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Little Sister

(requested by anon)

Damon hurts reader when his humanity is off and Kai comforts her.


Y/N woke up in the middle of the night from a loud noise coming from downstairs. Having supernatural hearing sucks. she thought as she got up and walked downstairs. Ever since Damon flipped his humanity switch after Elena was forced into a sleeping curse , things at the Salvatore Boarding House have been a little out of control.  
Y/N walked down the stairs and tripped over something … or someone. She could smell the blood.
“What the hell?” she muttered , kneeling down. Whoever it was she had tripped over , was already dead. Y/N sighed in frustration. “Damon !” she raised her voice. “Damon !” she called out again , carefully walking over the body , nearly tripping over another. Suddenly someone grabbed her foot.
“Help me…” a young girl said.
Y/N kneeled down , biting her wrist and bringing it to the girls mouth.
“Leave and forget this ever happened.” she compelled the girl.
A few more steps away she found another survivor.
“Damn it Damon …” she cursed under her breath.
A few steps ahead there was a guy still bleeding out on the carpet.
Lovely. she thought. This will be hell to clean up.
It was dark in the house , but the fire in the fireplace was burning , lighting up the living room enough for Y/N to see Damon draining yet another body. He wasn’t alone. Kai was on the other sofa , draining some random stranger.
“Since when are you two buddies ?” Y/N asked annoyed.
Kai let the body drop on the ground , blood dripping from his chin , the black veins under his eyes slowly fading away.
“Oh hello.” Kai said. “We didn’t wake you , did we ?” he said glancing for a second at Damon who grinned at the comment and then returning his gaze to Y/N.
Y/N rolled her eyes. “No , no … I was just randomly sleepwalking and tripping over dead bodies in the house.” she said with a sarcastic smile , glancing at Kai and returning her attention towards her brother. “You can’t keep doing this. So many people missing will draw too much attention.”
Damon finished his snack and turned towards Y/N. “You are an even bigger buzzkill than Stefan.”
Y/N scoffed. Her brother had gone off the deep end and Stefan had picked the worst possible moment to go out of town leaving her to deal with Damon alone.
“Look , I know you miss Elena , but this is not you. What do you think Elena would say when she finds out the first thing you did after leaving her in a coffin for the next 50 years was to throw a ‘dinner party’ killing dozens because you couldn’t deal with the pain of losing her?” she paused for a second , pointing at Kai. “And why are you hanging out with him of all people ?!”
Kai had an amused look on his face.
“Oh , you think this is funny?” Y/N asked him. “May I remind you , none of this would be happening if you hadn’t put that spell on Elena.”
“Ouuchh.” Kai muttered.
Y/N couldn’t belive any of them at that moment. Damon was looking straight through her. It was like her words weren’t even being registered by him and Kai … well , he was Kai.
“Are you even listening to me Damon ?” she asked , a second later Damon had pinned her to the wall , his hand wrapped around her neck.
“Listen to me , you are better than this -” she started to say but was cut off by her brother.
“No , you listen to me. I am better like  this and I do not need you coming to my rescue because guess what - I don’t need to be rescued.” Damon hissed at her. Y/N rolled her eyes and pushed him away , sent him flying across the room.
“You  are the big brother Damon . You  are supposed to be looking after me , not the other way around.” she said just as Damon came after her again. This time punching a whole in her chest , wrapping his hand around her heart , queezing it. Y/N was struggling to breath.
“I never should’ve gone back for you in 1867. Turning you was the biggest mistake of my life.” Damon hissed.
Y/N felt as if the whole world has been turned upside down. Damon , her brother , the one who loved her so much and had convinced Stefan to go back for her … who always protected  her and looked after her even before he became a vampire… Her brother was gone. She had no idea who was standing in front of her. Tears filled her eyes , not because of the pain in her chest , but because her brother had shattered her heart with those words.
“Kill me , Damon. At least I will be free of you.” she said angrily , barely uttering the words. Her brother stared at her , his expression blank. “Go on. Do it! Kill me !” she raised her voice , a tear rolling down her cheek.

