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Undercover (Part Two)

This has taken me a little while to put up but here is part two.


You touched down in Huntsville, Alabama at three in the afternoon. After long discussion on the plane they decided that you would be going undercover at a bar they expected him to be at tonight. Once everything got set up JJ swept you into the bathroom to get you ready for your night out.

By the time it was ready to go Spencer was still protesting. “Spence,” you said grabbing his hand. “It’s going to be fine.” Trying to calm him down was like trying to heard cats.

“I would feel better about it if I could go in with you.” He mumbled.

“They wont let you go in because they’re scared you’re going to compromise the case.” You laugh. “Derek is in there and he won’t let anything happen to me. I promise.” You lean up to give him a goodby kiss on the cheek. “I’ll be back in a couple of hours.”

“Alright shorty, it’s time to go.” Morgan said walking up behind you. “I swear Pretty Boy nothing will happen to her.” He led you out the door.


They always say trust your guts and that your first instinct is right. In this case maybe you should have been listening.


The bar was sketchy but never less it was a bar. Walking in you had a bad feeling but you swallowed it and went to get a drink. You had to look the part but you were also on a case at the same time so you got the least alcoholic drink you could find.

“Hey pretty thing.” Said a voice behind you and instantly every hair on you neck stood up. You turned around. He matched the description.

“Hello yourself. Does someone as handsome as you have a name?” You flirted back. Correction you attempted to flirt back.

“Zachary. How do you not have a boyfriend, someone as pretty as you I mean.”

“Well who said I don’t.” You whispered in his ear. “Although he isn’t here so does it really count?”

“Let me just say if I was your boyfriend I would not let you out of my sight for a minute.” He said.

“Want to make him regret his decision?” You giggled. The words felt like poison coming up even though you weren’t completely sure what you were yet. He led you towards the back door where you knew people from your team would be waiting for him.

When you got outside you first noticed a lack of team mates. Secondly you noticed that the two who were supposed to be there were knocked out on the ground. All of the sudden he picked you up over his shoulder and threw you in the back of his van. You were not counting on this.   

i hate how there really are things u just wont get over. like if i was going to get over this it would have happened by now…. like it doesnt hurt as much and i handled it way better than i ever thought but. it still makes me so sad to think about how things ended and i still miss him all the time. and the fact i never got to tell him how much he did for me that summer and it’s to the point it really wouldn’t mean anything to him to let him know now. even the times i have reached out to him have been selfish and more for me and not him. but i try to be less selfish and that’s why i leave it at happy birthday’s 

trans/queerphobia is not limited solely to the actual murder of people it also includes but is not limited to:

  • casual cissexism (ie. “girls are so strong dealing with their periods!”)
  • denial of privilege (ie. “yeah gay people might have it hard but i have it hard too and im straight!!”)
  • trivialization of oppression (ie. “not all cis people are like that!! theres a few assholes out there, but most people are accepting!”)
  • passive bi-standing (ie. not actively oppressing trans/queer people but also not DOING ANYTHING when they are being oppressed)
  • refocusing attention onto the privileged party (ie. “yeah you may get called a [t slur] but you called me a cishet which is bullying!!”)
  • weaponizing support (ie. “now that you were mean to me i dont know if i want to support queer people anymore”)
  • invalidation of anger (ie. “just because youre oppressed doesnt mean you can just bully people!”)
  • simplifying oppression (ie. “lets all just be nice to each other!”)
  • erasure of identities (ie. “just stop labeling yourself and you wont get oppressed!”
  • speaking over an oppressed party [whether for profit or not] (ie. MACKLEMORE)
You must make a decision that you are going to move on. It wont happen automatically. You will have to rise up and say, ‘I don’t care how hard this is, I don’t care how disappointed I am, I’m not going to let this get the best of me. I’m moving on with my life.
Say You Won’t Let Go

Author: @dylan-ohbrien
Pairing: Dylan O'Brien x Reader
Wordcount: 4,088
Warnings: a little language, car crash, blood, death
A/N: So right now one of my favorite songs is Say You Won’t Let Go by James Arthur and it kind of inspired me to write this little oneshot thingy! And I hope you guys like it! 

