thanks for making my life better little guy

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707 is a Magic Number!

Oh boy… this is so crazy. I’ve been hoping to reach this spot for so long. Because of its significance in relation to the game and to my life for that matter. When I learned about MM in late January 2017 I had no idea how much of an influence it would end up having on my life. For better or worse. I’ve made some amazing friends through this fandom and its RP environment, people I wouldn’t otherwise have had any chance of meeting. I love all of you guys and you make my life better in so many ways.

I got into the ship Yooseven by happenstance almost 9 months ago (tomorrow!) together with my amazing RP partner. And it’s because of that RP I started this blog which is named after our personal ship name for the pairing YooshixLucy. We’re working on turning some of our writings into an ongoing fanfic about the two guys. We’ve had so much fun writing it and it has been tears, smiles, laughs and so much fun. Thank you for being part of that <3

I know a lot of blogs have a ton more followers than this little diddy and I’m not oblivious to the fact that most of my followers probably either don’t care about Yooseven or are here for some of my other edits (Would love to get confirmation on it being otherwise XD).

Winner Winner Chicken Dinner!

@internalscreaming101  (such a fitting name, because that’s what I’m doing right now) you were my

707th follower

and luckily you seem to be a Yooseven fan (based on your one like! XD), or you just want MC and Saeran to end up that bad :P Either way, you are my 707th subscriber and that makes you eligible for 1 edit of your choosing.

Disclaimer: Not Yooran (sorry guys, but that’s the one ship I don’t do on here, this is a Yooseven blog) or Choicest (I don’t do this one either) You can PM me about details and we can discuss everything :D

Changes on the blog

Having so many followers and all of a sudden being noticed outside of the main theme (Yooseven) of my blog has brought hecklers on. I’ve decided that for my sake and their sake I’m not going to tolerate it. I don’t mind a sound discussion or people questioning why I call Yooseven canon. Always ready for a friendly discussion. But people who come on and go “No offense but…” then writes something incredibly offensive like  “you’re gross”, “this is bullshit” and “you suck” etc. I’m going to block you without warning. Mystic Messenger and especially Yooseven is my ESCAPE from an otherwise sucky life situation and I don’t really care about snide comments that just come here to trash that.  

Now we’re past the negative, here is some positive I’m currently working on several Masterlists. One for all the events that happen on Tumblr in the MM fandom.

I’ve learned so much by doing these edits ^^ Hopefully I will feel secure enough in my own art soon that I can start posting some of that. But I still have a ton more brewing. My latest one of Saeran and MC, I’ve noticed some people hoping for me doing the other MCs in that one so I will try to do that in time. I got so many ideas I want to do. But here’s a compilation of all my Yooseven edits. This is completely meant as AU and except for the proposal image, it’s not related to my RP (I hope I can get my newest edit done for tomorrow).

Thoughts

Buckle up y'all this is gonna be a lonnggg one.

