thanks for making my life better little guy

Thoughts

Buckle up y'all this is gonna be a lonnggg one.

I know that I truly love her because she hurt me on a whole another level and I still love her. I have a right to be mad at her, but I’m not. I “should be” speaking poorly of her, but I’m not, I only speak positively about her. I could have flipped out on her, but I didn’t, I don’t want to, I see no need to. I could be the most bitter thing towards her, but I’m not, I don’t want to be, I let her go knowing that I love her and I always will, she will always have someone to turn to. I could have left her before she got the chance to leave me, but I didn’t, I gave her the decision, because if it was up to me we would be in each other’s lives forever. I want her to be free, I want her to be happy, I want her to know that she matters, I want her to know she is so dearly loved, I want her to know she is so incredibly unique and special, I want her to know I will always love her, I want her to know that my arms will always be wide open for her, I want her to know that I have yet to find anything that compares to her, I want her to know that she is so valued, I want her to know that there will always be a spark of love in my heart for her, I want her to know that I love all of her, even though I don’t know every single detail of her life, I see who she is because of it, she is strong and beautiful and so gentile and she has been hurt, I can see those parts of her and I love her. I don’t only love her because she is the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen, I loved her because she was raw, she had such spark about certain things, she understood, she listened, she was patient, she had a way with words, she could make me melt in a single sentence, she worked so hard, she made me feel like I mattered to someone, to at least her and that is all I needed in life, she gave purpose to life, she saw the beauty of things and the sad side of things, her mind took a while to learn, but once I got a drift of how it worked I fell in love, she has so much genuine love for her pets, she was true, she was the definition of cuteness, she was such a goofball, she had sass, she changed me, she made me happy, she made me smile, she made me cry, she made me sad. She was the only person I let my walls down for. I gave her my heart and forever I think she will have it, maybe one day it won’t be all of it, but she will always have the majority of it. I wanted to know all of her. I wanted to know her full story of life. I wanted to know why she is the person she is, I wanted to understand her in a way that no one had before, I wanted to be the one for her, I wanted to know all major events of her life, all the little ones too, I wanted to know the little things that she loved, the tiny facts that no one pays attention to, I wanted to truly know her, I wanted to feel her pain and joy, I wanted to know her favorite memories and her least favorite, I wanted to know her favorite thing about herself, I wanted to know her least favorite thing about herself. I wanted her to know I would love her no matter what. I wanted to spoil her, I wanted to take her on dates, I wanted to love her in her best and worst moments, I wanted to take her places, I wanted to finish that game of 20 questions, I wanted to love her through every mood and phase, I wanted to take her to the movies and leave not even knowing what the movie was about, I wanted to hold her hand, I wanted to give her my jacket when she got cold, I wanted to hug her, I wanted to kiss her forehead just because I could, I wanted to stare into her beautiful eyes and just think “wow”, I wanted to take her out to dinner, I wanted to stargaze with her by my side, I wanted to give her a massage after a long day at work, I wanted to dance in the rain with her, I wanted to hold her at night when she got frightened because of a nightmare, I wanted to fall asleep next to her, I wanted to wake up next to her, I wanted to see her do something she loved and watch how she would light up, I wanted to go on deep conversation walks, I wanted to be with her, I just wanted to be in her presence, I wanted to do that cute little run hug thing and then fall on our butts because it’s not a movie, I wanted to show her everything, I wanted to take her to New York City and Paris, I wanted to love her forever, I wanted to wake up every day just feeling so happy because I got to be with my love, I wanted to take her to that place she dreamed about, where we could love each other endlessly, where we could be ourselves without worries, where we would shiver from closeness, where nothing would stand in our way, where it would be every thing that she dreamed of and so much more, I want to take her there and be with her. I wanted to fall asleep listening to her voice, I wanted to show up at her work and order breakfast, only paying in change, because I know it annoys the crap out of her, I wanted to look at her, I mean just look at her, take in her beauty, I wanted to know every scar on her body and where it came from, I wanted to give her some of my own clothes, so that she would think of me every time she wore them, I wanted to buy her everything that her little heart desired, I wanted to give my little girl a kiss whenever she was down, I wanted to be a brat whenever she would try to kiss me and turn my head so that she would end up kissing my cheek, then she would get upset and she would make me kiss her, I wanted to tell her all of my useless knowledge, I wanted to tell her all of my stupid thoughts and ideas, I wanted to horribly sing love songs to her, I wanted her to meet my puppy, I wanted to meet her little bunny, I wanted to do all stupid cheesy sappy stuff with her, I wanted to teach her how to play soccer, I wanted to watch the sunset with her, I wanted to wake up early and see the sunrise with her, I wanted to enjoy her favorite month (October) together, I wanted to tackle her into a pile of leaves and then run away from her chasing me trying to tackle me, I wanted to carve a pumpkin with her, I wanted to just sit with her watching the leaves fall, enjoying the silence that we rarely ever have, I wanted to wake up extra early to make her breakfast, I wanted to get all bundled up with her go to the beach and watch the way the waves crash onto the shore, and see how the fall waves differ from the summer time waves, I wanted to catch lightning bugs with her and then let them go because we want them to be free, I wanted to take her to Starbucks and get the cliche seasonal drinks, I wanted to go through a flipping corn maze holding her hand, and I wanted to get lost doing so because we were being such morons, I wanted to watch her kick ass on the court, I wanted to kiss her in the moonlight on a night time fall walk, because I can’t resist kissing my little cutie, I wanted to be with her while the seasons changed and we had to deal with the terrible winters that we get up here, I wanted to play in the snow with her, because we truly are children at heart, I wanted to tackle her into pile of snow and again have to run away from her chasing me, I wanted to catch snow flakes on our tongues, I wanted to have snowball fights with her, I wanted to go ice skating for my first time with her, and you know of course fall on my ass and have her laugh at me, I wanted to go around looking at Christmas lights with her, and a cup of hot chocolate of course, then I wanted to kiss her when the ball drops and we start a New Year, after that I wanted to give her the absolute best birthday and birthday present ever, whatever that would have been, I would have made it happen. I wanted her to be my cheesy valentine I wanted to buy her a teddy bear and all of that stuff, I wanted to take her out on a ton of dates, whether that be dinner, a movie, stargazing, napping, breakfast, watching the sunset, dancing at 4 in the morning, watching the sun rise, cuddling, going to a carnival, or anything really. I wanted to get to know her in a way that I have never known anyone else before, I wanted to know all about her, I wanted to know all of her thoughts, I wanted to know all of her ideas, I wanted to bring her flowers, I wanted to give her everything, I wanted to be there when she gets sick so that I could give her soup and medicine and make sure that she rests and gets better, I wanted to be there when she gets a tummy ache and just needs to relax, I wanted to do all of this and soooooo much more. She will always be my 11:11 wish, my birthday wish, and my wish upon a star. I truly do think that I love her, I can’t say for sure because love never really was my forte. I believe that I am, because if I’m not in love with her, then what the hell does actually falling in love feel like?!?! Like that must be some crazy shit! I mean this is some crazy shit that I’m feeling to begin with soo….

