At this moment in life I want to not exist
I want to go out of my way and trap myself up into my room on a cold wintery night and wait till the hot summer breeze to make me feel new.
Even if I have to sit on the hill and watch the spring flowers bloom all my life till you love me even if I’m not me then maybe that will just have to do.
The bright blue sky bounces off the deep red tulips and beyond the yellow sun creating you. Looking right into your eyes.
I feel something drop on my head. As I reach up to grab it I start to notice red, brown and yellow leaves fall from the tree. Slowly in the chilly windy breeze.
I am the earth and you are the sun
Maybe the new season and all the changes will change my being or maybe change your mind