I know that I truly love her because she hurt me on a whole another level and I still love her. I have a right to be mad at her, but I’m not. I “should be” speaking poorly of her, but I’m not, I only speak positively about her. I could have flipped out on her, but I didn’t, I don’t want to, I see no need to. I could be the most bitter thing towards her, but I’m not, I don’t want to be, I let her go knowing that I love her and I always will, she will always have someone to turn to. I could have left her before she got the chance to leave me, but I didn’t, I gave her the decision, because if it was up to me we would be in each other’s lives forever. I want her to be free, I want her to be happy, I want her to know that she matters, I want her to know she is so dearly loved, I want her to know she is so incredibly unique and special, I want her to know I will always love her, I want her to know that my arms will always be wide open for her, I want her to know that I have yet to find anything that compares to her, I want her to know that she is so valued, I want her to know that there will always be a spark of love in my heart for her, I want her to know that I love all of her, even though I don’t know every single detail of her life, I see who she is because of it, she is strong and beautiful and so gentile and she has been hurt, I can see those parts of her and I love her. I don’t only love her because she is the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen, I loved her because she was raw, she had such spark about certain things, she understood, she listened, she was patient, she had a way with words, she could make me melt in a single sentence, she worked so hard, she made me feel like I mattered to someone, to at least her and that is all I needed in life, she gave purpose to life, she saw the beauty of things and the sad side of things, her mind took a while to learn, but once I got a drift of how it worked I fell in love, she has so much genuine love for her pets, she was true, she was the definition of cuteness, she was such a goofball, she had sass, she changed me, she made me happy, she made me smile, she made me cry, she made me sad. She was the only person I let my walls down for. I gave her my heart and forever I think she will have it, maybe one day it won’t be all of it, but she will always have the majority of it. I wanted to know all of her. I wanted to know her full story of life. I wanted to know why she is the person she is, I wanted to understand her in a way that no one had before, I wanted to be the one for her, I wanted to know all major events of her life, all the little ones too, I wanted to know the little things that she loved, the tiny facts that no one pays attention to, I wanted to truly know her, I wanted to feel her pain and joy, I wanted to know her favorite memories and her least favorite, I wanted to know her favorite thing about herself, I wanted to know her least favorite thing about herself. I wanted her to know I would love her no matter what. I wanted to spoil her, I wanted to take her on dates, I wanted to love her in her best and worst moments, I wanted to take her places, I wanted to finish that game of 20 questions, I wanted to love her through every mood and phase, I wanted to take her to the movies and leave not even knowing what the movie was about, I wanted to hold her hand, I wanted to give her my jacket when she got cold, I wanted to hug her, I wanted to kiss her forehead just because I could, I wanted to stare into her beautiful eyes and just think “wow”, I wanted to take her out to dinner, I wanted to stargaze with her by my side, I wanted to give her a massage after a long day at work, I wanted to dance in the rain with her, I wanted to hold her at night when she got frightened because of a nightmare, I wanted to fall asleep next to her, I wanted to wake up next to her, I wanted to see her do something she loved and watch how she would light up, I wanted to go on deep conversation walks, I wanted to be with her, I just wanted to be in her presence, I wanted to do that cute little run hug thing and then fall on our butts because it’s not a movie, I wanted to show her everything, I wanted to take her to New York City and Paris, I wanted to love her forever, I wanted to wake up every day just feeling so happy because I got to be with my love, I wanted to take her to that place she dreamed about, where we could love each other endlessly, where we could be ourselves without worries, where we would shiver from closeness, where nothing would stand in our way, where it would be every thing that she dreamed of and so much more, I want to take her there and be with her. I wanted to fall asleep listening to her voice, I wanted to show up at her work and order breakfast, only paying in change, because I know it annoys the crap out of her, I wanted to look at her, I mean just look at her, take in her beauty, I wanted to know every scar on her body and where it came from, I wanted to give her some of my own clothes, so that she would think of me every time she wore them, I wanted to buy her everything that her little heart desired, I wanted to give my little girl a kiss whenever she was down, I wanted to be a brat whenever she would try to kiss me and turn my head so that she would end up kissing my cheek, then she would get upset and she would make me kiss her, I wanted to tell her all of my useless knowledge, I wanted to tell her all of my stupid thoughts and ideas, I wanted to horribly sing love songs to her, I wanted her to meet my puppy, I wanted to meet her little bunny, I wanted to do all stupid cheesy sappy stuff with her, I wanted to teach her how to play soccer, I wanted to watch the sunset with her, I wanted to wake up early and see the sunrise with her, I wanted to enjoy her favorite month (October) together, I wanted to tackle her into a pile of leaves and then run away from her chasing me trying to tackle me, I wanted to carve a pumpkin with her, I wanted to just sit with her watching the leaves fall, enjoying the silence that we rarely ever have, I wanted to wake up extra early to make her breakfast, I wanted to get all bundled up with her go to the beach and watch the way the waves crash onto the shore, and see how the fall waves differ from the summer time waves, I wanted to catch lightning bugs with her and then let them go because we want them to be free, I wanted to take her to Starbucks and get the cliche seasonal drinks, I wanted to go through a flipping corn maze holding her hand, and I wanted to get lost doing so because we were being such morons, I wanted to watch her kick ass on the court, I wanted to kiss her in the moonlight on a night time fall walk, because I can’t resist kissing my little cutie, I wanted to be with her while the seasons changed and we had to deal with the terrible winters that we get up here, I wanted to play in the snow with her, because we truly are children at heart, I wanted to tackle her into pile of snow and again have to run away from her chasing me, I wanted to catch snow flakes on our tongues, I wanted to have snowball fights with her, I wanted to go ice skating for my first time with her, and you know of course fall on my ass and have her laugh at me, I wanted to go around looking at Christmas lights with her, and a cup of hot chocolate of course, then I wanted to kiss her when the ball drops and we start a New Year, after that I wanted to give her the absolute best birthday and birthday present ever, whatever that would have been, I would have made it happen. I wanted her to be my cheesy valentine I wanted to buy her a teddy bear and all of that stuff, I wanted to take her out on a ton of dates, whether that be dinner, a movie, stargazing, napping, breakfast, watching the sunset, dancing at 4 in the morning, watching the sun rise, cuddling, going to a carnival, or anything really. I wanted to get to know her in a way that I have never known anyone else before, I wanted to know all about her, I wanted to know all of her thoughts, I wanted to know all of her ideas, I wanted to bring her flowers, I wanted to give her everything, I wanted to be there when she gets sick so that I could give her soup and medicine and make sure that she rests and gets better, I wanted to be there when she gets a tummy ache and just needs to relax, I wanted to do all of this and soooooo much more. She will always be my 11:11 wish, my birthday wish, and my wish upon a star. I truly do think that I love her, I can’t say for sure because love never really was my forte. I believe that I am, because if I’m not in love with her, then what the hell does actually falling in love feel like?!?! Like that must be some crazy shit! I mean this is some crazy shit that I’m feeling to begin with soo….