Thank you for reading my “rant”. If anyone is hurting, I’ve heard that it gets better eventually. I feel your pain, we are all hurting together. Try listening to some Halsey she understands pain. Huge thank you to you guys too! Thank you for letting me air out my thoughts, feelings, and pain, it has helped me so much!

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@ask-badlydrawnyoungviktor Of???? Course?????? Hello, gorgeous! Why would I ever deny a picture to someone as amazing as you!!!

Umm… I do want to tell you, though… if you’re really younger me… hang in there? Things will get better. You’re going to meet the most amazing guy, and he’s going to make your life so amazing… so just hold on a little longer, okay?

((Hii!! Viktors in crop tops are my life))

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OMG GUYS
What?What are you doing here? Why are you here? 400+ people! Here! In this silly little blog! Oh, I will never believe in it ahah
Thank you for coming here, thank you for staying here, thank you for appreciate my work! I’m so happy that you have me there! Thanks to my senpaies, thank you to my followers, thank you all!I you very much love! You make my life better! I will continue to try to please you! Thank you!(*´W`*)~♥

I wanted to continue to spread the love this afternoon and no one is better at that than my little guy Loki! 🐶❤ He makes me so happy and he is the epitome of unconditional love. 😄😙💗 I’m so thankful to have him in my life and bring me so much joy. 😁💖🐕 I love you all so much and I hope he makes your day a little brighter too! 🐶😊💞

WHAT’S POPPIN’ FAM?! WE HIT 300 FOLLOWERS SOMEHOW?!?!

