monty stopped kissing you when you said this. He got up and looked for his shirt. 

Monty: Come on! 

Monty opened the door and left. You just looked to your left side where your windows were. You got up and headed downstairs to your kitchen to get a drink. You were standing alone in the kitchen and served yourself a drink. 

Bryce was standing in the entrance of the kitchen looking you up and down in your black bikini. He headed your way. 

Bryce: Hey Y/n. Miss me? 

Y/n: Bryce hi didn’t think you would come. 

Bryce: Why would you think that? 

Bryce breath smelled like alcohol his hands were in your hips and you knew were this would end up. 

Y/n: After everything I did to you yesterday I thought you would be mad at me. 

Bryce: How could I be mad with you? Come on let’s have some fun.

Bryce started to grab you hard. He tried to kiss you and you tried to push him away. You two were alone in the kitchen. You tried to push him away he grabbed your butt and tried to kiss you with his right hand in your head pushing you to his lips while his left hand grabbing your butt. 

Troy walks in and gets Bryce off of you. 

Troy: Bryce go outside you need some fresh air. 

Bryce: You leave this is a party of two. 

Troy: Get out before I kick your butt Walker!

Bryce leaves and Troy and me are in the kitchen staring at the floor. 

Troy: Sorry for that 

Y/n: It’s not your fault Troy it’s Bryce’s if you didn’t come I don’t know what would have happened. Thank you

You gave Troy a smile and you headed out when Troy grabbed your arm. 

Troy: I know this might sound bad to ask since what just happened, but I was actually looking for you to ask you something. 

Troy laughed nervously while talking. 

Y/n: Ok go ahead. What did you need? 

Troy: I was going to ask you if you wanted to go out with me to the Crestmont this Friday. 

I didn’t think about it I just answered. 

Y/n: Sure I’ll see you then. 

You gave Troy a kiss in the cheek and headed to look for Clay and Hannah. 

Clay and Hannah seemed to be doing good and you decided to join them. 

Y/n: Hey guys are you enjoying yourself’s?

You laughed while you saw them hugging each other and giggling. 

Clay: Yes thank you for the advice. 

Y/n: No problem. 

You smiled at them and headed your way to Sheri and Jessica. 

Hannah: Y/n Monty is waiting for you in the library. He told me to tell you. 

Y/n: Ohh ok thanks Hannah. 

You left and headed upstairs to the library. 

* I actually picked Edward Cullen’s room for the library since it not only has many books, but also a couch and the room is covered in windows. 

You opened the door and saw Monty siting down in the couch. You sat next to him and grabbed his hands. 

Monty: I’m sorry I left it’s cause this is so good and I just want to tell everyone about us. I miss you so much and if you want to keep us a secret for now I don’t mind. I just want to be together. 

You had a worried face and Monty had such a happy face. 

Y/n: I know I’m sorry. 

Monty went in for the kiss and you dodge it. 

Y/n: I can’t do this. 

Monty: Why not? 

Y/n: I have a date with Troy. 

Monty’s happy face went to anger. He got up and he slammed the library door behind him. 

You just sat in the couch crying. 

Hopefully you guys like this part. I debating how long Troy and the reader will have their moment. Will see more of Sheri and Zach next part and Clay and Hannah seemed pretty happy in this part. I don’t want Hannah nor Jeff to die in this series. Tell me what you want me to add in the next part. 

anonymous asked:

Tbh your overwatch writing is so cute and gives me life!!! ❤️😭👏🏾👍🏽 can I get cute n fluffy headcanons or scenarios of hanzo, genji, McCree, dad76, Reinhardt, and zenyatta who are trying their best to make a little handmade present for their s/o? And what would they make? Sorry if it's too many characters, you can exclude some! Thank you!

Thank you so much anon! Also this is a really really sweet prompt and I had so much fun writing this. Here you go:

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Telling the Team

This is a bit different I think, and only barely bbrae I think. I hope you all still like it though.

The only one she had told before now was Raven. The only one she had trusted to keep it a secret until she was ready to tell the others. The one she had been dating for years when she felt that she was a man.

Now, however? She was in front of Dick, Victor, and Kori, finally ready to tell them her secret. She tried her best to not keep them in suspense, but words were difficult to say in the moment. All the planning about how she would tell them was going down the drain as fear over how they would take it started taking grip.

She knew Kori was a very loving person, but what did Tamaran even think of gender? Dick has had some kind of conservative views in the past, and she had never once heard her best friend say anything about LGBT issues. It was so difficult to tell how her family would even take the news.

That was when her girlfriend came to save the day.

“Gabby has something she would like to tell you guys.’

“Who?”

“Gabby?”

