SURPIRIZZZZZ ^^ Out of nowhere, here it is part 3! This is
pure shitty fluff because I just keep on reading angsty stuff
seriously guys life is amazing stop being so sad (just jk I LOVE
reading angsty stuff keep on writing plz) also I tried to add some
smuttish references in there to make it more funny but hey I’ve never
tried before so don’t be too harsh with me plz ^^
get used to live with Jungkook. While you are at University he works
at the ice cream shop or walk around town, “to observe human
behaviour” as he says. When you come home he is always there,
welcoming you like the little overexcited puppy he is. And yes, the
two of you keep on sleeping on the same bed. At the beginning it felt
quite weird, but not bad weird. You have thought about telling
him off sometimes but everynight he just naturally climbs into your
bed and truth is you just can’t resist his big doe eyes. You keep
telling yourself there is nothing romantic about it, it’s just two
people who comfortably sleep side by side.
is not a ‘real guy’… right?
his voice tickles your neck as his arms naturally find their way
around your waist. It’s almost night time and you are washing the
dishes but, as usual, Jungkook is bored and wants your attention.
You’ve noticed how he would get extremely clingy when he has nothing
to do. Like a little puppy he either has too much energy or sleeps
like a rock. And when he is bored he comes to you to get some sort of
you whining little brat” you scold him jokingly
bored” he protests as expected, resting is head in the
between your neck and shoulder.
“And I am
busy! I am not your personal toy! You better find an hobby or
something!” you suggest trying to pray his hands off you. Mumbling
something under his breath along the line of -why won’t you play with
me?- he goes in the living room with his head hanging low. He is
still there, lying with his face flat on your small couch when you
enter the room after finishing your chores. He looks so pitiful your
heart clenches a little. What’s wrong with this one now?
Letting out a sigh you sit on the floor next to him petting his head
wrong?” you murmur softly. Jungkook turns his head to stares at
you. There is something in his clear doe eyes that always entrance
you. He is like a magnet. And you are inevitably drown to him. This
time you can clearly see a veil of sadness covering his usual bright
gaze and you can’t help wondering what’s bothering him so much and
wanting to relieve his sorrows.
so much I want to do and so many things I need to learn…”
Jungkook says in a distressed low whisper.
That is when
you realize that the whole situation is actually really tough on him.
He is trying so hard to be ‘normal’ and to find his place in this
world. Jungkook personality is always so cheerful and bright it’s
hard for people to notice when he feels upset. Seeing him so
vulnerable and helpless in front of you it’s heartclenching. You feel
the desperate need to comfort him and see his usual adorable bunny
have to worry. You can do everything you want, learn everything you
like. There is no reason for you to upset. You are hardworking,
charming and everybody likes you. You will understand what you want
to do in your life, eventually. And if you need any help, I’m here”
you say smiling sweetly at him.
doesn’t reply but just looks back at you fondly. His warm gaze makes
you blush a little but you try to keep up with it. You can see the
relief your words brought to his mind and you feel extremely
satisfied fro being able to help him. You are about to get up and leave when it happens. Without warning, he moves his face
closer to yours and your noses touches. It’s a small, intimate
gesture that lasts for less then a second. Not clearly realizing what
is happening you sit frozen in place, your mind completely blank.
Even though you can feel the warmth of his breath so close to your
skin and his mouth inches away form yours, every muscle on your body
moment you move backwards covering your face with your hands. The
silence is so thick it’s almost unbearable and you hold your breath
as your heart runs wild.
HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING??!!” You scream in shock. Jungkook
looks at you blinking his eyes with an innocent expression on his
face. Oh my god how many time you’ve restrained to punch that
painfully beautiful face.
his flat reply only irritates you even more.
I… what..??!” you stammer. Jungkook senses your confusion but
scratches the bridges of his nose with indifference.
“Why? I saw
a lot of people doing that with the person they love”
thought your face could turn this hot –IS HE FOR REAL? Did he
just say the L word? Like this? Casually?!- You look at him in
disbelief, your eyes the size of a saucer and your cheeks on fire.