   You guys have no idea, at risk of sounding cliche, how much this community & the people in it saved me this year. Some of you have been watching our little trash show since day one with me & have stuck around through many insomnia-induced (and admittedly ridiculous) ooc rants. Some of you have just found me recently. All of you breathe life into the way I portray Cheryl and are so much fun to write with. THANK YOU for making my life better!!

💋 THE BAES™

@pollycooper you are the first person I ever followed, paul. I love you and I’m so proud of you. — Dr Phil
@knittedcrown your writing blows me away & you’re such a great person? I just adore you, jess. thank you.
@steeledwill what can I say to the loml? our ship & your gifs give me life. tumblr would be so dark without you.
@hciressv forever my ronnie!!! I feel like you’ve been around forever! you breathe life into me & cheryl daily.
@joneshead writing with you is just? so fulfilling? I’m in constant awe? Fave AF™ pls let me keep you forever.  
@vanityriotrita you are forever the reggie to my cheryl! our ship, our memes, your PS skills, bless you my dear.
@foodfanatic do you remember that time we met & I was like hey we’re friends forever now? it was true fam.

💋 THE SQUAD

@thirdjcnes & @amillixnvoices & @deathlywails & @doesntfollowrules & @jerkisms & @psychxticrebel &
@vieuxperle & @blvejasmine & @ajugheadjones​ & @novclist & @gingerspect & @fiercefastball & @spellmanx

💋 THE CRUSHES

People I don’t know well or write with, but I totally want to!! (Can you believe this tiny list?) These highkey crushes!
@teenagecasanova & @tapespoken & @jonesiisms & @giingcr & @typesfast & @ofmaniifestos & @perfectblnd & @jellybeanxjones & @writesanovel & @crimsonuproar & @blossvm & @wreckshavoc & @glossedlip

   Catch me having the shortest bias list in the history of the world. If you’re on here you’re q u a l i t y A F ! ! If you’re not following these blogs then idk what you’re doing! If I forgot anyone it’s because my memory is trash & not ‘cause I don’t love you!! Honestly, babes, thanks for putting up with me! xx

i wish i was pt 2 || luke hemmings

It’s been months since you felt heartbreak for the first time since you were young. You hadn’t expected Luke to have torn down walls that you’d worked so hard to build.

But not having him around or calling and texting made a giant void in your life.

Luke is finally starting to feel like himself. You’re still a sore subject and he doesn’t really talk about you, Ashton is the only one truly aware of what happened and he’d kept that between the two of them.

But he had to admit he had a you shaped hole in his life.

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pretty-little-zaynie  asked:

Family Ziam so fluffy and stuff but still with bottom Zayn smut . Do I ever make any sense 😂 thanks guys I've you so much!

don’t worry i got u

Habits Of The Heart 

Domesticity (series)

Mayra, Mine

what it takes

The Domestic Life of Zayn and Liam after One Direction (series)

Better than Words

It Isn’t Easy Being Two 

Pictures of you, Pictures of Us, Pictures for always, Pictures of Love.

with every last breath, i feel you on my skin

Shockwave Pt.2

I have to start off by saying that had this been the actual series finale I would be rip-shit pissed at the lack of any connection between Sharon and Andy in this episode, and by the fact that Rusty was given three personal scenes as well as all his scenes at the LAPD. Why do we have to see so much more of Rusty than we do of Andy or Provenza? Both G.W and Tony have higher billing than Graham and both Andy and Provenza are far more interesting.

I have already posted my ire over the Gusty scenes in this episode so I will not rehash it…much. But suffice it to say, it pretty much sucked that in an episode that might have been the last time we got to spend time with these characters there were no personal connections, other than Rusty and Gus. Hard to believe this would have been the shows finale and the main couple didn’t have any moving or touching moments. 