Thank you for reading my “rant”. If anyone is hurting, I’ve heard that it gets better eventually. I feel your pain, we are all hurting together. Try listening to some Halsey she understands pain. Huge thank you to you guys too! Thank you for letting me air out my thoughts, feelings, and pain, it has helped me so much!

everyone always says “you will meet taylor when you need it most.” everyone says it so often that the people who haven’t met her are tired of it and thinking “how much worse does my life have to get for me to meet her.” i know because i’ve been there… for a really long time. i’ve loved taylor for over 11 years now and was one of those people, i was so convinced i was never going to meet her and she was never going to know who i am or care enough about me to be able to remember me. i had just about given up. the past year or so has been one of the worst of my entire life, i lost every friend i had and was completely alone for my last year of high school, the year that’s supposed to be the most fun. i started college a couple months ago and didn’t make many more friends. i felt so alone, in all aspects. my mental health was already deteriorating prior to all of this, and it clearly did not get much better. taylor’s been the only one to keep me going through things like this for as long as i could remember, and this was no different. she completely saved my life, but i still didn’t think i would ever get to meet her. when i got a DM from taylor nation, i didn’t even think it was real…. i still don’t. it was so unexpected and i don’t even know how it happened or what i did to be chosen, but it made me so happy. when i was at taylor’s i felt so welcomed by her and her family, more so than i have ever felt. i’ve never felt more wanted, needed, and accepted by a group of people like that before, nevermind those circumstances. every time taylor would look at me, i would smile SO big, and then she would smile so big, and it made me so happy. i truly don’t remember a time i’ve ever been happier than i was with her. when i got to meet her, i told her very little about how she’s helped me, (not much because i was nervous and forgot everything) and she told me some things that i will never forget. now that it’s all over, life is still the way it was before, but i can continue to repeat the words that taylor said to me in my head to make myself feel a little better, and i truly don’t know where i would be or what i would be doing if i didn’t have that. i promise you guys, you really will meet her when you need it most. and to taylor, thank you for saving me. i wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for you. thank you for being my only constant source of happiness for forever. i miss you so much and hopefully we can reunite soon. i love you more than anything and i promise i always will. @taylorswift

Guys I don’t even know what to say!
I never imagined this kind of reaction from people who look at my art. I’ve always kept my crazy ideas to myself because I didn’t think people would want to see it because they are stupid ideas but I’ve gotten the complete opposite reaction! I can’t thank you luvs enough, you guys have really helped this artist come out of her shell and be more confident in her art skills.

I’ve always had friends who were so much better than me all my life and I was always comparing myself to them, thinking my art would never be good enough. All your wonderful reblogs, likes and comments have given me the confidence I’ve needed to believe in myself again. I love you all and all you do for me, I hope I am able to make you smile at least a little bit with my drawings! I am truly blessed to have such great followers like you luvs!

*hugs every single one of you* THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!!!

Thin Walls

Characters: Reader, Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki (no pairing)

Word Count: 1,164

Warnings: the reader feeling bad about not going somewhere with her life, crying in the shower, Jensen and Jared being sweethearts. 

Summary: You are an adult woman with no kids, a job you hate, and living with roommates. Aren’t you supposed to be doing something more with your life? Jensen and Jared make you realize that you’re not different from them. 

Beta: none since I’m a lil shit and didn’t send this one to her. 

Author’s Note: Wanna be a Queen, all you have to do is ask! If you loved it, tell me why! If you hated it, tell me what I can do better!