You were internally freaking out but impose to yourself to remain
focused and concentrate. Clearing your throat you try to understand
what is the whole situation about. First of all Jungkook is not a
normal person, ok, he is also a dog, right, and with that said
touching his nose means…
mean a kiss?”
He stares at
you and nods slowly pouting slightly. -Ok, this is getting out of
“Uhm let’s break this down for a moment” Again you adjust your position trying to
maintain a safe distance “Well, first of all that was technically
not a kiss and second, kiss is not something you just randomly do with
everyone, and well there are also those kind of people who don’t
really care about it, but personally I find it something really
intimate so yeah don’t be so careless about it people might
misunderstand you” you start rambling and making weird gesture with
your hands -Wow congrats that was so smooth, for fuck sake Y/N get
a grip of yourself!!
looks at you in silence clearly enjoying your little outburst. He’s
got such an teasing look in his eyes you can feel your ears turning
hot too. -Why is he looking at me like that? WHY DOESN’T HE SAY ANYTHING?-
felt like doing it” he states simply turning around and stirring
is it supposed to mean??!! Why is he like this?! What have I done to
deserve such a torture?- You clear your throat once again and
giggle uncomfortably. You honestly have no idea what to say nor how
to feel about this whole nose-touching thing. Should you thank him?
Nah that would sound weird.
thing is Jungkook has this habit of doing awfully cute things that
are probably oh-not-so-innocent from an external point of view. Like
caressing the skin of your waist while humming a quiet lullaby or
sleep impossibly close to you with his chin on top of your head. And
honestly you still don’t know how to feel about it. He always does it
so casually, so naturally with such an innocent expression plastered
on his handsome face that never fails to leave you dumbfounded. The
truth is that lately his only presence makes you feel hot and
bothered. You have started to notice how is finger would linger a
little bit too long on your waist, his hugs getting a little more
possessive and his mouth resting way too close to your ear for your
sanity. His fingertips have started to leave a trace of boiling spots
on your skin and your checks lit up like Christmas balls everytime
you hear his whining singing voice calling you from the other room.
don’t do that again” you mutter under you breath and hide your face
with your hair -a self defence mechanism of yours.
You didn’t like it?” Jungkook glances at you sideways while
casually biting down on his bottom lip. In the split of a second your
gaze wonders from his eyes to his mouth and then to the floor and you
hear him laugh faintly at you clear awkwardness -What’s up with
the smug attitude now??? When did he get so bold? AND WHY AM I LIKE
oh or maybe you enjoyed it?” you lift your face and upon seeing his
self-satisfied grin you jump on your feet clenching your fists. When
did he get so confident, so flirty?
little pervert! I- I want you to stay at least 2 meters away from me!
Y-you sleep on the couch tonight!” you half scream stomping your
feet and running to the other room to hide you burning checks. As
you walk out you hear a faint chuckle coming from the couch and you
can vividly imagine the smirk adorning his tempting rosy lips.
you get into bed that night it feels weird not to have Jungkook by
your side. You have warned him not to come near you and weird enough
he has decided to set on the sofa. When you came out of the bathroom
and didn’t spare him a glance he felt bad and hated himself for being
so impulsive at times. He knew you were not really angry at him and
that his small gesture had taken you by surprise. But oh well,
Jungkook too was shocked by his behaviour because usually he is more
subtle with his approaches but tonight he just can’t control himself
around you. Your movements, your voice, your smell, everything about
you was intoxicating for him. Everything is ten times more amplified
than usual and his self control totally non existent. Deep down the
reason why and even though he doesn’t want to say it out loud he has
already accepted it. The only problem is he is not sure if you would
accept it so easily as well.
