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Of fury there is but a whisper,
the barest shadow of smoke
swirling in the void 

and we do not dare share,
nor show; what demons hold
our hearts ransom

You see, we have been told,
it is for our eyes only,
and we must fight it alone.

—  Michel Lazzaro | Fury
my first blogrates!

so i had my last exam today and i thought that was a perfect reason to celebrate and finally do these :)

*note: sorry if i do this really slowly lmao i just need to practise

  • mbf this relieved procrastinating trashcan
  • reblog this pretty pls
  • send me literally anything - pickup lines or tell me how ur day was or talk to me about ur crush or whatever idk just talk to me
  • blacklist #olga does blogrates if u don’t wanna see them

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a self portrait
My life is a series of ill-fitting men’s shirts and too-feminine haircuts, and I’m left wondering if I’m just a girl who is masculine centered or if I’m somewhere outside boy and girl. Not one or the other or in between. Just something, someone else. Somewhere between butch and transgender.

Extreme Questions Tag!

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person that tagged you.

I was tagged by the wonderful boneseasonofglass thank you so much sweetheart!!

What was your:
Last Drink: coffee
Last Phone Call: my dad
Last text message: byeeeeeeee
Last song you listened to: Centuries
Last time you cried: I don’t really cry so I have no idea

Have you ever:

Dated someone twice: I don’t repeat
Been cheated on: no
Kissed someone and regretted it: yes
Lost someone special: yes
Been depressed: yes
Been drunk and thrown up: yes and no
List 3 favourite colours: gold, purple, orange

In the last year have you:

Made a new friend: yes
Fallen out of love: no
Laughed until you cried: yes
Met someone who changed you: no
Found out who your true friends are: yes
Found out someone was talking about you: no
Kissed anyone on your FB list: no

General:
How many people on your FB friends do you know IRL: I dunno, I have ways too many FB friends
Do you have any pets: no *cries*
Do you want to change your name: never
What did you do for your last b-day party: nothing (I don’t really like birthdays)
What time did you wake up today: 9am 
What were you doing at midnight last night: watching tv
Name something you CANNOT wait for: moving
Last time you saw your mother: 1 hour ago
What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: mehhhhh
What are you listening to rn: nothing
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yes
What’s getting on your nerves rn: no one
Blood type: O
Nickname(s): Nii
Relationship status: single
Zodiac sign: Virgo
Pronouns: She/her
Favourite TV show(s): soon many, the pile grows everyday
Long or short: long
Height: 5ft
Do you have a crush on someone: no
What do you like about yourself: my sense of humour 
Tattoos: no
Righty or lefty: righty
First surgery: kinda personal
First piercing: when i was a baby
First best friend: this guy named Alex (we were literally babies)
First sport you joined: gymnastics?
First vacation: i have no idea
First pair of trainers(sneakers): what???

Rn:

Eating: apple pie
Drinking: finished the coffee
I’m about to: go watch something
Waiting for: more books lol
Want kids:  mehh not really
Get married: idk
Career: idk

Which is better
:
Lips or eyes: eyes
Hugs or kisses: hugs
Shorter or taller: taller
Older or younger: older
Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
Sensitive or loud: loud
Hook up or relationship: relationship 
Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker

Have you ever:
Kissed a stranger: yes/no
Drank hard liquor: yes
Lost glasses/contacts: no
Sex on first date: no
Broke someone’s heart: probably a few *cheekygrin* 
Been arrested: no
Turn someone down: yes
Cried when someone died: yes 
Fallen for a friend: yes

Do you believe:
in yourself: yes
Miracles: yes
Love at first sight: never
Heaven: yes
Santa Claus: are you kidding (no)
Kiss at first date: depends on how the date went
Angels: yes

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Amazing song I’ve been meaning to cover for a long time now <3 

lol I just had a breakdown and cried for half an hour or actually probably longer (oh wow it’s midnight already) work was so stressful today it was so much and so much went wrong and it was so busy because the first of the month and it never ended, like, literally, no one came to relieve me and eventually I just closed down my own lane which was the express lane by myself even though I don’t know if I’m allowed to do that but I had been working for half an hour after I was supposed to stop, which made a total of six hours with one fifteen minute break, just like yesterday but today was so much worse and I fucked up a lot and it was so scary and terrible and also I had to scan two different bags of live lobster