Kai who was enjoying the show until this point , suddenly got up muttering a spell reaching his hand. Damon screamed in pain , pulling his hand out of Y/N’s chest and holding his head as if it was about to explode.
“I think that’s enough…” Kai said , his voice scary calm.
“Stay out of this , creeper! ” Damon snapped back at him.
Up until this moment Kai was having fun watching them argue…but watching Damon break Y/N’s heart while also trying to literally rip it out of her chest ?  Damon had crossed a line. Before the merge Kai probably wouldn’t have cared at all what happens to Y/N , but now emotions got in the way. Y/N was always nicer to Kai than the others , always willing to listen at least while the others directly shut him out. She didn’t deserve to die , not like this. Not at the hands of her own brother.
“And they say I am the monster…” Kai muttered , flicking his wrist snapping Damon’s neck.  
Kai kneeled down next to Y/N who had a shocked look on her face. Who could blame her ? Her brother just tried to kill her. he thought and suddenly felt a peck of guilt for all the things he had done to his siblings , to Liv …
“Y/N , are you OK?” he asked , Y/N glaring at him in disbelief. “Right , dumb question.”
Kai looked at the girl standing before him unsure what to do. Emotions are so hard to navigate , he thought. A  moment later he sat on the floor down next to her and wrapped his arms around her as she started crying. The pain in her eyes made him feel helpless and he hated that. He also hated the fact he had no idea how to get her to stop crying.
“Do you want some ice cream or maybe chocolate ? In movies that usually helps … ” he asked but she just shook her head. Kai took a deep breath , deciding to take a different approach. “You know , he didn’t mean it. You are his little sister and I’m sure he loves you … even without his humanity.” he said gently brushing her a tear from her cheek.
Y/N looked at him through tears. Kai was last person Y/N had expected to ever comfort her , to make her feel safe but in this exact moment thats exactly how he made her feel. Safe. If it wasn’t for him , she’d probably be dead. She wrapped her hands around him and he hugged her tight. This feels nice.  she thought with a surprise , warmth spreading through her body.
“Thank you…for saving me.” she whispered.
“Any time.” he said rubbing her back.
They stood curled up on the floor for a while longer before Y/N’s breathing calmed down a little and her sobs stopped. Damon was starting to come back to life.Y/N wriggled out of Kai’s hands and stood up , taking a few steps towards the hidden vervain stash.
All of the sudden Kai felt empty. Not having her in his arms somehow felt wrong to him. He watched as she injected Damon with a concentrated dose of vervain and turned towards him , her eyes still filled with hurt.
“Do you mind umm… could you help me out with this , please ?” she asked pointing at Damon. Kai nodded and together they dragged Damon’s body down the cellar , locking him up in a cell.
Kai glanced at Y/N who had wrapped her hands around her chest , looking through the small window on top of the door at Damon’s body laying on the ground. He wanted to say something but words escaped him. Since when do I have trouble talking to girls?!  he thought. He followed Y/N upstairs and he watched as she poured herself a drink, looking around the living room.
THIS will have to wait until morning. she thought glancing for a moment at Kai.
Kai.. she thought a small smile across her face.
“I .. I should go.” he said heading towards the door.
Y/N hesitated for a split second. She still felt warmth on the inside … It was because of Kai , she knew it and she didn’t want him to go.
“Or you can stay ?” she said in quiet voice. Kai turned around looking at her. There was something in his eyes that had changed. “Please , stay… ” she asked again. “I don’t want to be alone tonight.”
“Yeah , sure.. If that’s what you want.” he said walking back towards her. Y/N could hear a smile in his voice. She poured another glass with bourbon and handed it to him but he refused. She sat on the sofa , Kai sitting next to her.
“You know something’s tickling at my mind.” she said trailing off. “Why did Damon leave any survivors? It’s very unlike him … ” she thought out loud.
A small smile showed up on Kai’s face. “Those weren’t Damon’s victims …”  he said , Y/N turning around with a surprised look on her face.
“Who would’ve thought…” she said , a smile on her face. Y/N snuggled closer to Kai and he wrapped his arms around her pulling her close. She listened to his breathing for a while before they both fell asleep , exhaustion catching up with them.

“Y/N , I’m home … ” Stefan said , freezing on the spot noticing all the dead bodies around the living room. “What the -” he started to say as his gaze fell on his little sister and Kai snuggled together on the sofa. He walked towards them , poking his little sister awake. She slowly opened her eyes and saw Stefan looking at her with a curious look , his eyes darting between her and Kai. “Care to explain what’s going on here ?” he asked.


Stars and cupcakes

Word count: 1466

You’re feeling down and Kai cheers you up 

‘Babe?’ Kai shouted and looked around the house, closing the front doors behind him. You didn’t bother to shout back, as you were too tired and completely not in the mood for anything so you just kept quiet, your favourite giant blanket wrapped around your body as your body rested on your bed, your face sank into the pillow a long time ago. You heard Kai’s footsteps getting closer to your room, but you still ignored him. You closed your eyes, pretending to be asleep, pulling the blanket up a bit more, even covering your chin.

