summer ! i love it

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Someone was standing in the middle of the room: a tall, handsome person with pale, perfect skin and an immense amount of hair, as pale and shining as thistle-down. His cold, blue eyes glittered and he had long dark eye-brows, which terminated in an upward flourish. He was dressed exactly like any other gentlemen, except that his coat was of the brightest green imaginable –  the color of leaves in early summer.

These Three Words | M.C

I love Little Mix, they’re amazing, so I’m excited to write about this song. I also listened to this song on end when my emotions were a bit crazy because of my feelings. lol fun times. ANYWAY! Thanks for the request and if you have a request I’ve yet to answer, please be patient - I often have to listen to the song on repeat for ages to write. Enjoy!

Inspired by this song

He stood in front of the mirror and styled his dirty blonde hair to imperfect perfection before picking up his aftershave and spraying it. He was dressed to the nines, ready to embark on yet another date this week as I sat on the sofa in my PJs ready for yet another night in. It’s been like this almost every night for I don’t know how long. Michael enjoyed his time out on the dating scene, while I just stood in the sidelines and watched as girls were brought back to our apartment after he had wooed them on their date, ready to give them a night of euphoric satisfaction. And I hated it. 

Michael was my best friend. We were like two peas in a pod. Except this pea is totally and utterly besotted by the Sydney born. It shouldn’t be this way. It should never have happened. But I did the thing. The thing where you accidentally fall for your best friend. I hated it. It was pure emotional torture. I daren’t tell him how I felt. No way, no how. We’ve been too close for too long and it’d be weird for him, I just know it. Welcome to the friendzone- population: me. 

He was quite the ladies man. He’d take them on the most breathtaking dates, it was truly amazing. It really had me jealous. 

“Hey Y/N?” 

I snapped out of my daydream that I had drifted into after studying his beautiful facial features from his reflection in the mirror.

“I’m hoping to get home by midnight, can you make sure you’re in your room by then? I don’t want things to be awkward.”

I grunted a reply. 

There was a stab in my heart. Here we go again. Another night where I had to make myself scarce for Mr Loverboy to be able to satisfy his needs once more. It had become such a regular thing and every occurrence broke me just that little bit more.

“Also, I know you’re ordering takeout again, but can you make sure you clear it before you go? I don’t want the place looking a mess when I’m tryna impress,” he wiggled his eyebrows. 

“Whatever.”

That came out a little harsher than usual. 

“Whoa, someone’s on their period.” 

Excuse me?

“What did you just say?”

“I said ‘someone’s on their period.’ Jeez, Y/N, don’t take it out on me.” 

“Don’t blame shit on me being a woman, Michael, that’s so fucking sexist,”  I snarled. 

“What is your problem?” He asked in a harsh turn as he spun around to face me, while fixing his collar.

“Nothing.” I mumbled. I had to bite my tongue and stop in my tracks. 

“Well you’re acting like something is up, so out with it, already, I need to leave in 10.” He checked his watch to ensure he was running on time. 

“I’m just sick of this,” I huffed. 

He walked towards me, his expression questioning what I’d just stated, egging me to elaborate.

“I’m sick of having to adjust my living arrangements to suit your love life.” 

There was a pressure of emotions building up inside me, ready to hit the brim. It has been too long and I don’t know how much longer I can keep my little secret to myself.

“Oh, I’m sorry, I had no idea my life got in the way of yours so much,” he spat with sarcasm. “You know I’d do the same if you could be bothered to go out and find someone.”

“Are you insinuating I’m too lazy to go get myself a fuck buddy?” I scoffed. 

“Hey, you know full well she is not just a fuck buddy, Y/N.”

“Maybe she isn’t, but are we going to talk about the previous girls? Like Cait or Emma? How about Whitney or Zoe? Huh? How about them? Because I’ve not heard those names since they left your bedroom.” 

“At least I can get some.

My heart stopped as eyes met with his, hurt glazing over them.

“Are you… are you saying that I’m not good enough for anyone?”

The anger fell from his face. He knew what he had done.

“No…no, Y/N. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean that…” 

His hand reached to the back of his head as he rubbed it as he tried to think through what he had just said. 

“Yeah, well you’re probably right,” I bitterly laughed. “Nobody would want me.” 

I brought my legs to my chest as I thought about the truth that Michael so evidently gave me. 

“Y/N…” 

“I mean, come on, not even you would touch me with a fucking barge pole.” 

“I didn’t say-” 

“And you’ve had some pretty cheap thrills, easy to please so you benefit with pleasure.” 

The irritance filled his face once more. 