“She?”

Gabby cleared her throat, her pointy ears drooping a bit out of fear and nervousness.

“Um, hi, I’d prefer to be called Gabby now, and use female pronouns from now on.”

Kori was the first to react.

“You are now a girl?”

“I’ve felt this way for almost a year now. I only just now got the courage to tell you guys about it.”

“But you still look like a boy?”

“Well, yes, but that doesn’t matter with gender. I hope to start transitioning soon.”

She looked at the guys on the team. She noticed that Dick’s expression had hardly changed, and Victor was warmly smiling. She guessed that was acceptance from them?

“Garfield-”

“Gabby, please.”

“Gabby, if you are a girl, does that mean we can have the girl talk and go to the mall of shopping together?”

“Of course Kori.”

She watched Kori squeal in delight. Guess she was on board with it too.

Victor stood and approached her.

“Guess this means I got another sister now, huh?”

Gabby smiled, “Yeah, dude.”

“So does that mean that you’re in lesbians with Raven?” he asked.

“Um?”

“I’m bisexual actually.” Raven clarified.

“You are?”

“Nobody ever asked, you all just knew that I like boys, but my boyfriend has been a girlfriend for months now. I don’t think that’s all that strange a concept to grasp, is it?”

“No, of course not Rae. Hey Gabby?”

“Yeah?”

Victor was still smiling, but his tone carried a hint of seriousness to it, “I know it’s not all that comparable to your situation, but I know what it’s like to drastically have your body changed. So, if you need any advice for when you start transitioning, I’m here for you girl.”

Gabby smiled back at him when Dick came up to him.

“Gabby, if you need it, me and Bruce will help pay for your HRT and everything else you’ll need. I’m more than happy to help you out with this.”

She was floored by this offer. She knew Mento would likely not support her in this, so having Dick offer to cover it for her, was enough to let a few tears of joy loose.

“Thanks guys, for understanding.”

astronomutual  asked:

do you guys have any advice for touching foods, like when you have to make chicken nuggets or cut up cheese?

touching foods is something i struggle a lot with myself - i usually end up just plain avoiding any foods with bad textures at all. 

the first thing that comes to mind for me is to use a utentsil, like a fork or anything else you may have on hand. 
the second thing i think of is covering your hands, either with gloves of some sort, or maybe a napkin or paper towel.

any followers who have any advice, feel free to share!

Practice - Tony Stark/Bucky Barnes (Part 2)

(Part 1)  (Masterlist)

N/A: Hey guys, I don’t know if the result is cool, I’m feeling a lil bit insecure with the smut. Damn it, in portuguese was awesome, so I hope that you guys like it. And comments would be nice, I wanna know your opinion (but please be kind with my heart)


Bucky couldn’t believe what he was hearing. He had to control himself a lot to get off the bar countertop and out of the common room silently, he didn’t want anyone to see him that way. As soon as he was away from the others, Bucky marched toward the elevator, pressing the button hard as he tried to ignore what his mind was wondering of (Y / N) and Tony together. He quickly entered the elevator, pressing the floor of his room and beating the foot impatiently. He wanted so badly to go away, but life seemed to have other plans.

“Bucky, hold the door!” He heard (Y / N) exclaim and his hand automatically lifted up and kept the door from closing, seconds later there she was standing next to him leaning back against the cold wall of the elevator to recover her breath “Thank you! Is everything all right? You left without speaking to anyone. ”

(Y / N) smiled slightly, cheeks in a pinkish tone and resting her hands on each side of her body, drumming her fingers on the wall as she stared at the floor. But her eyes lifted toward Bucky, attentive as if looking for an answer to an unspoken question. Bucky smirked, turning to stand in front of her and resting his hands on each side of (Y / N) head. She held her breath for a moment, looking up to face him and biting her lower lip. The silence seemed long and a little stifling, the two stared at each other hypnotized but soon the sound of the door opening made Bucky get away and (Y / N) sighed with a mixture of relief and disappointment. And that didn’t pass unnoticed by Bucky, who in one swift movement pulled her by the arm and took her in his arms, walking with firm steps out of the elevator and into his bedroom.

“Bucky! What are you doing? “Her voice was almost a whisper, her hands resting on his shoulders to try to keep a balance.

"I can’t keep pretending anymore.” Bucky said through gritted teeth, but it wasn’ not an angry tone, causing a chill in (Y / N) that had her heart beating too fast.

“What?” She looked confused and anxious at the super soldier while he opened his door and locked when they were finally inside “Bucky?”