LISTEN HERE: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0yW7w8F2TVA

Originally posted by dylanfanforeverr

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anonymous asked:

I love this blog and the top-quality shitposts but there seems to be an influx of non-hp stuff. I really appreciate that you're able to talk about this stuff but I use fandom to help distract myself from RL mental health stuff. This is totally a me problem so understand if you tell me to get lost but I wanted to try. I primarily use mobile so I can't block tags otherwise I would. Sorry, I don't mean to tell you what to do with your blog. I just wanted to give another perspective I guess.

we understand and appreciate your concerns! we certainly wont tell you to get lost - we understand that tumblr mobile having no blacklist is pretty sucky, but we’ve heard of an app/mobile site called “washboard” that lets you blacklist tags even on mobile, so try that maybe ! <3

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Y’ALL CAN SLEEP ON SEO YOUNGHO, TREAT HIM LIKE SHIT, GIVE HIM LOTS OF HATE, BUT NOT ME. I WILL NEVER RUN OUT OF LOVE FOR JOHNNY. NEVER IN THIS LIFETIME. 

IF YOU DON’T LIKE HIM THEN LEAVE HIM ALONE. DON’T TOUCH HIM. I WON’T ALLOW YOU TO.

AND SM, PLEASE, OH PLEASE, KEEP YOUR SHIT TOGETHER. THIS BOY DIDN’T ENDURE 9 (ALMOST 10) YEARS TRAINING IN YOUR COMPANY JUST TO GET TREATED LIKE HE ISN’T A PART OF NCT.

IF HE WANTS TO TALK, LET HIM TALK. IF HE WANTS TO LAUGH, LET HIM LAUGH. LET THE BOY LIVE. HE’S PROBABLY HURTING BY NOW AND IS JUST PUTTING UP A FRONT JUST TO MAKE SURE HIS FANS DOESN’T WORRY ABOUT HIM. I DON’T WANT HIM TO SUDDENLY SIT STILL AND STAY QUIET IN INTERVIEWS AND OFFICIAL NCT VIDEOS. PLEASE. 


HE DOESN’T DESERVE TO BE HATED. NOT ONE BIT. IF YOU CAN’T AT LEAST APPRECIATE ALL THE MEMBERS, STOP CALLING YOURSELVES NCTzens. 

anonymous asked:

A couple of years in retail "mellowed me out" (meaning i stopped giving a FUCK) but I'm very petty and was known for it during my first year (once I was off for three days and when I came back my manager thought I met my doom and was fired for my sass) anyway best advice to you all is to not let it get it to you. there will be some exceptions but the best holy experiences is when u don't let them win. dont let them ruin ur day. "i wont come here again!" yes, have a good day sir:) "FUCK U" :)

quick blogrates 🔥

okay so i’m super bored, and i decided to do super quick blogrates just to while away my time (and validate all of you cause you’re amazing) 

RULES:

  • you don’t need to follow me, but it’d be nice if you did
  • rebagel this post
  • send me an ask with 🔥 and/or anything you’ve done that’s great this past week
  • once this gets to 35 asks, this thing will close! i’ll set a counter for each ask i answer, though any asks after forty can’t be answered, sorry!
  • blacklist #liyah.quick (dumb i know) if you don’t wanna see this

FORMAT:

url: / 10
icon: / 10
theme: / 10
mobile theme: / 10
posts: / 10
following: no(t yet!) / yes ofc / bitch u should know

anonymous asked:

I need some advice. There's this guy at school, AND HE WONT LEAVE ME ALONE!!!! Everyon knows that he likes me and he won't just let me be. Its not like he has any redeaming qualities either. He's stuck up, sexist, racist, etc. Like, just cause I'm bi-ro doesn't mean I don't have standards. How do I tell him to get off my ass without outing myself (in a catholic school) and yelling "IM GAY AND YOUR AN ASS" in his face?

I’ve had this happen before, and I’ve found being weird/annoying to them drives men away. Speak to him (or better yet, insult him) in another language. Tell him you’d sooner go out with a girl than him. If you’re talking with a group and he tries to butt in, turn your back towards him (and if he’s persistent, look over your shoulder and say “sorry, I’m talking with my friends” to tell him that he is not welcome). Speaking of your friends, convince them to help you get rid of him – strength in numbers, after all. Ignore him. Straight-up tell him to back off. You don’t have to be nice to him if he’s bothering you. Just be firm and don’t give him any reason to think you’re into him.

Undoing

Chapter 2

Originally posted by divergentsource

@beautifulramblingbrains @pathybo @tigpooh67 @jojuarez26 @bookwarm85 @lets-play-truth-or-dare @deepfrz @carefultheyspit @iammarylastar @you-wont-let-me-let-you-go @beltz2016



“And I’ve got my mind, made up this time

Go on and light a cigarette, set a fire in my head.

Set a fire in my head tonight.