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Originally posted by milanavsh

You were glad that your roommates weren’t home right now. You didn’t like to be seen as weak but you didn’t know how much more of this you could take. You rushed into your apartment, running to the only bathroom before closing it, not bothering to lock it since no was home.

You wanted to take a long ass shower, using all the hot water, not caring what Jared or Jensen had to say about it. You stripped quickly, turning on the shower ad getting inside. Immediately, you could feel your muscles begin to unwind at the first contact of the hot water.

You didn’t really want to take a shower to get clean. You didn’t want to take a bath since the water wouldn’t be on and if you were to start crying, someone would definitely hear you. So, you hoped the sound of the shower would drown out your cries.

You slid down the tile wall, sitting in the shower as the water fell on your body. Tears started welling up in your eyes and you couldn’t help it as they fell, mixing with the tap water. You let out a sob, bringing your knees to your chest.

You knew you were overreacting but you didn’t know what to do anymore.

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@ask-badlydrawnyoungviktor Of???? Course?????? Hello, gorgeous! Why would I ever deny a picture to someone as amazing as you!!!

Umm… I do want to tell you, though… if you’re really younger me… hang in there? Things will get better. You’re going to meet the most amazing guy, and he’s going to make your life so amazing… so just hold on a little longer, okay?

((Hii!! Viktors in crop tops are my life))

D&D with the squad

• Minotaur bros
• DM: “I regret this already.”
• The siren running laps in the sewers
• FIND THE KITTY!
• “That apple vendor was a fuckin witch dude.”
• “The vendor struggles to lift the hammer.” “Cool, I’m just gonna grab it like it’s weightless.”
• Siren: “I crawl out of the well.” DM: “There was a child making a wish that he could get a gitlfriend. You crawl out like the grudge and scar him for life.”
• Pop-up add+neo=Snakeoil sails man
• “DID YOU JUST POISON APPLE THE CHILD?”
• angrily “I’ll solve your rat problem for a beer.”
• *takes out dragonbone club* “I’ll make a perception check to figure out how solid the support columns are in this basement.”
• Birdman killed by rats. He gets better though.
• “Thank god you didn’t murder that little boy.”
• “I’ll ask someon-” *whole party* “NO!”
• “Don’t do the apples today, no beauno.”
• “This guy is supposed to be my informant and I can’t even remember his name. He was basically family….”
• “I lay awake all night, worried about that cat.”

I wanted to continue to spread the love this afternoon and no one is better at that than my little guy Loki! 🐶❤ He makes me so happy and he is the epitome of unconditional love. 😄😙💗 I’m so thankful to have him in my life and bring me so much joy. 😁💖🐕 I love you all so much and I hope he makes your day a little brighter too! 🐶😊💞

pretty-little-zaynie  asked:

Family Ziam so fluffy and stuff but still with bottom Zayn smut . Do I ever make any sense 😂 thanks guys I've you so much!

don’t worry i got u

Habits Of The Heart 

Domesticity (series)

Mayra, Mine

what it takes

The Domestic Life of Zayn and Liam after One Direction (series)

Better than Words

It Isn’t Easy Being Two 

Pictures of you, Pictures of Us, Pictures for always, Pictures of Love.

with every last breath, i feel you on my skin

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OMG GUYS
What?What are you doing here? Why are you here? 400+ people! Here! In this silly little blog! Oh, I will never believe in it ahah
Thank you for coming here, thank you for staying here, thank you for appreciate my work! I’m so happy that you have me there! Thanks to my senpaies, thank you to my followers, thank you all!I you very much love! You make my life better! I will continue to try to please you! Thank you!(*´W`*)~♥

Tmi I am on the toilet at work rn and I am Dutch so I don’t celebrate thanksgiving and I kinda hate what it stands for but either way I quickly wanted to thank y'all for making my life so much fucking better in less then like 9 months, this is to every follower but especially to my bubbas:

@rivela @supervillainclub @nvwanda @theprestigious0ne @theworldiscolorful @tozawas @botchedmove @gabbi-writes-n-stuff @hardyacarrest @kevsteens @kidvoodoo @castielscamander @baleesi @nerdy-cinnaqueen @thedeboniardevistation

And some other guys that I follow that I know irl or who are non wrestling that I do follow, I love you guys just as much:

@nixarchive @ivankakok @little-devil-407

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3 new pacis and 3 new paci clips (not all photographed) !!!!!!!!!

I could cry 😭😭😭😭

Sorry I haven’t been super responsive these past few days. I’ve been having a super duper rough time with my depression and anxiety and home stuff but I’m gonna try to make some stuff and feel better!!!

