love finds it way back.// taehyung boyfriend aesthetic
my heart feels heavy with each step I take away from you, I feel my cheeks being stained from my falling tears. we look forward trying to forget about us but hell your all that occupies my mind everyday from the moment I open my eyes and even my dreams are about regret. regret for allowing to give up, on us and our love. the day you stood at my doorstep for the first time in 2 months I feel somewhat that resembles relief and happiness. I look at you and I every emotion I had felt on the day I first saw you came back. your head was slowly rising it seems like you finally won the inner battle between your mind and your heart. “i…” you stopped looking in my eyes and i felt my heart beating hard against my rib cage. taking deep breaths you started over again, your voice slightly breaking with every word that left your mouth. “I made a lot of mistakes in my past and I’m sure you did too but the biggest mistake I’ve ever done was letting you go. my heart beats at an unusual speed when I’m thinking of you and I can’t resist it anymore. I need you in my life. I need to kiss your lips, it’s like a drug you’re my drug. I need to hug you. I want to sing you too sleep. I want to be the one to make you laugh and I want to be your lover and your best friend. please give me the chance to prove myself to you once again. let me show you the love I feel for you, let me fall in love with you once again.” his big eyes were staring into mine and I was so overwhelmed with everything that I looked at him not doing anything. he approached me slowly, his hand rising to cup my face in his hands. with each step he took I felt his hot breath on my face but I couldn’t move I was glued to the ground my eyes never leaving his. “I love you so much” he whispered to himself leaning down and attaching his lips to mine. in an instant they began moving in sync, everything felt right in that moment, his hands on me and my lips on his. his kisses were always short and gentle but this one was different, his lips moved quickly and passionately trying to make it as intimate as possible, I felt his big hands roaming around my body from my face to my torso, waist and finally resting on my butt. “you’ve got absolutely no idea what you’re doing to me” he whispered as he broke the kiss to get air but he was soon attacking my lips again but not for long he was biting my lips hard as he separated them before leaning down to attach his lips to my neck leaving butterfly-like kisses before he found a spot under my ear beginning to leave his mark there. “marking what is mine” he always used to say after giving me a visible hickey. “what is your answer baby” he spoke up his voice husky from the little make out session. I studied his features once again, his brown hair was messy from my hands running through it multiple times, his lips bruised and his breath heavy. I was sure of my answer he was my everything from the day I met him I knew things will change and something great was about to happen. “I love you taehyung” his lips formed a big smile at my words but still quite unsure where he stood. “let’s treat us right this time. let’s give each other what we deserve” without hesitation he threw the arms he previously had on my back around my shoulders pulling me against his broad chest. his eyes were tightly shut and we stayed like that nobody daring to break the silence, the only thing being heard was the fast beating of our hearts. love always finds their way back to the person it belongs to.