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A MESSAGE FROM AVI
Hello everyone. If you haven’t yet watched the video then these words might come as a shock to you. If you have watched, know that this is exactly what I would have said in the video, if filming it wasn’t one of the toughest things I’ve ever had to do. This morning, I announced that I will be taking a step back from PTX.
I’ve struggled with this decision a lot. It has been the hardest decision I’ve ever had to make in my life. Before I explain why, I want you all to know that the past 6 years have been the most unbelievable years of my life. The things we’ve accomplished, the places we’ve seen, the people we’ve touched with our music… It surpasses anything that I could have ever dreamed up for my life.
I believe one of the big reasons why we have been so successful and accomplished all that we have is because of the unbelievably fast pace that we keep. Throughout my journey with PTX, this pace has always been a struggle for me. It’s been hard for me not to be with my family and friends when I need them or when they need me. It’s been hard to not be able to escape into nature when I’m feeling overwhelmed or just need some time to myself.
Through all of this, I’ve done my best and I’ve kept pushing myself to keep up. Really, the reason why I’ve been able to push so hard and for so long has been because of you guys. You all have inspired me and lifted me up every single day and, for that, I am eternally grateful.
I do love you all so very much, but I’ve come to a point where I just can’t keep up anymore and I would never want to inhibit any type of success that we have because I truly do believe in everything that we’ve done and everything that they will do. I just know that I can no longer continue at this pace and so I have to do what’s best for the group and I have to do what’s best for me.
I do want you all to know that I’m still going to be doing music and I’m going to be doing it with my whole heart. I will ALWAYS do my best to lift others up with my voice. I hope that you’ll all support my decision and that you can understand where I’m coming from. And regardless of anything, I just want to thank you for all that you’ve given to me. I have been so unbelievably blessed and humbled to be a part of all your lives in any way and I wanted you to hear this from me. From my voice. And from my heart.
I love you all deeply and I thank you for everything. Truly.
And just so you know, I will still be performing at all of our announced shows, so come say hi and give me a hug. I love hugs.
Avi


I know the announcement is already going around tumblr but I thought I’d upload the video. Watching it made me realize how sad and sorry he is. And even though I’m upset about the news, I think I’m more worried about him. I’m seeing lots of support and love for him on the internet, and I hope he’ll see it. Hopefully his decision will allow him to take back control of his life, get some rest and focus on whatever he wants. Maybe he’ll finally ask Sara Bareilles out, who knows… I just want him to be happy. It’s going to be hard for the band and for us fans, but both Avi and Pentatonix will still be able to make good music and succeed; except now he’s going to be able to breathe and go at his own pace.
Also, give him a hug from me if you can! x

Yona ch.136 spoilers

Akatsuki no Yona chapter 136 “Message” summary with pics and color title page

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notdanhowell

summary: Dan has a guilty pleasure: phan blogs. It’s a mixture of conceited arrogance and morbid curiosity, really. And really, it’s a mixture of these two things that lead to him catfishing members of his phandom and becoming a headcanon blog. After all, what harm can one headcanon do?
word count: 2318/20,000
warnings (this chapter): anxiety attacks, angsty!dan

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The first thing Dan notices when he wakes up is that it’s bright. The bed’s still warm, and there’s a lump where Phil had been. Dan notices Phil isn’t there anymore. He doesn’t have time to question the weirdness of this fact because his stomach growls and he comes to the realization that he hasn’t eaten anything since the last morning and that’s just unacceptable.

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anonymous asked:

Can we also talk about how Bakugou went from "weird haired guy" to "Kirishima. Change of plans". Oh man I didn't realize how much I missed the anime *cries*

BOI CAN’T WE I just spent the whole morning crying over seeing the moment Bakugou recognizes Kirishima as an equal animated nbd at all r i p me - I think this might be the first time Bakugou calls anyone by their name, actually, and I just!!! that’s because Bakugou heard Kirishima’s words and recognized him as a good partner and a worthy hero and someone whom he could respect and I’m gonna be grateful for chapter 133 for the insight on this for the rest of my always I !!!!!! have feelings g a h

Anon said: ok ok ok ok but but listen what about BAKGOU AND OCHAKO they are the most popular couple and the most cutest , i think you should try to draw them once i would love love to see this !!! of course just if you want hehe thanx

Ahhh sorry anon but I really don’t ship that - I mean, it’s true that I ship Bakugou with a bunch of people aside from my main two, but if they’re part of Deku’s group you can fairly assume they’re not between my Bakugou ships? And I only romantically ship Uraraka with Deku, Tsuyu and Iida anyway so! You’re probably not gonna see any romantic baku/ocha from me, sorry o<-<

Anon said: Since we know what Bakugou’s parents are like, what do you think Kirishima’s parents are like?

I have a similar ask somewhere asking about Kaminari’s parents as well, so I guess I’ll answer both here?? As a general rule I don’t really like making headcanons over stuff I’m sure the manga will give me in the future, so I can’t say I’ve thought about this too much - there are a few things I work under the assumption of while drawing, like for example I’m taking for granted they both have at least functional families, considering Aizawa personally visited their homes to ask their guardians about allowing them back to school, and if anything had been weird he would have noticed

I like to think Kaminari got his quirk straight from one of his two parents with no mixing happening, and got the Kaminari surname from them as well, but that’s all I ever allowed myself to settle on as far as Kami’s family goes, everything else changes based on what I need for the current scenario I’m thinking about… I do often end back on him being an only child, though - in the same way depending on how angst or lighthearted I want it to be my ideas for Kirishima’s family change a lot, but generally I think I mostly fall back on the idea of him having a big family? In a scenario like that his parents are kind and love him a lot, but having many children and needing to split their attention on all of them might cause them to overlook him a little (it would explain his obsession with being flashy, for me) then again, who knows? I don’t know how canon you can consider the infos SMASH gives, but in one of the strips Kiri mentions working part-time, and the fact that he doesn’t seem to have problems with money kinda makes me believe he might be independent from his family like that (unless he’s a rich kid, also very entertaining as a possiblity)

I’ve seen a lot of headcanons floating around about both of these guys’ families and possibly being related to villains, that would be cool too, though I’m not sure how much I believe it

I’m sorry this ended up being little to no useful at all lol as I said, I just shift between scenarios a lot - imagine settling on one and growing attached and then having to let it go once Hori proves it wrong, that’d be terrible for me

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Important Announcement: Financial and Overall Situation

Hey everyone. So as you all know, I’m on Patreon (for those of you reading this on patreon, thank you so much for all your support and I can only ask for your understanding and forigveness for what I am about to elaborate in this post). Apologies in advance, but this is going to be rather lenghty and I really need people to read this and be aware about my online artistic endeavors and why they are in danger.

If you’re not familiar with my work, please follow THIS LINK to my artblog. If after reading this, you’d like to help me somehow, please do consider becoming a patron of mine as if I get enough money together, I will be able to loo at options of not only continuing my work, but expanding it and giving you all more art to enjoy as well.


 Just to clarify. I am 24 years old and I have been looking for a job for 2 years now and unable to find one. Every month, I send out at least 20 or more applications and attend various interviews. All ending in rejections due to my nationality. (This isn’t a racist thing, it’s because companies have to pay the local government a fee for hiring a foreigner and no company in their right mind ever wants to shell out extra for someone like me with no experience.)

