I don’t feel right in the men’s locker room, but I can’t go into the girls. And I don’t feel right in men’s clothing, but I can’t wear dresses every day. It sucks to never know your place. It’s just nice, for once, to feel like I’ve found one.
I wasted so much time hating myself for the stupid mistakes that I made, but the truth is, is that without all of those I never would have dreamed this to be my future. I was the only one standing in the way of myself. You can’t change your past, but you can let go and start your future.
I want you to know that AJ saved us. He did. I want you to tell Chip that I couldn’t have done it without him. I want you to take care of AJ. I wish I could be there to walk you down the aisle, but I’ll…I’ll look in on you from time to time, ok honey? I love you Grace.
You want to cry about your feelings? Really? Here? We don’t get to have feelings. That’s the job. Gladiators don’t have feelings. We rush into battle. We’re soldiers! We get hurt in a fight, we suck it up and we hold it down, and we don’t question!