tagging this in case it becomes a thing

The Bureau Files Series 4 is written almost written! And, in true procrastination style, here is, I guess, a teaser trailer (AKA, a 1-minute thing) for the first case: Ghosts

With this video comes confirmation that this is actually happening, and the first episode/chapter will be posted this time next week!

Friday 5th May.

Put the date in your diaries, people. This isn’t a drill. 

Also to keep you entertained: I’m putting together a belated ‘behind the scenes’ chapter for Series 3. (I mean. It’s only a year and a half late. But who’s counting?)

anonymous asked:

Hey sorry do you know any ‘being a couple for a case’ fic ? Thank you'

I CERTAINLY DO. It’s one of my favourite tropes of ALL TIME. Like, I reread these fics ALL THE TIME. I am just SO SAD that there’s no long-fic really strictly from Sherlock’s POV. Like I would LOVE for a fic where we see Sherlock’s thought processes about trying to get John to be his date / partner / whatever. 


ANYWAY. I added a few onto this list here, but here’s a full list of the ones in my bookmarks.

  • Wars We Fought, Things We’re Not by blueink3 (M | 55,126 w.) Five months after John’s world has fallen apart, Mycroft sends the consulting detective and his doctor on a case that neither is prepared for. [[**FAVE. You have to check this one out!**]]
  • I can’t pretend by Salambo06 (E | 7,692 w.) - They had arrived more than a hour ago, and the moment they had walked inside the hotel reception, John had understood why Sherlock hadn’t wanted to come. Two men, posh suits and expensive watches on their wrists, had come to greet them with sharp remarks and badly hidden mockery, and John had seen red. Sherlock hadn’t said anything, mostly ignoring the two men entirely, and without thinking twice about it, John had slid an arm around Sherlock’s waist and introduced himself as his husband. [[AHHH so much pining John, I love it. Sherlock is so good to him!!]]
  • A Hundred Thousand Ways to Say the Name John by Jberry (E | 16,825 w.) John Watson and Sherlock Holmes must solve a case on a cruise ship. To get close to the crew and passengers, they must get married for the case on the Baetica. However, their relationship hits rocky seas both due to the case and internal conflicts. Part 1 of Baetica [[FAVE!!! MUST READ!!]]
  • Twelfth Night by yourdykeinshiningarmor (E | 15,139 w.) - John is invited to his aunt’s Twelfth Night ball. Sherlock offers to attend with him as a friendly face among strangers, but John’s family force him to address his true feelings for Sherlock. [[this one is cute]]
  • Till Death Do Us Part by prettysailorsoldier (M | 15,390 w.) - When Sherlock links a recent spree of murder-suicides to a psychologist who specializes in marriage counselling, there’s really only one thing to do: Go undercover as a couple in hopes of drawing the killer out. Faking a relationship seems easy enough, but things take a turn when their real issues start to creep into the sessions, and, all the while, a killer is watching, waiting in the shadows for their chance to strike. Part 12 of 25 Days of Johnlock [[OH GOD this one is lovely. Lots of pain but happy ending]]
  • That Partitioning of the Things of Youth by wearitcounts (Sher_locked_up) (E | 35,353 w.)Victor Trevor is in town, and nobody’s happy. [[I really like this one. Jealous John AND Sherlock and lots of Angst]].
  • What I Hide By My Language, My Body Utters by PixChuu22 (M | 9,047 w.) - Based on a prompt from Tumblr user thetwogaydetectives - “fake relationship that ends up being so real, they finally realize they are in love.” (I like this one. They end up together because of a case).
  • The Case of the Made-Up Case by DoubleNegative (T | 2,394) - Sherlock takes John to a club. For a “case.” Yes, John, a case. Part 1 of The (Secret) Adventures of Sherlock Holmes [[CUTE!]]
  • The Newlywed Game: Johnlock Edition by patternofdefiance (E | 9,020) - John and Sherlock pretend to be married in order to be contestants in a Newlywed Game. Of course it’s for a case. Of course it doesn’t stay that way. Part 8 of I Blame Tumblr [[LOVE THIS ONE. It’s so cute!]]
  • A Case of Identity by jkay1980 (T | 91,009 w.)John and Sherlock have succeeded in rebuilding their friendship after Sherlock’s fake suicide, but an unusual case puts their relationship to the test. They pretend to be engaged and attend a marriage counseling workshop. Under the pretext of the case, Sherlock turns out to be a master of seduction, and John finally learns he might like Sherlock more than he thought. Slowly, John discovers that he loves Sherlock not only in a friendly, brotherly way, but both men have to fight their own demons before they can think of taking their relationship to a new level… [[I love this fic. It’s a really great long-fic!]]
  • A Bit of Indulgence by beltainefaerie (NR | 3,364 w.) -  A case leads John and Sherlock to fake being boyfriends and John runs into an old acquaintance. [[This one is so domestic and cute GUH I love it.]]
  • The Norwood Love Builders by flawedamythyst (T | 47,798 w.) - Sherlock and John go undercover to solve the murder of Joanna Oldacre, but things are complicated by the many feelings John has been repressing in the wake of Sherlock’s faked death and return. [[OMG this is like my FAVOURITE fic in this genre ever. It’s SO good and well characterized]].
  • Hitting the Water at Sixty Miles an Hour by what_alchemy (E | 30,568 w.) “You love your mother, Sherlock?”John watched the muscles in Sherlock’s jaw jump. He nodded in one sharp jerk.“Then we’re going to her party and making her happy.” John let out a resigned sigh. “As a ruddy couple, you bastard.”
  • Once More, With Feeling by cellard00rs (T | 21,178 w.) - To put off his meddlesome, matchmaking mother, John convinces Sherlock to play the role of his significant other. Unparalleled awkwardness ensues. [[nice amount of fluff and pining!]]
  • Hope Springs Eternal by QuinnAnderson (T | 4,054 w.) - John Watson and Sherlock Holmes go on holiday, and Sherlock has romance on the brain. [[Another cute one!]]
  • Five Times They Kissed for a Case, and One Time They Kissed for Real by fleetwood_mouse (M | 32,406) - A stolen ring! An artful blogger! And many more adventures for your enjoyment.
  • Disguises are always a self-portrait by yellowteapots (NR | 6,223 w.) - They were headed to a Pride Fest for a case-triple suicide/murder- which, of course mean they had to pretend to be couple. John had a suspicion Mycroft took a fairly sadistic glee in booking them a (single king-sized bed) room at the most romantic B&B in town. (I LOVE THIS ONE SO MUCH)
  • A Silver Sixpence by doodle (E | 16,400 w. LIVEJOURNAL) - John and Sherlock have to get married for a case, and learn some things about each other. I LOVE LOVE LOVE this story, though its only fault is that it’s on LiveJournal… (PITA to read on mobile)


