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Stuck in the Cage (With You)

Originally posted by supernatural-squadd

“You heard me just fine. My soul for Sam’s. Easy switcher-oo.” You clenched your jaw, impatient with how long the archangel was taking to think about the deal you were offering. Dean needed Sam back, you could see it. You weren’t as good of a hunter and both of your older brothers always tried to protect you, leaving room for silly mistakes to be made.  

Michael finally answered, “Fine.”

For as long as he took to make a decision he sure didn’t take his time to take action. Your ears popped and everything went black.

A boot nudged your ribs and you sat up to find yourself surrounded by thick, metal bars, looking up at the pure blue eyes of Lucifer himself.

“The youngest Winchester, how interesting.”

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anzareveange  asked:

Khadgar, Mr trust, keeper of the millennial wisdom, man of the year, devourer of mana strudels, Guldan's headache, adorable raven, light of my life (yeah, is a title)... I have found your wonderous wisdomball very useful, it has helped me a lot in making decisions. But the other day, while I was taking a bath I forget to save it in my bag, so basically the ball was seeing me naked for one hour until i realized, and when I turn to see it, It was making some strange faces, is that normal?

“…..Oh look at the time I really must be going!” Khadgar hurriedly walks away.

anonymous asked:

I'm having a rough night. Any soft words?

Of course. And thank you for coming to me for words. It’s an honor, really. If tonight failed to be the apex of existence, rest assured in the possibility of tomorrow. Because with it comes an infinitesimal set of opportunities. Tomorrow could be the day you decide to turn it all around. You could make a drastic, radically life-changing decision that alters your foreseeable future for the better. You could meet someone fantastic who will make the tightness of your lungs feel like a blessing, feeding the starved cocoons within. You could do something kind for a stranger, a small little gesture to let someone know that courtesy still exists. They could even offer the same to you. Without asking. You could take the most glorious nap and wake up refreshed, and ready to take on the world. When I look outside my window, I do not see the immediate evils of mankind. Instead, I see all of history before me, and how it constructed the very image that lay at my feet. Sometime tomorrow, (if you are able to) look outside the window of your home. Consider the surrounding outside and how much history it has endured. Think of how many beautiful moments it has held. Think of the sad ones, too. Think of how many lives that one instance outside your window has touched. Think of what it must have looked like hundreds of years ago. Thousands. Then look again. See it as it is now. See it for all the beauty it carries with it in this very moment. Know that your life is the same. There have been rough nights outside of that window view. No doubt there will be more to come. But for right now, bask in the glory of a fleeting peace. Whoever you are, your body is a vessel filled with stardust and history. You span millennia. You are a walking constellation. The very carbon that constitutes your body was forged in the heart of a supermassive nebula. And how fitting, really. I couldn’t think of a better way to describe all that you are. All that you can be. The same can be said of tomorrow. See what is and what has been, and know the same majesty is possible, if not more so by tomorrow. You had a rough night. That’s okay. Those will happen. It is a part of the human experience. But as I mentioned before, you have the resilience of the stars. You will not be broken so easily. Allow yourself to feel how you feel right now. It’s natural. You’re entitled it. But also keep in mind the fleeting nature of a bad day. Wanna know the best thing about a bad day? It’s unsustainable. Purely mathematically, there’s no way a string of bad days could go on forever. There is beauty to the theory of Regression to the Norm. That things tend to return to normal over time. And though normal may seem dull, it is a vast improvement over a rough day. And a great day, well there simply is no comparison. And I guarantee you a day like that is ahead of you. I promise. I sincerely hope you enjoy tomorrow.

1. Not all love will be good love but it will all teach you something.

2. Stop overthinking because it’s not suppose to be that hard. If you love someone you tell them and you go from there.

3. Everyone shows their love differently. Just because they don’t show it the same way you do doesn’t mean they don’t care just as much.

4. If someone ever makes you feel unworthy of love, leave them. Get out as quick as you can and never look back. You deserve to be loved by someone who appreciates you without a doubt.

5. Sometimes it’s better just not to say anything. Take an hour and think about it. Some things aren’t worth the fight.

6. Love is a decision you have to make every single day.

7. Don’t compare your love story to someone else’s. All that matters is that everyone is happy together. How you get there is not important.