Bucky didn’t answer, continuing what he had in mind, he walked through the dark room and placed her sitting on his bed before pulling away to turn on the lights. Again silence remained heavy, (Y / N) bit her lower lip and looked away  from the super soldier’s direction to face her own hands that were resting on her lap and tried to keep a calm breathing. Then he walked with slow steps and when he was close enough he kneel in front of her, making her look at him again. Both were lost in each other’s eyes, feelings and desires being exposed in that silence.

“Tell me that you’re feeling it too.” (Y / N) whispered weakly.

She held her breath when Bucky raised his hand, leading toward her neck and caressing with his fingers, putting a light pressure  and making her close her eyes, trembling with pleasure. Within seconds his lips were glued to hers in a possessive and full of desire kiss. Bucky wrapped her body with his left arm and easily led her to the middle of the mattress. So that was where he wanted (Y/N), he moved the kisses to her neck, leaving possessive marks that everyone would see the next day. But neither really cared. Soon  (Y / N) dress was thrown to the ground and Bucky stopped what he was doing to admire her beauty, and she smirked.

“Do you like what you see?” She teased, running her hands lightly over her exposed breasts and down to her panties, he shook his head smiling and held her wrists.

“I have always liked it.” Bucky muttered hoarsely, bringing her hands up her head and bent to seal once again her lips.

“Bucky! Are you there, jerk? ” Steve’s voice sounded from the hallway, knocking a little hard on the door “ Bucky ”

“You must be kidding me…” the former assassin grunted annoyed, rising from the bed but then stopping to look towards (Y / N), she quickly got out of bed and put back her dress, he arched an eyebrow and hissed "What are you doing?“

"Bucky!” Steve knocked again, causing Bucky to roll his eyes and make strides to open the door at once “Hey, finally! I thought you were… Oh, hello, (Y / N)… I didn’t know that… Huh, you were there. ”

“Hi, Stevie-o. I was just asking Bucky for an advice about a guy that I’m very interested.” (Y / N) grumbled sniffling, Bucky turned so fast his head to look at her that he could have whiplash, she was crying, red face and her hair covering her neck. What?

“Is everything okay?” Steve furrowed his brow concerned, touching lightly on her shoulder to show support and she nodded.

“It will be, I think this time… It can be something real, you know? Not just a wild sex at dawn.” She shrugged, glancing at Bucky direction before sighing and deciding to go toward the elevator “Thanks for the support, guys. I think it’s already my bedtime. ”

“Good night!” They both said together and were silent until the model disappeared in the elevator.

“What do you want, punk?” Bucky practically growled, leaning on the doorframe and crossing his arms.

“I just wanted to know if you wanna run tomorrow morning.” Steve smiled at his best friend, even without noticing what he interrupted.

“Of course, so tomorrow we see there at the entrance?” Bucky shrugged, already settling back into the room.

Steve nodded good-bye and headed toward his room. Bucky locked the door again, running a hand through his hair and closing his eyes, he was puzzled by the speed that the situation has changed. Walking discouraged toward the bed, he threw himself on the mattress and stared at the ceiling for a moment before putting one arm under the pillow to fit himself better in bed.

“What is this?” He muttered when he touched something and pulled from under the pillow to look at it, a huge smile taking his lips when he noticed that he was holding a black lace panties and he sighed excitedly “She gonna be the death of me.”


I didn’t know what was worse: my mind or my heart. I was agitated, anxious and completely lost. If it wasn’t for Steve, I would probably be having my third orgasm with Bucky right now instead of being out of the bath with a silk robe covering my body and a towel on my hair. I tried to believe that it was even better this way, if Barnes didn’t feel the same as I felt for him, I could prepare myself better and put in my head that it was just a damn good sex. But I really hoped Bucky would understand my indirect, that he liked me too and knocked on my door to fuck me up until my mind went blank. What? Women can have desires and fantasies. And damn it, who wouldn’t have that kind of thoughts with Bucky Barnes? I won’t even begin to list what that man has and can use in bed… Okay, it doesn’t really need to be in a bed. Anyway. (Y / N) breath.

I was an idiot in love, I couldn’t believe it, I never had a relationship that I could count on the guy apart from knowing that with a little effort, in the end, I’d have a good night. Nothing more. No deep feelings. Okay, maybe I started it wrong with the others, sex first and then trying a deep conversation… No, the problem was never that. The guys were assholes. But Bucky… Oh, I didn’t even know what words to use to try to explain what kind of relationship we had, what was the level of our friendship and now… What would be from now on? Shit, I should go to sleep before I go crazy with this.

Finishing drying my hair, I put the towel back in the bathroom and then went to the closet to grab a piece of clothing to sleep, after dressing I turned to go to bed. But a knock on the door made me stop walking. I stood for a moment in silence, waiting for a second knock or someone call me, but I didn’t hear anything. Then, realizing that I was hearing things, I decided it was really time to sleep.