1. Chaos after the bomb goes off-I cut the writers some slack last week when we had a dumbfounded reaction from Andy because the guy was in shock. However, as the scene continued, I would have thought we might have gotten some kind of reaction. Even just Andy saying under his breath “Come on Sharon, where are you?” Something to show us that his gut is clenching with the realization that he might have lost the woman he loves. At least we did get the tiniest slump of relief when he saw and heard that everyone was okay.

2. Lack of any kind of emotion or relief between Sharon and Andy-Back at the LAPD there are Sharon and Andy questioning the sisters without  having had any kind of connection between the two since the bombing. No one is expecting some big soap opera hug and tears, but a simple, “thank God you’re all right” from Andy, or Sharon walking off the elevator to see Andy standing there and giving him a reassuring smile and saying “I’m okay, really”. You know SOMETHING to show us that this is a couple who love each other and are worried about each other. It doesn’t have to be huge or overblown, sometimes simple is best. But we don’t even get that.

3. Winnie-  Interesting. Guess Pope heard about what was going on with Winnie and no longer trusted her, making Fritz switch places with her. What a difference watching Fritz and Sharon working respectfully together, banging ideas off each other and listening and absorbing everything the team was throwing at them. They were all working together as one while when Winnie was around it was a completely adversarial interaction, with Winnie working against them rather than with them. I think it is pretty apparent why she didn’t get the job.

4. Andy has learned how to work it to get what he wants- Way back when, Andy would have gone to Sharon and demanded to be allowed back in the field. Now he is taking it slow, going up the chain of command. Provenza is his immediate supervisor so he talks to him first. Not to mention, who is going to be easier to convince, Provenza or Sharon who is not only worried about him as a member of her team but as the man she loves? Once he convinces Provenza, the two of them can offer a stronger case to Sharon.

3. Gusty scene 1-This is a side of Gus that is really quite unattractive. Rusty was trying to be reasonable–hard to believe I‘m actually defending Rusty. Gus‘s  attitude of, because of you I’m not going to take the job, thanks a lot for ruining my life and making me stay here in my pathetic little job. I’ll make sure to remind you of everything you made me give up every day of your selfish life, is just so petty and unbecoming. Then telling Rusty he better get accepted to a law school in LA because if Rusty wants to stay in LA they are going to STAY in LA. WTF. Who the hell does he think he is? If any guy came at me with that, I’d kick him right to the curb. He has no right to tell Rusty where he can and cannot go to school. Honestly, I would look at that kind of controlling behavior as a red flag warning.

4.Sharon-Sharon always looks gorgeous, but she looked extra beautiful tonight. Her hair and make up were perfect and she was back to wearing fitted clothing again. No more baggy jackets.

5. The middle half hour-For what they thought was going to be a series finale, there was sure a lot of boring questioning going on for a long time. You would think if this was going to be it there would have been a lot more character interaction with it being the last time they would all be together.

6. “You found someone you can’t buy.”  “Well you’d know more about that”–Aiden Reed is a prick and Gus is a prick for having discussed something that is so personal to Rusty with him. Sounds like Gus is pretty passive- aggressive, not saying anything to Rusty but whining and complaining to Aiden. I am not saying that Rusty isn’t selfish or that he isn’t needy or insecure at times, but just how is it being needy and childish to want to continue with his education and his internship before heading off to law school. This wasn’t about Rusty telling Gus he couldn’t go to Napa it was about Rusty saying he wasn’t ready to drop everything to go off to Napa with him. It was a mature, grown up decision.

7. Andy going after the killer-It was nice to get to see Andy have this moment. He didn’t just go off like some kind of vigilante. He did it the right way, making sure he had back up. Poor guy though, there he stood looking down on another bomb going off on Sharon. Love the way he smacked the killer on the side of the head with his gun in fury over what he had done but that he was also able to restrain himself from shooting him, though I loved his “I should have shot you.”

So why did Andy call Provenza, not Sharon? As some have said, he knew Ortiz was on the phone with Sharon so he would not be able to reach her. At least he did urgently ask about her. It was so cute how Provenza had his arm protectively over Sharon. I’ve always seen him as a sort of father figure or big brother to her and the way he handed the phone right to her after Andy asked about her. He knew Andy would need to hear for himself that she was okay. And of course, after all that happened she was more worried about him, “Andy what you are doing over there” LOL.  