“That was out of order, Y/N, and you know it!” 

The anger began to build up in his eyes, turning a darker shade of green, pissed at the insults I was spitting. I hated this. I hated us fighting. Because all I wanted to do was scream to the Gods above about how I felt. 

“Really? Was it really? I mean after all, you always think with your penis and you never even consider me!” 

“You know what? I don’t fucking need this.” 

He began to storm out of the door but halted before kicking over the hall stand in anger, a crash and thud echoing in wake of his action. 

“You are so infuriating sometimes, Y/N,” he called out with frustration. As much as he wanted to leave and get to his date, he and I both knew he couldn’t just end it on an argument. 

“Yeah, well get fucking used to it, bestie.” 

I picked up the bottle of bud on the table and began to harshly chug it back. I needed to forget this stupid fucking fight. All because I can’t control my emotions. 

He entered the room once more at a forceful pace. His hair was now a tangled mess from the amount of times he played with it in frustration. 

“What the fuck is your problem?” He spat once more. 

“YOU. Alright? You are my fucking problem, Michael. You are.” 

He looked at me, taken back by my comments. Never had we been so harsh towards one another. Tears began to brim in my eyes as I rapidly blinked them back.

“I’m so fucking sick of you. Sick to my teeth. Because every night I have to deal with you coming back with some bitch draped on your arm. You’re drunk and giggling this stupid laugh and then head to your room so you can fuck her loud enough that the neighbours clearly knows which one of us is getting laid. I have to sit back and watch you get ready to go out, I have to spend my nights alone with alcohol and the TV to keep me company because that’s all I have. That’s the pinnacle of my wild nights out. And then the crescendo of it all is getting to block out your loud sexual activities as I cry myself to sleep. Yeah, every Goddamn night I fall asleep with my eyes stinging with tears because this is what my life has come to. Living with my best friend except not living, just simply existing in his bachelor pad because he’s out on the game consistently. And because my heart fucking hates me. Because I’m in love with my best friend and have been for so long but didn’t do anything about it so now I’m forever in the prison sentence that is the friendship zone because someone like you will never look at someone like me. And I know I’ve done the damage now. So go, go on your stupid date and I’ll be sure to be out of the way, probably already asleep after packing because I can’t take this anymore, Michael! I can’t do it.” I screamed out so much that my voice began to break. 

Michael’s was shellshocked. Hell, so was I. 

“You… you what?”

“Can’t you fucking hear? Or did the screams of the girls deafen you? I love you,” I choked out before getting up and heading out of the room.

A strong hand gripped my wrist and tugged me back, almost causing me to fall backwards. 

“No. No, Y/N. You don’t drop a bombshell like that and leave,” Michael shook his head furiously. 

And there it goes; our five years of friendship swimming down the drain. 

“Why? It’s not like there’s anything else to it, is there?” I scoffed. “You’ve made it clear that you are happy in your current lifestyle. So let’s just save it and not cause anymore damage.” Tears were threatening to overflow. 

“You can’t just come out randomly after five years, after all this time, after I’m finally getting somewhere with someone and proclaim your love, Y/N. This isn’t fair.” 

“Love never was a fair game…” I muttered under my breath. 

He began to pace back and forth, hands tugging at his bleached locks. 

“Micha-”

“I need some time. I need time,” was all he could manage. 

“What, to go ahead on your date?” I rolled my eyes as tears began to threaten to spill over. 

“I need some time alone.”

He headed out the door with a slam following close behind. Silence fell in his place. Everything I once knew had been changed for good.


A/N: I am SO sorry this is so bad. 

PART TWO

MASTERLIST | SONG PROMPT REQUESTS

Teach Me (Part 4/7)

Originally posted by tolouloudakitoumpakse

Summary: Bucky seeks out your help for drawing lessons…even though he already knows how to.

Pairings: Bucky Barnes X Reader

Word Count: 2,270 (Got a lil carried away here..)

A/N Enjoy!

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It’s been four weeks since I Y/N had offered to teach me how to draw. Best four weeks of my damn life, I’ll tell you that. My plan had worked almost perfectly, I had gotten to spend every other day with her, just chatting mindlessly while we let our hands do all the work on the paper.

So far I had learned that she picked up art because it was her only escape from her father, the only thing he couldn’t take from her. She absolutely adored hot chocolate and fuzzy socks, even in the summer! And that I’m hopelessly in love with her

Shit.

