tell me i wasnt the only one

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Friends TOW In Massapequa (2002) | SNL sketch “Brazilian Bar” (2006)

“Click”

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I say we were the greatest fighting force ever known to man; greater even than the expedition to Troy. But how can I say it? How can I tell you what it was like to be young; to dream big dreams? And to believe when Alexander looked you in the eye, you could do anything…anything. In his presence, by the light of Apollo, we were better than ourselves. Truly, I’ve known many great men in my life, but only one colossus.

Last night I was closing at Helldonald and had a customer when our system was closing. I let him know its Only Cash, if thats good with them. When he tells me “No” I apologize and he just sits there. Then the guy just starts ordering and fine okay but he ignores me completely when i try to find out if cash is okay or not to save us both That Headache.

He’s annoyed and letting me know it bc god forbid I go by his word that it wasnt okay only for him to pull the “Well no one told me just give me the food” card. When I ask if theres anything else for him and he clearly says “No” I tell him his total. The guy just blows a fuse about rushing him and obviously if he’s ordering he has cash, tells me to “calm” down for trying to explain its common for some people to mishear /not pay attention, and to stop interrupting him (he says while interrupting me btw!!! Just started talking right over me! ok.)

fuck this place and fuck nasty rude ass customers who aint got nothing better to do at 1am I’m still underpaid from my last promotion which they arent reimbursing me for and im a fucking dumbass for accepting the mnger position id rather kms

TLDR
guy in drive thru said he didnt have cash during Only Cash, ordered anyways and got pissy. He a) Told me one thing than denied it b) Immediately throws fit while telling me to calm down c) Had me shaking and crying in the office for several minutes afterward
The guy didnt even stay in line once my coworker took his order.

We Have a Rat In The Club

Alright here is the first installment of We Have A Rat In The Club, It doesn’t follow a story line that is in Sons Of Anarchy. So I hope you all enjoy.

Feed back would be really appreciated. To know if you like it or not. But I hope you like it. ❤❤

Happy reading Dollies

Thank you all!!



Sprinting in to the hospital, you just got a call from Chibs saying Happy has been shot. To get here as quick as possible.
Running down the hall to the front desk. “Happy Lowman, he came in with a gun shot”. You basically screamed at the nurse.
“Ma'ma calm down, what was the patients name”?
“Lowman, Happy Lowman”. You ran your hand threw your hair.
“Who are you to Mr.Lowman”?
“His wife, now please tell me where the hell he is”. You said angrily.
“Y/N”. Juice came walking up to you.
“Juice, where is he”.
“He’s in room 206, Chibs is with him”.
Jogging down the hall, you learned that it was retaliation. You were panicking, Juice didnt tell you how he was.
Slowly opening the door, you saw Happy hooked up to a ventilator and a heart monitor. You gasped at how weak he looked, his right shoulder was covered in gauze with blood spots.
“Oh god Hap”. You gently placed your hand on his.
“Chibs what happen, I cant believe this”. You sat down beiside Happys bed.
“It was an ambush, they waited for him at his Ma’s”. “She wasnt there, so she’s safe”.
“Juice said retaliation”. Looking up at him, with tears in your eyes.
“Aye, it was love”. “I dont think I should be the one to tell you”.
“Tell me Chibs”. You snapped at him.
“Happy killed Darby’s cousin, so Darby ordered a hit on Happy”. “Some how they found where he was going today”.
You sniffled. “The only people that knows about his mom, is the club and me”.
“I would never hurt him and rat to someone”.
“I know but we might have a rat in the club”. He leaned down on his knee beside you.
“Shit, promise me that you find them and kill them slowly”.
“Not with out me”. Happy croaked out.
“Oh Happy”. You kissed his head.
“Hey Babe”. “Why are you crying, I’m fine”. He smiled.
“You just scared the hell out of me thats all”.
“The doc said you aint goin nowhere for a while”. Chibs patted Happys leg.
“Screw what the doctor says, I’m getting the little bitch that made my woman cry”. His thumb wiped away a tear.
“Hap, your getting them cause they shot you and found out where your mom lives”. You shook your head. Always thinking of you even when he’s on deaths door.
“We have Rat, Kozik and Tig out looking to see if anyone knows anything”. Chibs said as he got out his phone.
“I’m sorry”. Happy strained out
“You shouldnt be sorry, you didnt get shot on purpose”.
“I told you that nothing would happen to me, I guess I was wrong and I hurt you”.
“Hap its alright, as long as your here and alive”. “It will be fine, we will get through this”.
“Your amazing, how did I get such a great Old Lady”? “Most wifes would want their man to quit the club”. He asked grinning.
“I’m not most wifes, I know the club is your family and I’m not taking that away from you”. “Now if we had kids and something happened to them, then yes I would want you to quit but as of right now”. “I’m cool with the club and you being in”. You pecked his chapped lips.
Chibs cleared his throat. “Sorry to interrupt, but they found out somethings and they need me”.
“Go, I have him”.
“If he tries to follow me , you have my permission to tell the doc he’s gone mad”. Chibs laughed.
Happy huffed. “He’s not going anywhere, I’ll sit on him if I have to”.
“I’d be cool with that”. Happy said seductively.
Chibs chuckled as he left, you rolled your eyes at how crazy your Old Man could be.