8. The Break Up-I’m glad Rusty told Gus he should go to Napa, though I don’t remember him ever saying Gus couldn’t go to Napa, Gus just decided not to go because Rusty said he wouldn’t go. As much of a jerk as Aiden was, Rusty was able to see through him just how unhappy Gus is in their relationship and how much he’d been hiding from Rusty. And Rusty obviously has not been very happy either. It sucks to be living with constant worry and jealousy when you don’t trust your partner–and now we can see that Rusty had real reason to be worried. As much as I liked Gus in the beginning I think the break up was a good idea. Neither is happy.

9. Commander Raydor! –The one really good scene in the whole episode. What a great moment. Mary played the hell of it. Her “Oh no” look at Fritz and her reluctance to follow him down the hall to the Asst. Chief’s office–so afraid she had gotten the job. Then her sheer delight and relief at finding out that Leo Mason got it and she was going to be able to keep the job she loves without any interference from Winnie Davis.  Then when Mason calls her commander and gives her the stars, oh my, the tears welling in her eyes, the disbelief. She had been promised that title so long ago and to keep from being bitter about it she’d had to completely let go of the idea, so when it did happen it was a complete shock. I think Pope knows Sharon should have been made a commander a long time ago, and she was probably the one that should have been named Asst. Chief except that Mason is a commander while she is a captain so it would be strange to promote her over him. Also, I think Sharon was probably honest about being really happy in MC. Not to mention I think Sharon kind of scares Pope. She is smarter than he is and she does not back down to him. And she also sees him for who he really is. Therefore, he gets Mason as Asst. Chief and he does the right thing by Sharon finally making her a commander. And we get to be done with Winnie Davis.

So, about this possibly having been the final episode— Duff said they had to change the ending when they heard they were renewed, so what did they change? I have a feeling that had they not been renewed Sharon would have been made Asst. Chief and Rusty might have gone off to Napa with Gus. I do wish he had gone off to Napa, then we could come back next season and focus on the interesting characters and Andy and Sharon might be given the chance to have a few conversations and romantic moments without being interrupted.

anonymous asked:

you have been a huge impact on my life. i can't explain the difference in my health since watching your videos. i don't know how to thank you. this is just not a little help you have practically saved my fucking life. i see so much of myself in with you. your presence on my screen has meant the world to me. you have changed me for the better. i sooo wish i could speak to you! thank u so much from the bottom of my heart freya. ily and thank you ❤️ xoxo

This message. I’m speechless. Thanku so much I never thought I’d be able to make this much of a difference- you guys make everything worthwhile I wish u all the love !

400 followers! ( now more *o*)

Thank you so much to all of you!

To the best friends I have here and to the ones who made me suffer because yea, I am who I am because suffering it’s an experience n-n You always make me smile when you tag me or reply to my things/shitty edits and al, you always make me distract with RP life, you always make me feel special with the music you share with me, cause I love music as much as I love all of you. Yea, I love everybody here even if you hate me :B 

Thanks for everything guys, means a lot to me to stay here when real life gets a little more difficult. Thanks to the new friends and to the old ones. 

Now I’m back for 5 months or so, and I have 400 followers already…my old blog had 500 but after an year, so things are getting better and I still believe there are some good peaple in this world. :)

anonymous asked:

I just wanna say thank you for answering our questions!! You're so nice and I've felt a lot less lonely since I've started following this blog. ((Really, thank you! Life's been a whirlwind of lonely awful sad times, but this blog has helped my mood so much!!)

Hey, it’s no problem! I love spending time talkin’ with you guys! I’m real glad I can help you feel a little bit better! I’m always here for you!

[[ Oh my sweet friend!! You don’t have to thank me for this! This blog is tons of fun for me to run – And knowing that it’s helping you, makes it even better! Like I said in character, I’m always here for you! <333 ]]

The very few people who actually notice my art and not just the already popular posts I reblog (aka: the awesome people who make my life a little better)

@kinslee-the-normal-human
@officialrocketjumper
@sonicshrike
@durandisca
@no1fan15
@mathtsundere
@knuxmanic

Honestly…
Thank you.
It really sucks when I work on a thing for like 3 hours and I only get 1 - 7 notes…
But… Those 1 - 7 notes from you guys are nice ones.

