Thank you! You know what, I have to constantly remind myself that Kylo only has a few inches on Hux because he’s so ridiculously thin and it tricks my eye. It doesn’t help that Kylo is a sentient tank whose proportions shouldn’t technically exist. I exaggerate the differences a little.
there’s a part of me that says Obi Wan would have been at least a tiny bit more relaxed around Cody than he was w Anakin re: the Standards™ he held himself to, if only because he wasn’t so focused on being perfect for Cody the way he wanted to be for Anakin, and I just. would love to see some of those interactions and Know More
6 months ago today, I was sitting in an airport, saying goodbye to my boyfriend and my best friends as they set off on tour, but tomorrow, they are finally coming home. In 12 hours, Calum will be in my arms again, and I cannot wait. I often think about the night that everything changed. The night I professed my love for my best friend. We skyped and facetimed every day, but it isn’t the same. I want him in my arms. I laid on my bed and thought about the last day I spent with him.
*6 months ago*
We walked hand-in-hand all the way to the terminal. Neither of us spoke a word because I was afraid that I would just burst into tears the moment he began his goodbye. I wasn’t supposed to come to the gate with him, but Calum bought me a ticket just so I could get past security. I could see gate 32 in the distance and my grip on his hand tightened. He took a deep sigh when we reached our destination. His big brown eyes found mine and I almost broke down right there.
“This is it.” I mumbled and he pulled me in to his arms. My hands were around his waist, holding onto his shirt, while his were around my neck and his lips were on my forehead. Tears began welling up in my eyes and he pulled away when he heard me sniff.
“No baby, don’t cry.” His hands cupped my face and his voice was soft and comforting. “This tour will fly by, and before you know it, I will be home with my favorite girl.” He placed a small kiss on my lips and gave me that award winning smile of his. I collapsed back into his chest and buried my face in his shirt.
“I love you so much, Calum.” I whispered into his chest and his arms held me tight. The announcer came on the intercom and spoke.
“Flight 301 to London is now boarding. Flight 301 now boarding.” Her plain voice echoed in my ears.
“I love you too, Y/n” He was crying now and my heart broke at the sound of his soft sobs. He pulled away from me and picked up his carry-on bag while trying to avoid eye contact. He went to walk away, but I grabbed his arm.
“Calum…” I choked out and his body turned back to me, but he hid his face. I cupped his cheeks with my hands and lifted his head so his eyes met mine. Tears ran down his cheeks and I wiped them away just as he had done for me. I didn’t say anything else before pulled his lips onto mine. I kissed him like it was the last kiss I would have for 6 months…because it was. My hands stayed on his cheeks and his wrapped around my waist and pulled me close. I heard footsteps behind us and I pulled away from his lips, but he wouldn’t let me go.
“Mate, it’s time to go.” Ashton placed a hand on his shoulder and Cal let one more tear slip down his cheek before leaning down to whisper in my ear.
“You’re all that matters to me, and I love you Y/n. I’ll see you soon.” His breath sent a shiver down my spine. The other boys gave their last goodbyes to me and then they were gone.
I fell asleep thinking about his words and reaching over to the other side of the bed, imagining he was there.
*The Next Day*
I waited in the exact terminal I was in 6 months ago, but this time I was excited beyond belief. The announcer said that their flight had landed 10 minutes ago so I was just waiting to see Calum’s tall figure emerge from the gate. Probably a dozen people exited the plane before I caught a glimpse of Michael’s bright red hair. I squealed and ran up to him, engulfing him in a huge hug. Luke was next to emerge and I repeated my actions. His lanky figure seemed taller and broader than before, if that was even possible. I could hear Ash’s giggle coming up behind us before he lifted me up in his arms.
“Y/n!!” he screamed and spun me around while I laughed hysterically.
“Ashton!!” I mimicked his voice and he set me down. “God, I missed you guys!” I smiled looking at all of them. Their faces were focused on me until the last person stepped through the gate. Each of their eyes left mine and were staring behind me and I knew it was him. I whipped around to see a tall figure, wearing all black, with blond streaks in his hair staring at me. He stopped about 10 feet from where I was standing and dropped his carry-on to the ground.
“Hey Y/n.” His voice was a little lower than before and my knees buckled at the sound. I snapped out of the little hypnosis I was in and ran up to jump into his arms. He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist, immediately placing my lips on his. The boys and their families all ‘awed’ in the background, but I wasn’t listening. “God, baby I missed you.” He said against my lips and I smiled knowing that I didn’t have to miss him anymore.
