OH GOD OKAY BUT DEREK !!!! TREATING STILES LIKE HE’S FRAGILE WHEN HE FINDS OUT STILES IS SICK. NO MORE OF THE ANTAGONISTIC BANTER OR SHOVING OR TOUCHING. IT ALL SUDDENLY GETS VERY HESITANT AND CAREFUL AND KIND !!!!
LIKE DEREK CUPPING HIS ELBOW WHEN THEY WALK UP STAIRS. DEREK HOLDING HIS HAND OUT BEHIND STILES BACK BUT NOT QUITE TOUCHING AS THEY WALK. DEREK OFFERING TO GRAB THINGS SO STILES DOESN’T HAVE TO GET UP AND GET IT HIMSELF. DEREK NO LONGER BEING COMFORTABLE EVEN LAYING A COMMISERATING HAND ON STILES’ SHOULDER BECAUSE HE FEELS LIKE HE’S NOT ALLOWED, HE FEELS LIKE AN ASSHOLE AND A TERRIBLE PERSON FOR BEING SO CARELESS WITH STILES’ FRAGILITY BEFORE EVEN THOUGH IT WASN’T MALICIOUS, PERSE. AND WHO KNOWS HOW LONG THIS DISEASE HAS BEEN LURKING IN STILES’ HEAD, REALLY. DEREK TORTURES HIMSELF OVER IT ALL BECAUSE IT WOULD BE JUST HIS LUCK THAT A JOKING HEAD-TO-THE-STEERING-WHEEL WOULD HAVE AWAKENED THE DETERIORATION IN STILES’ BRAIN. BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS DEREK’S FAULT.
AND THEN OF COURSE STILES GRIPING BECAUSE HE HATES FEELING LIKE AN INVALID– “DEREK, WHAT THE FUCK, IT’S JUST MY BRAIN THAT’S FALLING TO PIECES. I’M PERFECTLY CAPABLE OF WALKING UP THE GOD DAMN STAIRS.” “DEREK, IF YOU APOLOGIZE ONE MORE TIME FOR YOUR ARM BRUSHING MINE I AM GOING TO FIND ALLISON’S BIGGEST GUN AND SHOVE IT RIGHT UP YOUR ASS.” “I SWEAR TO GOD, DEREK. TRY TO FOLLOW ME TO THE BATHROOM AGAIN AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS. I FUCKING DARE YOU.”
AND MAYBE BROKENLY: “Derek… Stop looking at me like that.” Derek swallows, feigns ease. “Like what?” Stiles stares up at him, the turn of his mouth furious but his eyes pleading, desperate. “Like when you see me, all you can see is my headstone.”
i will literally never get over this day. this day is just… im overwhelmed… im so overwhelmed with the amount of love that i currently contain for one Louis William Tomlinson.
he hosted and made this entire thing possible because of how much he cares for this charity and the children that it supports. he wanted to give these terminally ill children one night where, their sickness was the last thing on their mind. he wanted to make them feel like real life princesses and princes. he wanted to give them the world, and…. there’s no way you can say that he didn’t, he gave them the world, and made each and every single one of those kids feel special and for one night, he made them and their families forget that real life exists.
to give them the world though, he spent over 3 million pounds, which is nearing 15% of his (roughly) entire current net worth. he spent that money on giving these kids flowers, dresses, tiaras, wands, he got them all full gift bags, and he got them toys. he also gave them the experience of a red carpet arrival, of having paparazzi take their picture, he gave them the experience of feeling special and unique and a true princess or prince.
He did this, he put his heart and soul and time and money into this ball because Louis William Tomlinson is a good fucking person and he deserves the entire world. he’s an actual angel on earth and i will never stop loving him because beyond the looks and the talent and the friendships or relationships that he has, Louis Tomlinson is a good fucking person with a heart of gold and pure soul and THAT is why i love him and that is why i’ll never stop, no matter what shit the media has him getting into, that’s not the real Louis, the Louis that throws a Cinderella Ball and make little children feel special is the real Louis Tomlinson.
People are acting like Kanye West saying he’s going to run for president is so ridiculous. Let’s not forget America that you let the Terminator be a governor, one of your two main political parties is supporting a reality contest show host whose most famous punch line is “You’re Fired”, and you all elected Bush TWICE.
So please spare us and stop acting like you have such high standards for political figures.