I wish more people noticed my stuff
But… Thank you for noticing me, and interacting with my art posts.
All of you are great.
Have a nice day/night.

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so needless to say TATINOF WAS INCREDIBLE. every aspect about the show was so well put together and scripted very well! also THE MEET AND GREET. OH MY GOD. THEY WERE SO SWEET. im gonna try to recall what happened:

me: hiiiieeee!!!
d+p: hello
*hugs dan first*
*dan is kinda sweaty but honestly he was so warm and squishy so who cares*
*hugs phil who was surprisingly kinda muscular*
dan: do you want us to sign something?
me: yes! its my friends birthday today *d+p’s faces lit up when i said this* and she’s actually here tonight and she really wanted to meet you guys but she wasnt able to, so could you sign this?
dan: *smiles at me then back at the card* aww how lovely
phil: thats so sweet of you!
me: *dies inside and out*
dan: would you like us to take a picture?
me: yes but one quick question
d+p: sure
me: have you listened to death of a bachelor yet?
dan: yes
phil: no
me: *full on j talking to dan* whats your favorite song?
dan: *places his fingers on his chin as if he were thinking and looks up like a nerd* hmm, i-is it possible to have a favorite song off that album?
me: ikr
dan: whats you favorite song?
me: *in shock bc daniel james howell just asked me what my favorite song was* probably house of memories
phil: oh yeah
dan: oh yeah thats a good song, that’s everyone favorite on tumblr
dan: id have to say the singles because of the music videos, like death of a bachelor is really good
me: yeah i love death of a bachelor. oh, and the dont threaten me with a good time music video?
dan: *laughs nervously* oh yeah uh hehe uh.. disturbing– oKaY would you like to take a picture?
me: *laughs* yeah can we hold hands?
d+p: of course!!
dan: just let me take the picture with my freakishly long arms
me: no theyre not *regrets immediately bc i felt like the way i said it was rude but i was trying to make him feel better*
me: thank you guys so much!!
dan: nice to meet you!
me: phil please dont fall!!
phil: *laughs* ill try not to!

and that was it, besides getting the group picture with @fireflyphil. they we super down to earth and friendly and SO LOVELY :))

without spoiling too much, tatinof was one of the best nights of my life. if you have the chance to go, do it. if you ARE going, you guys are gonna be surprised, excited, and your little hearts will sing with all of the references, comedy, and just general adorableness from dan and phil ! @tatinofusatour

so in attempts to possibly procrastinate a little more, I’ve decided that I wanted to make a little post to thank all the people in my life that have kept me grounded and that love me for all my mascot switching, big idea ways. you guys are my rocks and I really, really, really value and appreciate you for everything that you do. I don’t know how sappy this could get but I’ll just leave it at you guys are my best friends and I adore you v, v, v much. @noxwrites @xvrwxrld @whistlc @sebaekhelps @97srph 

200 FOLLOWERS!!!

Thank you. Thank you SO MUCH to each and every one of you for tolerating my messy, multi-fandom reblogs on your dash and just being the best people ever!? This blog is still growing and where I started off with 2 followers, who were originally my friends in real life and to see it be multiplied by a hundred and have all you lovely people just notice this little piece of my heart means more than enough for me. I don’t thank you or let know enough how much I appreciate and love each and everyone of you from the bottom of my heart. This blog is somewhere I never expected it to be, I never expected my baby to be noticeable-just expected to come here for fan-arts and stuff and I ended up meeting and noticing some of the best people here and have the 2 litle bits of original work I’ve done here actually reach people. You guys make life a little better everyday. I’ll try my best to start posting original content, mainly writings every time I get inspired because you all make it worth it. Sorry this was so long.

XOXO.

