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Handsome Disaster pt.4

Summary: When the school bad boy and womanizer Hoseok turns his attention on you it’s hard to ignore. Especially with your best friends being in a relationship and living five doors down from each other.

Genre: Angst/Smut/Romance

Word Count: 2.9k

Originally posted by un23known

The next few days went by slowly and you only had a few hours to mentally prepare yourself for what you were about to witness. You hadn’t told Sera about where you were going with Shownu for your date, but told her that you didn’t know yet. You don’t know why you didn’t mention what Shownu told you, perhaps it’s because you couldn’t quite believe it yourself either. You looked over your closet and decided to take Shownu’s word and dress comfortably in you favorite ripped jeans and a comfortable t-shirt with your old converse. You decided since you didn’t dress as cute as you thought that it would be good to curl your hair and take extra time on your makeup.

Your keurig stopped and you could smell the sweet aroma of coffee enter your room. You went outside and saw Sera dressed cutely and you noticed that she was putting on heels as she was getting ready to leave.

“Where are you going pretty lady?” you asked her while wiggling your eyebrow and she gave you a beaming smile.

“Oh, Minhyuk and I are going out for a date.” She said

“Have fun!” you responded with a wave retreating to the kitchen that held the aroma the screamed your name.

You heard the door click behind Sera announcing her departure and you felt a weight being lifted off of your shoulders. You wanted to tell her about Shownu and ask if she knew anything about Hoseok but you didn’t want to cause any issues for her or disturb her happiness. Besides, half the time she wasn’t home to be asked anything anyways. And it’s not that you didn’t want her around all the time, but being in a foreign country and just barely even being able to call yourself fluent in the language was a struggle. Not to mention your foreign looks made you stick out like an obvious sore thumb. You decided that after tonight if your suspicions were confirmed then you would mention them to Sera.

Your text tone brought you out of your thoughts and you went into your room to read the message.

Shownu: I’ll be there in just a minute. I’m right down the road. Be ready to go beautiful.

You released a breath of air and tried to clear your mind. There was no reason for you to ruin this night with your concern for Hoseok. For all you know it could be another fighter with the same name. you looked at your coffee and frowned at the wasted cup. You had half the mind to attempt to bring it with you but thought not too since you’d be going somewhere rowdy.

You went into the bathroom and glanced over yourself making sure that you looked acceptable and sprayed your perfume. You grabbed your purse and heard the knock at the door. You opened it up to Shownu smiling at you like a giddy school kid. You noticed that his clothes looked wet as if he had spilled something on them and he had a certain glow to his face like he’d been sweating.

“Damn, you look good. You could wear a trash bag and still look good you know that right?” he asked

You laughed at his statement and just nodded your head along with his complement.

“Thank you! You look good too.”

You closed the door behind yourself and began walking to the parking lot. However, you found the sound of your footsteps to be light and when you turned around you noticed Shownu was watching you from your door step with a smile. you gave him a questioning look at he smiled even wider.

“We can walk from here.” He said to you and you quickly made your way back to his side.

You mentally scolded yourself for being so foolish. What is it with you and this parking lot?  

The two of you took off and walked to campus. You were starting to become slowly weirded out. Why are campuses so creepy at night? You made your way at the opposite end of campus to a building that you had never noticed before. It looked old and on the verge of being in ruins. You made your way around the building and stopped in front of a window that had access to the basement. You were beginning to get a really unsafe feeling about the building and Shownu taking you here alone. You looked up at Shownu and he was softly smiling down at you.

“I know it looks pretty suspicious, but trust me beyond this window is a whole other world.” He said “Are you okay? You look like you’re starting to panic a little.” He asked you now concerned

“No, I’m okay.” You shook your head quickly and he nodded in understanding.

He bent down and knocked on the window six times. Shortly after you saw a man on the other side smiling fondly at the two of you who unlocked the latch and swung the window open wide. You laughed quietly out of nervousness and watched as Shownu sat down and crawled into the window opening, disappearing on the other side. You took a moment to look at the window and contemplate if you really were going to follow him down to the suspicious basement. It was pitch black just beyond the window giving you no hint at what was inside, nor did you hear any sound.

The man who opened the window popped back up and looked at you questioningly.

“Are you coming in or leaving?” he asked with a raised eyebrow.

And just then Shownu’s face was also seen back at the window sill. He gave you a look of understanding for being so startled and cautious but also stuck his hand out for you to take. You slowly sat down and took his hand. With his free other hand he held you by the waist trying to guide you down to the floor as smoothly as possible. On your way down to the ground you missed your footing and fell forward into Shownu’s chest. He caught you firmly and held you for a moment, as if he was trying to calm you down.

“Well a man could get used to a pretty lady pressed up against him like this” he whispered in your hear with a smile you could hear in his voice.

You lightly  slapped his shoulder and he let you go with a chuckle.

“You good?” he asked and waited for your reply

“Yeah, I’m okay.” You said back more confidently this time

“Okay” he said tucking a strand of your hair behind your ear. “You might want to hold my hand, there’s going to be a ton of people inside and once they get riled up its hard to get through the crowd.” He stuck his hand out to you and you took it and kept it close to your side.

You walked out of the room and stepped into the hallway, it was completely dark besides one candle that was lit giving directions to all who come. You followed it and continued down one more flight of stairs until you saw two men standing at a door. They eyed the two of you before they opened the door into what Shownu correctly predicted as another world.

