If bigbang are going to shoot any new MVs for their new songs in the full album I want them to wear short coats and dance in the rain like they did in A Fool of Tears and trace silver circles in the rainwater with their feet again
Summary: When your friend drags you backstage at a bigbang concert, introducing you to Choi Seunghyun, a man that causes you to lose all sense and reason, what else is there to do, but act like nothing’s wrong…
Chapter Summary: You confess your feelings to TOP, a conversation with Haru ….and the end of the night…
Chapter Type: Fluff, Angst and Smut.
Disclaimer: This chapter contains Smut…..finally! ;)
hesitation he nods, and you stand and walk out onto the decking,
placing your arms around his neck, half-hugging him, your head
laying on his chest. You dance in silence for a while, just listening
to the performance and swaying a little, but you feel TOP’s arms
tense around you and you look up at him.
you okay?’ he asks quietly, ducking his head a little so that he can
look at you properly.
'Im fine.’ you
say and place your head back on his chest, knowing you cant leave it
at that, but being thankful that he waits patiently for you to decide
what you’re going to say.
'I dont want to
leave.’ you breathe and you feel him hug you closer, so that he can
'I dont want to
leave Korea and its beauty, the culture, how kind people are, I dont
want to have to leave the feeling of home and the comfort that is
offered to me here, I dont want to have to leave my new friends, and
I…I dont want to leave you.’ you can feel the tears in your eyes at
this point, but you carry on going, because if you stop you aren’t
going to say the things you need to.
'Not even a
little bit, even despite the fact that I have known you for 48 hours
and for all I know you could be an undercover serial killer. I dont
want to leave you, and your arms, I dont want to leave your smile and
your laugh, your eyes that tell me everything I need to know before
you even tell me yourself. I dont want to leave you, because you’re
home, you’re the first place i’ve ever felt whole and I cant imagine
being without you… which is completely ridiculous, but the truest
thing I think i’ve ever said… And I dont know what im going to do
when I have to leave, because I dont think i’ll be able to leave you,
now that I know what it feels like to be loved…’ you stop, dragging
in a deep breath and squeezing your eyes tight to try and will the
tears away. You feel TOP bow his head onto your shoulder and hug you
even tighter to him, creating your own little world within one
'I could never
let you go,’ he says brokenly and its apparent that he is silently
crying too. You feel more tears run down your face and you hold him
to you, wishing that you didn’t ever have to let him go, but knowing
at some point, you might have to. His hand goes to your neck and he
lifts your chin to look at him, you see the tears tracks on his
cheeks and look into his dark eyes, that were filled with
mine.’ he begins stumbling on his words, and your breath stops in
your throat, making his thumb begin to stroke your neck to remind you
to keep breathing and you feel his hands trembling as he does so.