Because of this, I’ve had to move home with my parents, who have been less than encouraging or helpful in my attempts to find my own way by having a patreon (something I’ve only just begun late January of this year.) They are unwilling to see what potential I have to earn my keep as a creative individual and are blind to the potential the online world of support and wonderful people that lurk online have.

A bombshell’s been dropped on me that my parents are no longer interested in letting me live with them. I am being sent to another country after a friend of theirs offered a job I could possibly take. Now, I saw possibly, because I don’t even know if they will have me.

I am a graphic designer by trade and the job they offered was a “Sales Accounts Executive.” This is really sudden and urgent as I was told just TODAY I will be shipped off (or rather, flown(?) off) next week, Wednesday March 15 2017 (March 14 2017 for those of you in America). I have less than 5 days to get all my shit together before they just fucking send me off. (I don’t even want to know what they’ll do to my One Piece collection while I’m not home to protect it).There are several problems with this:
  • Location: this job will require me to move to the Philippines, which, has been notorious in the entirety of South East Asia for having the WORST internet speed and connection EVER. It also means I will NOT have my work desk (which I do all my drawings on) because I will be moving in with my grandmother and two aunts (who are in pretty awful financial situations themselves) in a house that pre-dates WW2. That’s right. It’s situated in a backwater place where not every home has at least 1 computer and people still watch local cable. We use this home for our Christmas stay every year and I will tell you now, IT IS IMPOSSIBLE to work in. It’s hot as hell, nobody will use fans or the AC because it costs too much and there is no wifi.

  • NO WIFI: Of course, this location leads me to this very important second point. There is NO WIFI at that godforsaken old-folks retirement home. Of course, this does not mean I am going to give up and stop drawing or uploading my work. I’m as stubborn as a mule, but please bear in mind it’s going to take some time to find out how I can get an internet connection, if I can move to another relative’s house (while of course, paying rent), that has a connection, etc.

  • Schedule: Back to the “Sales Accounts Executive” position I am being offered. I was given full job details (while I will not disclose just where, just know it’s for a 5-star Hotel located in downtown Manila), which I KNOW will definitely interfere with the current output of how much art I post not only on tumblr, but also on patreon. Every single day, 5 days a week, from 9:00am - 4:00pm, I will be out and driving, catching buses and basically running around to meet 8 different, snobby, big corporate clients in order to ‘sell the hotel’. I have a minimum quota of 8 clients I HAVE TO MEET in a single day, every work day of the week until 4:00pm, after which, I will then have to travel back to the hotel and make my report. This is EVERY. SINGLE. DAY.

  • Foreseeable exhaustion: Obviously, someone who travels several kilometers every single day, especially in public transport, via walking, or whatever have you will always, always be tired by the end of it all. I can’t even imagine how DONE I will be at the end of the day of doing such a thing and SUCKING UP TO CORPORATE ASSHOLES, let alone, doing it 8 times a day, every day, 5 days a week, week after week, after week. As we all know, when you have such little time to sleep, such little time to recharge, your artistic ability or capacity or even DESIRE to draw becomes next to none. All you want to do is plop down in your bed and sleep.

In summary, this move will mean that I have limited internet access, limited time and energy to work on my art, and limited access to the proper tools and facilities I need to actually MAKE my art:

Limted internet access; I will of course give it my all in procuring a proper connection, because let’s face it, without the internet, people like me and most millenials might as well be dead. This however means that my posts might be few and far between, so I humbly ask of you to please be patient with me. I have not, and will not give up the ZoSan or the OP fandom, or making art in general.

Limited time and energy; This is one of the things I am most afraid of happening. I fear that I will be so exhausted that I no longer feel that making ZoSan/One piece/ any fanart gives me joy. As a creatively inclined person, I, like most others like me, feel very attached to our identity and our creative outlets are almost 100% if not 100% who we are. I do not want to become another zombie of corporate society. As such, I humbly, humbly beg of you to forgive me, but I will most likely have to adjust my patreon rewards as a result of this. I will still provide the same quality and same variety of work, but in less quantity. I am truly, truly sorry.

Lacking proper tools and facilities to make my art; this is the third and I believe the most important thing to address. If I don’t have a place to work or MAKE any art at all, not having the time and energy or the inernet connection to upload it will not matter. As such, I forsee a possible hiatus beginning from my move next week while I try to get my shit and my life togeher in an entirely new country I have never lived in and never been comfortable in, in all my years of Christmases spent there. This is the most important part of this whole thing for my patrons on patreon.

To my patreon patrons: 

I understand if you’re not willing to see if I can pull through and continue to make art and posts by the same amount I used to. I thank you all so much for the wonderful support you have given me not just financially, but emotionally as an artist and as extremely good friends whom I think of fondly everytime I have tumblr open. (Which is everyday to say the least XD )

I would however, like to remind you that if I do not post anything for that month, you do not get charged at all. You can still be my patron but not be robbed of your money if I do not create. (Props to patreon for this!)

Still, I know I promised at least 3 NSFW pieces and a minimum of 2-4 other pieces every month. This is a possible total of 7 pieces. While I believe this is doable no matter where I am, the fact that I am moving in the middle of this month means that either 1 of 2 things will happen:

The first possibility is that I will be able to finish my new pieces as well as continue to work on my ZoSan video special (which most of you are supporting me on here for, as you hope to see it finished), before I fly off, and be able to schedule posts for the rest of this and next month so that you get the same amount of content until I get a proper connection, place to work, etc.

It’s 1:46am for me here now and I’ve been stressing about this entire ordeal while trying to get some new stuff lined and scanned as best and as quickly as possible. I need to rest, but once again before I go, I ask that you all please forgive me for this sudden change. I really am truly sorry.

All your support has been amazing and I never, EVER thought that even a SINGLE person would care about my art enough to fund me for it. I can’t thank you enough for your comments and support on tumblr and how much it really hurts me to know that I might not be able to continue as I have been now, or even at all.

I know it wounds ungrateful of me to even wish it, but I hope I do not get this job and hopefully find another one that will allow me enough time to work on my art.

Or, that my parents change their minds entirely about really just sending me off on a one-way ticket that will force me to leave my scanner and most of my equipment they think is unecessary for a corporate job, behind.

Lots of Love, @mossybrows

Norman Reedus - Secrets Are Revealed

Originally posted by reedusgif

You and Norman are in a relationship and you are both really happy, there is one thing, though, no one knows that you two are together. The other cast members and your fans have no idea, so when the two of you are caught having a PDA, you kind of have to explain yourselves to the fans at Comic-Con. You are overwhelmed by the amount of support you get from the fans, then at the end of the panel, once everything is out in the open, Norman does something you never expected.

Norman x Reader

Requested by Anon

Warnings: Swearing, sexual references, and fluff!

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It was a boiling hot day in Georgia and you were on set, you were an actor on The Walking Dead and you loved it, sure the weather was extreme but, if it wasn’t for this show you would’ve never met the man you would fall in love with. You would’ve never met Norman Reedus.