There were men and women everywhere, mostly men and very little women. They all seemed to be completely drunk and louder than you would have expected. People were running around the groups taking bets on who would win the fight and refilling people’s drinks. Of the few women that were there they were dancing on top of tables and chairs half-naked to the rap and metal music that blared through the speakers.

Shownu guided you through the crowd that seemed to be never ending and to a section that was closed off like a makeshift VIP booth. Based on the shirts that all of the men wore and the way they greeted each other you assumed that they were Shownu’s frat brothers. You put on a smile and bowed to everyone respectfully. Shownu made sure that everyone was introduced to you and you made the usual polite conversation with each person. At some point Shownu disappeared and you decided to step back away from the crowd into a less noisy and populated corner. Until you saw something oddly familiar to you.

You looked around until you could see it once more with your own two eyes clearly. Straight across the room in the other corner in another closed section stood your best friend in her black ripped jeans and thrasher shirt with her strappy heels. You looked at her straight in the eye and waited for her to feel your gaze. However, someone else noticed you before she did. Minhyuk saw you and his smile was instantly wiped straight off his face. He looked down at Sera and back up at you multiple times as if he was in disbelief. He tapped on her shoulder while still remaining eye contact. She turned around and noticed his distant look and traced his eyes. When her eyes finally met yours she quickly ducked down to the ground and pulled Minhyuk down with her. You laughed at her behavior and text her a quick message.

You: Are you here for who I think you’re here for?

You watched the message become notified as read and waited for a reply. You looked up to see her and Minhyuk slowly standing up and looking sheepishly down at the floor instead of at you. Your phone vibrated and you looked down at the message.

SeRa: Before you get mad at me for not telling you I just want you to know that it was Hoseok’s idea for me to lie to you. He didn’t want you to think badly of him.

You: Why would I be mad at you? I’m just surprised to see you here!!!

By the time you looked up she and Minhyuk were gone but Shownu made his way towards you with two beers in hand. You smiled and accepted the beer he handed to you and immediately took a large sip. Now that you and Sera ran into each other you now no longer have to have an awkward conversation.

The next thing you know a loud voice came through the speakers interrupting the loud music.

“Hello ladies and gentlemen and welcome to the next funeral of a Beta Chi Theta.” He laughed through the microphone with a wide grin. The Beta Chi Theta fraternity group all booed and hissed at the hosts remarks. “As always before we begin the fight I’ll explain the rules. One, don’t throw your beers at the fucking stage, two betting ends as soon as the fight begins so go and put all your fucking money on Wonho, and Three if your cup is empty at any point tonight then you’re fucking lame.”

The crowd roared and rushed to make last bets and fill up on their drinks. Shownu pulled you up closer to the front where you could see everything displayed right in front of you and stood behind you protectively. You felt a discomfort from being so close to the spot where the two would fight, it felt oddly intimate. You tilted your cup back and swallowed the rest of its contents.

The host returned after a few short minutes and this time brought  a horn with him.

“Alright mother fuckers, are you ready?” he asked and the crowd let out the loudest yell that you had ever heard in your life. “Hell yeah! Alright tonight’s victim is Jackson. He thinks that he can make it past the first round and win the whole goddamned thing.” As he introduced him Jackson came from behind a curtain and stood in place by the group. “You know the drill, if this poor soul can make it past the first round I’m buying everyone’s drinks tonight.” Your eyes widened at the man’s overconfidence in Hoseok, “Alright, and the man that you’ve all been waiting for is here. Not that he needs a fucking introduction. Here comes WONHOOO!” he yelled and the crowd got impossibly louder than they did previously.

Hoseok stepped out from behind the curtain and you held your breath. It was the first time that you had ever seen Hoseok look so menacing and it frightened you. He wore only boxing shorts and his whole body was out on display like a trophy case. His muscles gave him an image that only a Greek god carved into marble could portray. Shownu must have felt your body go stiff because he stepped to the side to see your face

“Are you okay?” he asked with a concerned expression.

You nodded your head and tried to give him your most convincing smile. He bought into your horrible acting skill and stood behind you once more.

The host announced the beginning of the fight and Jackson and Hoseok faced each other. Hoseok looked Jackson straight in the eyes by his eyes drifted and landed on you. Immediately he froze up and gave you a look of disbelief.  His focus and cold demeanor had completely been wiped from his face and instead he seemed concerned for you. Your heart began to race from Hoseok’s open staring and you felt Shownu’s grip on you tighten, no doubt noticing Hoseok’s attention on you.  

You began to feel hot and dizzy from the attention and tried to fan yourself with your hands as much a possible. With Hoseok’s attention elsewhere Jackson seized the moment and landed a punch strait across his jaw. Hoseok snapped back into the moment realizing that now was not the time to be distracted, but his eyes always eventually wandered back to you. Jackson wasted no time to take control of the moment and landed punches and kicks on whatever surface he could get his hands on.

With each hit Hoseok took you felt yourself becoming weaker and dizzier. You started to lean into Shownu more and more and Shownu gladly hung onto you be the hips keeping you steady in place. Your eyes started to droop and your vision began to blur, you looked back at Shownu and tried to focus your eyes on him. Shownu was looking back down at you but instead of the concern that you half expected to see you saw a small grim smile tugging at the corners of his lips.

