This isnt the last time I talked to her, but it was the last time we talked where I felt that she loved me back. After this, everything changed.
We bonded over our love for the web show, Carmilla. A vampire (Carmilla) falls in love with a human, (Laura) and they save their college campus from various supernatural beings. She’s very much like Carmilla and I’m very much like Laura. We even got C.K and L.H. tattooed on our wrists to make it permanent. I thought that meant that we were end up together.. I was wrong.
I still love her. Part of me always will. Even though we barely talk anymore, she’s still my best friend and the one that got away.
She’s dating someone new now. And they watch Carmilla together and it absolutely breaks my heart. But I hope that whenever she looks down at her wrist, she thinks of me and the fact that I was her Laura before anyone else. I was there first, but she chose her.
I still have hope that we could end up together in the future, I know I’m just setting myself up for more heartbreak, but I can’t help it. She’s always been my Carmilla.