take my breath away why don't you

  • Yang: ... *Yang was frowning annoyingly with each blink turning her eyes red for a second.*
  • Blake: Come on Yang. Cheer up. We are just going to spend sometime with my mom and dad before we go out tonight for our Valentine's date.
  • Yang: ... yeah. *Yang grumbled.*
  • Blake: *Blake looked at her girlfriend with worry as she places a hand on her shoulder.* I don't understand why you are so upset. You love my parents and they love you. You are normally rushing me to embarrass me with how much you love me.
  • Yang: *At this Yang's frown turned upside into a small smile as she wrapped her hand around Blake's wraist to pull her closer and give her a kiss on the cheek.* I know Blake. I know. I am excited for our date tonight and to see your parents. It's just...
  • Blake: What?
  • Yang: Sigh. It's just *Yang then pointed her robotic finger towards the person walking besides them.* Why did you have to invite HER with us?
  • Raven: I've have been wondering that myself. *Raven said with an emotionless expression.*
  • Blake: Well the two of you have been at each others throats ever since your little talk about the maiden and think that during our time here when I'm with my parents you two can talk over your issue... In the dessert areas... where there aren't any buildings to destroy.
  • Yang: That was her fault!
  • Raven: You were the one who went through the wall.
  • Yang: BECAUSE YOU THROW ME THROW IT YOU PSYCHO BITCH! OW! *Yang growled as she rubbed her head.*
  • Raven: *Raven Frowned at her daughter as she placed her sheathed sword back on her side.* This Psycho bitch is still your mother so watch what you say. *the mother and daughter then glared at each other before Blake quickly moved between them and pulled them to the front door of her home.*
  • Blake: Aaaaand we are here. Thank god. *Blake muttered under her breath with relief, knocking on the door.*
  • Kali: Hello? Oh! Blake honey. *Kali greeted happily as she swung open the door and pulled her daughter into a hug.* It's so good to see you.
  • Blake: Hey mom. It's good to see you too. *She smiled returning the hug, in the back of her mind wish Yang and Raven could have the same relationship.*
  • Yang: Hey Mrs. Belladonna. *Yang smiled setting down her bags as she held out her arms after Kali and Blake finished their hug*
  • Kali: Hahaha. Oh Yang. You know you don't have to be so formal. *Kali laughed giving Yang a hug.* You can call me Kali or mom since you will be after you two's wedding.
  • Blake: MOM! *Blake blushed.*
  • Yang: Oh Speaking of moms. Kali, meet my birth mothe-
  • Kali: Raven. *Kali interrupted staring at the dark haired woman in shock as Raven looked surprised herself.*
  • Ghira: Honey? How is at the door? Is Blake and... Yang... here? *Ghira said as she appeared from the door only to trail off upon seeing Raven.*
  • Raven: Hello Kali... Ghira...
  • Blake: *Blake and Yang looked between their parents and then at eachother when Blake speaked forward and pointed between them.* You three... Know each other?
  • Ghira: You could say that. *Ghira frowned crossing his arms.*
  • Kali: W-why don't we take your bags to your rooms? Come a long dear. *Kali said with a nervous smile and blush as she quickly took Yang and Blake's bag and headed inside dragging Ghira along.*
  • Blake: That... is the first time I ever seen my mom being... bashful.
  • Yang: Okay. What the hell did you do? *Yang questions slightly glaring at her mom.*
  • Raven: *Raven meanwhile seemed to have been staring at Kali as she walked away before taking a deep breath and patting Yang's back.* Well, now I see that we have the same taste when it comes to pussy cats. *With that Raven then headed inside with a smirk on her lips.*
  • Yang: ...
  • Blake: ...
  • Yang: ... Blake?
  • Blake: Yes Yang?
  • Yang: ... Just to clarify... You don't think that my mom... and your mom...
  • Blake: I really don't want or ever want to know.
  • Yang: Oh god.
  • Blake: What?
  • Yang: Now when your mom told me that I reminded her of a girl she meet makes sense now it the most disturbing way.
  • Blake: Same for why my dad has so many empty birdcages around the house.
  • *Both girls shivered trying to forget the fact they have just learned they their mothers were only them.*

anonymous asked:

Can you write a Drabble of Emily and Alison reminiscing on a date they went to in California and like there like most of the girls are trying to flirt with Emily or Emily's exes trying to get her back and Ali getting jealous

i hope this is kinda what you looking for xx 

“You didn’t have to fly all the way out here, you know” Emily walked along the coastline, the sun warming her as it hung dominantly in the sky, content as Alison walked beside her.