You were slowly being pulled away from the stage by Shownu and close to the back of the room. You pulled as hard as you could and tried to turn to Hoseok for help but you were being swallowed by the crowd.


I watched as y/n was slowly being pulled away from the audience half-drugged. As much as the pain hurt from being his right now my body was screaming at me to jump off the stage and beat the living shit out of this prick. I turned to Minhyuk who was looking at me with great concern for my  lack of performance and yelled as loudly as I could.

“GO GET Y/N!” I waved my arms and pointed in your direction and repeated myself as many times as I could until he understood me.

Minhyuk seemed to understand well enough and pushed his way through the crowd as hard as he could. I traced him with my eyes and tried my very best to watch his process across the rom. As soon as he got close enough to her I did the only thing that I knew to do next. End this fucking fight.

Jackson looked like a smug bastard for getting the best out of my distraction and I was happy to quickly wipe the look of with just one punch in his shoulder. He immediately crippled and reached for his now dislocated shoulder and I landed the punch that would end it all. My right fist connected with his jaw and the crack of his bone could be heard even over the crowds roaring.

Jooheon blew the horn announcing Jackson’s defeat and the end of the fight and I immediately jumped into the crowd and tried to move through the drunken audience.

Y/N’S P.O.V.

You reached a point where you couldn’t see anything anymore but were still conscious enough to know that something bad was about to happen. You clawed and scratched at whatever surface you could get your hands on. Shownu pinned you up against a wall with his full body weight and wrapped your legs around his body. He held your head firmly in place as he began to kiss you savagely and grope whatever he could at the same time. your heart beat furiously and the adrenaline pumped through your veins spreading whatever drug he gave you even faster and making it harder to fight.

You punched and pushed as hard as you could and began crying and begging for Shownu to stop. You could feel your clothes ripping and falling from your body leaving you exposed to anyone who wished to see. Your body screamed at you to fight but you arms and legs were useless. Soon your voice was gone and you lost any last bit of strength that you had in you. Your body completely relaxed against the wall and you were completely useless. You felt your body being lifted and carried away just before you were consumed by complete silence and darkness.

How to stay Positive 🐝

1. Be yourself. Live authentically. To quote Dr. Suess, “There is no one alive that is you’er than you.” Don’t try to be someone you’re not to impress people. You will always be happiest when you are being your true self.

2. Contribute to the world in any way that you can. Maybe for you that’s picking up garbage on your way home from work, or giving money to a homeless person on the street, but you will become a more positive person if you are giving back.

3. Be grateful. Acknowledge how fortunate you are and be thankful that you have simple things like heating, food, and shelter. If you are grateful you will always be able to think more positively.

4. Be optimistic. So maybe you missed your 10:30 showing of Beauty And The Beast, are there later showings? Can you plan a rain check? Wouldn’t coffee be nice instead?

5. Surround yourself with positive people. Odds are, if you spend your time with negative people you’ll become more negative. When we are around positive people we become more positive ourselves.

6. Don’t be discouraged. You will never fail until you stop trying!

7. Be a realist. Everyone has their bad days, everyone. Lest,  I remind you that Walt Disney, J.K. Rowling, and Steven Spielberg, were all rejected before they ever succeeded.

8. Be like Elsa and let it go. Okay so Elsa may not have been the most positive person at first, but by the end of the movie she learned to make a positive out of what was once a negative situation! Don’t hold on to anger, fear, or hurt. Keep moving forward and forgive others and yourself.

9. Help someone else. It’s so easy to make someone’s entire day. Compliment someone’s new clothes or hair cut, hold doors open for people, smile at strangers and share inspirational quotes with friends. You will feel so much happier and positive if you make someone else feel that way.

10. Kick fear to the curb. Stop letting “what if’s” control your life. Be brave and trying something new, or do something that might scare you. Doing something is always better than doing nothing; you might just surprise yourself!

11. Stop and smell the roses. Appreciate everything around you: sights, smells, music. When we don’t take time to breathe we become stressed.

12. Put down those chips. Junk food might make you feel good for a moment but it will only make you feel unhappy down the road. Swap a milkshake for a smoothie, Soda for a glass of water or a cup of green tea, ice cream for a fruit bowl and so on. We can actually eat a lot more raw foods than processed foods without gaining weight or feeling bloated.

13. Get out there. Make plans! Stop scrolling through instagram and snap stories feeling bad about yourself because it’s a Friday night and you’re at home. It’s always nice to stay in every now and then but it’s also enjoyable to get out into the world and socialize.

14. Get your beauty sleep. 7 hours minimum to function and 8 ideally. It’s impossible to be positive when you’re cranky from not getting enough z’s.

15. Exercise. Find the exercise for you. Maybe it’s swimming, hiking, cycling, yoga, dance, or basketball. Working out will make you feel powerful, happy, and accomplished.

16. Don’t compare yourself to others. Other people’s beauty does not take away from your own. Yes, Sarah from math class has a really nice smile…but have you seen yours? Wow.

17. Accept yourself.  Change what you can change and love what you can’t.

18. Don’t sweat the small stuff. Take yourself out of the situation. Is this really a big deal? Will it affect you tomorrow? What about next week? Next month?