8. There are going to be lots of people that bring you flowers. Wait for the person who plants a whole garden for you to grow together.

9. Never forget about the little things that make your relationship special.

10. Never stop loving. Even when your heart is breaking, believe in love. Because it is coming, and when it finds you it will be amazing. I promise.
—  10 lessons//20 years
Study Break // Jackson Wang (M)

Originally posted by markjin

Pairing: Jackson x Reader

Genre: Fluff, Smut/Suggestive, Comedy

Summary; Jackson persuades you to take a break from studying, but he begins to regret it soon after~

This scenario is rated M for MATURE as it contains scenes of a suggestive, smutty nature ^_^

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“There comes a time when you just have to stand up and shout ‘This is me damn it! I look the way I look, think the way I think, feel the way I feel, love the way I love! I am a whole complex package. Take me… or leave me. Accept me- or walk away! Do not try to make me feel like less of a person, just because I don’t fit your idea of who I should be and don’t try to change me to fit your mould. If I need to change, I alone will make that decision.” 

- Gerard Way. 

Mercury Retrograde: why everyone should not be afraid of it – how to get through it

When mercury goes retrograde, the energy of this planet turns inward. Mercury is the planet of communication, transportation, communities, thinking/thought processing, understanding, logic, reasoning, etc.

Most associate mercury retrograde with only bad things. Cell phones breaking, breaking up with your boyfriend/girlfriend, communication not being clear, technology mishaps, your car breaking down, etc. While these may be characteristics of a time when mercury is in retrograde, there are usually always benefits from it, if you take the time to look for them.

When the planet of thinking/communication’s energy is turned inward, this becomes a time for introspection. Mercury retrograde is a time for rethinking, re-planning, and reevaluation. This is why people tell you not to sign any agreements during this time or make any big decisions. It’s a time to rethink what you want, rethink if there’s anything else you could do, rethink the whole situation. Then when mercury goes direct again, you can have a well formed opinion or decision made, and be more confident in your choices.

Not everything is mercury retrograde’s fault. People like to use it as a scapegoat or just an easy explanation for the wrongdoings in their life. Mercury retrograde is not an excuse to say/do the wrong thing.

Mercury retrograde is like a cerebral vacation. Bad things usually happen during this time because your mind’s energy is not being forced outward, you’re entering a trance of introspection and meditation, so obviously expressing yourself properly during this time won’t be the easiest thing as opposed to when mercury is direct.

Take this time to rethink, re-plan and reevaluate things; look at the house mercury went retrograde in. Look at the sign mercury is in. Create your own mantras, rituals and new state of mind during mercury retrograde so you can feel more confident after.

Crystals to aid you in mercury retrograde:

• Amethyst
• Clear quartz
• Amazonite
• Celestite
• Blue kyanite
• Blue lace agate
• Smoky quartz
• Black obsidian
• Ametrine


I’ve decided to turn a few requests into genuine comics. These take a long time to make, though, so don’t expect every request to be filled out this way, and please don’t ask for your requests to be turned into comics, I’ll be making that decision.

This palette was also hell, it was so boring, Branch, why does your home have to look this way ;-;

I’m still not 100% happy with how this turned out (and yeah the palette has a lot to do with that) but I know I can only improve from here…!

Oh yeah, and you guys wanted to see Branch in reading glasses, and I’m happy to deliver ;)

4k, r u ok?

Do you ever look at your follower count and question it?
Because I do. I really do. All the time. Like what the hell are you doing here and why here?

I feel like I can relate to my followers so much because we make poor life decisions: I made this blog and shitposts/memes, and you guys chose to follow me. This blog isn’t even a year old yet and some of you refer to me as one of the dr fandom’s “senpai” and I’m just?? So flattered??? I’M BLUSHING

And let’s not forget the probably the best nickname I have ever received in my whole life, “fanfic mom” which never fails to bring a smile to my face. Seriously, this is just the sweetest and most pure thing and I LOVE ALL MY FANFIC READER CHILDREN OKAY. EVERYONE.

I honestly have the nicest followers? This is all so strange for me and I still find it so hard to believe most of the time?? Like I can count the anon hate I’ve received on just one hand and I don’t have enough hands to count the love I got on and off-anon!! It’s just all so surreal. How is everyone so nice to me? And how are a lot of you so supportive?? Just why???