Here are a couple where either John or Sherlock have amnesia and they think that they are each other’s husband or partner.

  • Among the Secret Things by Kate_Lear (E | 26,073 w.) - Sherlock would be the last person to describe himself as given to flights of fancy, but at the look on Lestrade’s face he could swear that something inside him curls up and dies. Part 1 of Among the Secret Things
  • What Meets the Eye by worldaccordingtofangirls (M | 8,251 w.) Amnesia is just another case to solve. Piece together unfamiliar faces, reconstruct the old identity, the lost reality. A challenge that Sherlock could even enjoy. He can read people like books. The man with the silver hair is his boss. The tottering old woman, his landlady. The girl with the worried look in her eyes…infatuated. And as for John Watson? His husband. Obviously.


So these aren’t necessarily relationships, or weren’t tagged as such, but contains some other “for a case” fics!

  • Midnight Blue Serenity by BeautifulFiction (E | 151,907w.) - When Sherlock infiltrates a club in order to track down a serial killer, his altered appearance is enough to make John question his assumption that Sherlock is beyond his reach. However, is he the only one who appreciates his flatmate’s charms, or is Sherlock at risk of becoming the next victim? [[THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVE FICS OF ALL TIME. tw for gore-ish type things near the end.]]
  • It Isn’t Strange Until You Think About It by ivyblossom (T | 4,596 w.) - John tells the truth about how it happened. For some reason, “it’s for a case” always seems to do the trick.
  • The Case of the Vanishing Pants by SwissMiss (E | 44,025 w.) - Five times John and Sherlock lost their pants for a case. [[there are some angsty bits in this, but I did giggle at a few scenes]]


Here are a few that aren’t REALLY “for a case” but they end up together or the Johnlock is strong in it because of cases or because of situations.