19. Be empathetic. Your friend just cancelled your plans for the evening because he is feeling too anxious. What can you say to show him that you’re accepting of his situation? Can you offer up an alternative plan? People want to spend time with people who are kind and accepting of them.

20. Accept that life isn’t linear. There are always going to be ups and downs and that is absolutely normal! You just have to ride the wave  instead of letting yourself drown.


9 Ways To Increase Your Vibration

1. Questions - transcending illusions requires you to question them. Illusions are beliefs we give our power to, they are designed to keep us living through the ego - which keeps our vibrations at a low level. When we question our reality & what we think we know - then we have the potential to transcend illusions, which raises our frequency. It’s like lifting a veil that’s been tightly fitted since birth, keep in mind that this will take time and there are many layers to every illusion.

2. Love - build your life around what you enjoy. Surrounding ourselves with the people, places and things we love will help us move into the love vibration - which is the highest vibrational state. When we’re doing what we love with the people we love our vibration will increase, the opposite is true when we surround ourselves with things we hate - our vibration will remain at a lower frequency.

3. Breath - your signal to the universe. When we take long, deep breaths we are sending a signal to the universe to say “I have an abundance of air” - as opposed to short, sharp breaths that send out a signal of lack. Having the mindset of abundance raises our vibrational frequency - attracting more abundance to us in other areas of our lives. 

4. Food - love your body. The body is our vessel & when we feed it healthy foods we increase our vibrations because we are showing love to ourselves & the body. Processed foods, sugary drinks and toxic drugs like alcohol are the most common culprits for keeping our vibrations low.

5. Thoughts - how we think determines how we live. To increase our vibration we need to think higher vibrational thoughts - love, peace, abundance - but that can be difficult at times. The best way to think these thoughts is to align our actions with the kind of thoughts we want to create because our actions create our thoughts. It’s a lot easier to think in a higher vibrational way when we’re around the people, places & things we love - so distancing ourselves from negativity is a great way to increase our vibration.

6. Nature - vibe with the planet. Mother nature offers us a higher vibrational environment for us to align ourselves with. Observe how everything behaves in nature and take note of sights, sounds, feelings & smells - make time to relax around some greenery. Breathing in fresh oxygen from the trees is another great way to raise our vibration.

7. Creativity - expression from the soul. We are not our bodies or minds, we are the consciousness that drives the vessel - allow it to express itself creatively to tune into who we truly are and we will notice our vibration increasing. Singing, dancing, painting, drawing & even washing the dishes can all be creative outlets - almost anything can be an opportunity for us to express ourselves creatively and this allows us to enter the love vibration.

8. Knowledge - true wisdom is knowing the extent of one’s own ignorance. When we acknowledge how much we don’t know we move out of ignorance - this opens the possibilities for us to learn more and through this acquisition of knowledge we can raise our vibrational frequency. The pursuit of knowledge lasts our whole lifetimes, but requires us to dissolve the egoic delusion that we are already knowledgable enough. We can liberate our own ignorance with knowledge & patience.

9. Gratitude - give thanks for the good & the bad. Increasing our vibration requires us to acknowledge that there is no such thing as good or bad - with this in mind we can give thanks for every experience because of what they have been sent to teach us. Becoming grateful for everything in our lives is the best hack to increasing our vibration because we move into the abundance mindset and attract more of what we are thankful for. Give thanks for everything you love in life and watch more of it roll in.

Transcend the negativity & vibrate higher.

Peace & positive vibes.

Night Time Routine

Sometimes it’s really difficult to fall asleep at night. A routine is a wonderful way to tell your brain that it is time to sleep. Here is a example routine, and you can change it or add to it however you need!

1. Set a time.

I think it’s good to have a little wiggle room, in case something comes up. Consider you’re bedtime something like 10-12. Aim for 10, but 12 is the latest.

2. Clean up.

Brush your teeth, wipe of any make up, wash your face, shower if you prefer to do that at night.

3. Go potty.

You don’t want to wake up in the middle of the night to pee.

4. Jammy up.

Pick out your favorite onesie, oversized t-shirt, or whatever it is that you’re most comfortable in.

5. Prepare your army.

Stuffy army of course. Get your bed fixed just how you like it, and pop a paci in.

6. Story time.

If you like bedtime stories, grab your favorite children’s book, or Google it, and enjoy.

7. Turn out the lights…

…and fall asleep.

Optional additions:
Night lights, white noise makers or gentle music, essential oil diffuser with a relaxing smell, take any night time meds you may need.

I tried to make this one that can be applied to all littles, whether single, LDR, live with a CG, etc., but feel free to adapt it to what works best for you. If your CG is around, they could help you with all this.


Originally posted by wonderlandgirlforever

Peter Parker x Shy/Scared Reader

Summary: Even though Peter’s been busy with saving the world, you’ve been feeling neglected and unwanted. He notices and decides to do something fun to cheer you up. 

Word Count: 2,453 (my longest one so far, holla)

Warnings: heights, panic attack, language, fluff, sad stuff. Let me know if I missed any. 

A/N: Alrrright guys, hopefully this turns out okay. I was thinking about making this into a series depending on how much you guys dig it. If you do, then I will post all about what I’m going to do for the series to see if you guys are interested. Sound good? As always, feedback is definitely appreciated. I never get any, so I don’t know what I’m doing wrong or right. Enjoy!

