I looked at the positive test in my hand and I couldn’t believe it was really happening, I wasn’t afraid of being a mother but I knew that this would be an obstacle in Sam’s singing career.
I wanted the best for him because he was the person I loved the most in life, and I didn’t want him to stop doing what he liked because of an unplanned pregnancy.
Yeah, I was young too but I wasn’t a teenager anymore so I knew I would work my way out with a baby, because I was more than sure that I wanted to have this baby.
I tried to think for several hours about what could I do about this and the only option I had brought tears to my eyes knowing that it would still hurt Sam, but it was the best for him and his future.
I heard the front door open so I quickly washed my face cleaning the mascara running down my face.
Soon I heard steps outside the bathroom, into our room and when I opened the door I was greeted with a smiling Sam, a smile that soon faded away when he saw my serious and maybe even sad expression.
“Baby girl, what’s wrong?” He looked concerned at this point and I felt really bad about what I was going to do but there was no going back.
“We have to talk Sam.” I tried to smile at him, but all I did was bring tears into my eyes when I saw how pale he turned and how scared he looked.
We both sat on the edge of the bed and I took his hands into mines gently stroking my thumbs over his knuckles, knowing it was something that would make him calm down.
“Sam, I know you won’t take this well, but I think we should go on our sepparate ways.” A tear slipped from my eye but I quickly wiped it away before he could see it.
“Baby, tell me what I did wrong and I swear to God i’ll do everything to make it okay for you.” He got on his knees in front of me with his hands holding mines tightly.
“Sammy, i’m doind it for your career and your future. It’s the best for you and i’m doing it because I care and I love you.”
He closed his eyes while shaking his head in disapproval.
“It’s not the best for me for God’s sake! I love you and the best for me is being next to you. How the fuck do you think i’m supposed to be okay with what you’re telling me? If you would really care about me you wouldn’t be doing this.” His face was now red and tears were running down his face uncontrollably while he got up walking towards the wall that was in front of the bed.
I just stood in the same place crying my heart out and feeling like I couldn’t breathe.
“Fuck!” He threw his fist into the wall, and his knuckles immediatly started beeling, making me gasp.
I got up walking next to him, but he quickly walked out leaving me alone in the middle of the room feeling like everything around me was spinning.
I got my suitcase from under the bed and I started packing all of my clothes, while thinking about what just happened.
When I had all of my things packed I started walking down the stairs seing Sam on the couch with his head resting in his hands and he was sobbing.
It broke my heart seing him like this but I couldn’t change anything now.
When I was about to open the front door he got up walking towards me and cupping my face with his hands.
“Baby, you don’t have to do this, I love you with everything in me and I swear to God that if you leave you’ll rip my heart.” I couldn’t say anything because i knew that I would end up hurting him more.
More tears started streaming down his face when I didn’t say anything and I couldn’t stand seing him like this, a man who could always control his emotions basically breaking in front of me.
“I understand. But give me one kiss, one last kiss so i’ll remember the sweetness of your lips.” I couldn’t deny him what he wanted so I started leaning in until my lips were pressed to his in the most consuming and loving kiss we ever shared.
2 years have passed by since everything happened and I have now a beautiful little girl named Sabrina Elle who is 1 year old and she definetly is my pride and joy.
It was a heart pain seeing how every day she looked more like her daddy, but she was absoulutely mesmerizing.
I ended up thinking a lot about what would have happened if I told Sam the truth, and I regreted a bit not doing it but maybe it was for the best.
I was still living in LA, in a cute little apartament that was more than enough for me and my baby.
Today we were going grocery shopping so I got dressed before dressing little Sabrina.
When we were both ready I buckled her into her baby carseat and then I started driving.
When we finally got there I picked her up, because lately she didn’t want to go in her stroller anymore so I was happy with her walking a bit next to me.
We started walking around and getting all the things we needed placing them in a cart.
I was trying to reach a higher shelf for some cereal so I had to let go of Sabrina’s hand.
I was still struggling to get the box when I heard some giggling behind me and I knew it was my baby. When I turned around I saw some boys playing with her and a smile grew on my face.
I looked a bit closer at the two boy and I recognized them, Sam and Nate. My heart stopped in that right moment and I didn’t know what to do anymore.
I saw Sam picking her up and walking towards me so i quickly turned around with my back towards them.
“Um miss I think this cute little baby girl is yours.” He tapped my shoulder but I froze in place and I felt like I wasn’t able to move.
I heard Sabrina calling me, because it was one of the little things she knew to say “mommy”, so that’s when I turned around and I saw Sam’s face drain of color when he saw me.
“Y/N?” He said that barely above a whisper and my heart sped up when I heard him saying my name.
“Yes Sam, it’s me.” I tried to show a small smile while I was looking at him hold Sabrina.
In that moment I felt like he wold be an amazing daddy and my heart melted at the sight.
Nate left us alone so we could talk, because damn we had a lot of things to talk about.
“Is she my daughter?” I didn’t expect him to realize it that quickly but I couldn’t deny it so I just nodded my head and when I did so he looked at Sabrina with such an adoration in his eyes.
“She’s my baby.” I could see now tears in his eyes as he looked at me again.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” I felt a lump in my throat and I knew that any second tears would start streaming down my face.
“I didn’t want it to get in the middle of your growing career and your lifestyle.” He started stroking her short hair while looking deeply into her eyes.
“You know I would have gave up on everything only to be able to hold her and call her mine.” He wiped away the tears that stained his face and then he placed a soft kiss on her forehead.
“I’m sorry.” I could barely get that out before tears started running down my face and I couldn’t control my sobs.
He came closer to me pulling me into a tight hug with my head resting on his chest.
When I looked up I could see Sabrina looking at us smiling and I couldn’t help but smile a bit too.
I knew the everything was going to be alright now, and I felt some kind of relief.
I looked at Sam again and he started leaning in until our lips met into a sweet and gentle kiss.
“After these 2 years I still remembered the sweetness of your lips.”
~A/N~ Here you go Anon, hope you like it and enjoy reading it. 😊💜