  • Rescue by missilemuse (T | 2,574 w.) - If this was the way Sherlock Holmes loved, it was no wonder why he had avoided the damned emotion for over half of his life. Part 6 of Reichenbach To Return [[this isn’t really Johnlock, but it is… it’s non-ad10ck ad10ck. You have to read it to understand. It’s SO good and painful, trust me. Sherlock!Whump and pining]].
  • Five Times John Noticed But Didn’t Really by ScandalousMinds (T| 6,383 w.) 5 times John (thought) he noticed something peculiar about his and Sherlock’s relationship but really missed the obvious.
  • A Need To Know Basis by mattsloved1 (K+| 964 w., FFNet) - As the cab door shut firmly, the DI had yelled out they were to make an appearance at Scotland Yard the next day. It was while John watched London pass by that it happened. (short and sweet!! I love it!!)
  • Hallowed Eve by EventHorizon (T | 14,750 w.) - It probably wasn’t the smartest idea to let Sherlock choose the costumes for Halloween, but John never considered himself the smartest man in the room, anyway. (It’s a couple’s costume thing!)
  • Equine Arse Anonymity by Kayjaykayme (E | 3,834 w.) - Sherlock needs to speak with suspects at a fancy dress ball. He chooses a couple’s costume for himself and John. It is logical, practical and well thought out. John doesn’t agree and exacts sweet revenge.
  • Maybe This Christmas by feverishsea for leopardwrites (T | 6,021 w.) Anthea has given up her life, her own desires, even her name in service of something greater than herself. But that doesn’t mean she can’t see when someone else wants something – even if she doesn’t happen to care overmuch for that person. And it doesn’t mean she isn’t willing to help. (Anthea gets the boys together)
  • You Can Imagine the Christmas Dinners by ardenteurophile  (T | 23,584 w.) Sherlock takes John along for Christmas dinner with Mycroft and Mummy (And “Anthea”, too). Over the course of the evening, John realises that everyone in the room - apart from him - seems to think that he and Sherlock are a couple. Part 2 of Xmas Dinners Verse (I LOVE THIS ONE)
  • The Sexual Awakening of Sherlock Holmes and Dr. John Watson by suitesamba (M | 24,579 w.) Sherlock owes Mycroft a favor. Mycroft calls in that favor by offering Sherlock’s consulting services in a charity auction. Sherlock and John soon find themselves at the country manor of Mrs. Ives-Patton Smarmington III - not very coincidentally a long-time friend of Sherlock’s mother - where they are reluctant participants in her Murder Mystery Weekend. It’s a play within a play for Sherlock and John, and their roles for the weekend event bleed over into their real lives, waking the sleeping dragons within. Or In which John learns that Sherlock owing Mycroft a favor is very suspect, and Sherlock has a very bad idea.

Hope those satisfy! Alex also has a list that has some ACD Holmes on the list too!

anonymous asked:

Hello! I was just wondering if you have any ideas on """dale pike's""" Within the Narrative? I don't know what to think of it, because the writing style doesn't seem like fanfic to me and there's enough levels of meta-y things to drown me in. if mofftiss wrote us fanfiction I am going to explode

oh god ‘Within the narrative’ killed me. Oh God. Okay, deep breath. I’ll do the same as I did for ‘The One Word Test’ here, just go through and pick out the most relevant quotes for me as I go along. 

THIS JUST ANALYSES THE INTRODUCTION ‘CAUSE IT GOT LONG. If folk are interested, I could try and pick apart the whole fic if I don’t die from the attempt sos adhflslhgsjlf.

Hope this helps! From the beginning, then?

Okay, so first we have the weird tagging system- why is the fic tagged as both a Tragedy and a Comedy? Well, because of this opening quote from The Three Garridebs: It may have been a comedy, or it may have been a tragedy. It cost one man his reason, it cost me a blood-letting, and it cost yet another man the penalties of the law. Yet there was certainly an element of comedy. Well, you shall judge for yourselves.” See this post by @teaandqueerbaiting!

^I take this to mean we’ve got our ‘comedy’ Garridebs in The Final Problem, the cheap dangling Garridebs brothers gag. We’re still waiting for our truly emotional, true Garridebs scene between John and Sherlock.

Then, we come to the summary and opening notes to chapter 1:

Right, who on earth is Proper Dave? See this and this post by @may-shepard  @laughing-at-the-darkness and @221bloodnun. Proper Dave is a character from the Doctor Who episode Silence in the Library, written by Steven Moffat and directed by Euros Lyn, who also directed The Blind Banker.