Ever since Peter told you he was the big ‘ol Spiderman, it felt like your guys’ weekly hangouts and movie nights were coming to an end. Of course you understand that he’s saving the world and stopping the bad guys, but it leaves you worried and afraid for his well being. He always seems distracted around you and it fills you with a darkness. Telling Peter would make you seem selfish, so you bury it, hoping it won’t poke its way through. 

Being the shy, reserved, person you are, you definitely had difficulty talking to Peter, especially since you’ve always had a never ending crush on him. After a while of trying to ask him if he could hang out, you stopped. It wasn’t worth the pain of going through to only be rejected once again. 

However, what you didn’t know was that Peter noticed you putting up your walls again. He didn’t want to lose you and decided he was definitely going to do something about it. Starting tonight

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He had only been home two days. Two days and he was already back to his usual ways. Leaving the toilet seat up, not loading or emptying the dishwasher, his dirty socks were still on the bedroom floor where he left them the night before. However, all of these things that would usually have you going through the roof were completely overlooked. He was finally home with you and that’s all that mattered. His little quirks.. well, you’d work on them over the week.


He hadn’t been in bed when you woke up so you knew the timezones were messing with him. You get out of bed, rubbing at your eyes as you try to focus in the dimly lit room. The only noise filling the house is the sound of your feet padding against the floor as you make your way downstairs. You stop when you see him, sitting on the sofa with his journal in hand. He’s always been like this. When he can’t sleep and he doesn’t want to wake you, he turns to his journal for some company.

“It’s a bit late, H, don’t ya think” you say, chuckling when he jumps slightly.

The smile that takes over his face at the sight of you makes the butterflies in your stomach flutter like crazy.

“Stupid timezones have me wide awake, pet” he mumbles as he moves his journal to the side, allowing you to take its place on his lap.

You rest your head against his shoulder, taking the time to breathe in his scent. He smells like Harry, *your* Harry. He smells like Home.

“Missed ya, love. Don’ like bein’ away from ya for so long” he mumbles as he presses light kisses to the top of your head.

You feel his arms tighten around you as you press a kiss to his neck and tell him that you missed him too, so very much and it fills you with such a sense of comfort and safety that you don’t think you’d feel anywhere else other than when you’re in his arms.

You don’t know what comes over the both of you then. Maybe it’s the lack of sleep or the lack of intimacy and contact between you both while he’s been away. His lips attack your neck first, nipping and sucking on the skin as you let out a whimper.

“‘M gonna take care of ya, love. Promise ‘m gonna make ya feel good” he mumbles as he picks you up. You wrap your arms around his neck and your legs around his waist as he carries you upstairs.

He wastes no time in ridding you of your pyjamas, taking a few moments just to admire you as your cheeks redden under his stare. “So beautiful” he murmurs in your ear as his hands travel down your body, his lips finding yours once more.

It doesn’t take long before you’re begging him to please, give you what you want. He’s taken a liking to teasing you over the years, never really giving in until you’ve begged enough times.

“Wha’ did ya say, love? Don’ think I heard ya” he teases as you beg him once more to please just fill you.

“I-I need.. I need you, Harry please” you’d whine as his fingers played with your clit, causing you to buck your hips and gasp.

When he knows you can’t take it any longer, he rids himself of the rest of his clothes and positions himself at your entrance. You can feel the heat pooling at your centre just at the thought of finally having him, like this, after such a long time.

Your moans mix with his, filling the otherwise quiet room as he thrusts into you. You wrap your legs around his waist, begging him to move faster, just to fuck you harder.

“We’ve got so much time, love. Jus’ let me take care of ya” he whispers in your ear as he nibbles on your earlobe.

The feeling of his skin against yours, him inside of you, his breath against your skin was all too much for your senses. He’d been gone for so long and now here he was, finally back with you again. Your nails dig into his back as he grabs hold of your hips.

“Missed ya so much, love. Cum fo’ me, come on love. Need to feel ya.. need to feel ya cum ‘cause of me” he breathes out as his thrusts become sloppy. You know that he’s close and that he won’t last much longer.

His fingers circle your clit and it’s enough to send you overboard. You scream out as your orgasm hits and he isn’t far behind you. He drops almost all of his body weight on top of you as you both try to catch your breath. He presses soft kisses to your chest, moving off you and turning you around to cuddle himself into you. You smile to yourself, just so content in the fact that he’s back home.

“Harry” you mumble, almost half asleep already.

“Yeah, love?” His reply is delayed and you know he’s falling asleep too.

“You’ve gotta pick up your dirty socks when you wake up.”

“For goodness sake, woman.”


Originally posted by drawien

Small devotional acts.

  • Be a loving and nurturing friend
  • Pamper yourself often
  • Paint 
  • Get peacock-feather earrings
  • Be nice to any kids you run into 
  • Get some temporary tattoos
  • Fight for love and marriage equality
  • Plant fragrant flowers near your home
  • Smile at strangers
  • Get some metallic pens
  • Embrace being the mom friend - always have snacks at the ready
  • Buy a nice set of sheets
  • Donate to charities that help those without family support
  • Drink an herbal/floral tea
  • Add more sparkly things to your life
  • Eat an apple
  • Go cloud watching
  • Blast the AC then get cozy under some blankets
  • Wear that outfit you love that also scares you a little
  • Burn a scented candle
  • Support small artists and display their work in your home!
  • Strengthen your relationships - romantic or platonic
  • Go on more walks, take time to smell the flowers
  • Gold!
  • Always notice little ones that seem a bit lost, and take a minute to make sure they’re okay
  • Support those in or escaping abusive situations
  • Listen to music that empowers you
  • Buy a succulent plant
  • Wear those sunglasses wherever you want
  • Buy yourself that extra goody you always think about while at the store
  • Get more iced drinks 
Pretty. Odd.