“I know” Ali said, shrugging “but I wanted to check you were okay” She smiled pityingly, and Em could sense the sadness radiating out of her despite the fact that her eyes were clouded by designer sunglasses. They walked side by side, not touching but close enough together that they should’ve been.

“Don’t do that” Emily begged “please”
“Don’t do what?” Ali said, her head titling, scared she had caused Emily some kind of upset.

“Look at me like I’m a lost puppy” Emily replied, staring off into the ocean, not letting her eyes meet Alison’s because she knew the second she did she would be read like an open book and break down in the middle of the street.

“Em” Ali said softly, pulling her to sit on a nearby bench that faced out onto the beach that was littered with people. “I don’t think you’re a lost puppy. I think you lost your dad and broke up with your girlfriend within a 3 month period. Forgive me for thinking you may not be your best” Emily sighed, not knowing what to say because of course, of course, she wasn’t okay. When Ali had turned up on her doorstep that morning after almost 6 months it had been the only thing to spark any emotion in her in a long time. She had been a walking, talking mess up until recently. Emily didn’t reply, not because she was angry that Ali was trying to look after her but because she knew if she spoke it would ultimately end up in her voice breaking and her eyes stinging from the tears she wouldn’t let go of. Ali didn’t push her, she was sticking around in California for a while so she knew that they had time.

“Do you want to get a drink?” She asked, trying to put a smile back on Emily’s face. “I could do with a cocktail after my journey” Emily chuckled, swinging her head round to send a grin in her direction.

“There’s a great little place over there” she said, motioning to a spot up one of the hills that surrounded the area “they do the best Sex on the beach, if you’re up for it” She raised an eyebrow. “the walk, I mean” she clarified when Ali didn’t say anything.

“Lead the way” Ali said with a satisfied grin. So that’s how they found themselves sat at a cocktail bar watching the sunset over California, both a little less than sober but grateful to be in the others presence. For a while they were quiet, as Emily lost herself watching the rhythmic percussion of waves down below,  Alison admiring her features, glowing from the last of the orange rays as the first shines of the stars were beginning to take over. She looked empty, Ali thought, not sad or angry or heartbroken just…empty.

“Emily Fields” A voice from behind them interrupted the peace. Ali turned around to be met with another blonde, her eyes dark blue with a peppering of freckles across her cheeks, wearing a short white dress. Emily slightly rolled her eyes before plastering a smile on her face, spinning around to greet the new comer.

“Oh my god, Alex!” She exclaimed, and had Alison not known her so well she would’ve believed the facade of excitement “how are you?” The two exchanged a hug, Emily pulling away first. Alison couldn’t stop staring at the girl, her eyes squinted as she examined every inch.

“I’m really good” Alex told her, keeping one hand on Emily’s arm, her eyes not leaving the contours of her face. Alison cleared her throat, jumping up from her chair and grabbing Emily’s other arm, pulling her closer.

“Oh, uh good!” Emily said happily “Al, this is Ali” She said with a light chuckle “she’s an old friend” Ali smiled through pursed lips, holding her hand out. Alex took it graciously, grinning with a full set of perfect white teeth.

The Alison?” She said incredulously “It’s good to put a face to a name. I’ve heard all about you” She admitted, causing Emily to turn a soft shade of pink.

“Can’t say the same” Ali said bluntly, dropping her hand. Emily rolled her eyes more visibly this time, standing closer to Ali so she could see the glare.
“Don’t be silly, Ali. Alex was my first girlfriend when I moved out here” She said, her eyes fixed on the other blonde. Alison really didn’t recall Emily ever having a girlfriend when she first moved out, only recalling hearing of hers and Paige’s reconciliation in her second year. Yet, at the look on Emily’s face, she played along.

“Right! Sorry” She said overly-sweet “pleasure”

“So what’s it been, stranger, like 2 years?” Alex turned her attention back to Emily, and Ali couldn’t help but notice her gaze slipping away from her eyes. Emily chuckled, looking down at her feet.

“Something like that” She agreed. Alex’s stare lingered a little longer, a little too low, before Alison moved herself in front of Emily, smiling overly brightly.

“Actually, Alex, we were sort of in the middle of a date” Emily grabbed her by the arm, attempting to pull her back “But don’t worry, I’m sure Emily will call if she feels like a catch up” Ali said, standing tall against the back drop despite Emily trying to drag her back.

