I was watching a friend when Taelyn started to tell some facts she knows and apparently there’s various ways of getting an Alligator/Crocodile, one of them is basically:

1. Lay down the alligator/crocodile.

2. Raise its tail at a certain angle.

3. BONER~!

It was funny, because we have a Totodile streaming, hahaha! At least, it’s funny for me.

ST and Taelyn


Ive been in Chicago now for almost 4 whole months. TIME SURE DOES FLY!!!!!!!

What I really want to write about, is the growth I see in myself.

Being here has molded me into a much stronger person. 

I find myself handling situations in much more mature ways than I would have 4 months ago. My attitude about life has changed. I now see everyday as an oppurtunity to be inspired by the beauty around me. My favorite thing to do everyday is learn something new about me, or explore my feelings tword a certain subject. I started my blog as a diary to help me keep track of my journey of Growth! But I also want to share my life, ( with those of you all who are actually willing to read lol) with others, because we all, as humans deal with the same issues, body image, self esteem problems ( am i pretty enough, am i smart enough, will people like me etc…). Im NO WHERE NEAR PERFECT, but ive learned that thats what makes me, ME :)

Self-Change should be 100% up to you and NO ONE ELSE ( hints the name “self-change”). If someone is trying to change you, or mold you into what they want you to be, or what they think you should be, stand strong and don’t give in. No one, and I mean NO ONE has the right to try and tell YOU how to be YOU!

I hope this post is seen by someone who is battling with self esteem or identity issues. :-). And I hope they learn to love and except themselves and realize that there differences are what makes them, THEM.


A Birthday Gift For a Friend~

It’s a Lumen, one of his own creations for his books. I really did enjoy drawing it~ :D

I’ll try to be more active again. I need to continue drawing anyway, hehe~

F2F; Breakeven - Taelyn

This could not be happening. He asked one thing of Adam, just one thing and he still did it. Deep down, Topher knew that Kaelyn would never intentionally kiss him or anything like that, but that text was like a knife in his heart. There he was, trying to surprise Kaelyn on an actual date that he made his Momma advise him whether or not it was good enough for her, and she was out with another guy. Sucked. Rereading the same sentence over and over, Topher’s anger got the best of him and he threw the phone at his bedroom wall. It was then, without a jacket or anything, Topher took off out of the house. He walked for about ten minutes before he finally ended up at Kaelyn’s door, knocking loudly.


Real music. Street poetry. 

[F2F] Apples Needed - Taelyn

When Kaelyn told him that she was going to go the doctor’s alone, Topher was not going to have it. He was already in the car when he got clarification from his girlfriend. What else would he do but go sit through an appointment with him? It’s not like hospitals or doctors freaked him out anymore. Pulling up in front of her house, Topher got out and went to the door. Knocking only twice, he leaned against the wall, waiting for her to come out the door.

Holiday pies ;)

Currently on that good ol’ Greyhound back to Saint Louis. Yea I know, i was just there this past weekend, but my mom has an annual bonfire party every year and she wanted me to be there.

This bus is cold, but it has wifi, AND LEG ROOM, ALL I NEED!!!!! IM ALMOST 5'10 MY LEGS ARE SUPER LONG.

ANYWHO, here are some snap shots.

of course my trip wouldnt be comfy without THOSE 2 FOR A DOLLAR MCDONALDS HOLIDAY PIES!

The actual “pie” hahah

I decided to edit and color the first concept art of Taelyn.  A friend of mine, 2319, or as I called her, Numbers, drew it when I was first solidifying her concept.  I’ve always loved the drawing so I decided to finish it.