'Hey.’ He muttered again and walked to your bed as you felt the bed sinking down a bit, meaning he sat down. You felt him placing his hand on your hip, caressing it gently. 'What’s wrong?’ He said and laid beside you, pulling a part of the blanket that was under your body and covered himself up, his warm body pressing against your back.

'You know I will stay like this until you tell me what’s wrong. I might even start tickling you and I know how much you hate when I do that.’ Kai trailed off, hoping you would laugh at least a little bit or protest as to what he said, because you were very ticklish and you really did kind of hate it when Kai started tickling you, but you didn’t even move an inch. You kept your eyes closed and sighed heavily. It wasn’t fair to act like that, but you didn’t feel like talking to anyone. Even Kai. You wanted to be alone and get some sleep, hoping that awful feeling would go away. It wasn’t the first time that you were feeling down, but every time you did, Kai was there beside you, trying to cheer you up and this time wasn’t any different. He leaned in and kissed your cheek gently a couple of times, his hand finding its way to your hair, brushing it gently with his fingers.

'C'mon, are you going to talk to me or am I getting the silent treatment again?’ Kai asked, his voice quiet and soothing, his hand gently rubbing your arm. You shrugged your shoulders, still avoiding his gaze that was strongly focused on you. He exhaled heavily and shifted in his place, looking around the room. 'Ok, you don’t want to talk, I get it. I am just going to… give you some time alone, ok? Get some rest and maybe we will talk in the morning if you feel like it. I’ll just sleep on the couch tonight.’ He trailed off and kissed your cheek again before he stood up and covered you with a blanket, covering your body the way it was before, tucking you in.

'I love you.’ He whispered and then walked out of the room, leaving the bedroom door opened. When you were sure that he was gone, you lifted your body up, leaning on your elbows as you were staring at the hallway, thinking if you should have talked to him. On one side it wasn’t fair, but on the other side, you did want to be alone. It allowed you to think about everything tha was going on in your mind.

You thought Kai would be back and you kept looking towards the door, waiting for him to walk through them, but he didn’t. You were laying on your back, holding your favourite teddy bear by your side. It was a gift from Kai. He won that teddy bear when you were at a really nice festival and when you first realized that you really loved him, so that bear had a special place in your heart. Everything was quiet. Too quiet. For the first time in a long time you wanted the room to be filled with some sort of noise. Anything because staring at the ceiling was slowly driving you crazy. You exhaled heavily multiple times, dying from boredom, until you have heard footsteps coming closer to your room again. A smile flashed across your face because you knew that Kai would be back. You closed your eyes again, pretending to be asleep.

'Ok. This is not working so.’ He walked to the bed and kneeled on the bed next to you, his hands pushing under your body. He picked you up along with a blanket, pressing you close to his body. 'You’re coming with me.’

'What are you doing?’ You asked, a quiet chuckle escaping your body, but you changed your expression to serious, hiding the fact that you were feeling a bit better when he picked you up.

'I’m going to surprise you and cheer you up.’ He trailed off and carried you out of the room, your arms wrapped around his neck, holding tightly onto him. You placed your head in the crook of his neck and inhaled, his scent extremely intoxicating, filling up your nostrils.

'Where are we going?’ You whispered, your fingers slowly tracing all kinds of shapes on the back of his neck.

'It’s a surpise, now, no more questions.’ He replied and tried to kept a serious face. You smiled at how serious he wanted to be, finding it really cute as to how he always took care of you. Even small things like how his mouth formed into a smile when he knew that you were staring at him, or how he had small crinkles in the outer corner of his eyes when he laughed, his beautiful dimples, it made you happy and made you realize how happy you were to have someone like Kai by your side.

Light summer breeze hit your bare legs, making you realize that you stepped out of the house and walked into the garden behind the house. He let you down on your feet, wrapping your blanket around your body and turned you around.

There was a middle sized blanket laying on the grass, spread wide, just enough for the two of you. You walked closer and noticed dozen of cupcakes placed neatly on a big plate, small candles spread around the blanket, lighting up a place around you. You laughed under your breath and turned around to face Kai, his gaze already focused on you. His hands were shoved down his pockets, the moonlight making his blue eyes look even more stunning. You immediately got lost in them, another chuckle escaping your body.

'You did all of this for me?’ You asked him and smiled as he started walking towards you, his arms snaking around your waist and pulling you closer to his body. He pecked your lips gently and looked at you deeply into eyes and smiled.

'You know I would do anything for you.’ You chuckled and pecked his lips swiftly before you sat down on the blanket and took a chocolate cupcake, gathering the icing with your index finger. Kai sat down as well, on the opposite side of you.