Pretty odd reminds me of flowers and bright blue sky’s, it reminds me of meeting someone new, and having that one friend that’s just as weird as you are, it reminds me of going to the fair on a sunny day, and watching the sunset over the ocean as the sky turns from blue to golden to black, it reminds me of long road trips with your closest friends and having your car break down In some unknown town but you still get out and turn it into an adventure, it reminds me of re-reading your favourite books, and making daisy chains in middle school, it reminds me of inspiration and letting your imagination flow, sunflowers and sweet kisses, it reminds me of adventure and being happy with who you are, it reminds me of turntables and old records, and picking fresh flowers for your room, it reminds me of cute Polaroids and hanging them up just for the sake of memories, it reminds me of the sun and the moon and the day and the night, calm soothing weather when it’s not to hot or cold but Just about right, though it also reminds me of the pouring rain, sitting inside staring out the window watching it come down, just thinking, and running outside because you just don’t care if you get wet, and jumping in puddles with brightly coloured gumboots, it reminds me of change in yourself, of finally finding who you are and just being able to say “this is who I am and I’m proud” and just being content with that feeling, it reminds me of spring and floral cocktail dresses, and fancy cocktails, it reminds me of being alone at sea, not In any danger but rather content with the sounds of the waves, standing on a deserted beach watching the waves lap against your ankles, it reminds me of finding someone you really love and staying with them for the rest of your life doing all the craziest things together, it reminds me of telling stories around the campfire and singing songs, it reminds me of singing at the top of your lungs even if your voice isn’t up to par, I think of pretty lanterns and white dresses, umbrellas and raincoats, it reminds me of fairy lights and garden parties, the colours green, blue and yellow, but not bright colours, like pastel shades and soft subtle brush strokes on a fresh canvas, it reminds me of dancing with people you love, I think of un-painted nails and natural shades of hair, It reminds me of daydreaming and marching bands, I think of pocket watches and vests and giving flowers to your friends, toothy smiles and twinkling eyes, blue skies and white clouds, chirping birds and not caring about what people think about you or if you’re different and stand out a little bit because you enjoy being you, playing music with other people, it also reminds me of getting really high with your friends and just laughing at everything even if it’s not funny and living in the present and not worrying about the past or What’s to come in the future, ending unhealthy relationships and having that content feeling After it because you’re FREE,also thinking that nothing matters except for being with the person you love the most, growing as a person, talking to someone you like and forgetting how to speak in those moments, I think of crying so much that you just can’t anymore, I think of Ballet twirls and dancing through the streets singing, vintage shops and old Volkswagen busses, big sunglasses and flowy scarves, it reminds me of blowing bubbles a d freshly mown lawns, big maps hung up on walls with the places you want to visit all pinpointed down, it reminds me of mall alleyways and welcoming coffee shops early in the morning, I think of laying outside at night by yourself and just staring up into the sky and thinking about life, flower shops and fresh air, pianos and scented candles and saving up for something expensive in nothing but coins, it reminds me of green eyes and freckles, i think of innocence and kisses on the forehead, candid photos and taking that extra bit of time to smell the flowers and take in your surroundings and notice the little things in life before you miss them, holding hands and skipping, it reminds me of the song blue skies and the album let it be, it reminds me of just sitting around and having fun and it makes me forget about anything real and fills my head with imagery, it reminds me of standing on a stage in front of thousands of people, playing your music, doing what YOU love and the realisation that you made it and you’ve achieved that dream that you’ve always been working on, it reminds me of just being happy.

Here is a terrifying thing us humans do

Our brain is crazy. You know how like? If you loose one sense like your brain hard wires it self to just put it in another spot?


Oh? We are blinded? Our hearing and smell get significantly better, like it takes time but our brains just go- oh this part isn’t working- alright! Give me a month and we will have this re-wired to another sense and you will be right as rain!

Tom Holland x Reader: Smut...Inspired by Tom’s new haircut.

Hi. Yes, I love Tom’s hair. This inspired me. Dedicated to @sarsmusings and @tomsh0lland because I love you both. I don’t have an editor. All mistakes are mine. xoxoxoxox

When Tom finally posted the picture of his new hair, you were beyond thrilled. He had you thinking the worst, but really it was incredibly…sexy. They weren’t his curls, but this new hair…it was driving you crazy. Also, the picture he posted showed just how hard he’s been working in the gym. You let out a frustrated groan.

There’s no way you are going to make it through the weekend without seeing his hair in person. You about Harrison a quick text, letting him know you’ll be surprising Tom with an impromptu visit to Montreal. He agrees to pick you up from the airport, and you quickly start packing.

As soon as you land Tom texts you a goofy selfie. I miss you. He added with the picture. You can’t wait to see his shocked face when you surprise him. When you get back to Tom’s hotel he’s not there, which fits into your perfectly. Quickly, you undress from your travel clothes and slip into Tom’s bed. Hopefully, he won’t be gone too long.