None of the fans knew that the two of you were together, hell, none of the cast knew, you just weren’t ready to tell them yet. It was hard, keeping your relationship a secret, but you both knew that it was for the best. You would tell everyone when the time was right.

The cast just thought that you were best friends because that’s how you acted on set, they didn’t suspect anything, not as far as you knew anyway.

You were currently sat in his trailer lounging on his couch with his arms wrapped around you as you watched a show on TV with the AC turned right up so you could both cool down, you both jumped when someone knocked on the door and you heard the familiar voice of Andrew Lincoln, “Norman? You’re needed on set,” you and Norman quickly pulled apart and sat normally so Andrew wouldn’t suspect anything, Andrew walked into the trailer and he smiled at you when he saw you, “Oh, hey Y/N, I didn’t know you were in here.”

“Hey Andy, I was just spending some time with this guy, and plus the AC in here is way better than it is in my trailer,” you said with a grin, you prayed that he didn’t suspect anything.

“Fair enough,” he said with a chuckle.

“Is that all I’m good for? The AC in my trailer?” Norman asked playfully.

“Yup, it’s all you’re good for,” you replied jokingly, “Anyway, I will let you two get to set to film your scene, I’ll see you boys later,” you said as you stood up walked out of Norman’s trailer to go to your own.

You sat in there for about an hour or two alone, you just sat on your phone and scrolled through your Tumblr to see what people had been up to, you smiled when you came across a piece of fan art of you and Norman, the artist had made it look like you were posing for a photo, it was amazing. You decided to click on the source of the image and sent the artist a lovely message saying that you really loved the picture and that you were going to show Norman next time you saw him, you even gave them a follow and started scrolling through their blog, they were very talented, you got so caught up looking the pictures that you didn’t even hear Norman enter your trailer.

You felt someone poking you in the side and looked up from your phone to see Norman looking at you with a cocked eyebrow.  “Watcha doin’?” he asked you in an amused tone.

“Just looking through this blog, she draws us, all of us, she’s very talented, take a look,” you said, he sat down next to you and gave an impressed nod when you showed him the first picture of the two of you that you had found and then a few more of the two of you and a couple of the other cast members.

“She is very talented, I really like the ones of us,” he said as he pulled you into a side hug.

“Me too,” you replied as you snuggled into his chest and continued scrolling through the blog. You giggled when the blog owner messaged you back a massive paragraph thanking you and telling you much she loved you and that you were her favorite. You sent her a message back saying thank you and that you loved her too, you loved interacting with fans, even if it was only over social media.

“You want to go for something to eat? I fancy some food from that diner a few blocks away,” Norman said as he pressed a kiss to your forehead.

“Of course, you know how much I love their food,” you said as you got up from the couch and walked out of the trailer with Norman on your tail.

Since it was a nice day the two of you decided to walk there, it was only a fifteen-minute walk so why not? The streets were surprisingly empty for a hot summers day, but that gave Norman the excuse he needed to hold your hand as you walked down the desolate streets. Out of the corner of your eyes, you noticed that he was looking around, “Norman? Everything okay?” you asked.

“Yeah, I was just looking around to see if I could see anyone, there is no one so that’s good ‘cause that means I can do this,” he said, you furrowed your brows at him and opened your mouth to say something but he quickly silenced you with a quick, short and sweet peck to the lips.

“Getting a bit risqué doing that in public aren’t you?” you said with a smirk.

“There’s no one around, it’s fine, now come on, I’m starving,” he said as he led you round the corner and down the street to the diner. He opened the door and let you go in  first, such a gentleman.

Fifteen minutes later and you were sat in a booth across from Norman eating your food, your phones pinged and you both lifted them from the table and unlocked them.

The picture that came up stopped your heart and made your breath hitch in your throat, “Oh shit,” Norman said in an exasperated voice.

Your eyes connected with Norman’s, you both looked like deer’s caught in the headlights, “They know,” as those words left your mouth you felt like your entire world had shifted, everyone knew about you and Norman thanks to some ass-hole who took a picture of the two of you kissing and uploaded it to the internet. You had no idea what was going to happen now.

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Retrograde (9/?)

A/N: I’ve had the ending to this chapter written out for about a month now. Yup. One chapter to go, guys. Shit’s getting real…this chapter isn’t as long as my others, and it’s very conversation based, but fuck me is it huge….

Title: Retrograde. 

Warnings: Swearing. 

Description: Dan is involved in an accident that leads to major consequences…he wakes up with amnesia. The good news, he still remembers Phil. The bad news? He thinks it’s 2009, that he’s only 18 years old and that Phil Lester is just the YouTuber he obsesses over behind his laptop screen who doesn’t know he exists. Together, they help Dan rediscover who he’s become and watch him fall in love with Phil all over again.

Word Count: 2000

PREVIOUS CHAPTER. FIRST CHAPTER.

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BTS Reaction - When they see you become jealous

A/N: Hey guys! It’s been such a long time but I’m finally back >_<… I was busy studying for test– just overall school. When June hits for sure I’ll definitely be consistent with uploading on tumblr, thank you for being patient :D 

Background: An individual BTS member sees your jealous side when a girl flirts with them. 

Namjoon: 

So, I think Namjoon would probably be softening to see your pouty, sad face after the encounter. You two would be talking about anything, literally. Suddenly, when that girl pops up and begins to “ask for help for homework” you grow jealous when she tries to lean closer to Namjoon while she was asking the question. You were close to walking off until Namjoon quickly finished the problem as soon as possible, the girl about to speak to Namjoon after he finished but he interrupted her saying that he had to leave. He would wrap his arms around you as he waddled the two of you out of there like penguins, giving you the cutest and sweetest comfort worlds in the world, causing you to forget everything that happened.

Seokjin: 

I’m seeing that Seokjin would definitely feel guilty for making you feel this way. When it comes to someone he sees as special, risk anything for, and loves dearly, seeing them react sadly makes him feel terrible. When a girl suddenly pops up between the two of you, asking for Seokjin’s number, completely ignoring your presence, you would feel pricks in your heart to see that. Your smile from Jin’s comforting words turned into a sad frown, trying your best to give a more neutral face so Jin wouldn’t see how uncomfortable you were. When the girl would persist more and more, Jin would straightforwardly tell the girl off. 

“I’m not usually this rude but I have a girlfriend who is definitely bothered by your act. Please find someone else that isn’t taken, thank you.” Jin would say politely, wrapping his arm around your shoulder, walking away from the girl who had a look of hate, stomping out of the embarrassing situation. 

(probably his comforting words after the situation) 

Yoongi: 

I can see the two of you very introverted in public but the cutest couple in the world when the two of you are alone. When the two of you just enjoy the quiet atmosphere together at the park, sitting on a bench together, a girl would suddenly pop up, giving a slight smirk. You would be interlacing hands with Yoongi until the girl suddenly gives a small wink towards Yoongi, indicating something as Yoongi would raise his brow, wondering why she was doing that while you looked up. 

“Excuse me, but may I please take you, this girl seems like isn’t make you have the time of your life, join me and my friends, we’ll make you have some fun.” the girl would say boldly, causing your face to turn into a deep frown, jealous. Even with the girls fluttering eyes, Yoongi’s face still uninterested. 