'That’s what you have been doing after you left?’ You asked and took a bit out of a delicious cupcake, a small amount of icing ending up in the corner of your lips. Kai reached out his hand and wiped the icing from your lips with his thumb, bringing it loser to his lips as he licked it, tasting the chocolate frosting.

'I had to do something. I know how much you love cupcakes and I know how much you love stars so this was the perfect plan to cheer you up.’ He trailed off and laid down on the blanket, looking at the night’s sky filled with shiny stars that looked like pure diamonds.

'You’re always so thoughtful and cheer me up.’

'I just want to make you happy.’ Kai muttered. You showed him a small smiled and placed the cupcake down on the plate as you laid down next to him, your head resting on his shoulder.

'Thank you. For everything.’ You looked up at him, your eyes meeting.

'No need to thank me. You know I would do this any day. I love you.’ He whispered and ran his fingers through your hair.

'I love you too, so much, Kai, but you could have, you know, decorated this a bit differently, some bigger lights and a cake maybe. Yeah, definitely cake.’ You said and looked at Kai seriously, but couldn’t keep a straight face for too long. You started laughing and it didn’t take Kai too long to start laughing too. Your smile was contagious and Kai admitted that. Seeing you happy made him happy and that was all that mattered.
He kissed you deeply and then pulled you close to his body, covering you both with your blanket as you spent the rest of the night looking at the shining stars and eating cupcakes.



Kai Parker X Reader

Request: Can you do an imagine where Kai and the reader are together but but someone “gets” into his mind and makes him break up with you to protect you. Like he fakes that he doesn’t love you anymore. That would be really chill. THANK YOU AND I LURVE YOU VERY MUCH

Author’s note: All these Kai imagines, got me missing him more ugh but I love it!

Also I’m gonna be gone for 3 weeks but as soon as I’m back I’m uploading in bulk. I just didn’t want to leave without posting at least one fanfic. Love you guys!

Sorry if I made any mistakes.


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(A Little Bonkai Fluff) - from @writeturnlove

Bonnie: [Curled up on her sofa with her Kindle as she answers her cell phone] Hello?

Kai: Hey Beautiful.

Bonnie: [Laughs nervously] Oh, hey

Kai: Oh Hey? So all I get is an ‘Oh, Hey’ after last night and, [smirking] ahem, this morning?

Bonnie: [blushing] Look, last night was great – amazing actually, and this morning … I can’t even describe this morning, but it can’t happen again; you know that.

Kai: Sure it can. It’s been happening for the past several months already.

Bonnie: I realize that Kai, but we can’t. 

Kai: You know Bonnie – a little tip, if you’re going to play hard to get, you should at least pretend that you don’t want to be caught.

Bonnie: [Rolls her eyes, but laughs in spite of herself] I’m not playing hard to get.

Kai: No, you’re playing hard to keep.

Bonnie: [She takes a quick deep breath] So you want to keep me?

Kai: You already know that answer to that, Pretty Eyes, so why don’t you let me come over. I can cook dinner for you. You could be dessert for me.

Bonnie: You’re bad!

Kai: I’m bad? This coming from the woman that, I seem to recall, begged me to smack her perfect ass last night and call her my naughty little witch.

Bonnie: [Covers her face with her hands] I was caught up in the moment.

Kai: So, let’s get caught up in the moment again…or tied up in it if you’d like.

Bonnie: That’s very tempting, but I’m two minutes from getting a pizza from Giovanni’s.

Kai: Seriously? You’d rather have crappy pizza than a gourmet feast made by yours truly? 

Bonnie: It’s not that.

Kai: So what is it?

Bonnie: [Pausing briefly] I’m just scared.

Kai: [Getting serious for a moment] Bonnie, I’m not going to hurt you. Never again, okay? I promise. 

Bonnie: Maybe that’s exactly what I’m afraid of. [Knocking on the door.] Hey, I have to go. My food is here. I’ll call you back, okay.

Kai: Yeah, okay.

[Bonnie looks through the peephole and sees the delivery woman from the pizza place. She pays for the pizza and shuts the door, leaning her forehead against it.]

Bonnie: [Muttering to herself] Damn it Kai! I was hoping it was you.

[Bonnie turns around to place the pizza on the counter. Kai appears out of thin air leaning against the counter in front of her. She jumps back two feet.]

Bonnie: Holy hell, Kai!

Kai: What? Show up at your door as the delivery guy? How cliché? You know I prefer to make an entrance.

Bonnie: [Huffing as she walks around him to pull out one plate from the kitchen cabinet.] Just because you showed up wearing your Black Coat of Sex doesn’t mean you can have any pizza.