Proper Dave is a PILOT (ooh little on the plane in TFP: ‘the driver’s asleep!’) He’s called ‘Proper Dave’ in contrast with another crew member named ‘Other Dave’ because ‘Proper Dave’ was there before him. It’s never twins, Watson. 

I’ve not watched this episode but basically for some reason Proper Dave “acquires an extra shadow”- this means the villains of the episode are attacking him. The Doctor tries to save him but fails, leaving Proper Dave’s “data ghost” to echo his last thoughts:  “Hey, who turned out the lights?”  Side-note: if this is the 4th favourite fic, I wonder where Proper Dave’s 3rd and other fave fics are… ;)

Now, what about the “A boring story” bit? I cannot for the life of me find the quote, but I remember Steven once describing The Three Garridebs as “a very boring story”- clearly tongue in cheek as it’s one of the most iconic moments of ACD canon, even saying in his own foreward to the stories that “you’ll be blinking back tears when the moment comes.” (x) Tagging @waitedforgarridebs in case she knows where the quote is, the resident Garridebs expert. ;)

“about the stuff between the lines.”- well, we’re all very good at finding that. <3

And the notes. Of course, nothing is certain, but to me these only become worthwhile and genuinely funny if you see them as written by someone who’s…well… very much an insider on the show. “Series 4 and 5 spoiler alerts”- that’s very presumptuous of you. ;) Saying they’ve deduced things correctly, including what they’re “probably” going to call the Watson baby– this is so funny if at this point they genuinely hadn’t decided what the baby was going to be called lmao.

Then we get one of the most bizarre meta introductions I’ve had the pleasure of reading:

“Most people think they know what’s going to happen. Perhaps you’ll dismiss this narrative early, thinking it is boring and banal and not worth the distance to that innermost cave. Or perhaps you’ll be too easily impressed and think this is a great story.
Perhaps you’re just looking for a cheap thrill. Well, this one has thrills, but they don’t come cheaply. The Powers-That-Be never gave me any trigger warnings, so I’ll give none to you, save this: Here there be dragons.
In any case, we’re going to follow the rules. Stories have rules, of course, just like chemistry, like biology. Like gravity. Perhaps—if you are an omnivorous reader yourself—you know that there are certain rules that a good story must never break.
It turns out that we’ve been wrong… and right… all along. That’s the beauty of it. That’s what makes this a good mystery.
Back up a bit. Ready the players. Set the stage.”

Originally posted by beamlyus

Originally posted by benedict-the-cumbercookie

Why, why why is this so meta. Why does it read like a set of instructions. It’s so out of place for a fic. Why is either “dismissing the narrative early” or “being too easily impressed” such an apt summary for some reactions to The Final Problem? The stage is set, the curtain rises. Here be dragons. 

We know “the rules” of this story- and we know that The Final Problem broke all of them. Steven and Mark themselves have said the episode was deliberately full of “transgressions.”

They’ve been wrong….(The Final Problem)…and right (every other episode) all along. The mixture makes it the mystery. We need to- and have solved- that mystery: why it was wrong. Because it didn’t end with John and Sherlock together. The rest of the true love story is yet to be told.


Pairing: Jensen Ackles x Reader

Summary: The Reader has a weakness for Jensen on stage.

Word Count: 1,704

Warnings: Fluff, SMUT

Author’s Note: Heyy guys! This is ONE of my fics for Smut Appreciation Day! I really hope you guys like it! Feedback is always welcomed!!

Request: @thing-you-do-with-that-thing: Can you do Jensen smut, where she watches him sing on stage and get really turned on by his confidence and voice. When he gets off stage she drags him back to the hotel room before he bare can say goodbye to anyone. So very in charge Reader and with the smut - you just do your thing girl :D

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Back before everything, he hadn’t been able to see spirits, but the sense of whether a case was real or not, the cold air that chilled the room when something truly supernatural was there- he’d become able to sense that. It would make sense, then, that this quasi-psychic would be able to sense if something was amiss with Reigen.

As a matter of fact, it would make sense that everyone here, in this town accustomed to urban legends, would be able to sense that something was very slightly not right with Reigen.