“What if I don’t want to have fun?” Yoongi would then say, causing the girl to become shocked, you too. 

“B-but–” 

“I think having fun is with the people I actually like. You– you can be yourself but I like it where I am right now– see this?” Yoongi would raise the interlaced hands, “This is what I see as my source of happiness, you can’t do this for me, can you?” Yoongi would the end, causing you to slightly smile, the girl angrily stomping off as she went with her friends that gave glares before walking off together. 

Hoseok: 

The happy virus would not stop making you laugh with ongoing jokes that would not stop, so unfunny you laughed. When you two were in the middle of cracking up from a joke, a girl would suddenly push between the two of you, going over to Hoseok as the two of you stopped laughing altogether. 

“Hello there, I’m ______, you’re quite handsome, may I… have your number? I promise you I can make you feel so much better than–” she would pause, stare at you up and down in disgust and look back to Hoseok, “that thing standing over there.” Insecurities would rise in yourself, jealousy hitting hard. You would stare at the two, giving a sad sigh as you were going to walk off like nothing until you heard Hoseok’s defense. 

“What’s that thing? The thing standing? Is that you…? Because the one next to you is the best person I’ve ever met in my entire life and I don’t regret calling her my girlfriend. Whether you can make me have a great time you’d never be able to make it the same way my girlfriend here does.” Hoseok would say, shocking the girl as she would flush in embarrassment when Hoseok quickly grabs your hand, walking off from the girl who could only stand alone in complete shock. 

(i can see that would be Hoseok’s reaction when he sees that girl looking you up and down and judging you.) 

Jimin: 

This cute fluffball (just like the rest <3) would definitely be hanging out with you at a park, riding on swings peacefully. The two of you would share peaceful and deep conversations that brought the two of you together even more. When Jimin suddenly sees the sun becoming dark, looking over only to see a girl staring right into him, giving a wink. You would be staring at the girl who had her eyes all over Jimin as you would feel uncomfortably jealous to the way she was looking at your boyfriend. 

“Hi. You’re very handsome, may I have a picture with you?” the girl would ask, taking her phone out quickly and pulling out her camera on her phone, ready to take the picture. 

Jimin would stare blankly at her, staring at you after as your face only showed a hurt expression, unable to hide it. He would then slowly push her camera down while she attempted to get a good angle. 

“I’m sorry… I came here to spend time with my girlfriend– I have to go now.” Jimin would politely answer, grabbing your hand, quickly interlacing it as he would then kiss your forehead in front of her, walking off together hand in hand, causing you to smile secretly. 

Taehyung: 

You guys would be the uber cute couple that everyone would envy. No doubt you two were the power couple and the fact that you two were so companionable, it was unbelievable. When you two were just oozing out the cheesiest phrases and words from the top of your heads, you would be laughing, smiling, and joking together. When a few girls pop up, the two blocking your view of Taehyung with their bodies, you can hear the other girl uttering flirtations to Taehyung, your eyes widening as you felt the pang in your heart. You could feel jealousy rising inside you, trying to walk around the girls but they would not let you go through them until Taehyung finally spoke up, freezing all four of you. 

“That’s very rude to block the view of my beautiful girlfriend– not to mention try to talk me out of being with her. I am happy you gave a choice on whether or not I want to hang out with you but the answer is no. Thank you though.” Taehyung would say, giving a smirk as he would then slightly push the girls blocking you to give the warmest hug to you in front of them, smiling. 

“Let’s go.” Taehyung would then mutter, arm snaked around your waist protectively as the two of you walked together.

Jungkook: 

You two would be fooling around with each other, Jungkook walking you home since your mom couldn’t pick you up that day since she had work. Chattering nonstop, you would be pinching his cheeks, he would be kissing your face, you two would be doing everything, an example of a couple who could not stand being apart. When you two were busy fooling around together, you two would not notice the figure walking up to the two of you, quickly pushing you away, your eyes widening. 

“Oppa!” the girl would squeal, giving a fast embrace for Jungkook as you two would freeze in shock, Jungkook slowly trying to get off her grasp. 

“Oppa, don’t you remember me? You’re classmate?” the girl would say, giving a slight flirty look, causing you to be in your radar, feeling jealous to see that he was around a female student that could be close enough to hug. 

“I finally have the chance to ask for your numbers after transferring. Oppa, give me your number so I can call all the time.” the girl would say, finding the best excuse to get his number, causing your jealousy level to rise even further, feeling your blood boil slightly, keeping a calm, expressionless face. Jungkook would notice that as he would take care of the situation. 

“S-sorry… I can’t. I have a girlfriend and as a boyfriend, I wouldn’t want my girlfriend giving out her number to a boy… I have to go now.” Jungkook would say, scratching his head as he would quickly wrap both his arms around your waist, quickly walking off with you. You would give a small smile to his cute rejection and kiss his cheek, making Jungkook proud of what he did. 

So recently I see a lot more reposts then before. It might be because if the new fans, new people on tumblr and all that. So here is a little bit of information on why you should reblog and not repost. 

First things first. 

“Wat is reposting?" 

Reposting is when you take an image, art work, graphic, gif… that isn’t yours (Read as; not made, edited, created… by you) and upload it onto your own account. Simple as that. Reblogging is when you press the little arrows on a post, so it goes onto your blog and adds to the notes on the original post. So you’re ‘sharing’ it without uploading it again.

Now, a more prominent question. 

"Why is reposting wrong?”

There are many reasons to why this is wrong. Reasons different for every person, reason people often don’t see as a reason to why this is wrong. Let me list a few.

  • You take away credit from the original poster.
  • It is no sign of respect to any artist. 
  • The same image turns up over and over again in a tag, which is really annoying. 
  • People assume you edited/created the art you uploaded, the original creator gets no credit. 
  • The no credit thing is really a thing to keep in mind. 
  • A lot of work was put into it, even if it is just a gif. Even when it appears as a simple edit to you. People do these things because they want to. Because they like it. Because they feel the need to contribute something to the fandom they are in. And maybe even because they want some recognition and notes. For you to take all of that away, is simply rude and disrespectful. 
  • It actually counts as copyright violation. Something people often forget is a ‘crime.’ I’ll go into this later on in this post. 


So those are just some of the reasons to why reposting is wrong. Now, speaking out of my own experiences, reposters often don’t take this as a reason. They often hold these things up against is, making us, the artist, feel like /we/ did something wrong by pointing out they reposted. It happens all of the time. I’ll list a few things I have come across to, answers people gave me when I politely asked them not to repost, and to take down my graphic/edit. I’ll also explain to why I believe what they said, was wrong. 

“I didn’t stole anything from you, I never even visited your page!.”

This you’ll hear very often when you are dealing with reposters. They probably never even seen your Tumblr. Which still doesn’t give them the right to do whatever they did. There’s a lot of sources to where they could have found your artwork. Think about google images, weheartit, pininterest… and so on. I will list and explain all of these later on in the post. Anyway, it doesn’t matter whether you have visited the website or not, it gives you no right to repost whatever it is you have reposted. 

“But I credited you, look there’s a little link." 