But also, THANK YOU. I have never felt this appreciated online before and I’ve talked and bonded with a lot of you. I’ve even made a bunch of friends and I’d be happy to make some more by fangirling over dr and whatnot (hello there. yes, you. i’m talking about you. talk to me. i swear i’m not that intimidating.)

Here’s a shoutout to a bunch of wonderful people whom I deeply love and appreciate with all my heart.

Asahina - Gundam

@atalantaz @albinos-ruined-me @akaiyutsuki @atterozen @arakichan @all-my-lovely-fics @ander-smith @ana-with-the-owlz-2309 @a-lonely-ahoge @baka2niisan @blackfaeriepsycho @blondehairedpaladin @bloodinner @bigcheecho @browniebrittle @bpdnk @bubhh @chiaki73 @coding-fortunes @colorpaintart @crazynoodles69 @caramoccii @crestren @citrodrop @churchdotjpg @chabashira-tenko @danganrompas @dianavigo @danganspoiler @danganronpaibukifan @danganronpatrashcan @danganmikay @dangirlronpa @dangan-noya  @danganrompas @deliriousgummi @deadlyxlife @despairchisa @doodlede88 @draginraptor @dreamer-chara @dr3rewrite @evilstep @evafankawoshin @eriluvs @freezestime @galaxyodyssey

Hajime - Ludenberg

@holy-shit-dangan-ronpa @hajimeme-hinata @haloguyfttp @huyandere @hyperdimensiondetective @incorrect-dangan-ronpa-quotes @isuckatthisdonti @in-a-state-of-trance @i-demand-a-hug   @instantlydarkjellyfish  @ikusabamukuroo @jsrivas @jiggydeki @jununy @junko-enoshima-hoe @janestrider @jyouwannitoukinnosuke @jrco-disd @jinxazutrinity @jinjojess @komaesa @kamase-megane @komanami-universe @korotrash @kyouko-kirigiri @kaomechi @kassistav @kurokku-tokei @kuroneki-shironeki @kibou-dere @kiiibou @kaindycandy @kounyoukai @kuri-s @lapetitahapin @lavenyr @leari @lordofdorknessgundam @luc-imar

Monkuma - Questionmarkquestionmarkquestionmark

@mana-sputachu @manlyronpa @madnimrod  @magnumbae @mcnbit2 @monotokki @maltesegeek96 @mediati0nal-field @mildlyrebelliousmint @mim–osa @minimutty (can’t seem to tag you?) @ministarfruit @mrtinkle @nanamemes-chiakiiz @nantendo-gamegirl @nanamichiii-art-blog @nagitohoemaeda @notkaedekaramatsu @monacatowa​ @nisothestrawberry@nyazurukamukura @our-happygirl500-fan @pekoprotector @pekopika @ponsay-de-leon (can’t seem to tag you?) @pkrockinrobin @photoshopronpa @puddingsu @qosick @quippuh

Ryota - Zzzzz

@rantarou-kun @randomnessandfantasy @ramix-the-red @ramblingsof-acrazedauthor (can’t seem to tag you?)   @r4nd0m1z3r @saltiestonearound @rpbattleman@ranvionist @raelencia @saikorashii @saruxiii @scarecrowfm @smxsonic @super-high-school-level-fandom @shslgundhamtanaka  @shsl-gamer-rper (can’t seem to tag you?) @shslscans  @shishoart @solradia @sol–lux @subtle-sagacity @sumomosketches @taichinchin @tkmacintosh @teo-chanart-blog @thorupmoa @thatanonperson @thatoneguy157 @thecatgirlyang @thedang25 @thekawaiitan @theapocryphalone @theultimatefanatic @ultimate-reserve-hope @ultimate-introvert  @ultimatehopebagel @wayfindaway @xdevotedjinxedx @yuseirra @za-dusto @zenonaa

I’m pretty sure I missed out on more than a few but I don’t think I can fit EVERYONE here because honestly I love my followers so much and those that I follow, mutual or not! Have I ever told you that yet? It’s true. It’s absolutely true. You are all precious and YOU give me HOPE.

Thank you to everyone who has made this tumblr experience so much fun!