the other side of the story, you’ve been tossing and turning around
for an hour now unable to find a comfortable position. You sigh
rubbing your eyes for the umpteenth time when the sudden realization
hit you. Even though you would never openly say it to him the bed
feels too big and strangely cold without Jungkook’s presence. It has
been almost three months now and you hate to say it but you’ve fallen
into the routine quiet quick. Going to University, working, coming
back home and find him. It all feels so incredibly natural and simple
it feels like you have known him from ages. Like it’s fate. Shaking
your head -Come on Y/N don’t be such an idiotic helpless
romantic!- you internally scold
startles you a little when the door cracks open and you hear light
footsteps approaching your bed. In a moment an adorable jindo dog
jumps right in front of you. Speaking of the devil
told you to stay away from me” you say but you can feel you voice
shaking as the dog lets out a low sad whine. You decide to turn
around because you know that if you keep looking into his adorable
eyes you are going to give in. You are not even annoyed anymore, but
you are just too prideful to concede defeat yet.
you feel the bed sink under the weigh of Jungkook’ body, signalling
he has turned into his human form. Unlike usual he doesn’t wrap his
arms around you but stays distant. Sighing you just stay there biting
your bottom lip nervously waiting for him to make the first move.
sorry” he speaks first “I don’t want things to become awkward
between us” you can hear the anxiety in his voice and you actually
feel bad to have been so harsh on him for such a small matter. You
know he meant no harm and was just being spontaneous.
not awkward… I was just… you startled me so… yeah” you say,
finally turning around to face him. His tensed up expression softens
when his eyes met yours. Without even thinking about it, Jungkook
reaches out for you and brings you closer. He needs to feel you
close. His hands hesitantly rest on your waist, eyes unsure, lips
am sorry” he repeats hoping you can feel the sincerity in his
words. For the umpteenth time that night you sigh and crumble under
his sweet gaze. You just can’t be mad at him. You outstretch your
arms and Jungkook quickly moves forward to hide his face in your
worry, I overreacted. It’s fine. We are fine” you reassured petting
his head gently and smiling weakly. He purred under your touch and
let out a satisfied sigh. It always amazes you how Jungkook can turn
from a cocky little shit to a fluffy ball of cuteness in a span of
two seconds. And, of course, as you lay there thinking just how
adorable he looks, his voice comes out in a teasing tone
can we, like, do it again sometimes?”
joking! Just joking!” his hands travels to secure themselves around
your body and Jungkook snuggle himself impossibly close to you “Let’s
are sure he can hear your heart beats three times faster then its
normal pace and you internally facepalm yourself for being so weak
when it comes to him. He knows exactly what he is doing. And you hate
how much control he’s got over you. As you lay there with your eyes
already half closed you hug Jungkook back, feeling him smiling
against your skin. It scares you to admit it out loud because it has
all happened so unexpectedly fast you still haven’t got the time to
process everything. Jungkook came into your life as a powerful,
beautiful tornado who has turned your routine upside down. You still
don’t know how to define your relationship. You would say you are
really close friend, but then again if anyone sees you right now
would beg to different. But you don’t care. Because truth is that
you’ve never felt so safe in anyone’s arm before. And you have no
intention to let him go.
morning you wake up feeling as hot as ever. And no, not in a good
way. You feel extremely sweaty and uncomfortable, like your body is
catching fire. After that you feel Jungkook’ body impossibly close to
yours his arms engulfing your body, but not in the usual affectionate
manner. His big hands are wrapped around your waist, your face a
millimetre away from his chest, his legs are tangled with yours, his
strong grip keeping you in place. You struggle a little and shift
your body trying to escape his grip. That’s when you feel it. Being the little spoon you can feel E-V-E-R-Y inch of his body pressing
against yours. And there, right under your bum you feel something hard poking
you. You blush fifty shades of red and let out a desperate sound half
between a sigh and and whine. Immediately you cover your mouth with
your hands, embarrassed that such a sound came out of you. Maybe it
is you squirming in his arms or maybe your groaning but the guy
besides you slowly starts to come to his senses.
moving around” Jungkook’s deep morning voice gives you goosebumps
as his hot breath tickles the top of your head. His body is radiating
so much warmth it feels almost suffocating.
should… it’s hot and and… w-we should just get up because-” you
stutter unable to form a coherent sentence. You start to move around
again careful not to touch him there.
on, it’s Saturday! You don’t have class today right?”
shifts in attempt to still your movements but suddenly realizes his
not-so-little problem. You feel him stiffen besides you and his arms
tense up around your waist. His eyes grow wide and he suddenly moves
backwards trying to put some distance between you two.
sorry… I…” Jungkook stammers as he abruptly gets up. You sit up
as well and watch him freaking out with a shocked -but nonetheless-
amused expression. With his hair pointing in different directions,
t-shirt all wrinkled and eyes like saucers, Jungkook looks around
trying to find a way out of this awkward situation deciding
eventually to run for the bathroom. Still flushed like a tomato you
lift a hand to your mouth to suppress a giggle. Even though the
situation is extremely embarrassing you can’t help laughing at his
giggling you get up and and head to the kitchen to make some coffee.