Another thing you’ll often see/hear. People indeed do that sometimes, repost your thing and put a source underneath. Now.. Let me tell you this; mostly the source is wrong and it wouldn’t lead to your original post at all. And second, people don’t care about that. 99% of people on here wouldn’t take a second to check wether you actually created that or not. Especially not when you put a link and still make the source connect to your own page. Speaking about this, reposting something when you actually know the original post makes everything, imltho, even worse. You know where the edit is, you know who made it… Why don’t you just reblog it? Why don’t just just click two times and have it on your blog. Why do you feel the need to go through the entire upload thing when all you have to do is click two times and have it on your blog? I assume people do this to gain notes/followers… And that is rather pathetic and once more disrespectful, because the person who created the thing that has been reposted deserves that credit and those notes/followers. 


"You should be thankful, look it has …. notes now!”

No. We artists should NOT and I repeat NOT be thankful for you reposting our art AT ALL. If anything, we should be offended. Which most of the time we are and we have every right to be. Reposting is not a way of appreciating you love the thing we did, reposting is not something we should be thankful for. 

Those are just some of the most common things I have come across from. Believe me, I have seen about everything by now. I also found, people are incredibly rude when you point them out they have reposted something. I barely ever come across someone who friendly replies. Of course, there have been some. But they really are outnumbered by the amount of times people shouted, called me names or whatever for just asking them to take down MY piece of art. If you want to know a few things; they involve calling my followers psycho bitches for letting me know about the repost, saying I cyber bully, saying I was causing them to feel suicidal. Yes. It really goes that far. 

Recently I found a lot if people putting together gifs/edits that aren’t theirs in a photoset, but claim they made the photoset. This also is reposting. This also is wrong. And so is taken an already edited image and just putting it into black and white. 

Anyway, to carry on, as I said earlier there are a few things people consider as a source, which isn’t really a source. Here’s a list. 

  • Weheartit: This website is probably the worse thing ever for an artist. Basically everything on there is stolen and credited in a wrong way. It gives an easy opportunity to repost things you find on there on Tumblr and it automatically creates a source that goes back to weheartit. Now I know it’s easy to find things on there, but please, keep them on there. They are already stolen once, please don’t do it a second time. So now all repeat after me: weheartit is NOT a source.
  • Google Images: Yeaa, we all did this I guess. Googled our favourite show/ship/anything. You’ll find load of great images, art work, edits… It is alright to save them to your computer. But it is not okay to reupload them. Follow the link you find on google, find out where it comes from and usually you’ll end up on some sort of Tumblr. Yes I know, it takes a /little/ bit of effort. But still not as much effort as it takes to repost the entire thing. 
  • Instagram: Aaah, instagram is like a repost heaven. Or hell. I’d call it hell. If you go through the Sherlock tag on there, you won’t see much original posts. Graphic after graphic, edit after edit gets reposted. On top of it, IG doesn’t come with a good report system like tumblr does. All we can do is ask them, but really. This drives me crazy more then anything. Because people won’t listed at all. As long as they gain followers though things they haven’t made, all is well. Fuck people who spent hours on what they just claimed as theirs. (Just to make sure, that was sarcasm.) 

Well, those are pretty much the main things about reposting. There’s a million more things to it and I could write/complain about it all night, but yea… Let’s move on to things YOU can do to prevent this.

  • Take a second to look at the source. 

Please do this. If you see the source is weheartit, or IF there is a tag/URL on the image you see and it IS NOT the same as the source, please do not reblog it. Don’t spread those reposts, instead either message the original poster OR just message the blog who reposted and FRIENDLY (always friendly. Never hate.) ask them not to repost. If necessary explain them why, they might not know.

  • Find the original post instead of reblogging the repost.

Yeaaaa I know, this sounds like a lot of effort too. And ain’t nobody got time for that, but you would really show your feelings towards a graphic/artwork if you did this instead of reblogging the reposted version. If there’s an URL on the image, you can just go to that tumblr and most artist have a tag for their art on their blog so it’s easy to find. If that isn’t the case, grab the URL of the image (right click, copy image URL) and take it to google images. Once there, you see this little camera in the right corner. You should click that and you’ll get this:

External image


Past your URL there and 9/10 times you will find the original post. 
  • If all else fails, and the person doesn’t have an ask. Please report them to tumblr. Don’t be afraid to do so. Just contact the suport and send the the links of your original post and the reposters. They will take it down. Click here and read more. 

First ask batch 2016!


Anonymous said: i was curious as to why you always draw killua so much taller!! when theyre only 4 cm (a little less than an inch) apart in canon o: not like i’m complaining tho i’m just curious!! ur art is very cute and i love it very much!!!

Mhhh maybe I do draw him a bit taller than what he is,but in most cases he looks taller cause Gon is bending forward like in here:

excedraexshadow said: Hello! I saw you use clip studio paint, right?? I just got the program and if you don’t mind, could you please give some advices on the brushes?? and also how do you do the dots for the backgroung?? Thank you!

Hi hi!I do use CSP but only for final touches,I draw and colour entirely on SAI ;;w;; so sorry I can’t help much haha I suppose that if you want the brushes to adapt to your liking you only need to try and try ;;e;; at least that’s what I did with SAI brushes haha dots?you mean as in the coloring sprinkles I add or actually dot tones?Anyways here you have both possible answers

rest of the questions under the cut uvu

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2016 has come to a close  , and honestly, it was a blast of a year for me. Since joining the Undertale fandom, I’ve been showered with buckets of love and met a lot of great friends and it’s been overall a good year!

A tldr summary of this would be, I fucking love all of the friends I’ve met here so far, and I hope we get to share more memories in this coming year, thank you for your understanding and love <3 I hope all my followers continue to love what I do, and you don’t know how much  it means to me to know that you support my work as not only an Undertale artist, but as an artist alone ;v;

That being said, long ranty paragraphs of how cool my friends begins here!

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Darkiplier dear, how are you?

(Most people write darkiplier as another person, someone in a different body than Mark. Not me, not this time. Prepare for nightmares)

Jack had come for a visit to L.A.. Matt and Ryan had tried to get him to stay in a hotel but Jack wanted to ‘fuel the flames’ by staying at Marks house. Matt and Ryan couldn’t say anything about it, because they had no reason to even ward Jack off. They just felt something strange around Mark. It had taken Months but they finally saw it. Little things. Like the way his head tilted when Matt and Ryan discussed news reports about murders. How he was unfazed when Matt had splashed blood from a raw meat package all over the kitchen. How his smile seemed different when he talked about a horror game. Not just those things either.

The atmosphere, it reeked with a lust that made a person gag. The kind of lust that you saw on a screen, the kind that shown serial murderers.

So they had moved out. Mark didn’t seem to mind, only asked if they would help edit his videos still. Of course they agreed.

But back to Jack. The Irishman had laughed off their warning, which had been placed out like a joke in the first place, and stayed with Mark. They could tell Jack just wanted to see tumblr explode with fangirls and raunchy art any way. So they let him go, but they also might have slipped a crucifix into his suit case.