And with that, I’m also going on a following spree sometime this week and the next. I’ll do it as soon as I go back to my hometown for the holidays and get unlimited internet access. And also cats. I missed my cats so much.

Feel free to drop by an ask or chat. Talk to me if you want or need to. Especially if you need to. You are important to me. Take care ‘cause I care, okay?

Happy Havoc Blogging!

Picture from DR Comic Anthology Vol1 - A Chance Meeting

MBTI New Years Resolutions


  • Put your needs above other’s wants.
  • Speak your mind.
  • Be less emotionally involved in your loved ones’ decisions.


  • Be kind to yourself.
  • Ask for help if you need it.
  • Stop being friends with people who don’t appreciate you.


  • Treat yourself and take a vacation if you get stressed.
  • Don’t let people take advantage of you.
  • Talk to your friends about your feelings every now and then.


  • Stop being annoyed (this is from an ESTJ, don’t look at me).
  • Be silly.
  • Consider feelings when trying to get stuff done. People have them, unfortunately (I know tell me about it).


  • If you’re one of those ENFPs who thinks no one likes you stop being dumb. Everyone loves you. Literally. If you are ENFP it is a fact that everyone loves you.
  • Stop bothering introverts. These introverts still love you, they just need to be alone sometimes.
  • There are things you feel really strongly about that some people do not care for. Just let it go.


  • Get away from people who drain your energy with their problems.
  • Stop pretending people are perfect and then getting disappointed when you realize they’re not.
  • Don’t let your idealism make you make bad decisions.


  • If you’re not religious, either find someone you can talk to about your existential dread or get a religion. Seriously, what is it with ENFJs and existential dread?
  • Be nice to yourself and make sure other people are nice to you. You’re important. Act like it.
  • Try not to join or start any cults lol.


  • If you don’t have a really close friend in your life who you can talk to about anything, get one. You probably have one but this is a really important thing.
  • Empathy is like a super power that sucks until you learn to control it. Learn to control your empathy (same goes for INFP).
  • Self improvement is great but remember to look at your progress every now and then and think “damn, I am really happy with my life right now”.


  • Same as for INFJs: do strive for improvement, but take some time every now and then to realize that you are happy right now.
  • Find something you really like and get really good at it.
  • Messing up people’s routines and expectations can be entertaining, but sometimes you should anticipate the fallout instead of watching the fireworks.


  • Become more aware of the physical world and your place in it.
  • Those annoying frivolous things everyone seems to be obsessed with are important sometimes. Deal with it.
  • It often isn’t enough to prove to yourself that you can do something, and proving yourself to others often requires tedious work. Suck it up. Do it.


  • Your ambitions are important but make sure you don’t lose friends or irreplaceable romantic interests because you were too caught up in your work.
  • You need perceivers in your life more than any other J type.
  • Be good to the peasants.


  • Do something for the heck of it. No reason, no objective. Just do it.
  • If you’re one of those INTJs who thinks everyone is stupid try to pretend you don’t. It will be beneficial to your relationships and the way you are seen by people you deem intelligent. Even if it’s tedious, I promise it’s worth it.
  • Make friends you can argue with.


  • Use your powers for good and take other’s feelings into account
  • Take care of the people who care about you. I guarantee you there is at least one person who either looks up to you or loves you unconditionally. If you don’t know who this person is (or people) find them and take care of them.
  • Think through the consequences of you actions.


  • Get really good at something (idk, like knitting or plant identification).
  • Make sure your friends know you care about them.
  • Try to figure out a way to turn your hobbies into jobs.


  • If you’re one of those self deprecating ESFPs stop. You’re great and it is very likely that everyone loves you.
  • Do what you love. Tell the haters to can it. Even if the haters are related to you.
  • Take some things a little more seriously. 


  • Be your own glorious self and get a handle on your insecurities about things that don’t matter.
  • The first step to solving a problem is admitting that you have one (hint: most of you are addicted to television).
  • Try to make money instead of paying money to do what you love.
Seriously why does no one talk about the YJ tie-in comics?

I feel like not a lot of people are aware that this exists. Because if you’re looking to temporarily satisfy your YJ needs after binge-watching the show, this is it. Not to mention, this is all canon and written by the creators of the show. This comic has almost anything you ever wanted.

