we have a war to fight, let's move along.
meanwhile in all the bleedin' and fightin', i've been readin' and writin'
and we just happen to be in the greatest city in the world!
the private and intimate life of the house:
you'll be back. soon you'll see. you'll remember you belong to me.
natasha & bolkonskys:
here's an itemized list of thirty years of disagreements! sweet jesus!
no one else:
look into your eyes, and the sky's the limit, i'm helpless! down for the count, and i'm drowning in 'em.
i have never been the type to try and grab the spotlight. we were at a revel with some revels on a hot night.
natasha & anatole:
trying to catch your eyes from the side of the ballroom.
how could i dO this?
the duel (part one):
no more sex, pour me another brew, son!
the duel (part two):
can we agree that duels are dumb and immature? sure, but your man has to answer for his words.
dust and ashes:
i imagine death so much, it feels more like a memory. is this where it gets me? on my feet, several feet ahead of me? if i see it coming, do i run, or fire my gun, or let it be? there is no beat, no melody.
i take the children to church on sundays, the sign of the cross at the door.
i'm so sorry to bother you at home, but i don't know where to go, and i came here all alone.
lord, show me how to say no to this, i don't know how to say no to this. in my mind i'm trying to go, then her (his) mouth is on mine, and i don't say no!
why do you write like you're running out of time?
sonya & natasha:
be careful with that one, love, he will do what it takes to survive.
i know my sister like i know my own mind, you will never find anyone as trusting or as kind. i love my sister more than anything in this life, i will choose her happiness over mine, every time.
rumors only grow, and we both know what we know.
no one has more resilience, or matches my practical, tactical brilliance!
one last time, relax, have a drink with me. one last time, let's take a break tonight, and i'll teach you how to say goodbye.
in my house:
most of them in my own house. DAMN! you ever see somebody ruin their own life?
a call to pierre:
*jefferson voice* whaaaaaaaaaaaaat
i'm not here for you.
pierre & anatole:
congratulations. you have invented a new kind of stupid. a damage you can never undo kind of stupid. an open all the cages in the zoo kind of stupid. truly, you didn't think this through, KIND OF STUPID.
natasha very ill:
i'm erasing myself from the narrative. you have torn it all apart, i'm watching it burn.
pierre & andrey:
don't lecture ME about the war, you didn't fight in it! i almost died in a trench, while you were off getting high with the french!
pierre & natasha:
if you see him in the street, walking by her side, talking by her side, have pity. they are going through the unimaginable.
the great comet of 1812:
let me tell you what i wish i'd known, when i was young and dreamed of glory.
I hope you’re all having a wonderful day/ afternoon/ evening/ night! I wanted to give this update on what’s up in my life.
As you may or may not know about my little brother, he’s been in the hospital for the past month for a terrible accident that involved a lawnmower and a drunk mother.. I just want you all to know that he’s doing so well! (When his mother’s not there) BUT, there was an incident with his mother. I guess when she was there with him, she’d fallen asleep at his bedside. She had been sleeping on top of his left foot/ leg. He was screaming and crying out in pain but she wouldn’t wake up. The doctors and nurses tried to wake her to get her off of him but she wouldn’t. We have reason to believe she was intoxicated. She now cannot be in his room with the door closed and she has to be supervised when she’s there because the hospital is starting not to trust her like everyone else. (I also guess that her sister set up a GoFundMe and was telling lies that she’s been so heartbroken and such a wreck after what happened; she was drunk and ran her child over with a fucking lawnmower..)
The social worker is now on my father’s side with gaining full custody! We’re very close to getting him and keeping him safe.
More about myself.. This weekend and this coming up week, I’m going to be a little quiet! I have a wedding that I’m photographing on Saturday and I don’t know if I’ll be spending the entire weekend in Pennsylvania and my aunt’s here again for this wedding too. I have posts to queue so there might be a few posts up a day depending on my laziness.
Ramadan Mubarak to all my friends and followers! I hope everyone has a blessed and beneficial month. May this be a month of forgiveness and mercy, a time to give up bad habits, renew our intentions and strengthen our imaan. Please keep me in your duas ❤
(Welp… looks like my computer will be out of commission for a little longer than I thought. The fan needs to be replaced and I was told it will be 1-2 weeks to get that fixed. Soooo… Guess I’ll be spending the next little while trying to figure out what to do with my time. >_<)
(Anyway, I’ll take this as an opportunity to send out some much needed interaction asks. I made a post about it earlier asking people who were interested. If you missed that and are reading this now, comment here if you are interested in getting an interaction ask from Proto. Liking this post won’t be enough. I need a comment.)
(Anyway, sorry about that. Hopefully I’ll be getting it back sooner rather than later.)