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Mark watched Jack unpack from the door way. They where chatting and just hanging out, but Mark could feel it. His gut twisting and just KNOWING. He wasn’t dumb like he so often acted. He knew he was probably insane, but he also knew he wouldn’t have it any other way. He was really a very organized person, very meticulous. He rarely did things late or was off schedule. Well except for uploads. He MADE himself upload on off times. He would sleep in late or say he was going to record and sleep instead. Why? Well he stayed up most nights.

He would stalk the streets, or hail a cab and ride into the next town. He would watch young ladies stumble out of bars, unknowingly being followed. He would tear them to pieces and laugh well doing it. He would initiate fights with other men just for an excuse to snap their jaw out of its place. He would stalk prey and leave it in a pool of its own blood.

He became addicted to the colour red. Which is why he had dyed his hair. He didn’t want to disappoint the millions of people that followed him. He wanted to get better.

But the hair only curbed his appetite. He still wanted that crunch, that smooth slice of blade into flesh. He NEEDED it. But he was alone in that.

Which is where Jack comes in. Jack was his friend, his best friend. He had even said he never wanted Mark to go through anything alone, ever. So he MUST not want his to have this alone either. Well, if Mark was honest ( which he wasn’t) he would admit he was twisted. Matt and Ryan had left, and he knew why. Their sideways glances had been showing. But he didn’t care. They could leave, as long and he gained someone else.

Jack was jabbering on about Uncharted when Mark regained focus.

“How about diner?” Mark interrupted. Jack snapped his head to Mark, eyes wide and apologetic

“Sorry, I was ramblin’ wasn’t I?” He laughed sheepishly. Mark shrugged. He didn’t know how to do this. He had done it once before. Convinced a young woman to kill her boyfriend with him, but he had seduced her. She had looked so lovely with that crazed look and splatter with blood. But Mark had killed her anyway. She WOULD have talked. But Jack won’t. Jack would NEVER sell Mark out for the world.

“How does burgers sound?” Mark asked. Jack groaned in disgust.

“Are ya TRYIN’ to make me American and fat?” Jack joked. Mark frowned.

“First, racist! Second, I am not trying to make you anything a'tall Jackaboy.” 'Except maybe make you crazy’ Mark thought. Jack stuck his tongue out and rushed around, trying to find a phone book to order food.

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Jack thanked the delivery boy, which made Mark grind his teeth. The boy held Jack’s attention. Mark grabbed the boy arm before he could walk away.

“Hay, I think I just hear my neighbors dog get loss. Go around that way so it doesn’t see you. It can get mean sometimes.” Mark smiled, pointing towards the garage. Knowing the boy would probably hug the wall. Which meant he would get scratched by the tiny blades Mark had slotted into the bricks. The blades where lined with poison.

“Ah, thanks man.” The kid seemed so happy to have meet them, which hurt, but didn’t. Mark couldn’t care less, Jack had smiled and laughed with the boy. HIS Jack didn’t need anyone else.

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For protesting so much Jack devoured his food quicker than he opened it. Mark didn’t eat, just sat there and watch Jack shounen his face full. Mark had gotten him a cup of water, with a few more 'additions’ to it. He slid it over to HIS friend and watched the other male gulp it down, then make a face is disgust.

“Ah that was salty!” The Irishman yelled. Mark feigned surprise.

“Oh sorry. I used a cup earlier to gather salt when Chica split it. Must have been that one.” Mark laughed at Jacks face.

“Ew man!” Jack laughed through the disgust. Mark simply chuckled.

“Yeah sorry.” Mark dipped his head down. Jack shrugged.

“No problem. Hay how come you haven’t eaten?” Jack asked, taking another bite. Mark shrugged and was saved from answering by Chica. She wanted to be let out. Mark sighed in relief. He had almost answered with ’ The real meal comes later.’

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The drugs began to kick in a few minutes later. When Jack had snuggled down into the couch to play a game with Mark. Mark had sat within reasonable distance of HIS friend. He noticed jacks eyes begin to roll around, wanting to shut.

“Hay Jack, remember the salty water?” Mark whispered. Jack looked up, just barely sleepy, but enough for Mark to start. “I lied. I actually put something in your drink. It induces sleep.” Mark spoke casually. “It’s a common date rape drug picked it up off a boy who’s pockets I went through.” Mark glanced over at the now shocked looking Jack.

“W-what the heck Merk? A-are ye sayin’ ye d-drugged meh?” Jack questioned. Mark smiled and nodded, humming in approval.

“Yep!” Mark exclaimed joyfully. “Sure did.” He purred as he set down his controller and stood up. He turned to the weakened man besides him and leaned over, one arm on the couch back and the other on the green haired males knee.

“W-why?” Jack had tears in his eyes. Mark smiled softly, yes, this was VERY nice.

“Because, you are the only one I want. But you won’t listen. Unless I make you. So I needed you to take a nap. So sleep now Jackaboy. You’ll need your rest.” Marks voice sounded toxic, even to himself. Jack unwilling obeyed.

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Mark had long ago learned that using rope to tie up his victims didn’t work as well as chains. So he had used this on Jack. Sure they pinched and where cold, but they where not able to be cut or undone easily. This Jack woke up in chains. His top half was bare, not only of clothes, but if hair too. His chest, stomachs, and arms had been shaved.

“What the bloody hell?” Jack whispered. Mark chuckled.

“Sorry, body hair gets in the way on a knife. Makes the blade bounce instead of glide.” Mark explained in a conversational tone. Jack flinched away.

“Why would you need that?” Jack asked, voice already taunt with fear. Mark chuckled as he picked up a scalpel from the rolling table. He smiled at Jack as he usually did, but he saw in HIS friends eyes the fear.

“All the better to cut you with my dear.” He purred.

(there ya go. I have sinned and need Jesus!!!)

Lately...

/Hello to everyone old and new ♥/

Just wanted to say a few important things, since been a real while I uploaded anything. There’s been lotsa’going on, I’ve been working on Echotale stuff, though. Unfortunately, none of the pages I made (and those were over 50 pages of sketch and lineart) are something I can upload (for now…and some even ever, possibly?). Part of them them needs revision, others have bad timing or reveal information that I can’t make public yet, rest has been torturing my braincells for a while… I’ve been quite stuck with the story - not because of losing track of it (I had already planned it out till the end), but other, more personal things that I can hardly talk about openly. I enjoy writing the story really much and I have NEVER (I repeat..NEVER) had this kind of attention from so SO many people in my life. Even outside country! Reaching hearts of people as far as Asian continent has been something I dreamed about for a long time…now it happened…and I am a bit clumsy at how to handle it @///@;; I’m an introvert that likes to please people, I have lots of surpressed feelings and I’d be at my happiest if I could just make people happy with the little that I can give to the world. For this reason, I have gotten a bit tangled up with how I want to approach and end the story. DON’T GET ME WRONG, IT’S FAR FROM ENDING - it’s the opposite!! I still have so so many things I Want to tell/show. You all have seen just how close Frisk gets to G, but the most fun part of them growing from awkward friends/strangers to closely bonded people still hasn’t been shown, I’m very eager to work on it! ♥ But these upcomming pages are so crucial to how the ending plays out and I’ve had very little confidence whatsover about it all, that I couldn’t move on. I talked to only few people about it who were objective enough to judge it, including a friend who isn’t in the UNDERTALE fandom at all, she’s been a great help and support. The ending is written with best intentions and heart, I know I won’t ever be able to satisfy everyone but thankfully there were souls who reminded me that it’s important to stay true to your self as writer.