A weekend on a desert island with the avengers? Yes, I had that kind of luck in my life. Stopping by the window of my suite, I watched Tony, Clint, Natasha, Sam, Steve and Wanda on the beach having fun and relaxing for the first time in months. Sighing dragged, I turned my attention to the mirror in my room, walking to stand in front of it to check my bikini. It was all right, nothing too innocent but nothing so revealing. It was on point. But for what reason I couldn’t go out? Ah yes, Bucky Barnes. After that night I didn’t see him. He went on a mission while I was working and now it was two months since I saw him. I had hoped that he would show up in all his glory there on the beach. Yes, I could daydream a lot.

Giving up of staying again thinking too much, I got out of my room with quiet steps, I was getting close to the wooden stairs when a pair of hands grabbed me. I thought in react and run, but then I felt the hand that held my hip was a metal one. A shiver ran through my body and I had to control myself not to groan as Bucky took the right hand of my mouth while the left kept holding me steady as he led me to one of the rooms. He locked the door and stuck behind me, making me put my hands on the door to support me as I felt his cock in my ass.

“Bucky?” I sighed dragged, tilting my head back to rest against his shoulder, he left small marks and kisses on the skin of my exposed neck.

“You’re mine, right? You won’t give more chances to anyone.” He growled low against my skin, his hands going straight to the top of my bikini, tearing and throwing away without thinking twice, and then started touching my breasts.

“Bucky…” I tried to formulate a sentence, I wanted to say how much I missed him, how much I’ve always been his and how much I wanted him, but I forgot how to speak when I felt his cold fingers undo the laces of my bikini leaving me completely naked and then he proceeded to give attention to my clit, I lightly bit my lower lip to contain my moan.

“I know my love. Me too. I want you so much. I could only think of you.” Bucky whispered hoarsely, but I could feel his affection, he kissed my shoulder as his metal fingers worked my clit in the right way and his hot hand playing with my breasts.

“I need you now.” I moaned softly, taking one hand from the door to touch his exposed chest and then sliding down his trouser, dropping far as I was able to so I could touch his member. Bucky grunted in ecstasy, biting harder my shoulder while moving his hips against my hand.

“Put that ass up, my love.” his agile hands went to my hips, sliding gently down my thighs and squeezing them, encouraging me to open my legs and arching my back, I returning to support both hands on the door while Bucky played with my folds before entering me slowly, he took a deep breath through his mouth and squeezed his hands on my hips. I mewled with the wonderful feeling and threw my head back slightly “Fuck, you’re so wet and tight.”

“Please… I need you so much.” I grumbled impatiently, making Bucky chuckle before starting to move quickly and sharply, I felt his right hand go to my neck squeezing lightly while the other hand gave full attention to my clit again. My eyes rolled back before closing them, the wave of pleasure that he was quickly giving hit me and I couldn’ not restrain a loud moan.

“This, I want to hear your voice. I want everyone to listen.” I could only moan in response, wiggling against his precise movements.

Soon I felt butterflies in my stomach, my legs got weak and I couldn’t keep my eyes open, Bucky continued to move without mercy, grunting against my ear until I finally reached my orgasm. He increased the pace of his thrusts, prolonging my pleasure and until he finally reached his apex, then his movements were getting slowly before finally stop. Bucky pulled away from me for a brief second and then pick me up in his arms to carry me to bed, where he deposited me carefully and laid down beside me, pulling me to lean on his chest and he just held me tight.

We stayed that way for a long time, trying to catch our breath. Bucky stroked my back with his fingertips and left little kisses on the top of my head, making me smile lazily and very happy. He then sighed, sitting against the pillows and taking me along, which ended up making me support a hand on his chest and face him.

“You know that’s more than sex, right?” He frowned, looking at me carefully and looking for any kind of negative reaction, but I just smiled sheepishly and leaned over to kiss his chin.

“I know. As Drake says, I was practicing all this time for you. ” I giggled because I couldn’t remember for sure the lyrics.

“Who is Drake? I know you have your past, but you’re mine.” He muttered sullenly, pressing me against him possessively and scowling, I couldn’t contain my laughter.

“Bucky, it’s a song!” I pulled his neck to kiss his lips fondly and he smiled against my lips.

We were happy. It was something new and wonderful to me and it seemed to be to Bucky too. My heart pounded and the silence was now creating our own little world that needed no one else and nothing could disturb us.

“Bucky, are you there?” Steve shouted in the hall and knocking on the door, Bucky and I grunted at the same time.

I guess I thought too soon.