“Ali-” She hissed, annoyance drenching her voice.

“No, Em it’s fine. I’m sorry I didn’t mean to intrude” Alex glared at Alison for a little too long “I’ll call you, okay?” She reassured the brunette, causing Alison’s heart to beat too quickly.

“Sure” Emily nodded “see you later, Al” She said softly as she walked away. Ali sighed heavily, taking her place at the wooden side table and taking a sip of her drink. Emily stood grounded for a second before joining her once again. “What the hell was that?” Ali frowned.

“You’re welcome” She said, confused.
“For practically chasing away an old friend?”  Ali rolled her eyes, her cheeks darkening from shame that she didn’t realise she felt.

“Okay, I’m sorry” she said quickly “I thought you wanted her gone” Emily frowned, hanging her head.

“I did” she admitted, smiling in spite of herself “that doesn’t mean you flick her away, though, Ali. She would’ve left eventually.”

“I didn’t like her” Alison shrugged “she was useless and wet and wouldn’t stop staring at your tits” Emily took a sharp intake of breath, raising one eyebrow.

“Why do you care who’s staring at my tits?” Emily asked, taking a sip of her drink to give herself something to do as Ali went scarlet at the question.

“I don't” she fumbled, looking back out at the view “I just thought, you know, objectification and stuff” Emily didn’t reply, biting her lip to hold the giggle that was threatening to take over.

“Sure, Ali” she sighed. When neither spoke for a minute or two, she jumped up “I’ll get the next round” She walked over to the bar, feeling Ali’s stares practically burn a mark on her as she did so, her head now stuffed full of memories that hadn’t made an appearance for a long while, and she suddenly remembered why she often found it so difficult seeing Ali, even when she missed her so very much.

Wynonna Has Fun Messing with Widow Mercedes Using Figures of Speech at the Diner:
  • Wynonna: "Silver spoon up your ass again?"
  • Widow Mercedes: *Turns to check her behind*
  • Wynonna (who's suspecting something): *Hmmm* "Anyway, I'd give my right hand for a nice warm coffee right now."
  • Widow Mercedes: "Wh- why would anyone just want a hand? It's not like a right hand can be used in any summoning rituals. Now a left hand..."
  • Dolls: "Are you okay?"
  • Wynonna: "Yeah, she's fine. She's bright eyed and bushy tailed as ever."
  • Widow Mercedes: *Frowns* I just checked my behind I don't think a tail could grow in that amount of time."
  • Wynonna: "Well, I gotta go (and find out what happened to the real Mercedes). See you later, alligator!" *Starts walking away*
  • Widow Mercedes: "...Why did you just compare me with that horrendously ugly reptile? Is it my face?" *pulls out mirror*
  • Wynonna (wondering how much Not- Mercedes will take literally): "Break a leg! (*under her breath* definitely somewhat evil being that Imma shoot with Peacemaker)"
  • Widow Mercedes: *Starts experimentally slamming her leg into a wall* "How would that benefit me?"
2
DONT READ THIS IF YOU DON’T WANT POTENTIAL SPOILERS ON CHARACTERS THAT MAY BE ADDED TO UNDERTALE ONE DAY
these are two cut characters, seemingly the female counterparts of royal guards 01 and 02. They lack overworld sprites, but sprites for their hands and helmets were made, although i’d expect they would have a different chest plate.
their text is still included in the text dump of the game
it interestingly enough starts out with the line
“fuckyou”
so i’ve got no idea why thats in there, but ive never seen it in game, only other   time I found an f bomb in this game was another random line saying “What the  fuck is wrong?”

here is the slightly edited for clarity text for 03 and 04. its pretty sweet , I wish i could have helped them like 01 and 02. If Toby ever makes a dlc for Undertale or patches it, I really hope these two get put in, they seem almost done. 
the text is out of order and I’m not sure who says what, but the basic concept is that 04 is the cat and is trying to act solo and like she doesn’t care about 03,   and 03 is the bug who is depressed. turns out they both still wear the friendshipbracelets they made for each other, but you can make them remove their gloves and reveal the bracelets, if both reveal them you can spare them like 01 and 02. if you kill one of them, the other will regret not telling the other and will          become very upset. They go get icecream and presumably would meet 02 and 01 there.