Supey and Wally bonding time?

Bam! Bro-time with the Wall-man! [this takes place after the Cadmus break-in before Batman made his decision]

Curious about what caused the team to become superheroes?

Bam! The smol children’s humble origins 

Ever wondered what set off Superboy’s weird hatred of monkeys?

Ka-blam! Holy green creepy psychotic monkeys, Batman!

Did you ever pine to see the team and their mentors to work together more?

Bam! Look at these snarky children and their mentors! [heh, I included that Kid Flash/The Flash panel for that Endgame foreshadowing…]

Remember the beginning of “Downtime” and ever wondered what happened in that failed mission with Clayface?

Bam! Children getting wrecked by this ugly monster!

Or remember when Beastboy mentioned that poisonous flower incident incident in “Earthlings”?

Bam! Connor trying to be a sweet boyfriend to M’gann! 

Ever wanted to know how Jaime ended up joining the team?

Bam! Nightwing and Wondergirl recruiting this sweet child (this is also where many started shipping Wonderbeetle due to their interactions in the comic).

This isn’t all of it, of course. There is this and way more. I’d say that the writing is of course on-par with the show. There’s so many plot-twists that were certainly unexpected when I first read through these. Some of these are fun (like the team sitting around a campfire and telling their stories) but there are others that are more serious, like the type of stories you’d expect to find in the show.

Also, not only can you show support for YJ by watching it on Netflix, buying the comics show your support to Warner Bros as well. So if you can afford it, I’d say give it a shot!


“I always think that everything happens for a reason. Sometimes it takes knowing what you don’t want to know what you do want, meeting the wrong person to know what the right person would be like. And that’s life. You have to go through these things to find the right person to find your right path in life. It’s not the decision that defines who you are, it’s how you deal with them, the repercussions and how you come out of that. You learn different things about yourself by looking at the people that you choose to surround yourself with, relationships and friends. And I think you can only attract the right people when you know who you are. It’s like they say you accept the love you think you deserve. Until you know what you want and who you are the right people won’t be attracted to you.”

Placing Differences Aside (Cassian Andor)

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request: If you’re still taking requests, I found a sentence prompt! “I make bad decisions? You got stabbed in the stomach and *I* make bad decisions?” For Captaaaaaiiin Cassian Andor pretty please! If you would like to make it an x reader too that would be great but you do whatever you want lol (I rambled sorry)

requested by: @theoinkypiglet

a/n: Tweaked the prompt a little bit but I hope this works! 

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Not gonna call a person out but someone commented on a thing a moment ago and said “it’s hard to be kind these days.” This is for you, anonymously, so you may still be anonymous if you’d like.

I’m torn between agreeing and not. I’m torn between life is hard and everything is hard and it sucks, and between no, it’s really not.

So let’s just look at it this way, kindness is a choice. It is a daily, hourly, choice. It is your decision to speak up or stay quiet. It is your decision to be vocal with your praise and silent with your criticism. It is your decision to be vocal with your justice and silent with your hate.

It’s a decision you make every moment of your life. Little things are kind. Holding doors, smiling. Taking your anger to someone else who will listen instead of dumping it back on the person who gave it to you. Smiling and nodding as someone rambles on with an idea you don’t even agree with, because it’s harmless fantasy. Keeping private chats private, giving people the benefit of the doubt, showing empathy. Everyone has a complex life as colorful as yours and 90% of the time they are not out to inconvenience you, but trying their best to take care of themselves.

Our world is full of hive minds and influences, and so many people are telling us today sucks and the world is hard. You can still allow yourself to be happy and kind despite that.

Sometimes, I don’t believe I am a kind person. Often I don’t believe there are any kind people. Only kind decisions.

I’m destined to forever be a pauper.

Since I graduated college 4 years ago, I’ve only been able to make 5 payments on my student loans. And those payments were only a couple hundred dollars (if that) because that’s all I could afford at that time. And those were times when I was doing alright financially.

To add to this, if I put every cent I have right now toward my student loans, it would barely cover 13% of the total loan. There’s a reason I’m not doing well physically, mentally, and financially.

So keep this in mind when you’re looking into colleges and thinking about taking out loans. A lot of people don’t talk about how rough it can be. And with the resources available online these days, there are a lot cheaper options. Think through all your options before you make a final decision!

anonymous asked:

McCree and Reaper poly soulmate scenario? First finding each other?