Kai: [Spins around in the coat, then slowly takes it off, tossing it on the back of the sofa.] Black Coat of Sex, huh? Gonna have to remember to wear it more often, I guess. [Throwing her a wink]

Bonnie: I thought you were bringing over groceries to make me a gourmet dinner. [She looks around him.] What? No pit-stop at the grocery store?

Kai: Oh, I stopped.

Bonnie: [Bonnie walks over, playing with his shirt and smiling sweetly up at him] And…?

Kai: [Reaches behind his back and pulls out a rose] Here you are. [Handing it to her.]

Bonnie: [Takes it and smiles] Thank you. [She turns to put it in a small vase on the counter when he stops her.]

Kai: See, what I planned on doing tonight [Kai takes her hand and leads her to the living room to sit down] was making you this spectacular dinner – Reditum – [Two plates of food appear on her coffee table] Turn down the lights [The lights flicker off] Light some candles. [Candles light around the room on their own] and tell you something.

Bonnie: [Swallowing hard] Tell me what?

Kai: [Leans and kisses her earlobe before whispering] That I love you Bonnie Sheila Bennett, and I always want you to be my naughty little witch. 

Bonnie: [Blushing again and forcing back a smile] Always?

Kai: Yep.

Bonnie: Doesn’t “always” usually come with a ring?

Kai: [He pats his chest and then reaches into his pockets like he’s looking for something. He raises his empty hands] A ring is so conventional, Bon. I’m a rebel.

Bonnie: Mmm Hmm.

[Bonnie stands up and heads to the kitchen. Kai begins to whistle a tune as he follows her. She sniffs the flower again and notices something hard in the center of the petals. She pulls out a diamond ring and her mouth flies open. She turns around and he’s kneeling on one knee]

Kai: So my understanding of this tradition is that I’m supposed to give that to you and ask you if you’re willing to spend the rest of your life with me…. Driving you absolutely crazy inside and outside of bed. 

Bonnie: [She walks over and slowly places the ring in the center of his palm.] Here you are.

Kai: [Clears his throat and looks up at her] Marry me, Bonnie.

Bonnie: [Smiling mischievously] Is that an order or a question?

Kai: It’s a request from the guy whose knee is hurting from being bent on this cold, cheap kitchen tile of yours. [He winks, then reaches for her left hand and slips the ring on it.] Will you – Marry me?

Bonnie: [Nodding furiously until she can actually say the words through her tears] Yes!!

[Kai stands, picks her up sitting her on the kitchen table and kisses her passionately for what seems like an eternity.] 

[Bonnie slinks off the table, grabbing his shirt and tugging him away from the kitchen.]

Kai: What are you doing Bennett? Did that kiss make you forget that dinner is in the living room? 

Bonnie: I know. [Bonnie pulls her shirt over hear head, tossing it in his face] But dessert’s in the bedroom!

Kai: [Chuckles as he follows her, singing] Somebody’s gonna get spanked! 

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It Hurts Like Hell 
                                       - Part VII
Kai Parker x Reader

Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4 - Part 5 - Part 6
word count :3 151
warning : contains smut
*not my gif

After Y/N had turned things hadn’t gone as smoothly as she had hoped.
Stefan had kept his promise and helped her with the transition - teaching her how to feed , compell and of course how to clean up afterwards…and somehow he was the only one of her former friends she could stand to be around. Becoming a vampire had changed her forever and there was no going back.

About a year after Kai had died , Y/N turned off her humanity switch. As a vampire her emotions were magnified and she just couldn’t hold on anymore. Her emotions were drowning her. It was her only way out. Her friends had tried to get her to flip the humanity switch back more than a couple of times , but there was nothing in the world that could do the trick for her. Kai was the only person she had ever truly loved and cared about , regardless of what he had done and he was gone.

Despite having her humanity switch flipped off , Y/N kept going to Kai’s grave every day. It was the only place in the whole world that still held some meaning to her. It was the place she had made the choice to become a vampire and the place the love of her life was buried.
Y/N was there that day when Damon called her to tell her that Kai was back. She couldn’t believe what Damon was telling her , thinking it was some plot they had created to get her to flip her humanity switch back on. Over the past few years they had tried that trick more than a few times , every time she figured it out before they had succeeded. In truth she didn’t want her humanity back on. What would be the point if there was no one for her to care about ?

* * *

When Kai had come back from Hell , he thought somehow he had gotten another chance but pretty soon it became clear that he wasn’t really back and at any moment he might slip back to Cade’s world of hurt. A few days had passed since the Maxwell bell rang 11 times and Kai thought he’d pay a visit to his old ‘friends’ in town , putting a plan in motion that would make all of the people who ever hurt him or stood in his way pay for what they did. Specially Damon… but first he needed to find her and for that , as much as he hated it - he needed help.