P.s I’m always up to meeting new people and this might be far-fetched but if any of you ever wish to talk or just tell me the randomest stuff, never fail to send me an ask or dm me. I promise I’m usually nice xD <33

anonymous asked:

You're one of my favourite blogs. Even if things are hell right now, your followers love you soooo much. This is a bit of a tmi but I have suicidal thoughts and I've had depression for years and whenever I'm stressed/anxious/depressed, I often come to your blog to calm down and it allows me to breathe. You've probably saved me numerous times. Thank you for being apart of the EXO fandom and making us so happy! I love love love you! 💚💜❤️💙

You’re really triggering the waterworks tonight guys! This is the nicest thing anyone has said to me thank you for liking my blog and I’m glad I at least helped you forget about your problems even for a little bit. This fandom has helped me a lot too.Having something I enjoy in my life that doesn’t give me anxiety and I actually look forward to doing has been a huge help. I hope both of us feel better soon I love you so much! If you ever feel stressed,depressed or anxious you can always talk to me about it I’m here for you…

anonymous asked:

wow, that sounds horrible. I'm sorry. is there anything I can do that would help? (@to-find-the-sun)

[ooc: this is posted as an anon ask, without a screen name, even if that’s really awkward to do when it wasn’t sent that way.]

about the babies thing or the gross guys at work? The gross guys, not that I can think of, but thanks for sympathising. The babies thing, there’s not much one individual could do, but every person who supports red rights, who teaches kids and each other that we’re people, who supports meaningful change to make life better for us, they’re doing the little bit they can to help make a world I’d feel better about my kid growing up in.

nadiazollhofer  asked:

I just wanted to say that I love you guys so much and I love this tumblr, it's my way of escape from all the awful "normality" of my everyday life and acquaintances. I love every fic, and anons telling vixen to sit on their face, the riots when you guys change the banner and every little thing I experience here. Thank you for making my life so much better and helping me take the edge off from stress and shit. I appreciate all the work everyone puts here. I'll continue in another ask. 1/2

Having said that, I read a prompt of top trixie maybe fucking katya in drag and I wanted to know if I could recommend a fic from ao3, it’s not here I think but it’s too good not to. It’s called Perestroika, written by campholmes and it’s a trixya where they meet as fellow drag queens, they start dating and we discover that Katya is not only a queen but a trans woman, and the way the dynamics grow and change along with katya’s transition is so beautiful, Everyone needs to read it ASAP. 2/2

I reached my ultimate goal, 10K!

Hello my beautiful friends, I am unbelievably happy to say I finally reached my follower goal of 10,000! I have wanted this for so long and am so grateful to have the opportunity to share my passion of PLL with everyone.

I first want to name a few people that have made these last two years so incredible. I would not be who I am today without their friendship and kind heart and I love this fandom for introducing me to them.

@emisonisforever - Alison, where do I begin? In the beginning of last summer, you quickly became one of the best friends I have ever had. At first, it was a lot of texting, to hours and hours of facetime calls, to FINALLY meeting in person for the first time. After that, it was as if we knew each other forever. We’ve had sleepovers, we’ve partied (lololol never again) and honestly some of my most fun times have been with you. Thank you for always knowing what to say when I’m upset, thank you for understanding and accepting me for who I am. Thank you for making me laugh and listening to my stories. But most of all, thank you for being someone I know I’ll have in my life forever. I am so happy that I got to meet you through this, I would have never known you otherwise and though that scares me, I feel happy because I get to have you as my best friend. Never stop wearing red / pink shirts and facetiming me and telling me all your crazy stories. I love love love you, Ali, no matter what. oh and also, thanks for freaking out about emison with me xo

@debnamkordei - HI LAUREN!! You are such a sweet soul and I could not ask for anyone better to love Ali than you. Thanks for being wonderful and such a good friend, I’m glad we’re getting closer!! Never forget how kind and lovely you are. And remember that I am always here for you! I ALSO AM SO EXCITED TO MEET YOU. PS: we have a snap streak and i am pretty happy about it :)

@queen-alidilaurentis - ADRI! Hello beautiful !! I know we started talking not long ago at all, but I already feel like we’ve gotten really close. You are such a good listener and you have already made me feel better so much just by venting and being able to talk to you. Thank you for talking on the phone with me and facetiming me all the time and always making fun of me. Thanks for saying “lit” after every sentence and always making me smile. Thanks for making me laugh and yelling at me do my homework and just being all around wonderful. I can’t wait to meet you. You’re the best, 15/10

@ewmushysquash - Ayanna, I know we don’t talk as much as we used to but I know that you will always be there for me if I need you and same goes from me to you. You have always seen the best in me and I am so grateful to have met you through this!! Oh and thanks for boosting my confidence and calling me cute all the time, always makin me blush.