(or: a sequel to symbiosis. in which Reigen and Mob take a trip.)

hey guys, you know how i’ve been teasing that symbiosis sequel for five years? well, it’s here! an absence of light, part of the series now titled but all the void behind my teeth. it’s basically impossible to summarize without spoiling the first part, but the series will explore how the changes that occurred in symbiosis affect later arcs- in this one, the urban legends arc. this is a one shot, not a multi chapter ordeal like symbiosis. warnings for this one: body horror and violence.

if you like canon rewrites, bad things happening to nice men in suits, and people learning more about themselves (in a less than fun way), check it out! it’s pretty good.

anonymous asked:

Soooo glad your box has opened because I've been wondering… in a poly Dazai/Odasaku relationship, how do you think Dazai and the s/o would deal with losing Oda? How would it affect their relationship? (Sorry if you've already done this. I tried to look through the tags.)

I wrote a scenario for this so it’ll be under Dazai’s scenario tag but I’ll do hcs for Dazai and how he’d handle the relationship going forward ^^

• Dazai would have a one track mind because of Oda’s last words to him. Get out of the mafia and become a good man; that would play over and over in his head as he walked back to the shared house. Assuming you weren’t home he’d begin to pack the things he knew you valued the most. There would be a moment where he passed a few of Oda’s things and stopped in his tracks, fingers idling over the cigarette case in his hand as he wonders if he should get anything of Oda’s for you.

• Once you come home he just watches you with this mixed look of love and sorrow. Eventually he quietly tells you what happened in a few short words because there is no way to soften this blow of this tragedy. His arms wrap around you and he’s barely holding himself together on the inside but he allows you to have whatever emotions you need to for a few minutes, but he refuses to show any signs of sadness at this moment because he’s too busy forming a plan to get you both out and safe.

• He ends up stealing a car and driving away without so much as an informal plan layout, but he knows you trust him. For the first time Dazai doesn’t fill the air with jokes and conversation, he keeps his fingers locked tight with yours and lets the wind fill the silence.

• For the first few weeks he has a difficult time finding a happy medium between giving you your space and comforting you. He feels off when he’s kissing your lips and Oda isn’t behind you kissing your neck. He can feel the emptiness but he tries his best to fill the void as much as he can.

• Its a slow pace of learning how to function with a heavy heart and a missing piece, but Dazai’s never been so focused on something in his entire life. He cares about obtaining this goal and of becoming a good man like Oda wanted him to, and this is the reason he’s able to carry the weight of your sadness on his back and allow you to drift in whatever direction you need to.

• He is not willing to let you go out of guilt, unless it is something you truly want. His heart aches and he wakes up at night often wondering if one morning he’ll roll over into an empty spot on the bed, but he forces himself to keep moving forward. Eventually, when he joins the ADA, he’s managed to secure a home and starts over with you ‘for Odasaku’ because he knows all he would want is for both of you to find happiness in the light.


There you have it, guys! ^-^

Let me know what you think about the video and - again - I want to say thank you to everyone who participated! ♥

@pewdie (tagging Pewds in case he’s going to visit Tumblr anytime soon haha)

Small reminder that you are not your paras, nor are your paras you.

You are not the para that does awful, violent actions.

You are not the para that feels like they can’t do anything.

You are not the para you fear you will become.

They are entities separate from yourself, and just because they are in your head does not mean that you are suddenly them. They are merely dreams.

This isn’t to say that you can’t become what you dream of! This is only to say that the paras that do bad things are not you.

I was tagged for the song that fits your mood meme by….

… three people.  >_>; I am sure of two of those people but not the third, because I haven’t had time to do it and that third person has become mind fluff, so I’m not going to mention any of you in case I fuck that up and forget someone (because I’d feel bad).  :x  Thank you guys for doing so!  I have baby brain.  Forgive.  :\


Hey guys, since 8tracks has kinda gone to shit (to put it nicely), I’ve migrated all my Mianite playlists to playmoss.com! Just reposting them in case anyone is still alive in this fandom.

I should go now, quietly (Captain Capsize)

cover art | listen

All my children can become me (Lady Ianite)


These words are knives and often leave scars (Mot Screziato)

cover art | listen

To Andor, With Love (Prince Andor & Lady Ianite)

cover art | listen

anonymous asked:

Idk if someone's asked something like this before... but can you give me like a timeline of someone trapped in a room at like 20 degrees F without warm clothing or any way to warm up the room? Like what would happen to them and when? Thanks a ton!!!!