Kai barely managed to get out of Damon’s camaro , trying hard not to listen in on Damon’s phone conversation with Y/N. He did however caught her voice here and there and it made him feel happiness he hadn’t experienced in years. During his time in Hell , the memory of her had kept him sane. No matter what Cade did to him or how much he suffered , Y/N was the one holding him together.
“Did it sound like she missed me ?” Kai asked , a slither of hope in his voice. He needed to see her…
“Um … ” Damon trailed off , “Not exactly.”
Kai’s heart broke a little. She hated him. He knew this would happen… Y/N was the only friend he ever had and understood him , the only person he ever truly loved and cared about… and she hated him.
“Please , Damon. I need to see her. I need…” he swallowed hard , pausing for a few moments. “I love her.”
Damon took some convincing but he agreed to help , making a deal with him to unlink Elena’s life from Bonnie’s.
Kai wouldn’t stop asking questions about Y/N all the way to the Salvatore house. What happened to her ? Was she happy ? Damon reluctantly filled him on the events from the past few years :
Y/N had died the same day he had. She had tried to take her own life because the pain of him being gone had been too big , not realising Kai’s vampire blood had been in her system due his compulsion. She had turned into one of their worst nightmares.
“She flipped the humanity switch nearly a year later and we haven’t been able to get her back since. Not for the lack of trying.” Damon said. “You are going to help with that too.”
Kai laughed nervously. “What makes you think I can do that ? And more importanly - why would I ? Sounds to me like Y/N and I have a lot more in common now than we did before. She doesn’t need ‘fixing’ , Damon.”
“Listen to me , creeper.” Damon had said menacingly. “The only reason why I haven’t personally sent you back to Hell is because I need YOU to get Elena back for me and if in the process you snap Y/N out of her murderous mood swings , then you WILL do BOTH.”
Kai raised his hands in defeat. “Fine. I’ll do both.”
He turned to look out the car window , smiling to himself. Before Y/N had been the only thing keeping him from being the monster everyone saw when they looked at him. She had started to change him but now … to him it sounded like she was a completely different person and hearing all the things she had done to get back at everyone for taking him away - it sounded like she had taken some of his qualities.
“There is just this pesky little thing you have to worry about later…” Damon said before pulling over infront of the Salvatores. “Her guilt for everything she had done , after she flips the switch back.”

When they got inside , Y/N wasn’t there but Damon had a pretty good idea where she might be. They walked into the forest , towards the place where Kai’s body had been buried. A few meters away , Damon stopped , patted Kai on his back and pointed towards Y/N. Kai took a deep breath and walked towards her.
“Hey.” he said standing a few steps away from her. Y/N hadn’t even heard them coming , she had been lost in her thoughts. She turned around , her face pale as if she had seen a ghost.
“You are not real…” Y/N whispered. “It’s Bonnie , she is playing with my head again.” Y/N backed away a few steps. “GET OUT OF MY HEAD !” she screamed.
Kai took a few steps towards her , taking her hands in his.
“It’s REALLY me. I am back … well , sort of. One foot on this side , one in Cade’s world of hurt.” Kai laughed nervously. He couldn’t take his eyes off of her. Y/N was the most beautiful girl he had ever layed eyes on and it seemed like a dream that she was really standing infront of him right now. He had thought he’d never see her again.
“K-Kai ?” she said cupping his face , tears starting to stream down her face. He grinned at her. “Oh my God!” she gasped , kissing his lips.
Y/N had missed him so much , the realisation hitting her seconds after her humanity switch had flipped back on. He wrapped his hands around her , pulling her closer , burring his face in her neck breathing in her scent. She did the same , breathing in deeply , refusing to let go.
“Alright …” Damon interrupted. “Reunion time over. We have work to do.”
None of them moved , Kai and Y/N had fallen into a world in which only they existed. Kai refused to let go of her and Y/N was hugging him tighter and tighter as if he might disappear any second.
“Break it up.” Damon said and finally Y/N pulled away , starring angrily at him.
“Would you back off ?!” she nearly yelled at him. “We haven’t seen each other in 4 years , thanks to you… so unless you want me to rip your heart and feed it to you , I suggest you shut up.”
Kai laughed , he liked this new Y/N even more than the human version. “Damn..!” he said , placing a kiss on her forehead.
“Fine. Have your fun time reunion.” Damon raised his hands. “Just make sure this weasel doesn’t back off on our deal.” he said turning around leaving them alone.
Y/N looked at Kai confused. “What deal ?”
Kai winked at her and with a flick of his wrist he snapped Damon’s neck.
“Magical neck snap. Love this !” he laughed. “I promised Damon to wake up Elena , if he brought me to you.” Kai said simply. Anger flashed through Y/N’s eyes and that didn’t go unnoticed.
“What .. what is it?” he asked.
“You are not going to bring Elena back. Not after everything he did to you , to us.” she said , her tone making it clear it was not up for discussion.
“I’m not planing on doing that anyways.” he said winking at her , making her feel butterflies in her stomach for the first time since she turned. “So , tell me princess … How was your life the past 4 years ? Damon said you were a monster.” he said putting his arm around her shoulders and pulling her close. Kai said it with pride and it made Y/N laugh.
“I’ll tell you everything. Lets go home first. We have a lot of catching up to do.” she said with a devilish smirk before kissing him again. “I missed you so much Malachai.”
“Actually , there is something else we have to do first … ” he said glancing at her. “It won’t take long.”
As they walked past Damon’s body , Y/N knelt down and reached inside his pocket taking out the keys for his camaro.
“Thank - you.” she said stepping over him and wrapping her hand around Kai’s waist.
Kai shook his head. Whatever had happened in her life the past few years , she was different …and he liked her even more this way.