@heathersapples - MISHA. You are such an angel and are always making me feel good about myself. Thanks for being such a sweetheart and caring about me. We have known each other for awhile now and I’m so lucky to know you,  ily girl x

@emisonislifeok - KYLA WHAT IS GOOD. We have known each other since this blog started, you were the first person I actually became friends with through this where we would obsess about emison in like season 4 lmao, clearly nothing has changed with us since then. YOU ARE GREAT, OH AND THANK YOU FOR FREAKING OUT ABOUT GMW WITH ME X

@qweensasha - MEGAN BABE. We got along right from the start and I hope you know that I’m always here for you! I’m glad we can freak out about the insane amount of college work we have, glad to have met u. Can’t wait to go hiking x

@emsion - Maddddiiiii. I miss you! I love when you text me randomly to say hi, you are cutie pie, never change.

@emisongray - Gabi !! I’ve been missin you, thank you for always checking up on me and caring about me. We have to catch up soon!

@queerpuff - Lil, I don’t know where to begin. We have been through SO much over the last three years and you were always one of the best things that came from me starting this blog. I am so happy we got to hangout this summer. I wish you nothing but the best.

To the rest of the Group Chat babes: ( @slightly-addicted-to-pll, @liarsplace, @geekholtzmann, @cmonwereteamsparia,  @shaymonemison,  @specter-stilinski,  @endgameequalsemison@emisoniseverywhere ,  @pllish, @adc-kat-shay ) I AM SO HAPPY THAT WE MET. You guys are some of the funniest and sweetest people I’ve met through here and I’m so happy we have each other to vent or freak out about emison or oovoo and sit in silence lmao. I can’t wait for all of us to get closer. Love u guys xx

FOLLOW FOREVER

(To all my favorite blogs, you are all wonderful and brighten my day every time we reblog or message each other. Thanks for being amazing x )

@3facedmirror, @alisonddilaurentis, @alisongaylaurentis, @alithequeenbee, @alisonsemilys, @analyzinga, @annabellisario, @badassmona, @benzburn, @confusedpll, @dailysashapieterse, @dilaurentisfields, @emilyandali, @emisonbitchhh, @emisonblogin, @emisonpains, @ezrafitzgerld, @ezraschickpeas, @fashionofprettylittleliars, @filmgeek593, @fiverosewoodliars, @fuckyeahprettylittleliar, @fuckyeahprettylittleliars, @hannabananasundae, @hannarivers, @how-about-emison, @halspll, @ilykriz @im-lesbean, @immortalitymydxrlings, @jasundilaurentis, , @lucvhale, @lucyily, @majesticserendipity, @manna-vandermarin, @monasvanderballs, @monavanderslayy, @montgomeryshastings, @ofendlesswonder, @pllcloset, @plldarling, @plldailly, @pllrose, @prettylittleanchor13, @prettylittleliarsxxxx, @queenalidilaurentis, @queenashbensontbd, @queenshastings, @redcoatblackveil, @rucasforever3@rosewoodspy, @sashapieterrse, @sashapieterses, @shay-daily, @shaymitchel, @shayspieterse, @spemilypll, @spenccerhastings, @spencerscookies, @spoobs, @theplliars, @troianbellissario, @unlikedly, @vanderyeezus, @welcomebackmona, @wrxnkingston

And to everyone else …

Thank you so much for following me and caring (or pretending to) about what I have to say. This blog has helped me through so much, just being able to talk to you guys, or read what you have to say always makes my day better. I love being able to get to know everyone and have inside jokes and laugh at all the craziness that is the PLL fandom. So thank you so SO much for this 10,000. You are all absolutely wonderful.

(also shoutout to PLL for consuming all of my time for the last two years, thank you to Emison who makes my heart incredibly happy and kind of thank you to Marlene for creating this, when you’re not ruining my life.)

y'all i feel so blessed like whenever i’m not feeling too good about life u guys are just !! right there for me with encouraging words and i just want u guys to know how thankful i am!! ily guys so so much!! whenever i get a sweet little message or some advice it truly does make my day ten times better! so, i just wanted to say thank u and if u guys ever need anyone to talk to as well i’m right here!! 💓💓💓💓💓