What an interesting and potentially volatile relationship to be in the middle of. Constant, endless back and forth of sass. Also constant angst.

…Anyone regret asking me to take off the read mores yet?

  • You and Jesse meet first.
  • You’re just passing through Deadlock territory -probably a poor decision, but you’re sticking to the diner which rarely sees any serious action while your car’s getting fixed up.
  • And in he walks, takes one look at you and swaggers over, sits himself down across from you and introduces himself.
  • If it had been any other name, you would’ve kicked him to the curb. Instead you freeze, push aside the shitty coffee, and tell him your name.
  • The arrogance disappears in a moment. He goes from smirking and cock-sure to wide-eyed and flustered, scrambling to sit up and make himself more presentable. It’s immediately endearing.
  • He fiddles with his shirt as you talk, and his expression moves from starry-eyed to a dopey grin and back again.
  • You talk a little about the other name on your skin, and he has it, too. You discuss who it might be, and joke that maybe it was that famous war hero who just seemed to disappear out of the public eye a while back. Silly, huh?
  • But there is the awkward factor of him being a member of a gang. So you offer him an opportunity he never got -to leave.
  • And, loathe as he is to leave his bike behind, he jumps at the chance. He chucks a few things into your backseat, rests his feet against the dash,  and you’re speeding away. You’re worried the Deadlocks will come after you, but they don’t -by the time they realise he’s gone, you’re well out of their territory, and some of them figure that Jesse isn’t the type to squeal, so he’s not worth going after.
  • Unfortunately, he’s not the only outlaw in your duo. You’ve been on the run -nobody got too hurt, but robbing banks makes you a target. And since Jesse doesn’t exactly have a clean record himself, you’re left stealing to survive.
  • In a way, the trip makes him better. You aren’t as fast and loose with human lives as the Deadlocks were. And he’s smart, in a way he never got a chance to show back there -you stay ahead of the law, until the very best come to get you.
  • On paper Blackwatch is after Jesse’s testimony against the Deadlocks. But Blackwatch’s commander has a more personal stake.
  • He offers a deal. Due to your connection, due to your skills, he can secure you both positions under his command. If not, you’re still criminals, and he will send you both to jail.
  • It’s not the best start to a relationship.
  • Reyes gives you both distance. He’s got his own feelings to deal with. His two soulmates are criminals that he strong-armed into joining Blackwatch, which also makes them his subordinates. He risked a lot bringing them in -it’s another thing for Jack to yell at him about, at the very least- but now that they’re here, what does he do?
  • Meanwhile, you and Jesse stick close together, avoiding everyone else. You’re both antsy, feeling caged, and you look to each other for support. It works for a while, but you’re both stressed, and eventually it starts to get to you.
  • Reyes sees it, how miserable you both are, and for all his brilliance he doesn’t know what to do. You’ve barely talked since arriving on the base, certainly not about the soulmate thing, and he’s terrified that he may have fucked everything up.
  • Reinhardt doesn’t necessarily like what BlackWatch is doing, but he does like his friend, and so he tries to help out by cheering up Reyes’ two soulmates. At first, you both resist his efforts, but it’s Reinhardt. Eventually, you three are friends, and now he’s dragging you and Jesse along to whatever he’s got going on that day. It’s the most aggressive befriending you’ve ever seen, but it does put you in contact with Ana, who is cool, and Angela, who’s around your age.
  • Ana listens to Gabriel with just enough judgement in her expression that he ends up arguing with her without her saying a word. It leads to him talking himself in circles, realising that he can’t keep ignoring you both, and he thanks her for the talk despite the fact that she hadn’t bothered to say more than ten words.
  • And now that you two are a little happier, you’re considering what to do. You’re clearly stuck here, and like it or not, Reyes is your (other) soulmate. May as well make the best of it.
  • It’s awkward, but you three sit down, have a talk.
  • It take hours. Figuring out how this is gonna work, how you being his subordinates will be handled (there is something of a protocol, actually, it happens often enough). A little bit of how you’re all going to fit together, but that’s gonna take time. 
  • By the end of it you’ve all got an idea of how it’s going to work out. For now, Reyes is still in a different bed, and he has to at least act professional, but you try and meet up for lunch, you develop in-jokes, you brush shoulders in the halls.
  • He learns to leave Commander-mode when you’re in private, joins you if you’re hanging out with the others. Jesse learns to reconcile who he was with his future, trusts you both enough to open up about the feelings he can barely put into words -guilt, love, fear, hope. You figure out how to balance them and how they balance you, to feel secure in a way you haven’t in a while.
  • For the first time, it looks like everything’s going to work out. Reyes is happy. 
  • Until he finds evidence of corruption within his organisation. He keeps it from the two of you. It’s not that he doesn’t trust you. He doesn’t want to burden your new relationship, and he figures he can handle it.