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Help me pick again? 

Last time I asked you guys were so incredibly helpful! Thank you again so much!  :) 

I’m surprised I even managed to narrow this down to four photos! It’s for a digital CD cover! 

 please let me know which one you prefer? 

You’re gonna kill me for the massive amounts of wips I post.

Well, this works! Thanks to a cute anon we got a parrot!Assok, sewed by Hero to make travelling easier for him. Thanks to tie-dye-flag we got an objectified Madras, a pocket watch that gives advice (instead of a current watch, there’s Madras’ pink eye under the cover). And thanks to lively-run-away… roses! Thank you guys for the ideas, I love them!

Once I come back home I’ll paint this nicely and draw a proper font for the title.

thank you guys for all the advice! it sounds like the cover issue is mainly because of the coating we chose and the thickness of the paper. smartpress also told us that they hand folded the hard copies, but the full run would be scored first which will help too.

unfortunately smartpress isn’t sure why we think the printing itself is less than adequate and they didn’t really offer any solutions on how to fix it.

the picture i attached is a comparison photo of the image printed on glossy paper on my home printer (left) and printed by smartpress (right)

i don’t expect the same clarity on matte or satin paper as i do on gloss paper, but the difference is still pretty awful.

does anyone have any recommendations for what stock to use to get rid of this weird halftone texture?

anonymous asked:

My group of friends and I want to play D&D together and one of them asked if I could DM. I have no experience DMing or actually playing the game, and all of us are on beginner level (though some have played before). I went out and purchased the Player Handbook, Dungeon Master's Guide, and a Starter Set, and I've read everything cover to cover, but do you have any basic advice that's not covered in this without it being an overwhelming link-dump, please? Thank you very much!

Hopefully you haven;t played too much yet - sorry for the slow reply - but her is what advice I’d give you guys

  • Be open to rule discussion, but remember that DM makes the final call

    Esspecially when starting out, there are going to be a lot of times where you guys need to figure out what to do about certian rules, figure out how rules work, and see if things need to be adjusted for the group. Remember it is okay to discuss rules and work through them, but at the end of the day DM akes final call. If the DM thinks a rule needs to work a certain way, that is their right and the players need to understand that.

  • Letter of the law vs. Spirit of the law

    Again with rules - it’s good to know the rules, and to know them well. But the rules are there to nurture a good game. Uphold the rules, but try to pay attention for times where, maybe in this special scenario, it’s okay to bend the rules a bit. Know when it’s okay to make a new call on a rule. This is something you’ll have to learn with time, and if you aren;t sure just default to what the rule says. Simply keep in mind the purpose of the rule, so that you know when the rule is actually hindering the group rather than helping.

  • No one likes railroads

    It’s really easy to feel like you have to keep your players on a short leash on a straight path. But part of the fun of any rpg is the ability to make your own choices, and experience the world around you. It’s okay for your players to solve a problem differently than you anticipated. It’s okay for your players to want to help the throwaway npc you had them bump in to. It’s okay for them to leave the “path”. If things get too far, reign them back in, but it’s okay to let them explore a bit!

  • Make sure everyone is having fun

    One of the things you need to remeber as DM is that you are the guide for this experience they are having. That means making the story engaging and entertaining, and keeping a sense of fun, order and safety at the table. If parts of the game are dragging and the players aren;t enjoying it, change things up a bit. If a player is making problems and is causing people to feel uncomfortable with the way they play and treat others, talk to them privately and establish some boundaries. Everyone needs to be enjoying themselves - that should be your priority.

I hope this helps you out some! Your first couple of games will always be bit rough as everyone figures things out. I made soe terrible calls my first time being the DM that haunt me to this day, haha. But as long as everyone has fun, it doesn’t matter :)

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MEET & GREET! Submit your meet & greet stories and photos to bryanstarsfanpictures@gmail.com. You are emailed back when they will be posted to the website.

I met all of Mallory Knox on July 7th in Charlotte! They have been my favorite band since I saw them with PTV and SWS. When we got to there Merch tent for the meet and greet I was like aww. I had a fairly personal conversation with all the guys and Davey there drummer was just cursing with me like I was one of his friends. When I got up to Mikey I decided I was gonna ask for his signature like I did with all the guys but also for him to write the lyrics in the picture. I showed him were I wanted it tattooed up my arm to cover scars.He started giving me advice as I was crying at this point. He told me to always keep my head up and he gave me a huge hug. Then my step dad thanked him for all he did and it was time to go. I can’t way till I can meet and see them again. Even if we have to drive pretty far out of our way

Taylor Caniff Imagine for anon

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“Boys, this is Y/N.” Bart pushed you forward a little, making you face some of the most attractive boys you’ve ever laid your eyes on. Bart had already introduced them.