Don’t forget me, don’t forget me

I wouldn’t leave you if you’d let me

When you met me when you met me

You told me you were gonna get me.

Don’t forget me,  

don’t forget me.”

 

 The room was deadly quiet for a second, everyone holding their breaths. Looking up, I wished I hadn´t. The first person I spotted was my mother, eyes wide, face ashen. My father was more composed but the devastation hidden deep behind the mask he was displaying send sharp jolts of pain right into my chest.

Swaying my gaze, I met my brothers and almost flinched back, the utmost hatred etched into the lines of his red face scorching me from the other side of the room. He would keep his word, for him I was no longer family.

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You heard that right, my dudes: 100 (presumably) separate people have decided to stick with this loser.

And to celebrate this great phenomenon, I thought I’d do some shoutouts!
But in general, I wanna thank each and every one of you for slamming that follow button. If you didn’t make the list, do not fret: your local garbage (me) may have forgotten, as she is wont to do, and as such, she apologizes profusely in advance. Having said that, I imagine if I ever make the remarkable climb to 200, I’ll do this again, so FEAR NOT: YOUR CHANCES HAVE NOT YET ENDED.

So. Let’s get into this, shall we ? I do believe we shall!

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Mob Psycho 100 Fanfiction Masterpost: Shipping Edition (Part 4)

RARE PAIR TIME!!!!!!!

For the ships in the fandom that are not as popular as some of the others, like tomezato (Tome Kurata/Ichi Mezato) or riteru (Ritsu Kageyama/Teruki Hanazawa). 

These are all for either teen and up or general audiences.

If you feel like there is a work that belongs on this list that isn’t on it, please let me know, especially because there isn’t a lot of content for these ships. If there a is work that involves non-con, or in//ces//t please let me know because then it doesn’t belong on this list. If there is a work on this list that makes you uncomfortable for any reason, please let me know and I’ll take it off the list. 

I’m also excited for this one because I get to rec some works by really cool authors like Loloshroom, whaleshork, and unluckyships and a bunch of other really great authors.

Give these pairings some love and remember to leave kudos or a small comment on a work if you read it!

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As a mentally ill person the NHS is so important to me. I am able to get the help I need to get better, without having to worry about that help being a financial burden on my parents. If the Tories win funding to the NHS will be cut. I will probably lose my access to the free support I currently get. Which will most likely mean that I wont be able to keep getting therapy as private therapy is way too expensive for either me or my parents to afford. This is just one part of one persons story, there are other ways that the Tories will fuck over my future and there are many others who will be affected so much worse than this if the Tories stay in power. Please do not let this happen. If you are registered, go out and vote, exercise the right that you are so lucky to have. And please please don’t vote for the people who are against people having basic human right, who will ruin this country. 

anonymous asked:

You said you find yourself aroused by rape if it was like a kink/fetish. And you said it's common in survivors. I also have kink, i am also a survivor, but I am disgusted by it. Like shouldn't it be the opposite? Shouldn't we feel disgusted by it? I am ashamed of my kink/fetish. Do you feel ashamed? Is there any way to make it go away? Why do you think it happens?

okay, let me say something a bit controversal. Theres no way to get rid of a kink/fetish, no matter what it is. Even if its generally considered “bad” such as necrophilia, rape kink, cgl, and other ones. 

no matter how much those people want to get rid of it, and im sure alot do, it wont happen. its absolutely impossible. 

so im sorry, but if you have a fetish you may be stuck with it… of course you can decide to never indulge in it, that may be hard but is very possible. But the fact is, the idea of it will always cause an arousal in you… its just how humans work.

even if we “should” be disgusted by it, its very possible for survivors to become OBSESSED with what happened to them. Thats what happened to me, and is why im hypersexual and why im into the ‘bad’ kinks. and it could be what happened to you and others too.

Let me just get  this straight. I NEVER called my abuser my “ex” INFACT. she did it to my friend. she called me her ex. and we WERN’T dating. but she acted like we were. she would constantly tell me how much she wanted to date me AND I LITERALLY HAVE THE SKYPE CONVERSATIONS? SO LOL.

My abuser has literally done nothing but ABUSE and MANIPULATE me for short time we were friends. and I find it disgusting that people are still friends with her ugly ass. 

TWO of my friends which I wont mention here, because I would like to protect them and their accounts have both been abused by the same person. So, don’t act like she’s innocent. She’s not.

There’s people who have been abused by her who can give you their word. Don’t trust my abuser or her friends. Don’t trust their asks. 

They are shitty and horrible human beings for defending a fucking abuser.