The thought of the frustrated look on Jungkook face makes you smile
wider and your mind can’t help but wonder what exactly is going on in
that bathroom…. You hide your face in between your hands wriggling
your head side to side just to get those thoughts out of your mind.
You suddenly feel like a little teenage girl again. Of course you
have thought about Jungkook that way in the past months because, come
on, he is undeniably attractive, handsome but cute at the same time
and well… with a really solid rock body. The temptation to tease
him, to see how he would react if you were the one hugging him has been incredibly strong, but you have restrained yourself not
to ruin your relationship. What if he doesn’t feel the same? What
if I make things uncomfortable for the both of us? What if he wants
to leave? Those kind of thoughts have always stopped you from
making a move, but your are aware of the fact that you are actually
in a sticky situation. It is not the
first time to feel a guy so close to you and you know it’s normal for
boys to be like that in the morning, but well the fact that it
happened there with you and the way he reacted made you feel a bit…
cough brakes your stream of thoughts and makes you turn around.
Jungkook is standing at the door scratching the back of his neck and
avoiding your gaze with a pink tint painting his fluffy cheeks.
“I was.. I
think…” he starts talking but shut it immediately because he
doesn’t know how to explain it. He knows it’s something completely
natural that he shouldn’t be ashamed of. He also knows that it’s
normal for those like him to have this kind of persistent problem at
random times of the year and having it now sure is… inconvenient.
Unfortunately it is not something he can control but the fact that
you are not freaking out calms him down a little. On the other hand
you are quite enjoying the situation. Sure you still feel embarrassed
but seeing his red face makes it all more funny. Feeling brave enough
you decide to push his limit and tease him a little. It’s not fair he
is always the one to make me blush, right?
Kookie it happens! Don’t worry! A boner won’t ruin our relationship”
you blurt out giggling. Jungkook feels his breath hitch and his
cheeks turning even hotter. He doesn’t know if he is more shocked
about your relaxed reactions or the fact that you mentioned the words
relationship and boner in the same sentence. Yesterday you were
freaking out about him touching your nose and know, here you are,
comfortably talking about his…. private parts. Girls sure are
confusing- thinks Jungkook.
The poor boy
doesn’t say anythig and you decide to get closer to him. Lifting
your hand to pet his head and trying to sound as casual as possible
-but knowing way to well what you are doing- you add “Come on it’s
fine. It’s just me”
is exactly the problem- thinks the poor boy. He feels the need to
explain himself but his heart his beating so fast he can hear it
pulsate in his temple.
Y/N it’s hard to explain but people like me, well, dog like me can
become quite sensitive during a certain period of time in the year
and and…” again Jungkook stops and lets out a frustrated sigh.
The situation in only getting worse and he has no idea how to get out
On the other
hand you are looking at him furrowing your eyebrows and trying to
make sense of his words. Dog, period of the year, warmth… could
it be? No no no.. NO
trying to say that you are in heat?” you gape at Jungkook and blink
a few times when the realization hit you. In the end, Jungkook is a
peculiar kind of hybrid, between a man and a dog, and so it is normal
for him to have this kind of problems, right?
now I wouldn’t call it- better- no… yes”
You stare at
each other in complete silence for a moment, hoping the other one
would make a move first. The tension is so thick you find it hard to
swallow normally. Jungkook is standing in front of you, cheeks
flushed and ears on fire. His rosy lips are slightly parted, shoulder
hanging low and a regretful expression on his face. You can’t help to
feel sorry for the poor boy who has no control over the situation,
but also amused by the sudden turn fo events. You find this the perfect occasion to push his limits. Just
for fun. Finally, tired of the silence, you speak up.
are you supposed to do now? Find a mate or something to… you
“NO! I Y/N!
