super motivation

anonymous asked:

my crush is super short and kinda muscular, has long curly brown hair, and is super multi-talented and motivated. when she smiles it feels like she's letting u in on a secret & despite her size she's v intimidating lol,,, she's also shy and i really want to earn her trust /weeps

fatmaninalittlesuit  asked:

1 and 22?

1. selfie

Heyyoooo! Here’s my face :)

22. description of crush.

My crush is my boyfriend of 2 years and almost 6 months! He’s such a sweetheart. He’s a dork and watches HGTV with me. He’s taught me a lot about cars and building things. If I didn’t have him, I’d probably panic every time something wrong happened with my car. He’s taller than me, light brown hair. LOVES to bike (Which i’m totally not good at hahaha). He’s super outdoorsy which motivates me to get stronger to keep up with him so we can do those kinds of things outdoors. He loves me though regardless of my bodyweight (always has which is the best). I’m super needy but he still loves me anyway which is really nice haha.

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.