WHO WANTS TO HEAR HOW IM GOING WITH MY CRUSH
THAT’S RIGHT NO ONE BUT IM GONNA WRITE ABOUT IT ANYWAY
so every day i have two lectures in a big lecture theatre, and so after we have our lectures and we exit the theatre there’s a shit ton of other people waiting to get in and so my friend and i try to get out of there as quick as we can. but on fridays, there’s no lecture after our ones so when we walk out it’s awfully empty.
so after the lecture today, my friend went to the bathroom while i stood there and waited, and bless her soul she said “i’ll take my time c;” bc as we both knew my crush and his group of friends will walk out of that theatre soon enough. and so they did and a couple of them went to the bathroom while my crush and one of his friends stood there, a fair distance away but he’d have to be fucking blind to not see me standing there.
I CAUGHT HIM LOOKING AT ME A FEW TIMES AND I WAS THINKING “MATE IM STANDING HERE BY MYSELF AND IM LOOKING AT YOU TOO AND KINDA SMILING LIKE PLEASE TAKE THE FUCKING HINT AND LEAVE YOUR FRIEND FOR TWO FUCKING SECONDS AND TALK TO ME”
I MEAN HE WASNT EVEN TALKING TO HIS FRIEND THEY WERE JUST STANDING THERE AND I WAS SO FRUSTRATED AND MAD I MEAN IF HIS FRIEND WASNT THERE I WOULD HAVE TOTALLY WALKED UP TO HIM AND SAID HI BUT
why am i so bad at this
i want him so badly