Never been in a fight but I want to fight
Fight a bitch at night
The dark is cool
Wanna destroy everything
Just woke up messy hair
Attitude I don’t care
Should i even get up and start the day
Does it matter if i do shit anyway
Thought, thought, thought,
I thought if I thought a lot
Maybe my thoughts could learn to stop
I feel my brain beginning to rot
They are so fucking loud
Up and down
I’m starting to look like a fucking clown
What am I feeling right now?
I feel like a drifting cloud
Full of storm water
Today rain is all I’ve got to offer
What’s wrong with me?
Changing tides like the sea
I can be a deadly storm
Or calm and cool, my bottom lurking with things unseen
I love the way you fuck me
Baby this is how you want me, thirsty
I beg love me love me
Love me more than i love you
At night i feel so ugly
But not you, youre alive not dead
I hear all the voices that go on it your head
They never calm but you find peace in them
Taking their words of wisdom
They sing inside your lovely mind
You hum along, intertwined
I’m sitting in front of the man of my dreams
Love his dick, give me that cream
His face is amazing, it makes me want to sing
His voice is as lovely spring
Sometimes I think I see god
But then I open my eyes and it’s the same shit all around
Breath in the toxins of a cigarette
It’s all I got sometimes, wanna drown out the sound
Talk to a few and that’s fun
But real quick im done
If I could see your soul, I’m sure it’d be a work of art
Like a painting on a canvas, painted by the heart
You know you’re a masterpiece
A genius in disguise
I wish I could see what you see through your eyes
If there’s one last thing
I gotta sing
it’s that there’s no possibly
Just possible I am the unstoppable
Incomparable hear these words and know it’s me
I do not go unseen
(This one’s written by my boyfriend)
I’m so tired everyday
I want life to be so extraordinary that more than half the time I wouldnt know what to feel or say
Wheres my burning passion?
Melancholy, my minds gray.
Why care when you feel useless why give a fuck, this world is strange
You got me and you got me down for you and you only
Baby, look at me, I want you to be the one to own me
Devil or angel, you’re my sweet, lovely baby.
Tell me angel, have you looked in a mirror lately?
This theory goes along the lines with the Sun and Moon Ryden theory.
The theory basically states that:
Or vice versa
My theory is that when Brendon writes the song, Ryan is the sun and he is the moon but when Ryan writes the song, he is the moon and Brendon is the sun.
Okay, I know it might not make sense, but allow me to explain.
Let’s start with Pretty. Odd.
There are an enormous amounts of Sun and Moon metaphors.
I Have Friends in Holy Spaces
Written by BRENDON URIE
“If the sun will come out and sing with me”
This song is right before Northern Downpour (remember that) on the Pretty. Odd. album. The song also has a great transition to that song, so it was purposely placed there.
So, since Brendon is the writer of this song, Ryan would be the sun.
So, let’s change the line a bit to match the theory.
“If Ryan would come out and sing with me”
Now, let’s go into the next song…
Written by RYAN ROSS
Alright, this song itself is Ryden lore, but we are goingrh to mainly focus in on the Sun/Moon references.
So, let’s begin with the first line:
“Hey Moon, please forget to fall down”
Okay, so Ryan would be the Moon here.
In “Live in Chicago”, Ryan says something here around the 3:54 marker of the video (look on YouTube)
He either says “I’ll never go” or “There we go”
Personally, I believe he said “I’ll never go” not because of Ryden, but I just heard it. And this was long before I was Ryden Trash.
Also, at this show, after Brendon sims “Northern Downpour sends its love.” He also sings “I love you”
We don’t know who he sang it to, just adding that in.
When The Day Met The Night
WRITTEN BY RYAN ROSS
Okay, this song is an exception folks.
I found a thingy:
“The song is the love song that Ryan wrote for his previous girlfriend, Keltie Colleen. In it, he was the sun and she was the moon…”
This can be found on lyricinterpretations.com
I do not think that this song is about Keltie, I think it’s about Brendon because:
A) Previous sun and moon theories
B) Keltie was cheated on by Ryan
So, this song is about Brendon and not Ryan, but Ryan couldn’t flat out say that it was about him because they weren’t out. So, I believe that he used Keltie as the person in this to cover it up.
Now this song is filled with metaphors.
I will rewrite the song using their names.
When Brendon fell in love with Ryan
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when Ryan met Brendon
(Listen, night=moon and day=sun)
When Ryan found Brendon
He(Ryan) was drinking tea in the garden
Under the green umbrella trees
In the middle of summer
When Brendon found Ryan
He(Brendon) look like he was barley hanging on
But his(Ryan)eyes saved his life
In the middle of summer
(Too lazy to write chorus but you get the idea)
So he(Brendon) said,”Would it be all right
If we just say and talked for a little while
If in exchange for your time
I give you this smile?”
So He(Ryan) said,”That’s OK
As long as you can make a promise
Not to break my little heart
Or leave me all alone in the summer.”
When he(Brendon) was just hanging around
Then he(Brendon) fell in love
And he (Brendon) didn’t know how
But he (Brendon) couldn’t get out
Just hanging around
Then he (Brendon) fell in love
(Then chorus and stuff)
Okay, this was a lot to take in, but let me explain to you what this could mean.
When Ryan found Brendon to fill in as the guitarist, right? So he did. But Brendon realized that Ryan had some issues, like personal issues (not my business but if you look it up you’ll know) but Brendon sorta saved him. So, Brendon just helped him in a way but Ryan had abandonment issues (not gonna say why). So he wanted Brendon to stay and be permanently here in his life. So, the moon aka Brendon fell in love with Ryan. BUT IT NEVER SAID RYAN DID LOVE BRENDON BACK. That is important.
Ryan found Brendon, but he had issues also. Whether it be because he wanted to leave the church (Mormon one) or something else, he had issues. But Ryan was a solid thing in his life. He was always there. So, they liked eachother but were scared to give it a go until they decided to. But, Brendon didn’t want Ryan to leave the band over it. I personally think Ryan left because they wanted to be a thing but keep their careers professional so best bet was for one of them to leave. Also, Ryan didn’t keep this promise BECAUSE HE LEFT THE BAND IN THE SUMMER!! Okay, but Brendon actually fell in love with Ryan. Like fell really bad so that’s it. They just fell in love.
That’s the song
She Had the World
WRITTEN BY RYAN ROSS
According to Genius, Ryan said that this is about “a naive dreamer who fell for him” keep this in mind…
“The sun was always in her eyes”
This line may mean that Brendon was always there. Brendon was always there trying to make it work but it didn’t, Ryan lost interest.
SOOOOO Ryan was not interesting in Brendon at the time but Brendon was. I think Ryan and Brendon were trying to make it work, but in the end, it didn’t.
So in this
Mad as Rabbits
RYAN ROSS, BRENDON URIE, SPENCER SMITH AND JON WALKER
There is a sun reference, but allow me to explain.
Since eachother they are eachother’s sun, they would both be the sun.
“But there ain’t no sunshine in his song; We must reinvent love”
Okay so Ryan wrote this song off of this really gay poem (I forget the name) so, I believe this is saying that they must reinvent their love, and try again.
Okay, so the Pretty. Odd. Album is over when it comes to the sun/moon references. I could go on with other albums if you’d like (just tell me xo)