 RG 04 
 DEF* Royal Guard member.* Protective of her armor.
04: Hmph,try not to mess this up.
04: I'll take you down alone!
03 Sigh...team attack,I guess. 
04: I'm a one woman army.
I know, but...
Nice to meet you???
04...!! Why didn't I...
04 !?You... YOU...!
 03 rubs her glove quietly.
 04 hums and looks the other  way.
 03 stands guard.
 04's twitches her tail.
 03 is trembling.
 03 is holding her face in  her hands.
 03 stands still.
 03 seems sick.
 03's breathing intensifies.
 You touch RG 03's glove. It starts to come loose.
 You shake RG 03's claw.
Glove...getting...looser.
 You tell RG 03 that she  should stand up for herself.
My glove..!
>hand1pic
03...Is that...?
Yes.It is.
Go ahead. Laugh at me.
No, I...
RG 04 is looking at her own  glove.
What are you talking about?
My...glove...
Don't touch that!!
03 I didn't want this...
03.....
03...answer me...
03 I never said sorry...
03...!? Why, you...
04 holds her head in her hands.
Sad mews emerge from 04's armor.
 04 is thunderstruck.
 04 does nothing.
 04's breathing intensifies.
 You attempt to touch RG 04's  glove. She bats your hand away.
 You touch RG 04's glove softly.  She nods and begins to take it off.
 You tell RG 04 to remember  what being friends is about.
Actually........
I still wear mine too.
Our friendship bracelets from high school.
03, I'm sorry. I thought you hated me, after what happened...
We did some pretty nasty things to each other, because of...
That old drama? Forget about it.
To tell you the truth, I requested to be partners with you.
I wanted to become friends with you again...
But I didn't know how to breach the topic.
03!
After this...
Do you want to get some ice-cream?
Salmon-flavor?
You know it!
 03 and 04 are planning all  sorts of things to do together.