THIS- ARGH!” Jungkook cover his face with his hands and lets out a
frustrated grunt. There is no way he can tell that what he really
needs right now it’s less then a meter away from him.
“I think I
can handle this myself” he states trying to sound as firm as
possible. However, the red shade spreading on his cheeks betrays him
and you cover your mouth to suppress a giggle. You hardly feel so
powerful and in control in front of him and -honestly- it feels
little Jungkookie is frustrated” closing the distance between you
two you lean forward to pinch his cheek smiling widely.
hell does she think she is doing????? I am here telling her that I am
in heat and she is teasing me like a little kid??- Jungkook can’t
let you have the upper hand -and given his current state he is in no
mood for games. Slowly he lifts his hand to hold your wrist as his
eyes locked on yours in a piercing stare. A little taken aback you
try to avoid is eyes and move away but he is quick to grab your chin
with his other hand and still your movements.
play around with me right now Y/N” the low tone of his voice sends
a pleasurable shiver down your spine and his strong gaze keeps you
frozen in place “nor call me little” he adds.
expression appears on his face when he sees your dumbfounded state.
Oh oh the tables have turned. His hot breath fanning on top on your
lips is almost intoxicating and nothing like the innocent nose-kiss
accident of the previous night. This time Jungkook knows exactly what
he is doing. Your attention accidentally swift from his eyes to him
temping lips in the exact moment his tongue makes an appearance. You
close your hide shut praying he would just do something, anything
because your mind completely blacks out. How foolish of you to think
you could have maintain some sort of power.
get out don’t you think? The park maybe? It’s such a nice day and I
think you need some fresh air” he
comments moving away and leaving you still more puzzled, overwhelmed
and frustrated then before. We both do- he
thinks to himself as he makes his way once again toward the bathroom.
The park is
sunny and there is hardly nobody around. Well, it is Saturday
morning. Jungkook strolls besides you in his dog like form because he
said it’s easier for him to control his little problem like that.
You have been walking around for quite some time now and heading back
toward you apartment when a voice called your name.
morning” you halt in your steps and turn around to find a really
attractive guy waving and coming toward you “What are you doing out
so early? I recall you being a bit of a sleepyhead!”
Good morning” you greet warmly “I would have slept in but this
little one here was being a little too feisty this morning! What are
you doing here?”
for a walk… Aww I didn’t know you’ve got a dog! He is so cute!”
Jin stretches his hand to pet the little dog but he immediately let
out a low, aggressive growl “Oh it seems like he doesn’t like me”
dumbfounded Jin scratches the back of his head sending you a weak
just not really used to stranger I guess, don’t mind it” you throw
a warning gaze at Jungkook trying to get him to behave. Why the hell
was he so aggressive at times?
we should change that. Do you want to grab a coffee with me?” Jin
offers, his eyes twinkling and voice warm.
sure!” you easily agree, ignoring yet another growl coming from the
little jindo dog on your side.
The three of
you head toward a small coffee in the park, one of your favourites.
Jungkook keeps complaining, letting out a string of frustrated whines
and barks until you can’t bear with him anymore and let him sit
on your lap. He settles there and keeps quiet for the rest of the
time but you can’t help notice how he eyes follow Jin and controls his every
movement. You pleasantly exchange small talks with Jin for almost
half an hour, talking about University-related stuff when suddenly
the conversation takes an unexpected turn into your private life.
“So how is
you boyfriend?” his bold question takes you a bit aback and
Jungkook on your lap immediately pricks up his ears.
I mean… who?”
that tall brunette you were with the other time I saw you. From his
behaviour I just assumed you two were a thing” Jin explains and you
immediately feel your cheeks turning hot. Damn Jungkook
No, I mean, he is a really close friend and we see each other
sometimes but yeah…” you stammer clearing embarrassed to death.