  • Except the corruption runs deeper than he thought, and some of it’s higher than him. People he drinks with, people he’s known for years, people he’s trusted with his life, he can no longer trust.
  • But he still trusts you and Jesse, knows you’d never be involved in this… But he can’t tell you, because it would be you three against who knows how many, and not one of you has ever run away from a fight.
  • When Jesse’s arm comes off, Reyes’ name comes off with it. He takes it as a sign.
  • He becomes cold, cruel, snaps at you -breaks off the relationship, claiming he never should’ve started it in the first place. Jesse snaps right back, plans to get Reyes’ name back on his arm abandoned in a fit of anger. You’re hurt and confused, and in the end you pull Jesse away, leave Reyes behind -leave Blackwatch behind.
  • Reyes tries to convince himself that it’s better this way. It’s hard. Reinhardt and Ana aren’t there to offer any support, Mercy and Genji are more your friends than his, and Jack… 
  • You hear about the explosion two days after it happened. The shitty roadside diner you two are having lunch in has the TV on mute, and Jesse sees you freeze as you look at it -and then your face crumples. He swivels in his seat, sees the destruction, the still smoking ruins -the headline, Jack Morrison and Gabriel Reyes presumed dead.
  • An older waitress sees the two of you, silently crying in your booth. “Terrible business,” she says. “You knew people there?”
  • You nod, and drag Jesse out of there, once again.
  • Jesse gets his name put on his arm again. You hold his hand through the whole thing, which is done by a very discrete tattoo artist. 
  • You play the part of bounty hunters, trying to do the good you couldn’t do in Blackwatch. 
  • You stumble into the role of outlaws, not that you’re unfamiliar with it. It doesn’t matter too much. It wasn’t like either of you were going to be living normal lives, anyway.
  • When the Recall happens, you don’t want to go. Jesse has mixed feelings. There’s too many memories there. But it’s also your chance to do good, to make a difference -what ends up convincing you is some of the old team, Genji, Reinhardt, and Mercy, saying they will at least meet up.
  • And it is nice to see everyone again. But there are gaps -and to you, at least, some are bigger than others. You never spent too much time in WPG so it’s not as bad as it could’ve been, but it still feels like walking through a haunted house.
  • You can’t help but think about all the things that could’ve gone differently back then. How you should’ve acted when you noticed something was wrong with Gabe, how you shouldn’t have left him, should have gone to- to someone for help. Jesse is quiet, but you think he’s stuck in the same loop.
  • The first night back, you cuddle up together, and feel his absence sharper than you have in years.
  • Miles away, unknown to you, a creature named Reaper learns of the Recall, and the agents who responded to it.
  • He acknowledges the information with the same apathy he gives almost everything. Makes no visible sign that any of the names mean something to him. But they do.
  • Once again, Overwatch has conspired to put his soulmates in harm’s way, and this time he might be the one to kill them.
  • He tries to convince himself that you two betrayed him as much as Jack, but it’s hard when he drove you both away himself. He tries to tell himself that dead men don’t have soulmates, that he can barely make out your names on his wrists anymore, but that doesn’t change how he feels.
  • He wanted you out of this, damn it. And now you’ve thrown all his efforts in his face.
  • After a while, he manages to convince himself that he can kill you. Both of you. If you get in his way, if you stand with them, he can do it.
  • But he can’t. He has the chance to shoot Jesse but he doesn’t take it, and then you’re tackling him to the ground and yelling at him for copying… himself. Yelling at him for ripping off Gabriel Reyes, because of course you recognise him, but you can’t accept it’s him. Not when he’s a monster, not when’s he tried to kill your friends.
  • Because you believe in him, or you believed in him, and you can’t believe he’d do this. And Jesse… 
  • Jesse accepts it quicker, which Reaper’s not sure how to feel about. His lips press into a thin line as he aims Peacekeeper, not sure how much it will do against a dead man but prepared to back you up.
  • Your accusations get weaker as the man in front of you does nothing to refute them, and eventually you fall silent, throat hoarse and chest heaving. You don’t make an effort to get ready to fight. Whatever happens, you’re soulmates. He won’t hurt you.
  • And Reaper wants to prove you wrong, but he can’t. All he can do is stand there, under the crushing weight of disappointing his soulmates again until he can’t stand it, hurls insults at the both of you as he wraiths away.
  • You’re met by Genji, Reinhardt and the others, who listen in horror as you tell them what happened. They’re sympathetic, and give you some space -you and Jesse are silent on the way home, holding each other in the corner of the shuttle.
  • Reaper is angry. He lashes out at the surviving Talon agents, and Widowmaker stays well out of his way. He snarls when anyone tries to talk to him, and leaves the base in favour of an old safehouse where he can breakdown in peace.
  • It’s not the first time he’s questioned his path, but it’s the first time he seriously considers abandoning it. He can’t get your faces out of his mind, the horror in them, and the smiles from years ago.
  • Miles away, Jesse squeezes your hand, and you try to believe there’s still hope.
BTS reaction to you wearing a small top with a big cleavage and all the other guys are looking at you