“Hello.” You said, waving. You blushed, realizing that your accent had slipped out. You were from Ireland, Bart had contacted you through your viral YouTube account to get you to participate in the Magcon Tour over the summer. You were so excited, it was a great cause and all the boys were hilarious.

“Do you have an accent?” The boy with the bandana, Taylor asked you. He was really cute, and tall. You nodded, “Yeah. I’m from Ireland.”

“Zayum, a foreign girl.” Cameron winked, making you blush. Mahogany rolled her eyes from beside you, linking your arm with hers.

“Let her be guys, she’s been here for ten minutes.” She told the boys, and then turned to you, “We’ll be rooming together. we have a free day tomorrow, do you wanna go shopping?”

“I’d love to!” You cheered, and a few of the boys giggled at your accent again.

 

“Wakey wakey Mahogany!” You ruffled her curly hair, and she groaned, turning into her pillow even more.

“Get your arse out of bed!” You giggled, taking her covers off and throwing them to the other side of the bed, out of her reach.

“Arse?” She grumbled, sitting up. You sat on the bed, “Oh sorry. I guess I meant to say ass.

“Your accent is so cute! I’m surprised one of the guys haven’t fallen in love with you yet.” Mahogany joked, getting out of bed.

“What do you mean?” You asked, curious. You didn’t like any of the boys like that. Well, maybe Taylor. He was really sweet to you, and when you went to hang out with the boys last night, he was sweet and funny and even jumped in front of you when Nash tried to smack-cam you.

“I mean, you’re gorgeous, funny, and you find it easy to talk to guys. Not to mention your accent. I would have suspected at least one of the guys to start to like you.” Mahogany explained, flipping her hair around and finding something to wear.

“Really?” You asked, a little surprised.   

“Mhm.” Mahogany nodded, “You got a little crushy crush on anyone?” She teased, pulling out some shorts and a t-shirt.

You blushed, not wanting to admit that you liked Taylor. “Guess.”

“Taylor.” Was the only word she said, and you dropped your mouth open, “How did you guess that so quickly?”

“Honey, I’m a genius. I can smell love in the air like a freaking police dog, I shipped it from the start.” Mahogany told you. Wow. She really is a genius, you were thankful you had befriended her.

“He’s just really cute.” You added, fiddling your thumbs, starting to get dressed yourself.  “And sweet, and funny, and tall, and hot, and his-”

“Alright sweet cheeks don’t overwhelm yourself.” Mahogany laughed, and a blush formed on your face.

“I’ll set you up, it’s obvious he likes you too.” Your friend turned to you, “You guys would be cute.”

“Really? How is it obvious he likes me too?” You asked, brushing your hair and applying a minimum amount of makeup. You grabbed your purse, making sue you had your wallet and your phone.

“He got smacked for you, he definitely wants you. Normally, that kid would duck and cover if Nash tried to smack him with baby powder.” Mahogany laughed, and she slung her purse around her shoulder, “You ready to go down and get breakfast?”

You laughed too, thanking her for the advice.

“Yep.” You popped the ‘p’, answering her previous question, and you guys left the room to go downstairs.

The breakfast area was loaded with amazing American foods that you had yet to try. Your eyes wandered over the food counters, putting a little bit of everything onto your plate. Mahogany pointed out where the boys were sitting, and you both made your way over to the large table.

“Morning.” Mahogany smiled to all of them.

A chorus of “Hi” and “good morning” floated over you, as you sat down beside Matt, with Mahogany on your other side and Taylor across from you.

“Hey Y/N!” Carter called out, swallowing a bite of waffles. You looked at him.

“Irish to kiss you!” He joked, and the table broke out into cheesy and sarcastic laughter at his bad joke.

You rolled your eyes and laughed, “I’ve never heard that one before.”

“Hey Carter that was Taylor’s line!” Jack J. whacked Carter jokingly, and you turned pink, as Taylor did as well.

“Yeah Caniff don’t you have somethin’ to say to Y/N?” Shawn nudged Taylor’s shoulder, wiggling his eyebrows. You didn’t say anything, what could you say? You just sat there with a blush and an amused look plastered on your face.

Taylor didn’t say anything, he only picked up a strawberry and flung it in Jack J’s face. Jack J laughed, throwing a few grapes back.

You squealed, ducking away from the pre-food fight.

“Hey!” Bart said form the head of the table, “Cut it out boys, you’re going to get us kicked out.”

“Poop.” Aaron sighed, putting his apple down. Everyone slumped back in their chairs and was silent.

