sun-dawn

I AM NOT FUCKING OKAY RIGHT NOW!

YANG LOST AN ARM!

WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH FUCKING OZPIN?!

IRONWOOD’S FUCKING BIONIC LIKE?! I THOUGHT HE JUST HAD A BANDAGE ON HIS EYEBROW NOT A FUCKING BIONIC EYEBROW!

I NOW SOMEHOW SHIP BLACK SUN/ECLIPSE/DAWN, BUMBLEBY AND TAURADONNA LIIIKKEEE?!?!?! WHAT THE HELL SHIPPER HEART?!

FUCKING RUBY ISN’T DEAD I’M SO GLAD!

VELVET’S FUCKING WEAPON OKAY?!

NEPTUNE BEING CONCERNED FOR WEISS AND SCREAMING HER NAME LIKE THAT JUST MADE MY FUCKING DAY!

RENORA BEING CONCERNED FOR ONE ANOTHER!

PYRRHA’S NOT THE FALL MAIDEN AND CINDER KILLED AMBER SO WE’RE ALL VERY MUCH FUCKED?!

WHERE THE HELL ARE MERC AND EM?!

JAUNE WAS SO FUCKING WORRIED ABOUT PYRRHA!

PYRRHA FUCKING BURST THE FUCK OUT OF THAT POD TO SAVE JAUNE AND YOU BETTER NOT TRY TO FUCKING CONVINCE ME OTHERWISE!

WEISS USED HER FULL SEMBLANCE TO PROTECT VELVET?! LIKE FUCK YES! (i actually half-expected Winter to pop out of nowhere but i wasnt surprised she didnt either)

RUBY FUCKING SENT NEO AWAY LIKE FUCKING MARY POPPINS?! HELL TO THE FUCK YES!

Ergo, this episode killed me the end. WE GOT TO SEE QROW’S FULL FUCKING SCYTHE?! WHY THE HELL DO I LIKE ADAM LIKE HE’S A FUCKING ASSHOLE BUT MAYBE IT’S BECAUSE BEAUTY AND THE BEST IS MY FAVORITE FUCKING DISNEY FAIRYTALE?! FUCKUNG JAUNE GETS TOLD HE CAN STICK AROUND AND STAND GUARD AND HE FUCKING WHIPS OUT HISBSWORD AND STANDS GUARD AS HARD AS HE FUCKING CAN!!! FUCKING YANG GOING AFTER ADAM! THE VERSION OF “I BURN” IN THE BACKGROUND MUSIC AS YANG APPEARS OH MY FUCK! YANG LOSING HER FUCKING SHIT AND HER ARM TO SAVE BLAKE! BLAKE ALMOST LOSING HER HEAD TO SAVE YANG! MY FEELINGS ARE VERY BADLY FUCKED THERE IS NO HOPE UNTIL THE NEXT EPISODE!

Empty cognizance ~ Tulku Urgyen Rinpoche
http://justdharma.com/s/vbtrg

Try to imagine what it’s like when this moment of empty cognizance suffused with awareness starts to last for a full hour, unbroken. The very first moment of empty cognizance already has the potential for full omniscience, as well as the potential for compassion and loving kindness - the potential ability to protect and help other beings, as well as to manifest the activity that functions for the welfare of all. All these qualities are present, but not fully manifest. The longer this duration lasts, the more the qualities become visible, actualized. They don’t just appear later on, when realization is fully experienced. When the sun rises in the morning, do we have to wait for it to shine for it to be warm and brilliant? Although the noon sun may be stronger than the dawn sun, all of its qualities are present from the very first moment, though they may not be fully manifested. It’s the same in this training. What is essential is to train in order to attain stability.

Please understand that ‘rangjung yeshe’, self-existing wakefulness, is primordially endowed with all perfect qualities. The qualities of enlightenment are not a fabrication or a product. They are not a new achievement, an unprecedented new discovery, or something that we achieve. They are present from the very beginning. It’s like the unchanging brilliance of the sun shining in the sky. It can be obscured by clouds, but these clouds are neither primordial nor intrinsic to the sky; they are always temporary, momentary. What prevents full realization of our innate nature of self-existing wakefulness is the momentary occurrence of thoughts and fixation. Because this occurrence is momentary, it can be cleared away. It’s very important to understand this.

– Tulku Urgyen Rinpoche

from the book “As It Is, Vol. 1”
ISBN: 978-9627341352 - http://amzn.to/1hKjzYs

translated by Erik Pema Kunsang