I’m going to whine. Can’t figure out how to do a read more today so ignore this if you don’t want to hear about boyfriends and relationships and having feelings.
Okay so the boy and I talked last night and he’s feeling emotionally drained so I suggested he take a few days to himself to recharge.
It hasn’t even been twelve hours and I regret so many things.
I feel like I’m toxic. Like my mental bullshit has gotten to be too much for him. I’m seeing a therapist. I’m trying so hard to get better. But I’m toxic to be around.
I want him to be happy. I want to keep him. I’m kinda in love with him. But if I’m making him miserable I want him to get rid of me.
I’m just having a very hard day and I want to sleep until everything is over.
Quand, il y a quelque temps, mon ex m’envoie un message sur facebook pour avoir à nouveau mon numéro de portable. Parce qu’apparemment, son portable a planté. Mais que je l’ai gentiment rembarré en mode : “Hahaha, surprise”.