I’ve got you. so you have. may it keep you safe, always. you are brave and honourable and kind, any woman would be fortunate to be loved by you. sometimes I feel I am doomed always to want the things I cannot have. we promised each other. a queen is allowed to break her promises. once again you are my saviour. you still wear it? always. whatever happens, I will never regret what happened here. I’ve never met a woman like her, her courage her endurance her kindness. thank god I have once precious memory to sustain me, the fleeting dream of the life I might have lived.