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Having a Preference Sucks
  • <p> <b><p></b> <b><p></b> <b><p></b> <b><p></b> <b>me:</b> *reading a fanfic*<p/><b>me:</b> *squeals bc cute*<p/><b>me:</b> *cries bc angst*<p/><b>me:</b> THIS IS THE BEST FIC OMG I CAN'T I LOVE THIS SO MUCH THIS IS MY NEW FAVE<p/><b>me:</b> *gets to the smut and reads your prefered seme bottoms bc there was no warning and you didn't know so you're fucked*<p/><b>me:</b> <p/><b>me:</b> fuck this shit i'm out BYEEEEE<p/></p><p/></p><p/></p><p/></p><p/></p>

@kathwolfie listen,,, you are a gift for introducing me to daichi in an onmyoji

Anyway I bought a pride flag which is why I’m in such a gay mood rn
Honestly working out my sexuality has been so hard for me but getting this flag was just… It cemented it ya know?
When I was 10 I had a dream where I had a girl and a boy in front of me and I had to choose. It was so hard for me. Eventually I chose the guy because I thought I had to.
Two years ago I came out as pan to one person. Last year I was out to most people. This past year I realised a lot more about myself. Like the attraction I held towards men was more of an idealisation and something I wanted to be like rather than wanted to date (like why didn’t I realise that sooner? I always wrote straight song lyrics from the male perspective like clearly I was into chicks). Basically I’m hella gay.
Idk. I’m emotional today tho. Sometimes I worry I’m making it up or pretending to be gay for attention (then again I also worry the same for pretty much everything I do. Man I am just super paranoid don’t mind me)
But yeah. No turning back now the flag is here and has locked me into The Gay™

[ Photo taken by me / Ponies also drawn by me ]

盤緣馬系列01 最近想拿以前照片來畫,所以可能會有其他張XD

Thanks to

-Fanfiction writers
-Voice Actors
-People who share other people’s content on their blog
-Reposters who ask for permission and share artwork from other sites
-Heck, also the people who create just simple funny text posts
-Mods running blogs

…of the fandom!
I probably sound cheesy as heck but I seriously want to thank people for creating content and also spreading content by reblogging or liking things and showing your appreciation.
It’s all valuable!

i want to be That Girl. ur local lesbian who wears bralettes under big sweaters and flannel shirts and who is always carrying a journal around ((the pages r stained with COFFEE)) and tips street performers and hides in the corner of cafes and never shuts up about her girlfriend and all of the places she wants to go someday