NO ONE will ever understand the love I have for this kid. After all the shit I’ve been through with him, after this past year. All the girls he screwed me over for.. I still love him. I know I deserve so much better than this, than him. But the truth is, I know he can change. I know he can. If it means I can’t handle his shit anymore, and I don’t talk to him for a while, I know the longest I could ever possibly go would be a week. And that week, will be HELL. I love him, honestly, truly. I do. And nothing could change that.. <3 Not even him destroying me over and over again. I’m such a stupid girl.