I also want to send a huge huge THANKS to the whole Korean/Filipino/Japanese/Asian community of artists and fansYou all have touched my hearts deeply with all the beautiful fanarts that I had the pleasure seeing either here or on twitter! Thank you for the art and kind support in word ^___^//  ♥ It really made me happy so many times! I still can’t process just how big Echotale got, I am very slow at understanding some things… I want to apologize to all the people I’ve hurt in the process, as well (you know who you are, if you’re reading this at all). And there’s also special thanks for individual people on tumblr who supported me when I felt real down, thank you so much, sending you all my grannylove <3! I may not be able to speak to you a lot, but I appreciate you all and think about you with best wishes in my grannyheart! I want to apologize for things like closing up the inbox, not replying to messages or being generally very very slow and unresponsive.

And lastly but not least important, thank you to two very special people I encountered in the past half year>> @nyublackneko for simply being awesome and the little island of peace in my stormy days <333. And @junkpilestuff  - I can hardly word anything regarding you (whyisthatsointenseomghelp), but you really helped me out with all your gutt-kicks swung with care about me and the story and G in general. I will do my best to make the ending good, thanks to your advice and insight.

I had a ton of different plans for the next update but after quite the bunch of long and short talks with @junkpilestuff I might change them a bit. Sorry for continuing my confusion streak!! I might have to postpone the SHIFT chapters for a bit more, same with the Prequel - because I need to change a few things about the writing. So next will probably be Travelers/Wanderlust chapters. These will be very random stories about traveling in various lengths (from just one page to several), working as stand alone chapters.

NOTE: TRAVELERS chapters all happened very short after G and Frisk met, so they might have a different tone to them, please, don’t let it surprise/confuse you! These are placed possibly before chapter  DESPITE EVERYTHING.

WANDERLUST chapters will have the same tone, just happening after the DESPITE chapter, shortly before Flowerfield. Having G and Frisk share the closer bond.

I’m still no good with tight schedules, since I have to draw for money as well and do other things beside this, it can get a bit overwhelming for an introvert snail who needs to rest many times and spend time on their own to regain energy.

Thank you all for everything, I hope this continues to be a fun experinece for all of us ♥ Thank you for your support and take care! Till next update!

Amatsuki’s 6th Anniversary Blog Entry (05062015)

Translation collaboration with milsteegun6615 !

This is the blog post that Amatsuki wrote in celebration of his 6th anniversary as an utaite, and I would highly recommend you to read it if you’re a fan of his as it’s filled with both joyful & painful memories of his journey up until now. Amatsuki really opened his heart for this, & it really shows!

Thanks again to Mi for translating & proofreading with me!

Blog link: http://ameblo.jp/amatsuki2525/entry-12023035563.html

(P.S. I deeply apologize for the shoddy tumblr format this post has, tumblr just hates me like that)

ミ☆  ミ★  ミ☆  ミ★  ミ☆  ミ★  ミ☆  ミ★  ミ☆

“The Time Called the 6th Year”

While receiving replies from my listeners just earlier, I’ve realized!!

Behold!!

(Establishment date: May 6th, 2009

Owner: Amatsuki

6th Anniversary)


It seems that it has been exactly 6 years since I established my community!

6 years!!

In that time an elementary first grader becomes a first year in middle school you know!?!? (T/N: In Japan elementary school is 6 years)


When thinking back, 6 years have passed by in a blink of an eye like a dream

I liked listening to music
I liked anime & games
During that time when comments couldn’t flow on videos, when there wasn’t a place called Nico Nico Douga
I encountered a new genre on the Internet


Going to school wasn’t really my thing
I was also not good at making friends
I would turn my eyes away from the real world and submerge myself in the online world. That was my everyday


In the midst of all that
Vocaloids
Utaites
Those kinds of things became popular


Whooa! There are things like that!
Everyone’s so amazing…
But someone like me can’t really do anything…
And with those feelings, I only clicked on videos


But there came a day, when one could do live broadcasts on niconico


Noo, it wasn’t like I had anything interesting to say but
If it’s just chatting for a bit, perhaps even I might be able to it?
With such a small feeling, I tried my hand at live broadcasts


Of course, in the beginning no one would possibly come
In the frame of 30 minutes
Under 10 attendees
The comments that were left were

“What kind of live broadcast is this?”
“Wakotsu”
“wwww”

It was only that.


Having always been unable to properly raise my voice or talk continuously,
With the Skype mic that I bought using 1000 yen,
While battling against the PC I bought with my part-time job money,

I tried doing gameplays,
I tried doing karaoke broadcasts,
I tried doing voice imitations,
I tried singing covers by myself,

I challenged myself with a variety of things.


When I realized, around me little by little, internet friends and listeners (T/N: Referring to his fans), people like that who listened to me increased.


I also want to try challenging the Utattemita (song covers) that I adored…!
Through those sort of feelings, I started out as a (small) bud.


Of course, if you look at when I just started uploading videos
It wasn’t like I had been singing usually, so on my videos

“This guy’s level is sh*t”
“Gross”
“Go die”
“Why are you uploading these videos?”

It was filled with those comments w


But in the midst of that

“I like it quite a bit”
“Isn’t his voice good?”

Things like this might not be considered praise but
Here and there, comments cheering me on also appeared


Ahh, video uploads
They are super fun to make
Like live broadcasts, having someone that recognizes and reacts to me
That might be what I find fun? I have come to realize that.


As I wrote above,
I didn’t do well in school and I had few friends.
For me who had been bullied on top of that,
I was really, really happy to be recognized

More than anything, because listening to songs and singing were both favorite things of mine.


From there, I continued uploading lots and lots of both live broadcasts & videos.

While bit by bit the people who watched increased
People who disliked me also increased.


As I progressed with videos,
From the friends that I thought I was close to, I have ended up being slandered in the shadows.
Even though I never said that, and I didn’t do those sort of things either!
Why won’t you believe me!?
When I say, someone is spreading rumors, it’s really that you know?
Even when I objected, everyone around me wouldn’t listen to me.


Through the internet,
As a result of turning down a confession from a person of the opposite sex that liked me,
“He’s devouring (T/N: Has sexual implications) his listeners, his playing around with women is terrible”
There have even been times when baseless rumors were constructed against me.


Hurt by the heartless comments,
It was painful, painful, there were countless times when I was wavering on quitting.


But even in the middle of that, there were people who always cheered me on and
There were friends that always treated me well.


As the seasons change, I became busy and there are now friends that I have ended up contacting less.
There are also friends that I have been unable to meet again after moving.


From the days of being holed up my room alone,
I started live broadcasts speaking in front of 10 people,
I became capable of connecting through the Internet & singing songs in front of 100 people
I did one-man live in front of 1000 people
10000 people picked up my CD into their hands
I have become such that over 100000 people recognize me now.

Always, always day to day I’ve felt like I’ve been in a dream


During these six years,
I don’t know how many times I’ve cried from happiness and sadness.
I don’t know how many times I’ve laughed from the fun and happy times.

