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I'll treat you better

Grayson x reader

A/N: hi guys, if you want a part 2 to this let me know and I’ll hopefully get it done in the next few days. Hope you enjoyed it. If you have any requests/questions or just want someone to talk to always feel free to message me xx - maya :)

Summary: you call your best friends Ethan and Grayson after you get into a fight with your abusive boyfriend, Grayson turns protective and confesses his feelings ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My hands were shaking and my voice was numb when I called Grayson’s phone, he was in the car with Ethan when he picked up “yo Y/N what’s-” “Are you busy? I need you to come over, please” I pleaded, his light and happy tone immediately turned to worry “we’ll be right there okay, stay safe” Without responding I hung up the phone and let the tears flow down my face once again. Ethan and Grayson are the only people who know about my boyfriend, josh, being abusive, they were my best friends and i trusted them more than anyone. I’d be lying if I said that I wasn’t slightly attracted to Grayson, I always felt like we had feelings for each other but never worked up the courage to say anything about it. We met on vacation a few years ago and clicked instantly, they helped me through everything, high school bullies, anxiety and depression and now josh. They’re honestly the best thing that’s ever happened to me. About two minutes later I heard my door open and footsteps walking through the hallway, they looked around the room for a minute before spotting me sitting against the wall with blood dripping down from my nose and my red cheeks stained with tears and mascara, their jaws instantly dropped and Ethan ran to the freezer to get ice while Grayson knelt beside me “Holy shit Y/N, are you okay? What did he do to you” I didn’t respond just let my head fall into his shoulder and cried “why do you let him treat you like this? You deserve so much better, he’s such a fucking dick, why would he do this to you?” My voice was trembling and weak but I managed to get my words out “I didn’t want to have sex with him, so he did this” Grayson clenched his jaw out of and Ethan came running over with ice. Grayson hated josh more than he hated anyone else, he definitely wasn’t afraid to admit that.They helped me get on my feet and walked me to the bathroom to clean up. “You need to break up with him” Ethan said gently, breaking the painful silence that was filling the room. I nodded slowly “I know” my voice was faint, Grayson stared at me biting his lip, I could tell he was trying to hold back from saying something when I looked back at him he finally blurred it out. “Then why are you still with him Y/N? You can do so much better, like seriously a year with this dick, a fucking year that you could’ve spent with someone like me who would treat you like a princess. How can’t you see it I’m so fucking in love with you Y/N I’ve always been” the room fell dead silent as his words echoed through my mind. Ethan looked at me then back at his twin brother “I’ll give you two a minute” he closed the door behind him. “Gray, I-” before I could finish my sentence Grayson grabbed me by the waist and pulled me into him, as I brought my lips to his it felt like the world was moving in slow motion, I had waited so long for this, for him. I wrapped my legs around his waist and he pressed me against the bathroom wall, his lips slowly moved from my lips down to my neck, leaving marks as he went. I tore off his shirt and threw it onto the floor, “fuck” he moaned under his breath, we were interrupted by a loud knock on my front door. We both broke away from the kiss and looked at each other in curiosity. We could hear the door being opened followed by Ethan yelling out for Grayson. With that we both ran out of the bathroom, him still being half naked. “Josh, what the fuck” I yelled out, Grayson looked him up and down and clenched his fists, “how fucking dare you touch her!” He screamed, swinging his fist into the side of Josh’s face. “Y/N come with me” Ethan said grabbing me hand and pulling me out of the room.

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A year ago I said “I want that one!” and brought home this terrible asshole cat. 

He bites. He scratches. He knocks everything off every surface. He stands on me and kneads but then won’t cuddle. He meows in the middle of the night. He is all-around a terrible cat. 

But he also licks tears off my face when I lay on the floor crying and he chases string around the apartment and he is the absolute cutest thing when he stretches out and curls his little arms up and I love him so so so so much.