On the way to her old high school , Kai kept glancing at her with a worried expression.
“What is it ?” she asked finally.
“Um nothing … Damon said after you flip the switch back , you might drown in guilt for everything you’ve done the past few years , but you don’t seem to be drowning in anything else besides happiness.” he said a little confused.
Y/N smiled. She’d be lying if she said there wasn’t guilt trying to fight its way into her mind , but her love for Kai was stronger. All the emotions she felt towards him trumped everything else.
“Why would I feel guilty ? Damon is the one who should feel guilty.Whatever I’ve done it was his fault.” she said ,parking the camaro on the school’s empty parking lot. “I’m happy , Kai. For the first time in a long time..” she said turning towards him.“You are here and nothing else matters. Just you …and me.”

They wondered around the emtpy corridors of Mystic Falls High School on their way to the boiler room. Kai hadn’t explained much about what they were doing there but he had told her it was payback for what Damon had done to them.
Y/N couldn’t stop smiling and neither could Kai. He couldn’t tear his eyes off of her as she twirled and laughed. Somehow she had gotten hotter or maybe it was because he had missed her so much. Being around Y/N again was intoxicating , he wanted her more than ever before.
“I so do not miss this place.” she said twirling a few steps infront of Kai before he suddenly pinned her to the lockers , kissing her deeply. “That however … I missed more than you can imagine.” Y/N said nearly out of breath smiling before wrapping her hands around his neck pulling him in for another kiss , his body pressed against hers and his crotch grinding against hers soft moans escaping her lips as she wound one of her legs around his waist giving him more access.
Kai pulled away for a second , his eyes black with lust looking directly into hers while his fingers brushed her cheek gently. She bit her lower lip as her hand slided between their bodies , rubbing him through his jeans earning a little moan from him.
“Oh I think there is another thing you missed more …” Kai said , leaning in to whisper in her ear. “I’d take you right in this hallway and get you so sore you wouldn’t able to move for a week.”
Y/N felt butterflies in her stomach.
“What’s stopping you ?” she asked her hand tugging at his shirt. A low growl escaped from Kai’s throat as she slid her hand under his jeans and her fingers drew circles on his lenght through his boxers , her eyes locked on his the whole time. He was right , it wasn’t the kisses she missed the most - it was having him deep inside her that nearly drove her crazy the past few years.
Kai’s lips smashed against hers with such force as if he was trying to swallow her hole taking her breath away. He was grinding against her harder and faster now , his lips moving to kiss her jawline placing sloppy kisses on their way towards her neck. The school hallways echoed with soft moans and heavy breathing. His hand slided under her shirt squeezing her breasts , gently pinching her nipples making her gasp before his fingers trailed down her stomach , pushing their way in her underwear rubbing her clit before sliding two fingers inside.
It was as if they were the only two people in the whole universe except they had company…

“If you two love birds are done … Blue eyes and I have work to do.” said a female voice , startling both of them , they had been so consumed in what they were doing , none of them had noticed they weren’t alone.
Y/N & Kai pulled away from eachother reluctantly , Kai giving a small wave to their surprise ‘guest’ while Y/N froze on the spot. She’d recognise that voice and the tone she spoke with anywhere - Katherine. She was back too and Y/N wasn’t too happy about it considering all the things Katherine had done to her all the way back in high school. It hadn’t been enough for Katherine to use Caroline for her ditry work , oh no … She had compelled her and nearly gotten her killed a few times trying to get what she wants.
“So thats the girl you fell in love with ? She is friends with them. Why did you bring her here?” Katherine said annoyed.
Y/N scoffed. “Get caught up on current events Katherine. I want nothing more than having Damon’s happiness taken away for good. It’s time for him to pay…” Y/N said taking a few steps towards her. “OH and call my boyfriend anything other than his name ever again , you will find yourself back in Hell before you’ve had the chance to even blink. I’ll be happy to return the ‘favors’ from the past , I owe you a few if my memory serves correct.”
Kai looked genuinly amused , he had never seen Y/N jealous and he kind of turned him on even more.