I’m Sorry Love

MOVIE: MAZE RUNNER 
COUPLE: NEWT X READER
RATING: SMUTTY

REQUEST: 

 Coconcovers: Can you please do one with Newt where he accidentally ignores the reader and she gets mad about it so she goes to flirt with the greenie and that makes Newt angry so he takes her to their hut to give her all the attention she needs ending in rough smut. Thank you xx

Fangirlfr0mhell: Can you make a smut with Newt from maze runner in which he doesn’t like that all gladers flirt with me so he has like very very loud sex or anything like that plz

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HOW IS HUMANZ?????

IF you listen to this album all the way through, it tells a story.  A story u can definitely feel.  Hallelujah money wasnt popular on its own when it first came out, but with this album it is SO powerful and made me a little emotional.  I hear a lot of things about how slow pace the album is and honeslty i dont know how fast u want it to be? lol It had a nice flow going from one song to another. There were more than one song that I really loved.  Gorillaz is the only band that can do that for me.  They are here at a very good time when 2016 was shit, and the uncertainty of our future is scary right now.  Gorillaz coming with this album is great with a positive finish at the end of the album ^^

Rant That Has Nothing to Do With My Blog

If you’re here for fandoms and don’t want to read about my ridiculous situation just skip this post.
Can someone tell me if I am the only person like this? Firstly I’m a college freshmen that has sworn off dating for the next two years, and my friends often comment on me being able to see situations from a third person or neutral perspective as well as being extremely honest with them. That being said, multiple of my friends have gotten into relationships that THEY know are toxic to the point that they are suicidal. (I’m not necessarily talking about abuse, that is a different situation and I am not downplaying suicide, because I’ve been there myself, but again that’s a topic for another day.) That being the case, THEY will come to the conclusion that it is bad for them to be in the relationship, and THEY will ask me to accompany them to get their things or to help them keep their resolve. On a large number of occasions I have driven across 2 towns in the middle of the night / early morning for these friends to help them, FOR THEM TO COMPLETELY LOSE ANY RESOLVE THEY HAD, DISS ME AND THEN NOT TALK TO ME FOR MONTHS ON END!!!
Most of the time I am good about keeping a level head and speaking to them rationally about the situation once it has passed, but it’s getting to the point where I just want to scream, and tell them how idiotic it all is.
I understand it is difficult to break it off with someone you ‘love,’ and I will probably get a bit of hate for this next comment but it needs to be said. WE ARE 18 YEARS OLD OR LESS, WE ARE NOT OLD ENOUGH OR EXPERIENCED ENOUGH TO KNOW WHAT TRUE LOVE IS!!! Even if you do believe in true love.
The main thing that ticks me off though is I have said this to them and done these things for them, and they do this over and over and over, time and again until it gets to the point where I almost resent helping them…AND THEY’RE MY BEST FRIENDS!!!
Of course I will stick by them, because that’s what friends do, but me going out of my way for them again and again, for them to ignore me and make me feel like they are using me.
I hate to put it this way because it makes me sound selfish, but I have other obligations such as school and work. On top of that I have a plethora of mental and physical issues of my own that I need to work through. (One of which is insomnia, which is why they come to me in the middle of the night.)
Please someone tell me if I am in the wrong, or give me advice on how to fix this, because I have always been like a second therapist for my friends and I just don’t know what to do anymore. I still want to help them but it seems that the only time they talk to me anymore is when they need my help and don’t respond when I need them. (It wasnt always that way btw.)
With one of my good friends being halfway across the state for college, and me hardly seeing her…and the others having all but cut me from their lives for someone they 'love,’ but have more problems with than I can count…I feel as if I’ve been abandoned, and I don’t know what to do…or who to trust anymore. Any advice is welcomed and if you got this far, thanks for at least listening to me.

