I wanted so badly to lie down next to her on the couch, to wrap my arms around her and sleep. Not fuck, like in those movies. Not even have sex. Just sleep together in the most innocent sense of the phrase. But I lacked the courage and she had a boyfriend and I was gawky and she was gorgeous and I was hopelessly boring and she was endlessly fascinating. So I walked back to my room and collapsed on the bottom bunk, thinking that if people were rain, I was drizzle and she was a hurricane.
OVER 15K FOLLOWERS??? AHH IM SOO HAPPY but like I’m also so unworthy I am the most inactive blog owner ever y'all are so patient with me and ilysm all of you!! I’m gonna try really hard to be more active for you!! And I’m also gonna really try to start taking my own pictures, which I don’t really do (this isn’t mine, no pictures I post are mine unless I say they are) but honestly thank you all so much 😊😊
I wish I had the confidence to talk to people here on Tumblr. I’d really like to make friends, expecially fandom friends because I have no one to talk to about the stuff I like, but I’m so shy I don’t even know how to start a conversation >.<
So uhm if you’re reading this and you pity me just message me, okay? I’d be really happy.