“Well,” Mahogany clapped her hands together, “You boys have fun. Y/N and I are off to go shopping.”

“Why?” Nash asked, wiping his hands up. You looked over to Taylor, to see him already looking at you. He winked at you suddenly, and you blushed, winking back.

“Because,” Mahogany slung an arm around you shoulder, startling you, “We need clothes for the event tomorrow. So if you’ll excuse us, we’ll be off.” She smiled, blowing kisses to each of the boys. You waved, and followed Mahogany out the door, and into the thick summer sunshine.

“Irish to kiss you?” You giggled, putting your phone in your back pocket. Mahogany laughed, clapping her hands.

“That was awful. Did you see Taylor blush?” She asked, and you nodded, “I did. Why did he not say anything when the boys teased him?”

“Probably because he was embarrassed.” Mahogany shrugged, as we walked across the street to find the mall.

“Why would he be embarrassed? It’s just me.” You pointed out, skipping a little. It was so warm outside, beautiful weather for shopping. The only thing that was making you nervous was Taylor.

“Exactly. It’s just you. He really must like you Y/N.” Mahogany nudged your shoulder, and you said nothing. You just blushed and walked on, the visions of Taylor admitting his feelings to your flashing through your mind.

“We’re back!” You announced, going into Nash, Cam, Matt and Taylor’s hotel room. Yours was right next door, and you both wanted to hang out with anyone before dinner.

“Yay!” Cameron cheered, looking up form his phone, “Whadya get whadya get?” He asked like an excited child. You giggled, sitting on the bed that Taylor was sitting on. You felt Taylor’s eyes on you as you put your purse and phone on the bedside table.

You set your bags down, sighing as you went through them, “I got a new dress, some shoes, and-”

“Oh girl try on the dress!” Matt clapped, and Taylor agreed with him, “Yeah Y/N let us see!”

“If you don’t I’ll actually smack-cam you without Taylor to protect you.” Nash narrowed his eyes at the two of you, and you hopped right up.

“I think I’m going to try on the dress now.” You smiled nervously, Nash smack-camming you being last on your wish list. You took the turquoise lace skater dress into the  bathroom, and stripped out of your original clothes.

You put the dress on, looking in the mirror. You were in love with this dress, and you hoped that Mahogany was right and that the boys would love it too. You ruffled your long hair, and sighed before opening the door.

You stepped out shyly, your eyes met with Taylor’s. His eyes widened, and he choked on his water. Was that bad? You looked away and Mahogany squealed, “Omg girl! It’s literally perfect for you! Oh my gosh you look so cute!” She shrieked, running up and giving you a hug.

“Zayum girl.” Nash winked at you, and you waved him off, “Oh stop. I blush.” You fanned your face dramatically.

“And it goes great with your accent!” Matt blurted out, and everyone stopped talking and looked at him. You silently shook your head, and went to sit on the bed again.

“I don’t know Y/N your bae is being quiet.” Cam joked, throwing a pillow at Taylor’s face.

You turned your head, to see Mahogany whispering in Taylor’s ear. What were they talking about?

“I can’t just do that!” Taylor exclaimed, not caring about whispering anymore. “Why not?” Mahogany questioned, “Everyone knows you want to. Heck I’m not surprised if she knows you want to.” Mahogany put her hands on her hips and cocked an eyebrow up.

“Grow some balls.” She added, and Taylor sighed. Who were they talking about? You felt nerves build up in your stomach in the thought that they might be talking about you.

Taylor looked at you, grabbing your hand and pulling you out on the balcony. Mahogany clapped loudly, and Nash screamed, “Get it Caniff!”

Taylor closed the balcony door, and the blinds so the group couldn’t spy on you.

“Taylor, what’s going-”

Taylor didn’t say anything, he just came up real close to your face, holding it in his hands. He looked deeply into your eyes for a moment, before leaning in and kissing your lips softly.

Your eyes widened, shocked. But after a moment, you realized how right it felt. How amazing Taylor’s felt around your cheeks, how good of a kisser he was. You leaned into his touch, stumbling a little. You kissed him back with same amount of passion.

Once you broke away, you took a deep breath. You both were gasping for air. Taylor let go of your face, but stayed with his chest pressed against you.

“Sorry.” He breathed, catching his breath, “I just had to do that.”

“Do it again.” You replied breathlessly, grabbing Taylor by the bandana and pulling his lips to yours. You wrapped your arms lazily around his neck as you kissed, and you only broke away for more air.

“Wanna use that line on me again?” You giggled, and Taylor laughed a perfect laugh. He shook his head, kissing your cheek. You wrapped your arms around his toned middle, and he wrapped his arms around your shoulders.