anonymous asked:

One place i worked (temp job) didnt tell me half the days i was scheduled, i turned up for the shifts i was told but only realised something wasnt right on the last day i worked (clocked out, computer said i had a shift the next day) i'd had a load of other issues with this place already so at that point i was just... done. I missed out on £150 of pay and put extra strain on my coworkers because this place didnt feel like

Stydia & Scalia

IM GONNA GO ALL CAPS BCUZ IM MAD PEOPLE ARE LITERALLY FAWNING OVER SCALIA SHELLEY HERSELF SAID IN AN INTERVIEW THAT THEY DIDNT RUSH IT YET IT ONLY DEVELOPED OVER ONE SEASON AND EVERYONE IS OKAY WITH IT YET STYDIA HAS BEEN DEVELOPING SINCE SEASON 1 AND WHEN THEY FINALLY GET TOGETHER IN SEASON 6 EVERYONE HAD A FUCKING PROBLEM WITH IT SAYING IT WAS A FAN SERVICE WHEN IT IS ONE OF THE MOST UNDERRATED SHIPS IN TERMS OF CHARACTER GROWTH AND DEVELOPMENT AND YET IT WAS BASHED ON (AND STILL IS) BY FANS UGH NO HATE ON SCALIA I THINK ITS GREAT BUT YOU CANT TELL ME THAT IT WASNT RUSHED JEFF LITERALLY PUT TWO SINGLE CHARACTERS TOGETHER FOR THE SAKE OF A RELATIONSHIP IN THE LAST FUCKING SEASON DONT ANYBODY DARE TELL ME STYDIA IS A FAN SERVICE STYDIA IS A REAL BOND BETWEEN TWO CHARACTERS THAT WAS NOT RUSHED AT ALL IF ANYTHING IT TOOK ITS SWEET DAMN TIME TO GET HERE. AND YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE, LYDIA HAD EVERY RIGHT TO BE THE ONE TO BRING STILES BACK YALL WERENT MAD WHEN ALLISON WAS SCOTTS ANCHOR EVEN THO THEY KNEW EACH OTHER FOR A MONTH OR SOMETHING WHEN STILES HAS BEEN IN LOVE WITH LYDIA SINCE THIRD GRADE AND SHE GREW TO LOVE STILES SINCE THE KISS IN S3 AND ONE LAST THING I BETTER SEE SOME CUTE STYDIA SCENES IN 6B BCUZ THE TRAILERS HAVE SHOWN 0 STYDIA AN ACTUAL RELATIONSHIP YET THEYRE BAITING WITH STEREK LIKE UGH I BETTER GET ANSWERS AND SATISFACTION IN 6B THE DAMN SEASON HASNT EVEN STARTED YET AND IM ALREADY MAD. Whew okay imma still watch 6b tho

anonymous asked:

I'm a 13 yr old bi writer in a very homophobic country. I wrote a couple of stories (personal+vent), and my dad wants to publish them. He is v v homophobic and my stories have many lgbtq+ characters (he hasn't actually read them yet.) I don't want to change my characters sexualities, but people over here get killed for being lgbtq+ or even supporting them. I wanna make it more subtle without actually erasing their sexuality, any advice? And can I just have some general writing advice as a minor?

I want to start off by saying that I am sorry. When I first started writing, I was just a bit younger then you are now, and I was about 15 when I first started realizing that I wasn’t straight. Now here I am, years later, a grown adult, and I am still too afraid to share my stories with my family, and I am even more afraid to come out to them. My circumstances arent any where near as harsh as yours. I live in California, in the U.S, and for the most part, we are pretty chill on the homophobia here, at least in my experience, and while my parents arent extremely homophobic, they still tend to look at LGBT+ very differently. I know the worse thing that could happen to me if I came out is that my parents start to look at me differently, but that still terrifies me, but If I am scared, I can’t possibly imagine what you are feeling. So I want to give you some pieces of advice that I wish people would have told me when I was your age.: 


1. Your writing is yours. You don’t have to show it to anyone, you don’t have to publish it, if you want to keep it to yourself, then that is fine. You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to. If your dad is persistent in wanting to get your writing published, find good reasons not to; Tell him they arent complete or that you arent finished with them (that’s what I tell my parents when they ask to read my story), tell him that you want to wait till you’re older when you have more experience and confidence and more possibilities. Make up whatever excuse you have to. If you don’t think you are safe to publish them, then don’t. It’s not worth your life. Nothing is worth your life. 