“I missed you too Cal.” I laughed as he peppered kisses all over my face. He put me down and led me over to his mother and sister. He said hello to them and took my hand as we headed to baggage claim, and then home.
I had bought my own apartment 3 months ago since I was in college now and Cal brought most of his stuff to my place. I walked into the door and turned to my best friend.
“So, what do you want to-” He cut me off by pushing me against the wall and connecting his lips to mine. Duh. His hands gripped my waist and mine roamed his chest and moved down to his pants. I played with the zipper as he moved his lips down to my neck.
“This is all I thought about all tour…being in your arms again.” He whispered seductively and I moaned as his voice pierced my ears. His lips left me for only a moment so he could pull his shirt over his head, but I whimpered at the loss of body contact. When his shirt was thrown away, I grabbed him by his neck and pulled him back into me. Our lips collided again and his hands flew to my thighs. I jumped up and wrapped my legs around his waist and he began to move to the bedroom. One of his hands left me to open the door and we collapsed on the bed. He landed on top of me and we were both laughing. “I missed your laugh.” He smiled cupping my face in his hands and bringing his lips to mine again. His hands reached for my jeans and pulled them off with ease. He lifted up my shirt just barely over my belly button and kissed just above my panty line. My hips rose off the bed and Cal smirked and looked at me. “Relax baby, let me take care of you.” He chuckled and I moaned. I sat up and pulled off my SWS tank and bra, throwing them over the side of the bed. Calum had slipped off his jeans and boxers leaving him totally nude. His eyes flew to my core and he moaned. “Always so wet for me.” His fingers hooked in my panties and slid them down my legs. His lips hovered over my heat and I squeezed his hand in an attempt to make him do something.
“Cal…” I groaned and he finally attached his lips to me. He kissed along my folds before licking a long strip all the way to my clit. I squealed when he attached his lips to my bundle of nerves and began sucking. “Oh God…” my voice was barely audible as he continued to go down on me. Soon, I felt one of his calloused fingers run under his mouth and push into my entrance. I contracted around his finger and he bit his lip. I whimpered when his lips left my core.
“Oh yes, baby. I can’t wait to feel you around my cock.” He moaned. I rolled my hips into his fingers and tangled a hand in his hair. I pulled a little to signal that I wanted him on my lips again. He moved up my body and reattached his lips to mine. “I love you y/n.” he whispered before running his erection up my folds. I had one hand on his neck keeping his lips on mine and my other hand reached down and began pumping his fully erect member. I ran my thumb over the slit and he hissed and bucked his hips to meet my palm. “Baby, I’m not going to last if you keep doing that.” He struggled to say and I nodded before leading his tip to my entrance. His hips jerked forward and he filled me up.
“Jesus Cal!” I screamed out and he started thrusting slowly. His head buried in my neck and he began sucking and nipping on my sweet spot. All my senses were going mad as he pounded into me. His name left my lips multiple times before he shut me up with his own. His fingers grazed my breasts as he continued to push me to my high. As soon as his lips found mine, they detached again. His mouth flew to my left nipple, nipping and sucking until it was too much. I wasn’t going to last if he kept going like this. “Calum, I’m close.” I contracted around his member and he let out a grunt.
“Me too babe.” I felt him twitch inside me and I leaned up to whisper in his ear.
“C’mon Calum. Cum for me baby.” I moaned out and he let out one last throaty groan before he came inside me. I followed soon after and screamed his name so loud that the neighbors probably heard.
“Oh my God.” He panted before rolling to the side. I chuckled at his comment and rolled onto my stomach so I could see his face. My eyes had adjusted to the darkness enough so I could see his smiling face.
“I know I say this a lot, but I love you.” I sighed, a little out of breath. He chuckled and pulled me into him.
“I will never get tired of hearing you say that.” He smiled placing a kiss on my forehead.
I woke up to the smell of bacon and eggs and an empty bed. I pulled on one of Cal’s shirts and made my way to the kitchen to find a bare ass naked Calum in front of the stove. I held in my laugh as I walked up behind him and slapped his ass playfully.
“Hey!” he screamed and I fell into a fit of laughter.
“Why the hell are you naked?!” I chuckled and leaned up to kiss his lips.
“I couldn’t find most of my clothes and don’t act like you don’t like it.” He gave me a wink and I rolled my eyes. I was just so happy he was home. That half-year without him was torture and now I have my best friend and my boyfriend back…and that’s all that matters.