Hey there nonny! It’s always really helpful (and polite!) to search through a blog’s archives when trying to get a question answered.

In this particular case I’d suggest reading through the hypothermia tag, though I’ll warn that because I have yet to find any decent tables for out-of-water hypothermia, I can’t give you a direct timeline of the whens of things.

However, there’s a post in there with a few good ideas of when your character would go through specific stages relative to their body temperature. Check it out!

Best of luck.

xoxo, Aunt Scripty


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A (Puella Magi Madoka Magica) magical girl Corrin & her witch form for the brilliant and lovely anon!  ♡

I had SO much fun designing her & I loved the way it turned out! But this was all thanks to the amazing anon so THANK YOU! ;u;

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anonymous asked:

what do you think it would take for someone to effectively escape becoming lunch for the volturi? ex: they don't necessarily know about vampires, but they're on this tour and suddenly things don't seem quite right...

I wonder about this so often! 

I don’t think you’re doomed the second you agree to one of Heidi’s tours. If the Volturi had their way, this would be the case, but they realize that medical and family emergencies/commitments come up. Oftentimes, people reschedule the trip– which the current Volturi secretary is more than happy to accommodate– or just drop out altogether. When that happens, the Volturi compromise the person’s computer to make sure any email correspondences can’t be reviewed or printed, but that’s it. 

(An aside: this is why I can’t get behind “the Volturi don’t understand technology” theories. Their food-acquisition method is really tech-heavy. They have to recruit online and arrange connecting flights and email confirmations and process credit cards in an undetectable way. They can’t function in a state of “My word, what is a ‘cell phone’?” and expect to survive.)

Likewise, if there’s a pre-Volterra component to these tours– which there sometimes is, I’m sure– humans can probably drop out at that stage as well. If they seem too suspicious or too friendly with the other tourists (and therefore capable of providing information should the authorities go looking for all of these “missing persons”), Demetri can just track them down later.

Now, here’s where it gets tricky: Heidi has to get her victims onto the flight taking them to that secret tarmac by the secret chapel with the secret tunnel which leads to the not-so-secret feeding room. Boarding that flight, I think, is the point of no return. There’s nowhere to leave humans who chicken out at that stage. Moreover, a big part of Heidi’s ruse is not telling humans that they’re going to Italy. Even if there was somewhere humans who changed their mind about the tour could hang out, they might recognize the rather-distinctive landscape. That’s too high a risk. 

and we’ve arrived at the part of the program where I yell at Aro and Caius for being bad at strategy. (A daily occurrence, I know.) They want a bunch of humans to walk down a long, underground tunnel. Lemme tell you, humans do not like doing that! We get claustrophobic and panicky! And panic spreads among a crowd easily! Worst of all, if NM is anything to go by, Heidi’s gift can wear off and she doesn’t even bother comforting her multilingual victims, although she presumably could. 

The easiest solution: bring Corin along. She can calm everyone down and– horrific as it sounds– get them to die peacefully. But no, let’s completely ignore the most obvious application of her gift. 

I have to apologise to @telepathiciism cause all these amazing starters you’re making me, I can’t reply to haha. but as soon as I get back I’ll make sure to reply – the zoe/logan ship MUST BE SAILED

So, as the title says, this is a call for MAINS, but If discussed, and I feel completely comfortable with someone? I may go exclusive with them ( however it’s on a case by case basis or I don’t feel like writing with another of that character )

What does this mean for you?

  • I can make you random starters.
  • I can tag you in things and make edits.
  • If you don’t already have my skype / discord you can have it ( goes for any mutual tbh )
  • First priority for threads ( if I have the muse )
  • First to go for for plots ( Character specific plots / situation wise ).

How to become a main? That is simple, if you’re a muiti-muse blog, you can comment if you want your blog or just a muse from your blog. If you’re just a single muse blog? You can like this post & or comment.

If you want to be an exclusive, jump into my IM’s, and we can talk about it. 

nothing serious but I remember chatting with this fucking 19/20 yo dude for a while when I was 14 and he always said so many creepy things to me constantly, and the worst thing is that I felt flattered 😷😷 luckily it ended before it could become something more serious and dangerous I really dodged a bullet there

300 words prompt: { deaf!sam au | little gift to @policeofficerdean for dealing with my random shit all the time lol }

“This wasn’t supposed to happen. It’s my fault.”

