The Finale

Well it’s the end of an era. As you may be able to tell I started watching it at 10pm so finished it about 20 minutes ago and well it took me this long to compose myself. I’m not going to give any spoilers except there are some trigger warnings that you guys should be aware of (suicide attempt at around 15 minute mark). 

I felt very close to this season. I guess it was because me and Rae are going through some of the same things -university, moving out, exams and just general stress. I feel like this season gave me closure and even though it may not be the ending that I (or can I say we) wanted but it is in my opinion the right way to end the show. Because no matter what it was  is a show of hope and what better place can you leave a show than at a new start, at a place where the world is literally full of infinite possibilities. 

So yes I’m going to miss Rae and Chloe as well as the whole gang. I don’t know if I’ll find a show that is as close to my heart as this is and I really doubt that I’ll find another fandom with people as awesome as some of the emus I have had the pleasure of getting to know. I’m going to miss it all and I wish there was a way I could undo watching it just so I could watch it all for the first time one more time. It has been a beautiful journey and I’ll miss you all xx

P.S The last five minutes made me sob like a child so keep your tissues ready because it was just too much to handle. Don’t worry I’ll not say anything else although if you have watched it please feel free to message me so we can cry and generally fangirl together. Love you emus 

I-I love you so much ! Don’t leave, if you do I’ll scream !  I have a family, I have friends, but if you’re gone. It’ll be the same as being alone !  If you stay with me, Ill make sure you wont regret it ! Everyday will be fun, we’ll definitely be happy ! I’ll do anything for you, so, please ! Stay here !
—  Haruno Sakura. ( Kishimoto may not be the best for romance, but this declaration gave me life. it is so beautiful. And just by those words, you can understand the love she has for him and she’s no longer his fangirl. )

He didn’t just break my heart, he murdered me too.

He touched me so tenderly everyday and one day he stopped.

He promised he’ll never leave but he left.

He said he loved me like no one else can but he hurt me beyond repair.

He said that there was no one else but I found out he was already married.

He sees me all the time but pretends nothing ever happened.

He stares longingly at me when we meet and engulfs me with unspoken words and sealed kisses.

He seems happy and free and I got tied and tangled in the memories of him that won’t set me free.

He doesn’t deserve me but every day I still hope for the impossible.

So now you see, he did murder me.

And the worst part is that I didn’t die just once. I die daily.

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chuck and blair appreciation week ♥
∟ day 7 ≡ free choice // Ed and Leighton (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧

L:  I’m also a huge fan of Chuck and Blair as a couple, and I’d really like to see them end up together. I want them to get married. Ed and I say it all the time!; E:  I think they belong together. I don’t know how we’re going to get them together but I think they’ve got to come together at some point and have little Chuck babies. Little Chuck babies in bow ties; L:  Chuck is that kind of bad boy, Blair the type of bad girl. They’re perfect for each other, and not for anyone else.