sun lost

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The deterioration of Lusamine’s mental state

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As I’m playing through the game, I really starting to feel for her. I imagine younger/stabler Lusamine had less shieldy hair up until Mohn warped off into ultra space. After that, her hair got cocoon-ier as more family started leaving her – as if to shield her. In that same logic, Gladion probably takes after his mom more since he too has half his face covered (which I assume happened after running away with Null)

She is the brightest star on the darkest night
because she understands how it feels to be lost

She is the mountain that offers support and shelter
because she understands what it means to be a survivor

But she is also the ocean,
pulling her waves back into herself
as she rests between breaths- 

And she hopes that the world understands
that even the sun must set to be able to rise.

—  Emina Gaspar-Vrana, She Is
I am so scared to admit how much I miss him because I know that he’s not coming back. Accepting that means accepting that I have lost the sun in all my storms, the warmth in all my cold, the bright light that kept me safe. It means moving on and living a life without him. And that’s a life I’m not sure I’ll ever be ready for.