Keep reading

Endless Summer Rant

Okay so don’t get me wrong, I love this book but it bothers me sometimes. It drives me insane that you literally have to walk on eggshells around each and every character just to make them like you. For example, if you didn’t have the money to spend diamonds on the adventure outfit and you go on the yacht with Lila, then Jake and Sean both lose a point of respect for you because you couldn’t save yourself. Like I spent a lot of time and effort to make them both like me and I’m currently trying to get into Jake’s pants so like stop. Ugh I just needed to get that off my chest. 

I feel so eager for summer. I keep looking up fun day camps for the kids. They loved art camp last summer. There’s also a wilderness survival skills one, horseback riding camp, and Boy Scout camp. All day camps that go from 9-1 and last a week.

The first weekend of summer break we are going to a lakeside cabin with my husband’s family. It’ll be our first vacation with the boys’ cousins, so that should be fun.

My favorite aunt is getting married after 18 years with her fiancé. The wedding is in NY but I’ll be 36 weeks pregnant. I still really want to go.

I want to get a membership for the local kid friendly pool. The edges of the pool are only like 18 inches deep. We had a good time whenever we went last summer.

And I really miss summertime fruit. I want blackberries and raspberries. I want to hang out in our new backyard and have friends over to BBQ. They can drink wine and I will eat watermelon.

And at the end of the summer we will have a brand new baby! Summer time, I want summer time.

anonymous asked:

I realized I'm a summer child. When the sun comes out beighter than normal, when a single bird chirps louder than usual, I cannot stop smiling. It may be a February but today it's felt like a summer day. I fell in love with 4 strangers: a boy smiling at a rabbit jumping across the lawn, a girl laughing at a book she was reading, a darkhaired boy smiling up at the sun as he ran, & a couple who couldn't stop dancing on the stairs. I feel lighter, like i'm walking on my toes, bouncing off of clouds

I know it’s going to bad again and I’m going to want to drill a hole in my bed that I never want to leave and that those voices will come back to yell, shout, howl and tear me apart alive but a part of me cannot seem to care about that. I suppose it’s these days you live for. You gather your strength from these days and pray that it’ll take you through the next ocean wave of emptiness. I’m going to cling to this feeling for as long as I can.

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I had fun with some sprints today, I’m starting to really enjoy them and it’s getting me SO EXCITED FOR LONG SUNSET RUNS AT HOME IN THE SUMMER 🏃‍♀️This will be my 5th (I think?) summer of running and I just love it, I run the same route round the countryside a few times a week at sunset but I just can’t ever get bored of it it’s gorgeous and I can’t wait to post pics here ☺
Feeling really good today, just one lecture this afternoon and then a loooovely walk home and my little sister is coming to stay with me!! I really miss her when I’m at uni so I can’t wait 😅 taking her to Frankie & Benny’s for dinner tonight so today is just fabulous! Hope everyone’s had a great week!

Questions/ TMI

I was tagged by @myshadydreamland (thank you!!)

  1. Who are you named after?  My Great Grandmother, that and Ella Fitgerald. (Though I didn’t get any musical talent what so ever)
  2. Do you like your handwriting? When I write neatly, yes–sorta. Otherwise no.
  3. What is your favorite lunch meat? Summer sausage. I love me the sausage.
  4. Do you have kids? I can’t have kids naturally :( Though I would adopt, yes.  
  5. Do you use sarcasm? Sarcasm?  Haha, nooooo~ What’s that?
  6. Do you still have your tonsils? Yep. I’ve got a big mouth :D
  7. Would you bungee jump? See I trust rubber only so far. With my life as I’m literally putting it to the test with it’s elasticity… No. 
  8. What is your favorite kind of cereal? I absolutely hate cereal. Who enjoys eating soggy bread?!
  9. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? Naw. Too much work
  10. Do you think you are strong? Physically, yes. Mentally~ yes?
  11. What is your favorite ice cream? Chocolate Chip Mint
  12. What is the first thing you notice about someone? Their voice and eyes.
  13. Football or Baseball? Baseball. Makes more sense than the other one. 
  14. What is the least favorite thing about yourself? My weight and face.
  15. What color pants are you wearing? Black yoga pants
  16. Favorite smell? Fun fact, I can’t smell!!
  17. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? My Aunt
  18. Favorite sport to watch on tv? Anything Olympic related.
  19. Hair color? Brown
  20. Eye color? Hazel
  21. Favorite food to eat? Brussel sprouts
  22. Scary or funny movies? Funny
  23. Last movie you watched? Lego: Batman Movie. It was actually pretty good. 
  24. What color shirt are you wearing? Grey
  25. Favorite holiday? Yule
  26. Wine or Beer? Wine. I’m classy lol

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