t t omg

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.

I HAD TO TAKE A BREAK. I COULDN’T LITERALLY BREATHE. I WATCHED THE JAP EP AND I JUST CRIED CRIED AND CRIED. BECAUSE I COULDNT BELIEVE IT WAS TRUE.

OK A KISS, OK HUGS, OK BEING PERFECT BOYFRIENDS,  BUT FUUUCK ..

THIS IS A RING EXCHANGE?!?

A WEDDING PROMISE?!?

AND THEY ARE LITERALLY SO IN LOVE THAT HURT!??!? THEY ARE SO PURE?!? THEIR LOVE IS LITERALLY THE PUREST THING EVER?

HOW COULD I BELIEVE THAT IT WAS TRUE?! THAT I WASN’T DREAMING … THIS DOESN’T EVEN HAPPEN IN THE BEST FANFIC .. !

THEN I M BACK HERE AND TUMBLR REMIDED ME THAT I WASNT DREAMING AND NOW I  M CRYING AGAIN HOLY FUCK

MY OTP 

IS CANON

SINCE

THE FIRST

DAY

LOVE WINS. ALWAYS

THANK YOU YURI ON ICE … thank you ♥ ç_ç