That’s what Dean keeps saying– or at least it what Sam can read from his lips from time to time. It’s become something so usual that even if Sam can’t hear a thing anymore, sometimes he can almost listen Dean’s voice echoing those words over and over again through the hospital room. Because that’s exactly what his big brother does, he keeps blaming himself for every and any thing that happens to his Sammy.

As if he’s been the one forcing Sam to walk right into the damned banshee’s trap.

Who’d know some banshees were smart creatures?
Not that it really matters right now.

The thing is, Sam can’t hear anymore. There’s nothing the doctors could do about it, and they were sorry but–

It won’t be easy. God, it’s already difficult enough for both of them, and it’s been just a few days. Sam pretends not to notice– it’s easy this way, to let Dean blame himself as much as he likes because really, what else was he supposed to do when he couldn’t hear his own voice anymore? So Sam allows himself to be a little selfish this time, allows Dean to fuss over him like a forsaken mother hen until they get out of the hospital and move back to the bunker.

He’s pretty sure Dean’s thinking about calling some angel or demon or whatever to fix Sam. At that point, Sam is sure the only reason his brother is all fidgety and angry at the whole world is because he didn’t reach Castiel yet and honestly, Sam is grateful for that. He’s tired of angels and demons and God playing with them and their bodies as they pleased.

He’s done.

Not that Dean would get the message so easily.

“Dean–” And it feels so weird to call out for his brother and not listen himself that Sam needs a moment to understand the enormity of what he was about to do. Dean will be pissed, livid at least. After what happened with Claire… Dean’s reaction is still fresh on Sam’s mind.

But it’s his life. His choice.


It takes longer than he had anticipated, but understanding dawns on Dean and he just shakes his head, mumbling something Sam can’t really comprehend without his hearing, but it’s okay. Sam smiles softly–he’s tired and he wants to go back to the drugs and a good sleep. Dean seems to notice and gives up, for now at least.

It’s good enough, for now.

{ tbc }

Get to Know Me

I was tagged by my friend @kamauster22​! Thanks!

Rules:  tag 10 of your followers you wanna know better

Nicknames: H, Han, or even Raspberry :)

Height: 4′11″ I guess. I’m not sure but I’m short!

Time right now: 5:03 PM

Last thing I googled: Timer 15 Minutes

Fave music artist: OneRepublic! :3

Song stuck in my head: “In The Halls of the Mountain King” by Edvard Grieg. You know, the Halloween one. (Edvard Grieg is like a lesser-known Beethoven)

Last movie I watched: Moana!

Last TV show I watched: Pokémon Sun and Moon :DDDDDDD

What I’m wearing now: Jacket, shirt, pants, socks

When I created this blog: …November-ish?

The kind of stuff I post: Photography, the occasional reblog

Do I have other blogs: Yes: @occasionally-wooper (:P) and @hakalu-art, a collab art blog with @kamauster22 and @subbalubba

Do I get asks regularly: On @occasionally-wooper, yes! I did get one or two on this blog.

Why did I choose my URL: I’m an aspiring photographer with the first initial H.

Gender: Female


Pokemon team: I don’t play the Pokémon games (I WISH I DID), but my team would probably consist of Fomantis/Lurantis, Ralts/Gallade, Litwick/Chandelure, Froakie/Greninja, Treecko/Sceptile, Trapinch/Flygon :D

Fave colors: Azure (blue), Raspberry (red), Amber (orange/yellow), Cerise (violet), Lavender (violet), Honeydew (white). Search these colors up on Wikipedia, they’re SO PRETTY

Average hours of sleep: Depends…probably 6-8

Lucky number: 13 and 333. I am not Satan I assure you

Favorite characters: Fireheart (Warrior Cats The Prophecies Begin), Ash + Misty (Pokémon I’m at the Johto region), basically all the main characters in every series I’ve read/watched except for a few

Dream job: Macro/Nature/Animal Photographer, Artist, Writer

Number of blankets I sleep with: …1, but sometimes 2 in the winter

Following: Too many lol (450 blogs that I follow…?!)

Tag you’re it: @cryingalphacouple, @dailymeloetta, @daily-team-skull-grunt, @daily-mewtwo, @subbalubba and @kamauster22 were already tagged, so….