Katherine looked surprised at Y/N’s answer.
“Looks like our sweet little Y/N is no longer sweet. Good , the old you was boring.” she said. “Let’s go Blue eyes.” Katherine said turning on her heels and walking down the hall. Kai wrapped his hands around Y/N from the back to hold her back because clearly she had meant all her treats. Y/N felt his hard lenght and was nearly ready to snap Katherine’s neck just for interrupting them.
“It doesn’t mean anything.” he whispered, his breath tickling the skin on her neck. “I only have eyes for you.”
“I know , I just .. can’t stand her… ” she let out a frustrated groan. “Lets just … get this over with… I want to finish what we started without interruptions this time.”
He spin her around making her face him.
“Are you OK?” he asked worried. Y/N just nodded , taking his hand in hers. There was no way she’d let go of him for a second.
A few minutes passed in silence as they kept walking , Y/N tryingto figure out how Kai knew Katherine… but the answer to that question seemed to escape her.
“How do you even know her ?” she asked in a hushed voice. Not that Katherine could hear them , she was a human now.
“She found me a little after I … ” he swallowed hard. “We bonded over our hate for Damon and everything he and his obnoxious friends had done to us. Katherine has Cade wrapped around her little finger ,you know. It’s been like that since she the moment she stepped foot in Hell. Why do you think Cade was so interested in Stephan and Damon - its all because of her.” Kai said.
Y/N chuckled. “Who would’ve thought that Katherine and I would have a common goal…”

When they got to the boiler room Kai waisted no time setting up a boundary spell , making sure Elena’s body can enter but can’t be brought out if someone tried to.
Later on Kai was supposed to steal Elena’s coffin and bring her there.

“What if your plan fails?” Y/N asked , it was a possibility knowing what her former friends were capable of.
“Oh honey , do you really think I haven’t thought of a Plan B … C and … well , you know how the alphabet goes.” Katherine said. “Vicky Donovan will ring the Maxwell Bell 12 times and this town will burn along with everyone dumb enough to stay. There is nothing they can do stop it…and even if they do , Hell cannot be destroyed. I’ll come back and keep coming back until they all have payed.”
Y/N glanced at Kai. He couldn’t possibly think about staying in Mystic Falls considering what Katherine wanted. There had to be a way to get him all the way out of Hell before all this goes down and an idea started to form in her mind.
“Well , it was nice seeing you Katherine… but if you don’t mind , me and my boyfriend have things to do.” Y/N said walking towards Kai when Katherine stopped her , putting a hand on her chest pushing her back a bit. Even as a human she was strong. “Get out of my way.”
“Don’t even think about crossing me or letting your friends know I am back. Not yet.” she said as Y/N pushed her off.
“Thought crossed my mind , but I am not stupid.” Y/N said , taking Kai’s hand.
“Goodbye Katherine.”

Y/N couldn’t wait for her and Kai to finish what they started earlier and by the looks of it Kai couldn’t wait either because on their way out , he shoved her inside one fo the empty classrooms locking the door behind them.


SPOILER ALERT : (next part starts from THIS point on … )



MASTERLIST March / April 2017



Hi, dolls!

The time has come for another hideous follow forever. I’m superlate with this, but at least it’s done, I guess. 
Follow forevers are curious creatures, because you usually celebrate something with them - you either reached a milestone or it’s holiday-time/birthday, and you include all the blogs you are following, all your friends, amazing mutuals, cool graphic-makers, fanfictions writers, fanartists etc, to show how much you appreciate their presence on your dash. With this post, I would like to thank all the blogs I’m following and I would like to express my gratitude to all the blogs who decided to follow me - I might not follow you back, but I check my notifications regularly, I know that you guys are here with me. Now that I’m over the sentimental part, I would like to wish a happy new year to everyone - let’s hope for the best on 2016, né?

Couldn’t include all 335 blogs I’m following right now, but you can always check my blogroll - every blog has an amazing individual behind it ^^

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Both: I’m most grateful for knowing you.


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