Jimin: ‘’Ok, you’re going to change this instant.’’ Like hell would he ever let someone look at you at that. He may hesitate before saying this not wanting to sound like he wants to control you. the look in his eyes is saying that he’s as interested in that small top as the other guys though

Namjoon: ‘’At least they understand they’ll never see anything more than that.’’ The guys will probably back off as soon as they notice the hand resting on your shoulder and the smirk on his face.

Taehyung: Would probably take him a while to notice. And when he does…’’Wiser decision next time, maybe?’’-’’Says a guy who’s enjoying as much…’’

Jin: ‘’Get into that shop.’’ That’s one of the rare times you see Jin annoyed. ‘’Why are you looking at me like that? You’re getting a new shirt!’’

Hoseok: Stares at every single one of them. ‘’Do I look intimidating, jagi? Could I be part of F4?’’

Suga: ‘’Do they really think they have a chance?’’ Unamused Yoongi is unamused. ‘’And what exectly are you wearing in front of someone other than me?’’

Jungkook: Spends more time thinking about what he should do than actually doing something. ‘’Should I make them stop somehow? Or should I tell her to change? Will she be mad if I do that?!’’ bunny is troubled

-gifs not mine, credit to the owner-

The Pillars of the Earth {Sentence Starters}

  • “I thought I was ambitious.”
  • “My freedom is not for sale.”
  • “But I don’t believe in politics.”
  • “Enough. My decision stands.”
  • “You don’t have the experience.”
  • “But the fires of hell are eternal.”
  • “I’ve never… I’ve never felt so lost.”
  • “You look lost. Of course, you are.”
  • “It’s gone, smashed. We’re finished.”
  • “Take your time. Experiment. Listen.”
  • “How fortunate you weren’t on that ship.”
  • “We live in a world that is striving for order.”
  • “There are plenty of women who’d have him.”
  • “He tells the peasants what they need to hear.”
  • “You must have died, too, from the look of you.”
  • “He’s not dead. I would know it if he were dead.”
  • “I didn’t know they were defeated. Is this recent?”
  • “You were expressing your own prideful ignorance.”
  • “Too late for that. All you can do is save yourself now.”
  • “Well, if that’s a sin, we’ll all burn in hell. What about it?”
  • “You’re asking me to do this? I’d never get an audience.”
  • “Then why is there always something to be won or lost?”
  • “There are whispers. The shipwreck was quite convenient.”
  • “God’s plan? If God has a plan, it’s not working out very well, is it?”
  • “I was in love once. Love is a terrible thing. I know, it struck me dead.”
  • “This may be the Devil’s work, but it was God that sent you a master builder.”
  • “It’s easier to kill someone if you’re standing beside them rather than against them.”