2. If you really do want to tone down the LGBT+ themes in your writing, it’s easy; First, avoid all romantic relationships. That’s the dead giveaway, try not imply anything either, leave it at friendship, or up to reader interpretation, and if anyone asks, you could tell them it’s just a friendship. Don ‘t explicitly say anyone is a member of the LBGT+ community, you can imply it, if you have a bi female character, and you want to calmly express that she is bi, let her check out another female. If anyone asks, chalk it up to her admiring another girl, or that she’s jealous of other girls beauty or something. I’ve used this one a few times as well. Leave everything kind of vague, don’t get too specific. Make everything so it could be LGBT+ rep if looked at a certain way, but to most, it would just be friendship, or closeness, or something. I often find that while it’s disgusting and harmful at times, heteronormativity can also be lifesaving. Most straight people will automatically assume things are straight until given too many clues to say otherwise. Use that to your advantage. 


3. Writing is hard. When I was 13, I thought writing was going to be this easy thing, I thought you just made up characters and scribbled out a little story about them. I had no idea how hard writing actually was, and it shows. If I go back to look at my writing from that time, it shows how little work I actually put in. Give writing all you’ve got. Take your time with it. Build your characters and your world and your plot as much as you can. Save all the resources you can find. People make writing out to be easy but it’s not, and you can’t let that derail you. Keep going. Take it as a challenge. Keep writing no matter how hard it gets. 


4. Don’t let anyone tell you that you cant. I don’t care who it is, or what reasons they have to tell you that you shouldn’t write, do not listen to them. When I was a little kid, I used to sing all the time, I loved to sing, and everyone encouraged me to do so because I was a kid and it made me happy. My parents even thought about sending me to singing classes. Then one day my big sister told me that I wasnt as good as everyone said I was, that they only said that so they wouldnt hurt my feelings. After that, I lost all confidence in singing. I never took those classes, I never felt comfortable singing in front of people. It was years before I sang in the car with my own mother without feeling uncomfortable, and it’s still bad. I have a full mental breakdown if I try to sing in front of people without lyrics to sing along to, and being a theater student, that meant musical season kicked my ass every year. I know that was a long, unnecessary story, but my point is, people, no matter who it is, are going to tell you stupid things. They could mean to bring you down, and it could just be an off-hand comment, but you can not let it get to you. Take everything as a challenge. If anyone ever doubts you, prove them wrong. Never stop doing something you love, just because of something someone says to you. 


5. You’re young. You have a lot to learn. Don’t deny that. No, I am not calling you stupid, the opposite actually. When I was your age, I thought I was so damn smart for my age, I thought I knew everything, I thought I was above what people could teach me. That was stupid. I wish I had reached out to people. I wish I had asked people for help, for advice, for guidance. I wish I had the confidence to ask people for help when I needed it, but I never did. You did. You had enough confidence to come into my inbox and ask me for help. Keep that confidence. Find people you can trust, make friends in the writing community, find mentors. You might think you don’t need one, but trust me, growing up in the writing world, you will find a lot of moments you are going to wish you had someone you could easily reach out to for help. You are not stupid, don’t let anyone tell you are, especially because of your age. But avoid the mistake that I made, and realize that you are naive, and that you do have a lot to learn. Writing is an ever evolving trade. No one is a master in writing, thinking that you are is only going to mess you up, and ruin your confidence later on, and weaken your ability to learn and grow later on. Trust me, I know. 


6. Don’t cater to anyone. Do not write what other people want you to write. Write what makes you happy. Write for yourself first, other people later. Write the story you want to see in the world. Write something you would want to read. I guarantee you if you would like to see that story, then so would other people. I spent a  long time trying to write what I thought people would like to see me write, and that resulted in me not liking my own stories. I hated my own stories, I was bored with my own stuff, because I wasnt writing what I liked to write. 


