This is aimed towards Abrahamic angels, but if you think it needs adding onto then feel free.
While we’re on the subject, study Theology. I cannot stress this enough. Study Theology. Study Judaism, Islam, and Christianity. Study the Book of Enoch. Read every Abrahamic text you can find and form your own opinions. Everything has been touched by human hands so do take them with a grain of salt, but don’t rely on your mind too much either. Find a medium but do not pick and choose. If you absolutely believe 100000000% something to be true then stick by it, but if you have even a shred of doubt, find out what you can.
Please. We cannot trust other people and our deepest minds to tell us the truth, we need to be informed and understand who and what we are. Great minds think alike, but fools rarely differ.
inspired by the song “Sleep on the Floor” by the Lumineers
The lamp next to your bed flicked on, which caused you to stir under the warmth of your sheets. Carpet could be heard under shuffling feet, and it was all too familiar as you opened your sleep coated eyes. “Pack yourself a toothbrush, baby.” A gentle smile on Bucky’s face, and you brought a pillow over your head. “C’mon, if we don’t leave this town, we might never make it out.” Bucky crouched down next to your bed, and brushed his thumbs over your cheeks. This motion made your eyes open with finality, you already knew how this was going. With a deep sigh, you sat up and stretched your tired joints.
It seemed this movement was enough to tell Bucky you would go with him on his midnight adventure, once again.
By now, he knew the drill when you finally moved your tired body out of the comfort of your bed. You sleepily walked to the bathroom to go pee, and grab the necessities out of there. Bucky went on to grab you whatever clothes were needed from your drawers for his new trip that he had planned out in his head. The bond you had between each other was unbreakable, and this meant he could even pick your underwear out for you. Although it wasn’t an “official” relationship, everyone knew that you were together in every way possible. Labeling only made Bucky scared of what could be taken from him, so you complied with his comfort zone. When you were finally done packing the toiletries, Bucky was already through with packing your clothes and he had a shit grin on his face. “Leave a note on your bed,” He then added with a chuckle, “Let Steve know we’re safe.”
With a smile on your own face, you scribbled onto a stray piece of paper from your nightstand about the little adventure you were about to embark in. It was at this time you finally looked at the clock to see what time it was this trip around, and it was only 2 am. Bucky had already brought you along on a few other trips, but none were this early. The reasons were always different, whether he had found new bars in Virginia, or a little log cabin in Vermont that he simply wanted to be at with you, and only you. But this time, it seemed like he just wanted to get out of town. Lately he had been having a hard time with new agents giving him a hard time about his past, not like he cared about their opinion, but memories flooded back awfully fast. So you were his remedy, and leaving town was his way of gaining access to that remedy.
So as the two of you rode the elevator down to the parking garage, Bucky’s right hand found it’s way into your left hand, and a blush crept up into your cheeks. It was funny how he still made you feel like there was a million butterflies in your stomach, even with his small romantic gestures. This thought drifted through your mind as you walked hand in hand with Bucky to his car, only to let go when you climbed into the passenger’s seat. You still weren’t sure as to why he decided on such an early trip, but you know deep inside that Bucky would do anything for you so waking up early wasn’t that big of a deal. The back of the car contained the both your’s and Bucky’s bags, plus some snacks that he must’ve packed for the long trip ahead.
Thankfully, you were able to fall asleep for a few more hours with the exception of waking up from Bucky’s loud singing to the radio. Those were the moments you lived for, seeing Bucky at his happiest, with no fears and all heart. His long black hair was tucked behind his ears, and eyes focused on the road ahead despite his mind being on the lyrics of the Donna Summer song coming through the speakers. With a smile on your face, you looked back out the window to try and recognize where you were at. You couldn’t even see the sky, it was pitch black except the headlights illuminating the paved road ahead of the car. Although it made your heart jump into your throat, you decided it was best to go back to sleep and let the rest of the trip go wherever Bucky wanted it to go.
A few more hours went by, and your eyes fluttered open once more. The car was parked on the side of a road that wasn’t too busy, and Bucky was leaning against the front of the car watching the sun rise over the mountains in the distance. The view made you gasp, it was more stunning than anywhere you had been on a mission with the avengers. Slowly but surely, you unbuckled your seatbelt and opened the door to join Bucky at the front of the car. You kept the blanket tight around your shoulders as the chilly fall air whipped your hair around. Bucky had turned around to see the sight of you getting out of the car like the damn nook of the north. The handsome man held his right arm up for you to slide underneath of, and a smiled crossed your face at the gesture. You looked back up at the sunrise ahead, the sky was streaked with purples and pinks so vibrant it made you squint.
“Bucky, decide on me,” You mumbled, wrapping your arms around Bucky’s torso, “Decide on us.” Something about being there with Bucky in this far off place made your heart want more than just a “thing” with him. You wanted him to be yours and only yours, and you also knew that was what Bucky deserved. The two of you had been through more than any regular person could survive, it was time you got what you wanted.
After a few moments of silence and eyes being glued to the horizon, Bucky spoke up, “Baby, I want to let you know something.” You turned to look him in the eye, and he kept his focused ahead, “I love you more than anything in this world, and if you want to go steady with me, then-”
A laugh had bubbled up into your throat, and Bucky looked at you shocked, “I-I’m sorry, but you don’t have to say ‘going steady’ anymore,” You continued to giggle, “Just say I’m your girlfriend, you old man.”
He continued to look pensively off into the distance for what felt like years, and you kept your smiling eyes on him. Then Bucky cracked the biggest smile that seemed like it was going to tear his face into two, he turned his gaze to you. “Fine. You’re my girlfriend, and I love you more than anything in this world.”