taylor is that person

“I’m perfectly fine, I live on my own. I made up my mind, I’m better off being alone”

I relate so much to this lyric right now, Taylor, and to be completely honest it hurts. So I just wanted to thank you for the masterpiece that is “King Of My Heart” that reminds to stay hopeful and to keep on believing that there’s a king of my heart out there waiting for me.

I think.. I think when it’s all over, it just comes back in flashes, you know? It’s like a kaleidoscope of memories, but it all just comes back. But he never does. I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would not happen. It’s not really anything he said. Or anything he did. It’s the feeling that came along with it. And.. crazy thing is, I don’t know if I’m ever gonna feel that way again. But I don’t know if I should. I knew his world moved too fast and burned too bright. But I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you towards someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you? Maybe he knew that, when he saw me. I guess I just lost my balance. I think that the worst part of it all, wasn’t losing him. It was losing me.
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T. Swift

Sometimes, when it’s finally over, what hurts you the most is not the fact that it’s actually over, but rather it’s that feeling that sits in the pit of your stomach that you somehow knew she wasn’t right for you in the beginning. That she would destroy you. And you still chose to waste your time with him anyway. By the time she realises what she’s lost. You’ll be with someone who already knew. 

What Taylor did for Jimmy Fallon warms my heart. Simple, but very meaningful gesture. And to the people saying “she talks about herself too much”, you’re never been so wrong. One thing special about her songwriting, is that even if she’s talking about her experiences, it feels like she got into your mind and wrote a song about your life, and suddenly her stories becomes your stories. That’s why it’s beautiful to see Taylor singing the “squeeze my hand 3 times” line right after Jimmy told that story about his mom, because despite what you think, she writes lyrics anyone can relate to, in one way or another.