a hella long list of random lyric sentence starters
  • "I'm insecure and I care what people think."
  • "We're stressed out."
  • "Wish we could turn back time, to the good ol' days."
  • "Wake up, you need to make money."
  • "You used to make me feel like I could walk on water."
  • "You're the reason why I can't listen to the same songs I used to."
  • "I write songs about you all the time."
  • "I bet I don't run through your mind."
  • "I've given up on you.
  • "It still hurts to know you're not alone."
  • "Lately, my dog's the only one around that listens to my problems."
  • "It's been a lonely year."
  • "I'm just happy being with you."
  • "Quietly, quietly, the two of us are entangled."
  • "You don't realize the way I am."
  • "This silent love leaves a silent scar."
  • "I don't feel anything when I look at your face."
  • "That's nothing compared to what I had done in the past."
  • "Wild horses couldn't drag me away."
  • "You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress."
  • "Please remember me, fondly."
  • "We'll meet again."
  • "Fuck the man."
  • "I heard from someone you're still pretty."
  • "And when the morning came I was ashamed. Only now it seems so silly."
  • "Never meant to last."
  • "An angel kissin' on a sinner."
  • "Girls like girls like boys do."
  • "Always gonna steal your thunder."
  • "Imma take your girl out."
  • "Don't tell me what I feel."
  • "Kissed your girls and made you cry, boys."
  • "Tell me if you feel it, too."
  • "Hello there, the angel from my nightmare."
  • "We can live like Jack and Sally if we want."
  • "I would ask for advice, but I just do what I like."
  • "You're a waste of my time."
  • "I smoke cause I'm stressed. I try to get high, but it gets me depressed."
  • "I've fallen for her, more than once."
  • "My daddy is dead, I've got no man to follow."
  • "And I know that I'm shallow, but why shouldn't I be?"
  • "I don't want any trouble, it just chooses to find me."
  • "I've been thinkin' about fallin' in love."
  • "I've been thinkin' about you."
  • "I’m afraid somebody else might take my place."
  • "All my friends always lie to me."
  • "You’re too mean, I don’t like you."
  • "Fuck you anyway."
  • "You make me wanna scream at the top of my lungs."
  • "You make me wanna die."
  • "Keep on dreaming, don’t stop breathing, fight those demons."
  • "I got a hunger and it won't go away."
  • "I want it all to remind me of the first time."
  • "I think I like you, but it's complicated."
  • "It's always better when we're together."
  • "You look so pretty sleeping next to me."
  • "I belong with no one."
  • "You belong with me."
  • "Run off to school like a good drama queen."
  • "Do you care where you're going, or know where you've been?"
  • "Our faith is placed in second chances."
  • "You're the star of the story you don't care about."
  • "Just a little girl in a bigger world turning upside-down."
  • "You keep it all inside so that nobody knows."
  • "All these boys are thirsty for your outsides."
  • "You never care to ever let the right ones in."
  • "Baby, I'll carry you all the way home."
  • "I just wanna love you, dear."
  • "I understand you, just take my hand."
  • "I found God. I found him in a lover."
  • "He's off to pay his crimes and he's got no time for mine."
  • "It's tearing me apart."
  • "It's ruining everything."
  • "Were you lying all the time?"
  • "Was it just a game to you?"
  • "You know I'm such a fool for you."
  • "You got me wrapped around your finger."
  • "I thought the world of you."
  • "I thought nothing could go wrong, but I was wrong."
  • "It was always me and you."
  • "This body is yours."
  • "Your mess is mine."
  • "Luck be on my side tonight."
  • "You're the reason that I feel so strong."
  • "You still make sense to me."
  • "Boy, look the other way."
  • "That's not the way that friends behave."
  • "I always knew that I would love you from afar."
  • "She's got darling hazel eyes."
  • "It shouldn't come as a surprise."
  • "Why do you go wasting your time on me?"
  • "I'm eager to please."
  • "I'm scared that you’re gonna slip away."
  • "I don’t think she knows how she changed all my plans."
  • "You act like you don't know me."
  • "My god, you tempt my anxious mind."
  • "We are bitter losers, snarling through our smiles."
  • "We are wild."
  • "We’re fucked, but we say that we’re fine."
  • "We long for journeys and the roadside."
  • "Every little thing made me miss you more."
  • "I'm just trying to make a getaway to you, and I'd have gone a thousand miles more."
  • "And I looked at you, you were so damn cute."
  • "I know you're thinking of me."
  • "You're everything that I hoped for."
  • "I'm all the shit that you go for."
  • "Stop kidding yourself now."
  • "I never found a way to let you know."
  • "I also never found a way to let you go."
  • "Right now I’m feeling rough."
  • "Come settle in with me."
  • "I will not open myself up this way again."
  • "Feels like I don't know you."
  • "I've strayed from who it was that you knew."
  • "You were trying to make it work."
  • "You were sleeping in my shirt
  • "Sometimes things don't come full circle."
  • "I was hoping that you cared."
  • "I was distant, I was scared."
  • "There's no way to go back now."
  • "Just love me when you can."
  • "I'll wait patiently."
  • "I'll wake up every day just hoping that you still care."
  • "Surely even I deserve the best."
  • Just when I believe you've changed for good, you go and prove me wrong just like I knew you would."
  • "When I run out of second chances, you give me that look
  • and you're off the hook."
  • "Oh, what am I still doing here?"
  • "It ain't right to just love me when you can."
  • "Slow down, you are out of control."