I love you guys so much and appreciate all the stuff you send me, and will post it all and maybe if I could draw you guys a picture or write a letter or something to show my thanks? It means more than words could ever say to me…

Being little saved my life and the opportunities to make this tumblr and connect with all of you has been worth all the rocky moments ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

I consider you all my friends and all very important to me and I hope I can be the same to you.

Thank you @mycosmicbackyard for being so awesome and so supportive and such a kind friend! I wish you all the best with your amazing writing and your little mini-yous!!

Severus and Stevie both reeeeally wanted to be in the picture so !!!!!

👑 NO NSFW REBLOGS ❤ NO HATE ❤ Wishlist 👑

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I wish you could see it from this view,
‘cause everything around you is a little bit brighter from your love,
Life is just so much better from your love.

(x)

hello friends & happy tuesday! 💙

I literally just got back from a 4 day vacation with some family in Kauai. it was a nice little getaway from home. I had time to focus on myself and give myself space from everything including school, work and basically everyone. I went shopping and got new earrings plus a bathing suit which I am wearing in the above photo. SO I’M FEELING PRETTY FUCKING GREAT.

so technically it’s still monday here in hawaii but I’m gonna be super busy tomorrow and decided to post my “tuesday selfie” now. although I can’t stop thinking of all that has recently happened in my life, I still have to look at the brighter side of things and all the little things that make me happy. if you are going through a rough patch in life, I truly hope you can do the same as me. I will always make time to talk to you guys if you ever need/want to talk. y'all honestly make me feel so much better and I could never thank you enough, having friends like you guys makes me so happy. hope everyone has a good day and stays safe! I love each and every single one of you! 😇

i wish i was pt 2 || luke hemmings

It’s been months since you felt heartbreak for the first time since you were young. You hadn’t expected Luke to have torn down walls that you’d worked so hard to build.

But not having him around or calling and texting made a giant void in your life.

Luke is finally starting to feel like himself. You’re still a sore subject and he doesn’t really talk about you, Ashton is the only one truly aware of what happened and he’d kept that between the two of them.

But he had to admit he had a you shaped hole in his life.

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Okay, I need to get my glasses checked because this is the second time I misread a request and used the wrong ship. We need to do the pokemon thing where we give ship names ____shipping instead of just smushing two characters’ names together.

Lawless was working as a server part time when he came across Mahiru. The ballroom was booked for a school dance so Lawless guessed that was the reason he was there. But he had a sad expression and he was standing alone against the wall. Lawless set down his tray and walked to him. Mahiru’s gaze stayed on the ground so he didn’t notice him approach until he leaned into his line of vision.

“Hey kid, what’s with that expression? Highschool is supposed to be the best time of your life so why aren’t you out there dancing and having fun?” Lawless asked and Mahiru jumped a little because of his sudden appearance. Lawless was the last person he expected to see but he was happy to see a family face. “Where’s Kuro? It’s rare to see you two apart.”

“I told him to stay home. You know how Kuro is with these kinds of events and I didn’t want him to feel like a third wheel at my school’s dance. Now, I wish I brought him so I had someone to talk to.” Mahiru glanced at his friends dancing with their dates and sighed. He told them to have fun with their dates because he didn’t want to ruin their night. He expected to spend the entire night alone so he was glad to see Lawless but he had to ask. “Are you working right now? You don’t have to keep me company if you are.”

“My shift is almost over so don’t worry about me.” Lawless lied because he knew that Mahiru would insist on him returning to his work if he told him the truth. “My uniform helps me blend in so my boss won’t even notice me slacking off. I clean up well, don’t I? You look pretty good too. Are you trying to impress a girl or something?”

Lawless teased him good-naturedly but then he saw Mahiru frown. “I had a date but I kinda got stood up. Apparently, she got back with her ex this morning. I just wished that she didn’t wait until right before the dance to tell me so I could’ve made plans with my friends instead of having to stand here like a loner.”

“Wait, what? Some lucky girl bagged a date with you and then stood you up? Either she’s crazy or— Okay, I can’t think of an ‘or’. That girl is just plain crazy and doesn’t know what she passed up.” Lawless clicked his tongue. Mahiru knew that he was most likely being nice to cheer him up but his words still made him smile a little.

Mahiru was surprised when Lawless stood in front of him and bowed slightly. There was a mischievous gleam in his red eyes as he held out his hand to him. “If she’s here, how about we show her what she’s missing out on? Can I have this dance? I promise I won’t step on your toes.”

