13970) I watched a tv series where obese teenagers were at a camp to lose weight. Some of them weighed two times more than I do (after they lost weight) and I was like, "Fuck, they look so much skinnier than me." Even when they weighed over x kilograms I was like, "I'm so fucking disgustingly fat compared to them," even though I weighed so much less than them. What's wrong with me, with my eyes, with my brain? I'm so scared, I don't know what's real anymore.