  • "One of us is right, and one of us is wrong."
  • "It could be so easy if it didn't feel so wrong."
  • "What if I was younger?"
  • "I never should have asked, it was a long time ago."
  • "There's things I wish I knew."
  • "We're a million miles away."
  • "With you, my dear, I'm safe."
  • "You will be gone and I won't see you anymore."
  • "You left my love on the line and said that you were leaving."
  • "I saw you in the arms of someone else."
  • "I cry myself to sleep and you thought I was happy."
  • "I was lonely, had nowhere to go."
  • "I heard that you moved on."
  • "Everything has changed."
  • "Sometimes you've got to bleed to know that you're alive."
  • "The songs on the radio are okay, but my taste in music is your face."
  • "You fell asleep in my car, I drove the whole time."
  • "I heard you were lying about how brave you are.
  • "I heard you were still trying to get back to the start."
  • "I'm gonna miss you."
  • "Gonna miss you, girl, and all of the things we could've done."
  • "I move so fast, how could you be with me?"
  • "I wish you well. All the best."
  • "I spent an hour with you, should I want anything else?"
  • "We were sixteen, maybe less, maybe a little more."
  • "I walked home smiling, I finally had a story to tell."
  • "Time has bridled us both, but I remember you, too."
  • "You confuse me with your riddles and your sudden generosity."
  • "You really shouldn't get this fucked up."
  • "I'm tired of being careful."
  • "Let me under your skin."
  • "Why do I always spill?"
  • "God, I wish I never spoke."
  • "Think I got myself in trouble."
  • "Should've never said the word 'love.'"
  • "I'm sick of all the games I have to play."
  • "I've got your picture, she's got you."
  • "Throw on your dress and put on your doll faces."
  • "Everyone thinks that we're perfect."
  • "Go back to being plastic."
  • "Smile for the picture."
  • "We were too wasted to close the window."
  • "Do you want it? Do you want me?"
  • "You are where I want to be."
  • "I can drive."
  • "Who is she?"
  • "I used to know know to leave the boy behind without having to watch him go."
  • "Going on, my first impression, I recall you wearing white."
  • "There was something sweet in the air, babe, that summer night."
  • "There will always be another time for us to fall in love."
  • "The first times always cut the deepest."
  • "She is something to behold, elegant and bold."
  • "I could easily lose my mind."
  • "The way you kiss me will work each time."
  • "Eyes, innocent and wild, remind me what it's like."
  • "Pulling me back into the flames and I'm burning up again."
  • "I never understood what was at stake."
  • "Well now you've come and gone, I finally worked it out."
  • "I never should have told you."
  • "I never should have let you see inside."
  • "Don't want it troubling your mind. Won't you let it be?"
  • "You cool me down."
  • "Do you love me now?"
  • "I'm not so used to doubt."
  • "Light me up a cigarette and put it in my mouth."
  • "You're the only one that wants me around."
  • "I don't believe in you and I."
  • "I'm not yours anymore."
  • "You're always leaving me behind."
  • "I feel like a fool."
  • "I ain't got nothing left to give."
  • "You are mine, I am yours. Lets not fuck around."
  • "You are the only one."
  • "Yours is the first face that I saw."
  • "I realize that I need you and I wondered if I could come home."
  • "Remember the time you drove all night, just to meet me in the morning."
  • "I thought it was strange, you said everything changed, you felt as if you'd just woke up."
  • "I'm glad I didn't die before I met you."
  • "I don't care, I could go anywhere with you and I'd probably be happy."
  • "Maybe this time is different."
  • "I mean, I really think you like me."
  • "You pull away so easily."
  • "I'm only there so that you're not alone."
  • "So I'm pouring some whiskey, I'm gonna get drunk."
  • "I want a lover I don't have to love."
  • "I'll meet up with the band in the morning."
  • "Love's an excuse to get hurt."
  • "We both go together if one falls down."
  • "I talk out loud like you're still around."
  • "Do I let her sleep or should I wake her up?"
  • "We were lovers in a past life."
  • "I'll make you mine, time after time."
  • "We can keep in touch if that's what you want."
  • "You say I don't have the time for you, but I do."
  • "I am what you need when you can't find it somewhere else."
  • "I am what you want when you don't have anything else."
  • "I came here with a load and it feels so much lighter now I met you."
  • "Honey, you should know that I could never go on without you."
  • "You're the one that I wanted to find."
  • "Anyone who tried to deny you must be out of their mind."
  • "I know it's too late."
  • "I should have given you a reason to stay."
  • "We're not the same, dear, as we used to be."
  • "There was little we could say, and even less that we could do."
  • "Nothing was left for you and me."
  • "Someday you will be loved."
  • "I cannot pretend that I felt any regret."
  • "The memories of me will seem more like bad dreams."
  • "I know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet."
  • "You told her that you loved her, but you don't."
  • "She was beautiful, but she didn't mean a thing to me."
  • "I wanted to believe in all the words that I was speaking as we moved together in the dark."
  • "All I see are dark grey clouds in the distance moving closer with every hour."
  • "Was something wrong?"
  • "You're damn right there is, but we can't talk about it now."
  • "No, we can't talk about it now."
  • "One last touch and then you'll go, and we'll pretend that it meant something so much more."
  • "It was vile, and it was cheap."
  • "You are beautiful, but you don't mean a thing to me."