You can do it if you want, but you don’t have to! :)

The White Feminist’s Guide To Getting Away With Racism

The now-notorious 16k word meta by Franzeska is typical of white feminists who try to control fandom conversations so that they can continue being racist without detection or judgment.

Their job used to be easier, when there were fewer characters of color who threatened white dominance, and fewer fandoms with a large presence from WoC. But these days it’s a different story.

“lovin this new fandom era of white women scared of the savage brown people who wont let them jerk off to racism“ (@irisvwest)

Franzeska and her kind have learned by now that they’ll be called on overt racism, so they’ve worked at disguising it. In just the past week I’ve found many such cases through users featured on @fandomshatepeopleofcolor. Their tactics are poisonous, but harder to recognize if you’re in a whiter fandom where they’re not pointed out regularly. So this is a guide to their bag of tricks.

“My best friend is black!!!”

Franzeska: “No doubt, a certain number of people are going to be hatereading this essay. Just for you, I have calculated that about 20% of my fic and 30% of my vids are about POC. You can go calculate your numbers and feel smug. Or not. I’m betting not.“

When @ywhiterain was called out for her racist response to the erasure of Daisy Johnson as a WoC superhero on TV, she replied:

She feigns ignorance, then goes on a self-congratulatory tangent about Bonnie Bennett (a Black woman) in The Vampire Diaries, and ends with a cowardly evasion.

“RaCIsT??? ME????? How dare you, I have been a CRUSADER on behalf of PoC!!!”

“For people like you, it’s all about offsetting the blame.” (@stitchmediamix)

“If you make a mistake and do something unintentionally racist then the people you’ve hurt should be your concern. Not your pride or image of yourself as “Not Racist.“ (@jawnbaeyega)

Using people of color as a shieldis itself a racist act. When a white fangirl pats herself on the back and shows off how awesome and Not Racist she is for loving a character of color, it tells me how little she values that character. It tells me she only “loves” them because they prop her white faves, that she sees us as interchangeable chips that she can cash in to absolve herself of racism.

Not to mention, white fandom accepts some characters but not others depending on how threatening each is to whiteness. Googling “Bonnie + misogyny” and “Bonnie + white” on @ywhiterain‘s blog shows that she has a tag called “u wish u had elena’s golden vagina” that she created to mock Bonnie fans for using the phrase “golden vagina” because they were “complaining” and “bitter” and she had decided to “laugh and chuckle” and “enjoy their pain.” (If you’re thinking of butting in to talk about how “golden vagina” is misogynistic then you need to educate yourself on intersectionality. Black women are sacrificed to elevate white femininity all the time, this is an entirely different case from men or white women using “vagina” as a slur.)

In the last post under that tag she says“I do not think Damon/Bonnie becoming canon will amount to erasing Elena and I never have implied such a thing” even though the person she was replying to didn’t even accuse her of that. What’s the word for when someone gets defensive against a nonexistent accusation because deep down they know it’s true and they’re afraid the other person has seen through them?

These white fangirls are all about white supremacy. They love characters of color when they’re confident that a show will be racist enough to keep the PoC propping the white characters, and would throw us under the bus in a second if they felt threatened by us. They want to go back to a time when shows and fandoms made it easier to hide and enjoy their racism. (I guess @ywhiterain can “ship” Damon/Bonnie now because she’s no longer worried about it threatening her fave white girl? I hope the show makes her worry again.)

They’re the ones who were quietly happy when Iris was being sidelined, but are suddenly worried about her being “a prop” and “reduced to a love interest” now that she’s front and center. The ones who changed their opinion of T’Challa from negative to positive because he helped Bucky, and now want his story to revolve around Bucky. The ones who erase Melinda May. The ones who are threatened by Daisy Johnson being at the center of AoS. The ones who headcanon Claire Temple and Sam Wilson as caretakers for the white characters. The Clexa shippers who appropriated the PoC in the cast for their agenda when they didn’t give a damn about them before Lexa was killed off. The Snowbarry shippers who say, “If we’re so racist, why do we like Joe and Cisco?” The Clarke fangirls whotalk about how great Raven is and how much they love her, while keeping her propping Clarke. The Karedevil shippers who say they don’t ship Claire with Matt because it’s better for Claire.

It’s funny that white women accuse us of generalizing about them, when they prove through their actions that if you’ve seen one you’ve seen them all. Franzeska and @ywhiterain show that you can pick any random white feminist and she’ll be working from the same handbook as the rest.

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