About a half hour passes before hear him outside. “Where are you going?” he asks Harrison. “Okay, well I’ll meet up with you later. I just need to shower.”

The door opens…slowly.


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anonymous asked:

Could we have Spideychelle if they were in University? Love the headcanons you've had so far, they're so good~~~ <3 <3 <3

  • ok because they’re really smart they both get into the same uni
  • with scholarships and all
  • can u believe
  • tony is a proud iron-dad
  • so he buys peter an apartment that is fully furnished as a ‘congrats, son’ gift
  • best dad ever
  • meanwhile, michelle is looking for a place that is cheap and affordable
  • she knows she could just go up to peter and room with him for a bit but her ego is too big for that
  • but it’s 2 weeks before her first sem starts and she’s homeless
  • because she already kinda told her parents that she has a place to live and all
  • she finds herself knocking on his door at 8 pm w her suitcase, in her pjs
  • ofc he answers and is shook
  • bc lets be real, when is he not shook
  • surprise surprise! there are 2 bedrooms
  • michelle crashes on the couch tho,,bc the other bedroom is covered in moving boxes
  • who knew peter had a lot of stuff amirite
  • actually, the whole apartment is a MESS
  • it’s covered in a bunch of boxes
  • but she’s too tired for that rn so she thanks him and she’s out in a few seconds
  • the next morning, she wakes up and she’s not on peter’s couch?? tf??
  • she sits up immediately and is ready to  F I G H T
  • but then she sees the blue lightsaber lying in the corner
  • and she’s like ‘oh, so i’ve not been taken’
  • she takes her time to really take in peter’s room
  • his bedsheets smell like him and everything is so cozy and warm and smol
  • she wants to lay here forever
  • but then it hits her
  • ‘if she was here, where was he?’
  • he’s on the couch, passed out
  • she stands there and stares at him for a bit 
  • then she decides the best way to wake him up is by flicking his forehead aggresively (stydia, is that u?)
  • he’s panicked for a moment but then he sees her and he calms down
  • “i was fine on the couch, you know.”
  • ‘i was out anyway, i didn’t get home till 3 am”
  • ah. spiderman duties.
  • she decides to make him breakfast, it’s the least she could do
  • but he convinces her to stay there permanently
  • they could split the bills
  • and
  • “it’ll be so cool, mj! we’d me roOMATES!”
  • and she agrees and
  • oh god what did she get herself into

part 2

  • ok so they’re one week into uni and things are good
  • turns out, that living with each other was a good thing
  • mj cooks for him bc lets be real, peter can’t cook for shit
  • she also cleans around the place and organizes his stuff because she’s secretly a perfectionist
  • it’s nice to come home to peter trying to hum the imperial march obnoxiously
  • peter isn’t a slob but he can be real annoying with his web fluids and whatnot
  • and mj is making friends??yay!!
  • turns out people at college are so much more cooler than the losers at midtown
  • though she misses them
  • ned is over like almost everyday
  • although her room is furnished now,
  • she falls asleep more on the couch than on her actual bed
  • but she never wakes up on the couch
  • hmm i wonder why
  • and there’s always a mug of tea waiting for her in the morning on the kitchen counter
  • she also always finds little chocolate bars on her pillow
  • esp after a stressful day
  • so life is basically gr8 right now
  • but then mid terms roll around
  • peter is surprisingly calm and chill about it
  • but he’s super smart so she gets that
  • she’s super stressed tho
  • cos she really wants to be responsible and make her parents happy
  • but it’s hard
  • she’s having the worst day
  • her first paper is in two days and she is nowhere near ready
  • her clothes are ruined bc of the pouring rain
  • and all her notes are ruined
  • she really wants to cuddle up in her bed and maybe eat one of the chocolate bars on her pillow
  • but then she hears it
  • she hears peter and a girl
  • she can hear said girl’s giggles coming from his room
  • and michelle is never jealous of another girl ok
  • but it’s hard when she’s having what could possibly be the worst day of her life and the guy she’s most definitely in love with is probably in there with some other girl who’s probably SO MUch more prettier than she is and she’s about to fail her mid terms
  • she wants to cry honestly
  • so she does
  • she does what every girl does
  • she grabs a tub of ice cream and aggresively sticks her spoon into it and sits on her bed
  • and reads
  • she’s reading a bunch of sad poems and she’s cryinf and her mouth is full of rocky road
  • and peter’s stupid chocolate bar is staring at her like he’s judging her from next door
  • once she’s run out of ice-cream, she calls her brother
  • “yes?”
  • and she cries
  • because she misses him and she misses midtown and she misses when peter parker was her nerd and she misses being responsible and actually good at school
  • but her brother has to be in south africa now, being a good doctor and shit
  • so she calls ned
  • and she’s having a panic attack now
  • and ned’s voice is so calming it makes her calm down for a bit
  • ned is at the apartment in a few
  • what a good friend honestly
  • and she starts crying again
  • because he’s such a nice person she doesn’t deserve him
  • ned realises that she’s just sad and stressed
  • ned also suspects that this has something to do with peter
  • once she’s asleep
  • he knocks on peter’s door
  • peter and girl are making out
  • ned is disgusted
  • so he chases the girl out and hits peter with all his strength
  • “dude! what was that for!’
  • “michelle was literally in tears and you’re making out with some girl?”
  • protective!peter
  • “what happened? where is she? is she ok?”
  • “yeah, no thanks to you.”
  • so ned tells him everything
  • and he’s like ‘the chocolate bars are sweet but i think she needs her roommate and her best friend.”
  • and peter’s mind kind of goes into a slideshow of all the times she’s been there for him
  • when ben died and she was the only one who didn’t give him that pity look
  • with his ptsd after the infinity war
  • helping him calm down and study for the sats
  • the one who told him his results mid-battle
  • the one who constantly takes care of him and his wounds after fights
  • the one who cooks him breakfast
  • the one who pushed flash into a bush when he was making fun of peter
  • and then he realises that he’s been such a fratboy dick lately
  • michelle only wakes up at 2 am the next morning
  • her room isn’t a mess anymore
  • there’s a glass of water at her bedside table
  • she tries to go back to sleep because call it a feeling but she just knows that peter is awake and she doesn’t want to look at him rn
  • she’s too hungry for that
  • so she carefully sneaks into the kitchen
  • it’s empty, thank god
  • there’s a container with some spaghetti in it
  • but oh wait! there’s a note
  • figured you’d be hungry. p.s. i didn’t cook this don’t worry’
  • she’s kinda still mad at him but halfway through the meal
  • she realises that peter is gonna meet other girls and his life isn’t going to revolve around her anymore
  • he’s probably going to marry some pretty girl who’s super smart and awesome and nerdy
  • and she’ll be all alone with her stupid college degree and a bunch of cats, still in love with peter parker
  • little did she know lmao
  • so she’s not really mad at him anymore but more mad at herself because of all the people in the universe, she had to go and fall for peter fucking parker
  • she decides to study because what good is being emotionally stable if she’s going to fail her mid-terms amirite?
  • so she pulls out her book and
  • there are little flashcards waiting for her
  • and she already knows this is peter’s doing
  • her heart feels like it’s going to burst because it’s so full
  • so beyonce is blasting through her headphones
  • and she’s studying with this stupid smile on her face
  • because of peter fucking parker
  • thank god tomorrow is a saturday
  • peter stops being an asshole and running away from his crush on mj
  • they become a hella lot closer
  • michelle hugs him when she gets her results for the paper she was so worried about
  • she treats him when he gets his results
  • aunt may is secretly planning their wedding
  • ned really wants to propose to michelle on behalf of peter
  • tony may have a few rings picked out already oops
  • basically spideychelle is #married