When Castiel began sinking into a depression after losing his grace again, Sam suggested several different therapeutic hobbies. 

Castiel tried writing, but it didn’t help much. He didn’t know what to write except for facts. Human emotions were so much deeper felt than angelic ones and he didn’t have the experience to find he words needed to express himself.

He tried exercising with Sam, since that seemed to be Sam’s favorite way to work out his feelings. He didn’t have the same stamina and found the experience to be unpleasant. He didn’t like being reminded of his physical weakness when he became winded, sore, and sweaty.

The final thing Castiel tried was painting. Sam had purchased him some supplies. Brushes, paints, and a book of canvas papers. After a few tries, Castiel discarded the brushes and just used his fingers and hands, sometimes finding random objects like a silverware and terrycloth also made for excellent patterns and visual effects. 

Sam was quite impressed with his work and bought a couple of larger stretched canvases for Castiel to work on. 

He found he quite enjoyed this medium. It was so much easier to put his feelings onto canvas than to work them out or write them down. And using his own hands helped him in times when he needed to get out any aggressive feelings. It was cathartic and he sometimes go so worked up and invested in his work that he would be out of breath when he was done. 

Sam walked in his work room as he was finishing his latest painting. He stood still, taking it in. Castiel couldn’t tell what he was thinking anymore, still getting used to reading facial expressions instead of feeling emotions through grace. 

“Sam?”

“Is that…?” Sam pointed to the painting and Castiel felt his face heat up.

“Yes. I am sorry. I didn’t mean-”

“Does it really look like that?” The painting was of Castiel’s old trench coat and it was wrapped around a soul. The light beams that came off the soul were bright enough that any areas where the coat would not have covered the soul were washed out in white light. The soul itself had a dark blue scar through the center.

“Recognizing yourself, Sam?” Castiel smiled and nodded. “Yes, it does look like that. Even with the scar, it’s still the brightest soul I’ve ever seen.”

Sam’s hand absently rubbing over his chest as he stared at the painting. Castiel thought he needed to hear more.

“Sam… do you know about the brightness of souls?” He didn’t wait for an answer, but continued. “The more pure the soul is, the brighter it shines. The souls you rescued from Abaddon’s minions… those were average good people, good souls. Do you remember how they glowed?”

Sam nodded.

“You were still able to look at them, from what you told me. They were like night lights.” Castiel approached the hunter and grasped Sam’s chin, turning Sam’s head and making him look into his eyes. “Sam, your soul is almost blinding to behold. I know that you often feel tainted, but you truly are the most pure soul that I have ever seen. I’m not trying to flatter you. It’s the truth.”

Sam took a shuttered breath and Castiel knew he was trying to reign his feelings in. A Winchester fear of ‘chick flick moments’ that he wished he could take away from Sam.

“Cas, you got paint on my face.” Sam deflected with a smile. Castiel grinned back.

“Hmm… so I did.” And he swiped one paint covered finger over Sam’s nose. “Oops." 

anonymous asked:

olicity's first kiss oh man it holds such a special place in my heart. the way he whispers her name just before kissing her bc he can't let her think that he doesn't love her. the way he cradles her face so tenderly and his slightly hoarse voice when he says 'don't ask me to say that i don't love you' and and the intense pain in his face when she walks away and hiS HANDS STAY ON THE AIR EVEN AFTER SHE'S NO LONGER BETWEEN THEM ohmygod why am i so emotional why is my otp so perfect fuck

It still takes my breath away. Whenever I watch The Calm, the beautiful hope and light at the beginning, when Oliver finally asks her out and she says yes, and then they go on their date and things are so wonderful… but they aren’t ready, Oliver’s not ready, and so of course everything goes to hell.

But their feelings are real, so real, and that kiss, that beautiful perfect first kiss, it is so perfect and so Olicity.

And the way they linger, the way they both linger, taking those few seconds to really, truly believe that this is everything they can have… breathing each other in, savoring that feeling, how they tasted, how something so soft and gentle can crack their foundations so much…

And then… and then reality steps back in and shatters the moment, especially when Oliver admits to being in love with her in the most ass-backwards way only Oliver Queen can.

Oliver just bared his soul to her but Felicity knows - they both know - that it wasn’t in the right way, that it wasn’t what they both deserved, and that doing this halfway wasn’t going to be enough, ever.

And she leaves, leaving Oliver standing alone, desperately trying to stay in that moment forever, to keep it - to keep her - just a little bit longer.

I love it so much! It’s the perfect Olicity kiss - so full of love and hope and desire and need and want and trust and everything, but at the same time it’s so tinged with pain because it can’t happen.

It’s the perfect first kiss, I’ll never be over it either, anon!

I always say, “Goddamn it, Oliver!” during this scene because I’m in the midst of an emotional attack that only my OTP can deliver, but then I calm down, because I remember that it’s just a delicate and beautiful prelude to this:

And then I’m saying, “Goddamn it, Olicity, I cannot handle you!”