“I can tell this will be a great summer.” He stated, pulling away from you a little but, but still hugging you. You smiled, a little blush gracing your cheeks. “I couldn’t agree more.”

decided to try for anime north cover this year lolololol. Probably not gonna win but….okay, actually, i got so, so bored of doing trees for my portfolio and…..did something else. oh my god i’m never gonna be ready “orz.

also, thanks guys for your advice from before xD;;. Although I got a LOT of different ones xD;;~

Long time no see!

Hello Medblr Family! How is it going? 

It’s been so long since I was over here annoying you with all my posts! Haha! Well, it’s been a couple of busy months, but I’m catching up! So before I tell you about my life, first I wanted to say:

Congrats aspiringdoctors for being the most beautiful bride of the century! I wish you and the cabbage all the happinnes in the world!

And congrats to my wonderful friend md-admissions who is about to end med school! I’m sure you are gonna kick ass in your upcoming interviews.

-If I am missing any good news, please let me know!-

And now, let me share MY good news:

First, the most important one: I HAVEN’T SMOKED A CIGARRETTE IN ONE YEAR!!!!!! Yesssss I did it, baby!!!!!!! I’m going to celebrate with a lot of wine and pasta tonight :) This is the longest I’ve been without smoking, not even a little bit, I’m so proud of myself!!!

The second one: I passed step 1 (wohoooooooooooo)

And for this my friends, I wanna thank all of you. If it wasn’t for this amazing, loving, supporting, encouraging community of people all over the world, I’d have lost it. 

A couple of months ago, I posted about how this year has been awful for me. But you guys were one of the reasons I kept it together. You kept me motivated. Your positive messages and feedback made me, and continues making me so happy, everyday. And fot that, I will be forever grateful!

And I especially want to thank these beautiful, wonderful ladies, whose mnemonics, summaries and advice have literally SAVED MY ASS!

sidratimes: sweetie, your blog was the first that I followed over here, and the inspiration to make my own. The first mnemonic I learned was from you! and all your advice helped me A LOT! thanks!

usmlenotebook: i literally have your notes on my study room’s walls. Your neuro and genetics notes saved me! thanks!

medicowesome: my FA is covered with your fantastic mnemonics, you brilliant awesome lady! thanks!

And if there’s a chance we cross paths, I am going to hug you guys. You’ve been warned!!!

Ok guys, to wrap up this totally corny post, I wanted to let you know that I have a lot of stuff that I didn’t have the time to share, so I’ll be posting them the upcoming days! 

I’ll be absent for a while, meaning, I won’t be posting the following months, but if you need any help, my inbox is always open :)

I hope you guys are doing great! I FUCKING LOVE YOU ALL! 

Renata

Betty's radio interview

so guys i managed to listen to it!!! the guy called Betty “holy mother of ellen” ha ha first they talked about bullying and she said its happening because kids are coming out at younger age in her opinion and then the guy asked if ellen was bullied in school and she said no because ellen didn’t know she was gay (thank god) until she finished school and then they said that bullies are suffering too - they just act this way most likely to cover up something in their life…

then the guy asked for advice for people with gay kids and she said: we must love our kids unconditionally. parental love is the only unconditional love. we are all individuals. and she said parents are brainwashed because tradition, religion etc. and told parents to go to meetings for help and stuff

they talked about how ellen is so in the public eye and under a scoop all the time and if this brings out the mother lion in her and she said of course she gets furious with all the lies about her daughter. she said she’s trying to be more like ellen because ellen doesn’t look at those magazines at all even if they are positive ones. she said she was at a grocery store and saw a magazine saying “ellen cancer scare” and she got so mad she told the man in front of her “THAT’S MY DAUGHTER AND ITS NOT TRUE” and then she saw one “ellen and portia breaking up” and she said this is completely ridiculous because they have the most beautiful relationship 


* hey kiddos. i got a few housekeeping notes for ya.

* as a general rule, i’m only accepting asks. no fanmail please, especially if the ask box is turned off. i generally have a big backlog - i get anywhere from 50 to 100 asks, sometimes more, whenever i open the box for just a few hours. if the box is turned off, it’s because trying to sort through all those first.

* tangentially related to the ask load - i’m sorry if i don’t answer your ask directly. if i feel like your ask is covered by another ask, or if i just don’t have any advice for ya, i probably won’t post yours. also, with so many questions, sometimes stuff just gets lost in the mix. i’m real sorry.

* i’m still pretty new at this whole “blogging” and “giving advice” thing. it’s… not my usual area of expertise. i hope you guys can forgive me when the posts slow down or if i can’t talk to everyone.

* anyway, that’s all. thanks.