im allowed to do these ok 

imagine: Damien comes home after a long day at work, his ponytail out of place and a tired look on his face. you’re curled up on a chaise lounge, a kindle in your hands. he runs his slender fingers through your hair from behind as he walks past you. you give a soft hum, and he hums in return. you ask him about his day, and he scoffs. 
you look behind your shoulder at him, give him a soft smile, and ask him if he wants to take a walk into the garden. 
“let me get changed.” he responds. you hop up to your feet and head towards the back door. after a few minutes, he meets you there, and you grab his hand and head out. 
being greeted with the smell and sight of the flowers; it’s something you’ll never get tired of. you both take your time, the sun dipping just below the horizon, smelling all of your favorite flowers. you glance over at the gargoyle you broke that one time, but skillfully put back together before Damien noticed. you’ll tell him someday, probably. 
you head towards the back of the garden and sit down on a bench. 
you give him a smile, and he returns it. god, he’s got the most beautiful smile.. and his eyes. 
“Damien, you’re perfect.” you keep your voice down and lean closer to his face. “everything about you is just perfect. i’m so glad. i’m so happy.” you continue on, brushing some of his hair back to kiss down his jawline. you wrap an arm around his waist and pull him in closer, “i love you, i love you, i love you.” 
Damien can’t help but smile and even giggle. his cheeks turn a rosy hue. 
“i love you too.”

headcanon time: shen and wolf boss (i really need a name for him) were childhood friends, and would play hide and seek in the palace. sometimes as a challenge, little 8 year old wolf boss would try to play with just his nose (hence the blindfold), and since the palace already smells like shen, he would take a long time. this particular time, he was sniffing around for so long that shen fell asleep waiting, and eventually, this happens *u*


How to be a Hero like Captain Hook ProTip #47:
Even on epic quests, always take time to stop and smell the rosé.

anonymous asked:

prompt request: a blizzard keeps jack and bitty trapped inside their apartment without any power. it's just them, blankets, and a fireplace. Maybe an old radio too. (alternately titled: i got my love to keep me warm)

[it’s snowing today, so this seemed appropriate! i hope you enjoy! <3]

It’s snowing. It’s been snowing since…well, Bitty honestly can’t remember when it started. Sometime the previous evening, he thinks, after he and Jack had made it back to Jack’s apartment after the game, the prospect of an off weekend spent together bright and shining before them.

Honestly, Bitty’s hard pressed to remember what the weather was like on the drive home, distracted as he was by the way the streetlights played off of Jack’s cheekbones, the way his eyes lit up as he looked at Bitty across the seat. The perfect curve of his smile and his hand and Bitty’s heart pumping with anticipation and the adrenaline of watching Jack win. All he’d wanted was to be back in the apartment, several floors and doors shutting out the rest of the world.

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