“You really don’t need to do this.” Mahiru said as he gently placed his hand in Lawless’s. He squeezed it lightly before he pulled Mahiru forward. He wasn’t expecting him to and stumbled forward into his chest. Lawless didn’t seem to mind as he grinned down at him. In one smooth movement, he wrapped his arm around Mahiru’s waist and guided him onto the dancefloor.

A slow song began to play as they turned to face each other in the middle of the ballroom. While there was a shy blush on Mahiru’s cheeks, Lawless appeared confident. He took his hand and placed it onto his shoulder. Then he placed his hand on his waist and guided him through the steps. As they danced, Lawless noticed how perfectly Mahiru fit in his arms.

“You’re a pretty good dancer.” Mahiru complimented as he smiled up at him and Lawless returned it. Despite how confident he appeared, Lawless had butterflies in his stomach. He was being honest when he said that the girl was crazy for standing Mahiru up. He was attractive and his heart was even more beautiful. Lawless lived long enough to know how rare and special someone like Mahiru was. Throughout his life, he only seen a couple people who shined as brightly as he did.

“I had centuries of practise but you’re one of my favourites partner.” Lawless took a risk and leaned closer to him. He was a little surprised when Mahiru took his hands from his shoulders and wrapped his arms around his neck.

“Even if you’re just saying that to make me feel better, thank you. You saved my first school dance so I’m glad I ran into you tonight. You’re a great guy, Lawless.” His brown eyes softened with affection as he thanked him. Lawless wondered how he would react if he knew that he wasn’t as great as he said he was. He was the Servamp of Greed. A small part of his motivation was for Mahiru’s sake but the rest was selfish.

Lawless just wanted to dance with Mahiru and see him smile.

“Hey, you, get back to work!” The moment was broken by his boss’s scream and Lawless groaned. At the same time, Mahiru’s friend called for him. They both gave each other a rueful smile and Mahiru pulled away from him. Lawless frowned and found that he missed having him in his arms more than he thought he would.

Mahiru started to leave but then he turned and faced Lawless again. He stood on his toes to kiss his cheek. “Thanks again, Lawless. Next time, when you’re not working, lets dance an entire song.”

Still don’t know how I got LawHiru from LichtHiru. Just realize this as I went to post this. Sorry to the person who made the request that your req might come out a little later.

Shockwave Pt.2

I have to start off by saying that had this been the actual series finale I would be rip-shit pissed at the lack of any connection between Sharon and Andy in this episode, and by the fact that Rusty was given three personal scenes as well as all his scenes at the LAPD. Why do we have to see so much more of Rusty than we do of Andy or Provenza? Both G.W and Tony have higher billing than Graham and both Andy and Provenza are far more interesting.

I have already posted my ire over the Gusty scenes in this episode so I will not rehash it…much. But suffice it to say, it pretty much sucked that in an episode that might have been the last time we got to spend time with these characters there were no personal connections, other than Rusty and Gus. Hard to believe this would have been the shows finale and the main couple didn’t have any moving or touching moments. 

1. Chaos after the bomb goes off-I cut the writers some slack last week when we had a dumbfounded reaction from Andy because the guy was in shock. However, as the scene continued, I would have thought we might have gotten some kind of reaction. Even just Andy saying under his breath “Come on Sharon, where are you?” Something to show us that his gut is clenching with the realization that he might have lost the woman he loves. At least we did get the tiniest slump of relief when he saw and heard that everyone was okay.

2. Lack of any kind of emotion or relief between Sharon and Andy-Back at the LAPD there are Sharon and Andy questioning the sisters without  having had any kind of connection between the two since the bombing. No one is expecting some big soap opera hug and tears, but a simple, “thank God you’re all right” from Andy, or Sharon walking off the elevator to see Andy standing there and giving him a reassuring smile and saying “I’m okay, really”. You know SOMETHING to show us that this is a couple who love each other and are worried about each other. It doesn’t have to be huge or overblown, sometimes simple is best. But we don’t even get that.

3. Winnie-  Interesting. Guess Pope heard about what was going on with Winnie and no longer trusted her, making Fritz switch places with her. What a difference watching Fritz and Sharon working respectfully together, banging ideas off each other and listening and absorbing everything the team was throwing at them. They were all working together as one while when Winnie was around it was a completely adversarial interaction, with Winnie working against them rather than with them. I think it is pretty apparent why she didn’t get the job.