On the other hand the dog you your lap starts to bark and waves his
tail excitedly. -WHAT EXACTLY IS WRONG WITH YOU!?!- you
pet him trying to make him shut up as you try to find a way out of
Suga oppa? It’s been ages since I last saw him!”
When Jin hugs
you and waves you goodbye you immediately turn to stare down at
Jungkook. You are so annoyed by his behaviour you don’t even know
what to begin with, but the little one must have sensed the danger
because just after you have shot him a death glare he starts to run
little brat! Stop and behave!” you shout after him.
arrive home -painting and slamming the door shut- Jungkook is quick
to run in your room as you take of your shoes and turn into his human
form. You barely make it to the living room as he storms out of your
bedroom and stands in front of you, arms crossed. He looks kind of
intimidating with his eyebrows furrowed and wrinkled up nose -nothing
like the Jungkook you are used to. The way he is looking at you, so
stoic and firm, gives you goosebumps but you refuse to back down.
you think you are doing?! YA why can’t you be nice with my friends?!”
You half shout trying to keep up with his burning stare.
like it” he says sternly, his voice dropping an octave “The way
he looks at you, the way he touches you, he is always too close”
while talking he starts to move towards you causing you to blindly
step backwards until you bump into the kitchen counter.
You look at
him confused “I-I.. Jin is just a friend he….” your words sound
feeble to your hears. Jungkook outstretches his arms, trapping you
in between them and the counter.
Like. It” he repeats and before you can move an inch is lips come
crashing down against yours. At first, too shocked to move you just
stay there, frozen in his arms. But soon enough your body reacts on
its own. You wrap your arms around his neck, hands entangling in his
silky brown hair and start to kiss him back passionately. The way his
lips perfectly mould against yours, his hot breath, his hairs in
between your fingers. It just feel so good, so right. His hands dig
on your waist and you are certain he will leave some bruises there.
You are stealing breaths from each other like there is no more oxygen
left in the planet, your bodies tangled like a two pieces of a
puzzle. Jungkook pulls your body flats against his to feel how
perfectly you two fits together. Your mouth tastes like those orange
caramel you chew all the times with an after taste of coffee and even
though it’s a bizarre combination he can’t get enough of it. Of you.
When you two
part you look at his messy hair, his swollen lips and half lidded
eyes. He is so beatiful he
steals your breath away yet another time.
you” the words come out like a whisper. In between sighs and hold
up breaths you finally manage to bring out your emotions and pour
them on him. It’s just three simple words and in the moment you say
them you wonder why were you so scared to admit it before. Jungkook
had already gained a special spot in your heart three months ago,
when a little jindo dog came running toward you under the rain.
Jungkook is able to lift your mood and put a smile on your face even
in the darkest day. Jungkook teases the hell out of you but never
fails to make is way to your heart with his tender words. Life with
Jungkook is a dazzling, magical, never ending adventure. And you
swear you will never get tired of living it.
smiles at you fondly, showing those bunny teeth you adore so much and
his eyes curls into two crescent shaped moon as he holds you closer
and closer to his heart. From the first time he saw your graceful
figure and twinkling eyes under the pouring rain he knew he had to
get close to you. Jungkook is not someone who believes in fate but
from that moment he started to believe that some things are just
meant to be. And there is nothing that makes him happier then
thinking that you are one of them. He knows how much awkward he can
be when it comes to express his feeling, so when Jungkook answers you
he keeps it simple. Four simple words, the most banal, relieving,
endearing, magical words he can master in that moment. As you stand
there, giggling and blushing in his arms, hiding your face in his
warm and welcoming chest there is nothing he wants more than make you
smile forever. He’s got a lifetime to show you how much he cares and
shower you with all his love.
Ok ok so
just so you know this is going to be the last part. I will probably
write some drabbles in the future, like everyday situations of
Jungkook and the OC -if you have any suggestion just message me^^-
but this is the last long scenario! Anyway, SORRY SORRY SORRY for the
long wait but it really takes me ages trying not to write like a 5
years old and make as little mistakes as possible. Anyway I am
satisfied with this and happy to have finally published it. Please
comment, leave a message or any suggestion for future drabbles ^^
P.S I will probably edit this next week but for now enjoy!