I don’t know but

The me right now is happy

The me from the past, it’s really great that you continued the things you liked

I feel like I can say that to my former self now.


I wasn’t planning on discussing anything seriously but
Somehow I remembered a variety of things! w


I’m not putting on airs,
I’m not creating a character (facade) of any kind
I am really thinking this way from the bottom of my heart.


That’s why I think I can form the words in my mouth immediately at any time.
You’ve changed my world,

Thank you very much!

YouLove #2

Summary= How many chances there were that your famous crush would like you back? The chance of a click -and a video, it seemed. [YouTubers AU].

Pairing= Nalu.

Rate= T.

Chapters= Multichaptered.

Word Count= 1590.

Hi guys :3 I know this is earlier than I said I’d update, but since it got so many notes and lovely comments, I thought that I’d post chapter 2 now! Thank you so much for all the pretty things you said! It really motivated me and made me so happy! >.< So here you go!

I don’t own Hunter x Hunter nor Noragami Aragoto. They belong to their respective authors.

Chapter two: but baby, I’m still waiting for you

“Okay, so,” Lucy started, smiling at the recording camera placed in front of her. “YukiStellar on Tumblr requested my opinion on the anime Hunter x Hunter, thanks!”

Lucy cleared her throat, pushing down her anxiety, as she always did whenever she recorded a new video. She thanked that so far, the thumbs down were almost inexistent in her account. She hoped it stayed that way.

500.000 subscribers were a really big number. For her, at least.

“I really loved the anime!” Lucy grinned, sighing contently as she remembered. “Its plot is quite interesting, and don’t even let me start about character development. Truly amazing and well done. I could give you a list of my favorite moments, but I don’t want to spoil anything to you guys,”

“So, this anime gives you so many feels! I laughed, and cried, and got to be an emotional wreck. Specially on the final arc. I totally suggest you watch it! My favorite character? Killua, of course! Adorable, dork, smart, fast, strong, dark, and too well-looking for a 12 to 14 years old.”

Lucy wiggled her eyebrows at the camera, chuckling to herself.

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WHY ROSE AND ROSIE ARE AMAZING YOUTUBERS…

Basically, I want to share the story with you why I find Rose and Rosie the most kindest, friendliest people, the most hilarious people I have ever come across. 

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These two people are so unique - not because of their sexuality because sexuality should be normalised in this generation already man. Jesus Christ!!! You fall in love with whoever you fall in love with and have a deep connection with. 

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Anyway my point is, is that you can tell they spend so much time creating these videos and creating them, but coming across so natural and being themselves when filming to humour us and for their purposes too by being THEMSELVES. I love how they don’t COPY other peoples ideas - They are completely themselves in favour to surprise us. By not copying, I mean Youtubers have their range of ideas and share them, not to offend anyone, each to their own but you simply can tell they are from one ‘group’ and they have simply selected that idea from another youtuber. NOT ALL OF THEM, but some.

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BUT ROSE AND ROSIE?

They take time to create their own IDEAS. which I am absolutely fansicated about because, when they upload a video, NO ONE HAS DONE THAT KIND OF VIDEO, not in that concept anyway. Even if they collect ideas from other people, They do it in their own ‘style’ The style of Rose’s and Rosie’s. The style of boobs.

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You can tell they don’t do it to get famous, They do it because they love it and PURELY because they love us to make us smile. They are so natural and, so honest.

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They take time out to chat to us on wether that is on Twitter, Youtube, Tumblr and YOUNOW. YOUNOW, they take roughly an HOUR off their time to presume and entertain us.

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Amazilnly enough Rosie even took roughly about 5 minutes off her time to watch and comment on my YouTube channel in advance to ask for her advice if she could understand what I was saying as I am deaf and commonly socialise with deaf people although I have been bought up in a hearing family. And she FREAKING commented. I am so happy and totally over the moon - such a simple comment to make my confidence grow. She often likes my  tweet when I tweet her..Same with Rose.

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They have inspired me to make videos - I only have made few - I do it for my own benefit and hopefully to amuse you too as time goes on - I do it  to gain confidence after being so scared of socialising for many years and to not communicate with my hearing peers after being joked and bullied in school because of my own deafness and how I spoke. I have been lost in the shell for roughly about 5 years in the pit of depression, anxiety  and Borderline personality disorder due to people not understanding my deafness and being in a mainstream school and couldn’t learn.

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 I have had to go into inpatient and spent 8 months in hospital to reach my recovery goal. II feel that they are my massive influences because they remain so positive and work on it. I noticed that Rose did or do suffer with OCD, and I also feel that Rosie also suffers with some kind of anxiety disorder according to her ‘Real Talk’ videos  and that gave me another insight that you can be better, or to  recover or amazingly BE RECOVERED with whatever you are struggling with..  I have spent time in two hospitals, first, i couldn’t cope. I couldn’t make friends, no one was speaking to me because I was deaf and they didn’t know how to approach to a deaf person, I was alone for 3 months. Then the hospital decided to move me because it wasn’t helping, so they moved me to a deaf inpatient hospital. it was very quiet, it only had me and 2 other people, but it felt better. it was a struggle, It was so far away from home - about 3 hours away and some weekends I couldn’t go home so I spent majority of my time recovering and watching rose and rosie. 

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At first, I couldn’t understand rose and rosie, it literally took me about 3 times to watch one of their videos because I knew there was something about them that really would help me with a lot of things. and they made me think more about my future and who I was back then.  

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Being deaf has its boundaries - such as first time coming across to their youtube, I had to re-watch their videos over and over again to come in conclusion to understand them as I have very VERY broken ears and am profoundly deaf and wear two cochlear implants to hear. HAHA. it was funny. 

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They have inspired to make me create youTube videos. Not to get subscribers, although subscribers would be nice. ;) haha but the main thing is show that Recovery is worth it and show my deaf peers that they can accomplish anything as they struggle so much in life with their own language - British sign launuage, but thankfully I was given both language which is both oral (ha you dirty minded) Oral as in Speaking english and also sign lanuage . Also to gain my confidence and be back to who I was, A genuinely happy person who made people laugh as a 11 year old but slightly mature of course as I am now 18. 

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So, I want to thank you, to Rose and Rosie for being yourself. You have made me turn into a much better person, with a bigger insight to life. So, Thank you so so much you both absolute boobs. I hope you manage to read this. 

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Here is my video which Rosie had commented on - and tell me what your ideas are on it. I still am not very confident to speaking to my vlogging camera as you can see but hopefully I will improve over time and improve my speech if that’s even possible. Yet thank you for commenting on my video and making my confidence blossom even more!!!!

SO THANK YOU<3

My video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nEctdaLRBLw

Their channel -

Rose -  https://www.youtube.com/user/RoseEllenDix

Rosie’s -https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCTLtitCZyXdYD2OYW1trMtQ

Go and give them a WATCH  I PROMISE YOU WILL NOT REGRET IT. You will fall in love with their both’s ashoundlily personalities and of course, not to forget their gorgeous pets, Wilma and Flynn!!!! They truly deserve some recognition and could possibly save someones life like they did with mine.

@roseellendix @theroxetera


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