4. Andy has learned how to work it to get what he wants- Way back when, Andy would have gone to Sharon and demanded to be allowed back in the field. Now he is taking it slow, going up the chain of command. Provenza is his immediate supervisor so he talks to him first. Not to mention, who is going to be easier to convince, Provenza or Sharon who is not only worried about him as a member of her team but as the man she loves? Once he convinces Provenza, the two of them can offer a stronger case to Sharon.

3. Gusty scene 1-This is a side of Gus that is really quite unattractive. Rusty was trying to be reasonable–hard to believe I‘m actually defending Rusty. Gus‘s  attitude of, because of you I’m not going to take the job, thanks a lot for ruining my life and making me stay here in my pathetic little job. I’ll make sure to remind you of everything you made me give up every day of your selfish life, is just so petty and unbecoming. Then telling Rusty he better get accepted to a law school in LA because if Rusty wants to stay in LA they are going to STAY in LA. WTF. Who the hell does he think he is? If any guy came at me with that, I’d kick him right to the curb. He has no right to tell Rusty where he can and cannot go to school. Honestly, I would look at that kind of controlling behavior as a red flag warning.

4.Sharon-Sharon always looks gorgeous, but she looked extra beautiful tonight. Her hair and make up were perfect and she was back to wearing fitted clothing again. No more baggy jackets.

5. The middle half hour-For what they thought was going to be a series finale, there was sure a lot of boring questioning going on for a long time. You would think if this was going to be it there would have been a lot more character interaction with it being the last time they would all be together.

6. “You found someone you can’t buy.”  “Well you’d know more about that”–Aiden Reed is a prick and Gus is a prick for having discussed something that is so personal to Rusty with him. Sounds like Gus is pretty passive- aggressive, not saying anything to Rusty but whining and complaining to Aiden. I am not saying that Rusty isn’t selfish or that he isn’t needy or insecure at times, but just how is it being needy and childish to want to continue with his education and his internship before heading off to law school. This wasn’t about Rusty telling Gus he couldn’t go to Napa it was about Rusty saying he wasn’t ready to drop everything to go off to Napa with him. It was a mature, grown up decision.

7. Andy going after the killer-It was nice to get to see Andy have this moment. He didn’t just go off like some kind of vigilante. He did it the right way, making sure he had back up. Poor guy though, there he stood looking down on another bomb going off on Sharon. Love the way he smacked the killer on the side of the head with his gun in fury over what he had done but that he was also able to restrain himself from shooting him, though I loved his “I should have shot you.”

So why did Andy call Provenza, not Sharon? As some have said, he knew Ortiz was on the phone with Sharon so he would not be able to reach her. At least he did urgently ask about her. It was so cute how Provenza had his arm protectively over Sharon. I’ve always seen him as a sort of father figure or big brother to her and the way he handed the phone right to her after Andy asked about her. He knew Andy would need to hear for himself that she was okay. And of course, after all that happened she was more worried about him, “Andy what you are doing over there” LOL.  

8. The Break Up-I’m glad Rusty told Gus he should go to Napa, though I don’t remember him ever saying Gus couldn’t go to Napa, Gus just decided not to go because Rusty said he wouldn’t go. As much of a jerk as Aiden was, Rusty was able to see through him just how unhappy Gus is in their relationship and how much he’d been hiding from Rusty. And Rusty obviously has not been very happy either. It sucks to be living with constant worry and jealousy when you don’t trust your partner–and now we can see that Rusty had real reason to be worried. As much as I liked Gus in the beginning I think the break up was a good idea. Neither is happy.

9. Commander Raydor! –The one really good scene in the whole episode. What a great moment. Mary played the hell of it. Her “Oh no” look at Fritz and her reluctance to follow him down the hall to the Asst. Chief’s office–so afraid she had gotten the job. Then her sheer delight and relief at finding out that Leo Mason got it and she was going to be able to keep the job she loves without any interference from Winnie Davis.  Then when Mason calls her commander and gives her the stars, oh my, the tears welling in her eyes, the disbelief. She had been promised that title so long ago and to keep from being bitter about it she’d had to completely let go of the idea, so when it did happen it was a complete shock. I think Pope knows Sharon should have been made a commander a long time ago, and she was probably the one that should have been named Asst. Chief except that Mason is a commander while she is a captain so it would be strange to promote her over him. Also, I think Sharon was probably honest about being really happy in MC. Not to mention I think Sharon kind of scares Pope. She is smarter than he is and she does not back down to him. And she also sees him for who he really is. Therefore, he gets Mason as Asst. Chief and he does the right thing by Sharon finally making her a commander. And we get to be done with Winnie Davis.