Thanks, Theo, for a year of being my best guy. Please stop biting me in the middle of the night though.

shownu-x  asked:

WONHO HAD THE TIGHTEST GRIP AND HIS SMILE IS SO HEAVENLY. SHOWNU HAD REALLY BIG HANDS THAT I JUST HELD ONTO HIS FINGERS LMAO AND I AWKWARDLY SAID “LOVE YOU” TO HIM AND HE JUST SHYLY SMILED BACK AT ME (HE IS THE FIRST MAN I EVER SAID “I LOVE YOU” TO MY VOICE FUCKING CRACKED) I.M SAID THANK YOU FOR COMING TO OUR SHOW IN HIS DEEP SEXY VOICE OF HIS JOOHEON AND MINHYUK SAID THANK YOU ALL THEIR HANDS ARE SOFT (6)

I could feel a tear coming down my face as i read this. You are so fucking lucky!!!!!!! I wanna tell Hyungwon that i love him too 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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Nothing bad is going to happen, baby, I promise.

I’m glad you’re mine.

#80 and #108 for the Drabble Challenge 

SodapopxReader

Originally posted by yurixiaa

“Nothing bad is going to happen, baby, I promise.”

“Soda, you don’t know that!” I was holding his draft papers, tears streaming down my face. 

“(Y/N), I promise. I promise I will come home to you.” He was crying too. He pulled me into a hug. I held on for dear life, never wanting to let go.

I’m glad your mine, Sodapop Curtis.” I whispered.

“Always have been, always will be.” 


That had been almost a year ago now. 

It never got any easier, him being gone. We talked as much as we could through letters, but the longer it got, the farther apart they came. 

It was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. 

I pushed my hair out of my face, trying not to cry. I took a deep breath, knowing he’d be home soon.

“I told you I’d come back for you.”

The plate in my hand fell to the floor. I turned around and came face to face with the person I’d yearned for everyday for a year. 

He was home. 

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6x04 • 6x09

Do you like games, little man? Let’s play a game. Run to your brother. The sooner you make it to him, the sooner you get to see him again.

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I lost my best friend today. I haven’t stopped crying. I collapsed to the floor at work when I heard the news. There’s so much I want to say but I’m currently very, very broken and distraught. Breathing is hard. Tears are streaming down my face that I can’t control. I got sent home from work early and passed out when I got home. I hoped that when I would wake up that it would all have been a nightmare, but here we are. I was supposed to be fulfilling my #1 item on my bucket list in ten days: meet linkin park. The first time I saw them was August 27th 2007 and it changed my life, actually. I was finally going to be able to tell them how I would not be here today if it weren’t for them. And that’s no exaggeration. They were/they are my everything. My favorite band since I was 8 years old. Chester has been my hero since I was 8 goddamn years old. My first tattoo was dedicated to them, lyrics that are from a song Chester wrote to his kids. I took guitar lessons as a kid for only a week or two, just so I could learn the chords to “Faint” and feel cool for a minute of my shy, dorky life. LP was one of the only music I was even allowed to listen to during a very critical and traumatizing time of my life. I spent roughly a thousand dollars to go see them twice and meet them within the coming weeks, and tbh, no amount of money coming back to me now will ever makeup for it. It’s not just a band, it’s not just music, they’ve been my lifeline. And Chester was the brother I never had, my mentor, he was my best friend. I can’t explain how deeply this is affecting me and I can’t imagine how it’s affecting his family and loved ones. The one thing I am happy about in this moment is that the very last time I saw Chester in person, it was August 16th, 2014. During the last song he came down and shook fans hands, took photos with everyone in the front row, etc. when he got to me I was sobbing and he gave me the biggest hug, and I didn’t know what to do, so I right in his ear I said “thank you for everything.” He put his hand on the back of my head into his shoulder and said “no, thank you.” He smiled at me, and walked off. (Picture above is moments before that happened) I may not have officially met him, and can’t believe that I never will in this life, but deep in my heart I’ll have comfort telling myself that he knows. How important he was/is to me and everyone who listened to LP, his family, friends, everyone. I don’t know how to handle this tbh and thank you to everyone who has reached out and thought of me, that means a lot. I don’t even know if any of this makes sense. All I know is, I miss you Chester. And I’ll be thinking of you every single day until I see you on the other side.

“When life leaves us blind, love keeps us kind.”

i was at a party talking to this girl and she kind of shoved me up against the wall to kiss me but she did so by pushing my very fresh post top surgery chest which hurt so i make this pained sound and she’s like ‘you like that?’ and i say yes with a few silent tears running down my face so we kiss and she pauses to wipe some of my lil tears away and says ‘i know i’m good but u don’t have to cry’