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The Tale of November 15th 2012

Woke up early in the morning feeling nauseous. Had to do my mock interview. Was my first time having an interview for my animation (any other times it’s general jobs or my data entry work). It went okay, but since I’m not too crazy confident about my ability to succeed (due to mother, sister and flat out low self-esteem), It didn’t go as well as it could of gone, but the teacher helped me out a bit afterwards, so I’ll know better…

Okay, Lessons learned for the future. Checked my email to see if I got anything Ben….

Still nothing….

In one last shot, I decided to just hit him on Linkedin and just try to get some closure…

Went into Portfolio class and eavesdropped for a bit. Stacey showed off my resume and Demo Reel (which boosted my confidence a bit X3).

Turned my resume to Career Services to see what they thought about it. 30 minutes later, they messaged me back saying it looked too cluttered and they’re too busy to deal with it right now…So…

Went to go draw for a bit, but after the interview and the whole bit with Career Services, I did a bit of self discovery and came to the conclusion that maybe I’m just not cut out to an artist and basically wasted 3 years of my life. I mean, I kinda like the things I do, but a lot of other people who I pay to lead me in the right direction…Don’t and seem to not want to take the time to help me…So…

After that fit of rage, I sat down a thought for a bit what I really wanted with my life. Honestly, I just wanted to draw and have fun, but I need to narrow it down. I can animate, I can do Illustrations, and I can do 3D modeling. I have all these under my belt, so what now? I still have to get a job or at least an internship to actually be noteworthy. I was to be selected for an internship, but I seemed to have lost contact with him…

Then after that, just when I was ready to just give up, something told me to check my email. I logged into my yahoo account, and then….

I’ll keep you guys posted ;3

-Niecy