So, about this possibly having been the final episode— Duff said they had to change the ending when they heard they were renewed, so what did they change? I have a feeling that had they not been renewed Sharon would have been made Asst. Chief and Rusty might have gone off to Napa with Gus. I do wish he had gone off to Napa, then we could come back next season and focus on the interesting characters and Andy and Sharon might be given the chance to have a few conversations and romantic moments without being interrupted.

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so needless to say TATINOF WAS INCREDIBLE. every aspect about the show was so well put together and scripted very well! also THE MEET AND GREET. OH MY GOD. THEY WERE SO SWEET. im gonna try to recall what happened:

me: hiiiieeee!!!
d+p: hello
*hugs dan first*
*dan is kinda sweaty but honestly he was so warm and squishy so who cares*
*hugs phil who was surprisingly kinda muscular*
dan: do you want us to sign something?
me: yes! its my friends birthday today *d+p’s faces lit up when i said this* and she’s actually here tonight and she really wanted to meet you guys but she wasnt able to, so could you sign this?
dan: *smiles at me then back at the card* aww how lovely
phil: thats so sweet of you!
me: *dies inside and out*
dan: would you like us to take a picture?
me: yes but one quick question
d+p: sure
me: have you listened to death of a bachelor yet?
dan: yes
phil: no
me: *full on j talking to dan* whats your favorite song?
dan: *places his fingers on his chin as if he were thinking and looks up like a nerd* hmm, i-is it possible to have a favorite song off that album?
me: ikr
dan: whats you favorite song?
me: *in shock bc daniel james howell just asked me what my favorite song was* probably house of memories
phil: oh yeah
dan: oh yeah thats a good song, that’s everyone favorite on tumblr
dan: id have to say the singles because of the music videos, like death of a bachelor is really good
me: yeah i love death of a bachelor. oh, and the dont threaten me with a good time music video?
dan: *laughs nervously* oh yeah uh hehe uh.. disturbing– oKaY would you like to take a picture?
me: *laughs* yeah can we hold hands?
d+p: of course!!
dan: just let me take the picture with my freakishly long arms
me: no theyre not *regrets immediately bc i felt like the way i said it was rude but i was trying to make him feel better*
me: thank you guys so much!!
dan: nice to meet you!
me: phil please dont fall!!
phil: *laughs* ill try not to!

and that was it, besides getting the group picture with @fireflyphil. they we super down to earth and friendly and SO LOVELY :))

without spoiling too much, tatinof was one of the best nights of my life. if you have the chance to go, do it. if you ARE going, you guys are gonna be surprised, excited, and your little hearts will sing with all of the references, comedy, and just general adorableness from dan and phil ! @tatinofusatour

Hi! I love your blog, could I get a BTS ship please? I love reading, writing and taking care of my friends. I am a very innocent person and also very bubbly. Many of my friends call me ‘cute’ and it’s very hard for me to get mad at anyone. Anytime I get the chance I will happily sing or dance, even if I make a little fool of myself. I’m fiercely loyal and will give someone the shirt off my back to help them. Thank you so much!!! ❤❤❤

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Park Jimin!!!

- y’all I can just totally picture you guys just having really calming days cuddled up just reading real nice books to each other

- he’s said before that he’s had trouble writing lyrics so you’d probably be able to help him!!! Or at least just write together haha

- you better bet he loves a caring girl in his life just watching you take care of your friends would make his heart flutter

- you also BET he needs that innocence and bubbliness in his life oh my god he’d be so charmed by you and how cute n sweet u are and the bubbliness would just bring him to the edge and just by talking to him he’s gonna be blushing everywhere

- oh GOSH ok so everyone always says that Jimin’s the scariest when he’s angry and saying that you don’t get angry at people easily is a real cute combo imo lol

- y’all would be dancing everywhere together oml it would be so grossly cute I love this concept hed just turn on some music and spin you around and then you guys would start up again and he’d love to make an absolute fool of himself with you

- LOYALTY IS THIS BOYS MIDDLE NAME HED BE ALL OVER YOU AND VICE VERSA AND IT WOULD BE GREAT

Overall: this is super cute awh I’m so soft for this concept of Jimin with a cute bubbly girl!!! You guys would definitely have a lot of fun together 💕 thank you for the ask!!!

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It’s the 21st here so HAPPY BIRTHDAY to one of my nearest and dearest, my little guy, my ghoulfriend @ghostwheeze! I love you so much, I hope you enjoy your day as much as you can. Thank you for making my life a brighter and better one, you deserve nothing but happiness and good things.