7. Practice! Practice! Practice! The best way to grow in writing, just like with any other art form, is to practice. Find writing exercises, keep journals, play with prompts, Make short stories, try poetry, try song lyrics, Just write. 


8. It wouldnt kill you to read a book. Read books of every genre, read poetry, read plays, read novels and autobiographies. Read. Reading can help inspire you, and can help give you basic writing guidelines, and it could help you find your style. The kind of books you like to read? Guess what? That’s the kind of writing you should be doing. If you love mystery novels? Guess what you’ll have loads of fun doing? Hate romance novels? You know the kind of genre to avoid trying to write then. Dyeing for a good horror fantasy book? Write it yourself. (Also, side tip: Your favorite books? Get two copies if you can. For many of my favorite stories, I have two copies if I had the opportunity. Why? Annotation of course. I break them down. Like a puzzle, find what I like about them. What I don’t like. What works. What makes them so good to me. It adds fuel to my fire.) 


9.  This isnt completely about writing, but it is something I wish someone had told me: Your life is so valuable. I know you said people in your country can be killed for being or supporting LGBT+ so I just want to remind you to be careful. Don’t do anything that could put your life at risk, please. I struggled a lot at your age, for many different reasons. I wish someone had told me that my life was valuable. That my future is worth living for. Hell I wish I had someone to tell me that now. Look, the future is a wild thing, and you never know what it has in store for you, but I promise you, it’s worth finding out. I promise you that If you want it to, and if you try hard enough, the future can be a great place. You just gotta fight for it. You gotta fight to see it. I don’t know if that’s something you are struggling with, but just in case you are, or just in case someone tries to convince you that publishing your stories the way they are would be worth it, I need to say that: Do not do anything that could get you hurt. Do not risk it. Save them, save your stories for a time in your life when you can publish them they way they are meant to be. You’ve got a long life ahead of you, and you’ve got a lot more stories to write. Don’t let anyone or anything keep you from that. 


I really hope that helps, and I wish you the best of luck with everything. If you ever need anything else at all, please don’t hesitate to ask me. My inbox is always open! 

Hold up guys-

Everyone always talks about ‘Loving your work, Cowboy’ but please tell me I was not the ONLY one to only NOW realize that Napoleon said ‘Loving your work, Peril” first?

To those that didn’t realize either, Napoleon said “Loving your work, Peril” after they got into the locked warehouse(?) that Illya had a hard time unlocking his bottom lock.

And Illya retorted, albeit really very quietly with something like “Shut up”?

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i havent been drawing much lately so i figured id use my blog like an actual blog to get something new on here, i dont think i’ll say anything profound but im all about being candid so if youre interested in that, cool.

around a year ago i made a big effort to make a multi chapter webcomic that i was hoping would get me noticed to snag some art job in some cartoon studio, but my intentions were so awful that i just sorta fell apart and was feeling burnt out every day. i bought lots of storyboarding books and studied tips on writing and looked for some kind of education to tell me how to do a good job, but then it wasnt about making a comic anymore. i had basically rewritten my story about 3 times and lost all of the fun i had when i thought it up, and i just fizzled out on it and i dont think i’ll be working on it again any time soon (i then went for a shorter idea that was only about being fun for me, and thats where The Red Muscle came from, one of the few projects ive ever finished).

during this time i would see the artists i look up to and how their circle of connections and friends gets tighter and tighter and i would get bothered so much with how badly i wanted to be in that circle yet never felt like i was a part of it, and that thought process poisoned everything i tried to make for months. ive been spending my time these days just having fun thinking up ideas and not worrying about making everything a finished piece i can shove in some art director’s face. i dont spend nearly as much time drawing as i did in the past, but i’m in a much better emotional space currently. i still think working at a cartoon studio would be a dream come true, but i dont let the idea of me not working there in the next 5-10 years cripple me anymore.

i think i felt like posting these unfinished pages and thumbnails just to help myself accept that not every idea has to be finished, or even be good. sometimes you can work on something and if you feel like what you have isnt doing anything for you, its ok to stop and do something else that feels better for you. i also thought some of these thumbs were really good! i tried really hard to make nice pages with cool camera angles and and page layouts, i practiced my perspective a lot and thought these had some of my biggest artistic growth in a long time.

if you bothered to read my ramblings all the way down to here, i should say thank you and im sorry! haha